The Diary of I.M.Hormonal
The diary of I M Hormonal
So yeah like i kinda fell out of bed this morning (it's a REALLY thin bed) kinda yeah. And like, i wasn't in a good mood (i did fall out of bed) y'see. It kinda all began like.... y'know (getting to the point quickly here), last night where i like... well my girlfriend (well we weren't really going out per say...) is such a whore (not that i'd know of course)...i mean she's my ex now y'know (see previous).
But she sleeps around like (and i found out last night. Tore my heart in two (well not really but it felt like that once the hormones kicked in... except not as painful)) and like, threw it onto the ground (she didn't really do this either but it makes me feel inntelygant) and (i felt really sad) i cried myself to sleep (but i did wake up in the middle of a night for a poopie). She says the rabbit made her feel happier than me (rabbits are sexy i'l give you that), like, i
Before I BleedBefore I Bleed11 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I scream until, I've got nothing left
I drag the bottom
Just to see
Rape, genocide, blasphemy
Will help you forget, who you are
Reaching out, it's time to hate
With every act of violence you create
Seething and scraping
Upon the seems
And stalking your courage
While killing your dreams
One more chance to make things right
I think I'll pass and kill tonight
Jesus Christ, it never ends
I try my best to make amends
Sink into me
I'll make you mine
And knock you off your pedestal
You're not so divine
I scratch my soul
To watch it bleed
Tearing at the veins
Leaving single thoughts of revolution
I'm inches away from absolution
In a furnace of time
Fast forward to the end
You've lost your chance
It's time to pretend
You're nothing more
Than a cheap imitation
A dirty whore
You sell your own nation
Scream in pain
You wretched faker
Wash up the rain
And meet your maker
I scratch my soul
To watch it bleed
Tearing at the veins
The KissA kiss isThe Kiss9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I thought that was beautiful.
So cold, so stern,
one after another, after another.
Your strides make the sound of a faint wind
rustling through tall grasses
as you brush past me.
I smell fire in the brush
Your fierce jaw line,
leaves no room for mistakes;
it would seem to me
the rounded curve of my chin
by your no-nonsense
Yet your eyes, so much kinder
on the tameness of my cheeks . . .
every now and then, I can feel your gaze
rubbing against the fine blonde hairs
of my skin.
Every touch was carefully executed,
every glance, carefully drawn.
My adoration of you came in increments
so as to slowly assure you
that once I did fear you,
but now I can only love.
Permission to speak freely . . .
I wonder if it is given
as you grab my shoulder and pull me toward you.
Am I allowed now
to let love form the teeth of my smile?
we cannot be alone.
A kiss i
Let Go.Let Go.11 years ago in Teen More Like This
"I have to talk to you," Jasmine shouted. The music was loud and pounded painfully in her ears. She speaker was two feet away and the floor beneath her rumbled to the beat. The air was oppressive with the heat of two hundred dancing bodies and colored lights danced playfully across the walls.
"What?" Shawn too was trying to yell over the noise.
"I said I have to talk to you!"
She avoided his eyes when she spoke. Even now, she couldn't bring herself to look directly at him. Her voice was unsteady and her whole body was shaking involuntarily. It had been a complete mystery to her why she decided to do this, but it was definitely too late to turn back now. Jasmine didn't want to be here, partly because she had never liked dance clubs much and partly bec
When We Die Holding HandsWhen We Die Holding Hands11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart stood still on that Midnight
You At the window in the dark
Your shadow standing still as the thunder struck the earth
The blade clinched in your hand
Your eyes black but beautiful
Your tears and blood swirled on the floor
Your expression silent and lifeless the way the reaper left you for me to discover
I picked up the blade
I kissed your cheek and closed your eyes and carried you to the bed
I lay beside you and cried and tried to stop your bleeding
Here you are now dead, Just the way life liked you
Here you are now dead, The way life robbed me of how I loved you
Here you are now dead, The ultimate price everyone had to pay
Here you are now dead, So many words the reaper would not let me tell you
So now I must whisper my sweet sorrow and unforgiven secrets to you
So now I must hide your scars and try to heal and comfort what is left of you
So now I must pick up your pieces and fix your lifeless body
So now I must live in misery as you conceitedly took your own life as well too
colour me beautifulMemories are the only thing that paint the moonless sky tonight, for this time is ours. Finally we have settled in to collect the pieces of our broken hearts and sew them on to the nights velvet canvas. A patch work of red hues soon lighting our lonely minds, turning our shattered thoughts into stars so numerous that not even the most brilliant light could make them fade.colour me beautiful11 years ago in Teen More Like This
The darkness has become one with us now, wrapping its breezes around us like the forboding wings of a raven. Soft and subtle, but still sharp enough to remind us that we are still breathing.
So colour me beautiful, colour me forgotten, finish attaching whats left of my heart to yours. We are mending what counts, we are leaving all that matters. We are building our stair case to the stars.
And if you fall, I promise to pick up your pieces. And if you fall, I promise to stay with you. And if you fall, I will fall with you. And if you fall...
We will burn out like shooting stars.
And if you fall....
Just promise me you w