My Last GoodbyeYou know what I hate the most?My Last Goodbye8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Knowing you hurt me so much,
yet remembering what we had
(or thought we did)
that made me smile.
I can still faintly hear your laugh
and the way I smiled back at you.
The way you would hold my hand in yours,
in it I would feel safe and secure
and without doubt.
Or better yet,
the way you made me feel special
like someone who mattered to you
because you would think of me sometimes.
Even until now,
you don't know how much I cry
when I look back to the past.
I keep this facade of joy,
to hinder myself from losing
all that I have left.
Everything that seems to be me,
has either been lost or shattered
and I find myself unable
to love anyone as much as I did you.
are hopefully not of bitterness
but rather of regret
and whatever pain you've inflicted
through hurtful words.
And so, I bid you farewell
and hope God'll help me get through this somehow.
and let our happy memories
but linger for a moment.