I can't believeI can't believe11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's always there inside my mind.
Somewhere buried deep inside.
In movement, gestures, songs and sound -
his smell, his voice can always be found.
I see his face in everyone's eyes.
His rich brown iris staring at mine.
Mountains and valleys, we drudged through
together. He said he could watch me
Words dripped from his mouth,
like honey so sweet. His arms were
my haven, my home, my retreat.
It was he alone who saw me cry, he's
the only thing i felt inside. "Love"
was the name he coined for me, the
worlds' what he showed me, how
beautiful it could be.
But his fate was sealed - an unplanned choice
No more smiles, no more voice.
That night i remember, as clear as a crystal,
how your hands shook as you caressed the pistol.
The air outside was sticky and warm, and
on my way over it started to storm.
The thunder clapped, and the wind
cut me in two, but i didn't notice -
only thinking of you.
I got to your door, i knocked
but no answer. I found your key under