I Am ThisI'm suicidal, egotistical, grotesquely fat.I Am This10 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I'll bet they'll bet I'm a sadist.
Masochist. Racist. Stupid abusive lying bitch. I'm a threat.
Your snake, your pet.
Scream so loud you can't see me!
Look through my eyes at the mirror.
Don't tell me you know her.
She's nothing. I'm nothing. I'm invisible.
You are nothing.
Don't tell me you know me by what you see.
I'm not what you or your friends think. You're blind.
I wish you would go to a forest and die!
Leave me behind!
What is it that you're hoping to find?
What do you want me to be?
Don't you want to beat me?
Love me, hate me, see me?
I am everything you loathe completely.
Lesbian, liar, wannabe, witch. Tramp. Thief.
Why do you shoot me down for what I believe?
What did I do to you? Know you?
See you? Mock you? Hate you?
Punch you? Rape you? Hug you? Diss you?
Wreck your rage upon my stage.
This is my cage. My shell. My Hell.
For you to rise upon my lies like rabid flies.
Love is SuicideLove is Suicide10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"love" is a game you play,
cat-chase-mouse and come in for the kill
but every playful swipe of the claws cuts deep
and the blood pours out faster than the "love"
can't you see I don't want to play anymore?
"love" is the seasons,
spring-forward, summer together, fall into bed
but you can't forget there is another season
for it is always winter in your heart
and the coldness cuts deeper than the warmth can burn
"love" is life, or so you say
but every second the end creeps nearer
because you hurt me, you slay me
and eventually I'll die for this so-called "love"
"love is suicide," disguised as feeling