First Affection-yaoi-I think I shoved the sword too far down my throat. Its been burning ever since my last act about an hour ago. I stopped for my usual meal. If you can call mere scraps a meal. Anyway. On the way back to my tent I noticed something in the sky. There were no clouds for once. Good, I'm sick of it raining all the time.First Affection-yaoi-9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
And the orange yellow glow of the moon told me it was full.....Makes me wish I could bring him out with me to see it....But.....I promised I'd keep him inside away from public eye.....that was the only part of the deal.....anything to get him out of that cage.....
Awfully quiet tonight too. Wonder why....
I make it to my tent finally. Now I bet you're thinking camping tent right about now right? Nope. Its much larger like a house. Since I make more money in the shows then the other attractions. They gave me this to keep all of my things in. My snakes, fire equipment, my tattoo tools. You know, that kind of stuff.
I open the flap to my 'home' and to my surprise no ones there.
Nightmares?-yaoi-Nightmares?-yaoi-10 years ago in Erotic More Like This
As much as I fought it, sleep eventually found me. All the coffee in the world couldn't help me. I can only rest against my pillow and mattress for now, awaiting any possible new....should I call them nightmares? No...I'm not scared of them..I'm not scared in them...what are they then? Wet dream? No...can't be that either because we don't have sex....just interact with eachother...and it felt good...dammit....what the fuck do I call myself? Am I considered gay now? A faggot?....I don't think I'm one....but why am I dreaming all this...this....nonsense! Theres no way this could happen in real life....I don't even know how they happen in my head...why am I thinking up all this while I sleep? And what the hell happened that time in the pool? Richard breathing into me, did he mean that? That look in his eyes when he got out seemed like it was all a joke before putting on the sunglasses and lighting his smoke. Why did he do that? This whole thing started to make me mad. Him co
His Saint-yaoiWalking up the Inn stairs seemed to take forever. Yet it only went up to the second floor. The distant memory of Christmas Eve was slowly coming back to his mind. Schneider just sighed to himself and followed Richard down the hallway to their room. The snow seemed to just get worse, leaving them no choice but to spend the night away from school. Warm food and cold dessert still in his stomach. Finding it amusing when Richard couldn't figure out how to use the door key.His Saint-yaoi8 years ago in Erotic More Like This
"Here.." Schneider chuckled and turned the key. Hearing a small click. He got no response verbally. Instead he felt a hand on his lower back when he leaned forward to open the door. Straightening his posture quickly he walked in. Finding a room lit just by candle light. Single king sized bed in the middle against a wall. Similar to the ones back at the castle. Velvet curtains over the sides for privacy. Richard showed a brief moment of disgust in his face.
"This looks like my parents room." He scoffed before falling onto
Guardian-yaoiSo beautiful, when I watch you sleep at night. Bodies touching with my arms around your limp frame. Feeling warm when you breathe slowly against me. Your stomach lifting up and down slightly. Your breathe warm against my chest. I watch you with a smile, kissing your brow gently to not stir you. My hand going down your back to hold you up. Your face moves in your sleep and rests along my neck. Nose touching my throat. We rest there on the bed, in the nude with thin white sheets. Candles were burning from me trying to be romantic. But they have long since faded out. Leaving smoke along the corners of the room. Sometimes you mumble in your sleep. Poetic nonsense most of the time. But a smile reaches my face when you whisper my name. Makes me wish you were awake so I can talk back. But I let you rest, you've been so busy lately. I barely have any time with you anymore. You work so hard. Sometimes too hard. Its troublesome to me. Seeing you so exhausted, even before we make love.Guardian-yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
Warmth-Preview-YaoiWarmth-Preview-Yaoi10 years ago in Erotic More Like This
"So...tell me about this dream..." Richard spoke as his arms were wrapped around from behind me. My arms getting goosebumps in reaction to his voice.
"It's nothing...doesnt matter..." I try to change the topic, my eyes shifting.
"Come onnnn." He nudges my neck with his nose, his breath making the hairs on my body stick up in excitement.
"Allright allright." I laugh and take a deep breath, he rests his chin on my shoulder. "Remember that night where you helped out with my hand?"
"Yeah, Paul taught me that trick." Richard smirked.
"Well, I had that memory in a dream that night..." I wonder if he's even paying attention..."Only it changed, you...started to touch my face." He pulls me closer, my back now touching his stomach. God hes warm. "You..-." I place my hands on his, "-said I was handsome." I let out a chuckle, "I remember feeling very confused after I heard you say that."
"It's true you know..." I could feel his lips graze my neck. I continued on.
"Then you leaned closer t
Christmas Love-YaoiDoom was slumped on a sofa in the common room. Arms wrapped around a cushion while his eyes finally dried up. Scarf still wrapped around his neck, used to wipe the tears away. Along with the arms of his coat. He couldnt feel anymore stupid then he did right now. Snape found AND READ the note he was trying to give to Richard during class. Stupid....stupid stupid. That note had everything he wanted to say to him....and the whole class got to hear it. He wondered if this is what hells supposed to be like. Your deepest secret out for everybody, leaving your body empty and cold. His eyes tightened when he could hear the teachers voice ringing in his ears. Going back to the class.Christmas Love-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
"And this note is to whom?" Snape glared at Doom but then back to Richard. Those eyes can pierce anything to make it feel small. The prefect student just choked back tears, hitching his breath before running out of the classroom. Hiding in the back of the library, quietly sobbing. He just knew Richar
tonight-yaoiI find myself being thrown onto his bed. The sheets wrinkling under my eager body. He pounces on me like an animal on the hunt. I am his prey, and I couldn't be more willing to feel his claws. He fiercly attacks my mouth with his as our tongues fight for dominance along with our bodies. He easily wins, even though I let him. He wants me and I REALLY want him. His tongue I can feel on my skin now. My shirt being ripped off as if by a savage. My legs wrap around him tight, wanting his groin against mine oh so much. Our bodies bend as he tongues my neck. Nipping at the flesh as he made me whimper in anticipation. Grabbing his shoulders tightly as he slowly in a teasing manner pulls down the zipper to my trousers. Im already hard as a rock I wont lie. His hands and gentle fingertips start to stroke me through my boxers. My body wants to release right then and there but I hold it all back.tonight-yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
No, not yet.
I seize his crotch in my own hands through his jeans. Wanting it ever so badly. He grabs
Talk-yaoi-Talk-yaoi-10 years ago in Erotic More Like This
Its been nearly three weeks since that incident in the shower, has it really been all that long? Hes been off in New York for the past two, this project of his. I say why not just enjoy the time off from the music world? I am, was all he replied with. The dreams finally stopped, guess all I needed was him. My arms stretch as I relax on a wooden bench out in our patio. Enjoying the breeze while reminiscing on that night, closing my eyes as it all came back to me.
I snap my eyes open when I feel the bench creak, I look over to see Tills sitting down next to me. He nods a hello at me and I nod back. The best thing about the guy was that you didnt really need words to tell him things. His hair finally starting to grow back after he shaved it off....again. He looked rather silly if you ask me, but I shouldn't be talking considering people got all huffy on my new look as well....
I can't stand awkward silences...
"Anything from Richard?"
Till leans back and points to the door.
"Just got off
Kiss and Make up-YaoiKiss and Make up-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
I end up waking up, eyelids groggy.
Shit, It's dark now.
Slept all day, did not plan on that.
The lights are out, casting a strange purple glow on the furniture. Must be a full moon out if I can still make out the backyard. The back porch doors across from me you see. The moon practically dancing on its reflection in the pool. I get up sluggisly as if I was hung over. Feeling my makeshift blanket slip off and fall to the ground. I finally see it, what it is. Picking it up and actually looking at it. I rub my eye to make the blur of waking up stop. Its a coat, a black trench coat. The smell of alcohol was seeping through it, and its rather large torso size gave its owners name away.
Till, it's his.
The brief memories of something shaking me in my sleep came back. Must've seen me sleeping...I toss it onto the sofa and stand up. I hate sleeping in normal clothes. My belt practically dug itself into my stomach, making slight red marks on my skin.
Is everybody else asleep? Damn, what time
Promises-yaoiI think its around midnight, Id check my watch but the lighting in the building is too dim. We've accepted awards for our latest album. Actually we just went there for the free vodka, can you really blame us? Yes the Russians are marvelous. I had walked outside to smoke which was soon to be proven to be a very bad idea because it was bloody cold out there. So I make it a quick relief and walk back in. Walking into the lobby of our hotel, a small fire going for the tourists to see. The lights turned down due to the time. I can see him relaxing on a couch, a small glass of something probably alcoholic in his hand. Dark hair covering his strong face. Having had sun glasses on the whole day it was a surprise to see his eyes for once. The revolting sweater he had on was gone. Just leaving a black tank top underneath it. I make my way over to make sure hes not drunk. These things happen you see. His eyes shoot to the left and spot me, doesn't make me stop walking. I sit next to him on the soPromises-yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
Argument-YaoiArgument-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
You ever have those nights where you don't dream at all? Well, finally I had one. All I could remember was Richard on top of me like that.
One of my eyelids suddenly decided it was just going to start and open itself up. I see fragmented bits of cloudy sky through my eyelashes. I can feel this constant thump against my face, I want to move and see what it is but I'm too comfortable at the moment. I'm starting to get the feeling back in my body from the numbing dullness that sleep causes. I lift up just my head with my eyes closed. Part of my face still warm. My thigh rubs up against something, when I look I almost start to laugh but I don't want to wake him up. Guess we forgot to pull up our pants before we fell asleep. Almost blushing I pull mine up and quickly fasten the buttons hoping to not get caught in the zipper. I freeze when he shifts in his sleep, arms in a rather interesting pose in the air. He was sleeping on my arms afterall. Hands s
Revenge and Surprise-YAOI-Revenge and Surprise-YAOI-10 years ago in Erotic More Like This
As strange as the current event was to me. I let it happen. Richard sits behind me, legs crossed. He's rubbing my back, not sure if it was a friendly gesture or something else. Ah fuck it, it feels really good so why stop it. He starts digging his knuckles into my shoulders, again where he learned this I have no clue. Moving gently along my middle back, between the shoulder blades. I lean forward in a slump yet I keep my mouth shut. Just going blank and letting him work on my back. I can feel all the stress involved in the pain of my body melting away. It was just weird for me because of that dream I had, would this spark another? Best not to think about it, just let him keep going.
"Here too?" Richard breaks the silence suddenly and prods the middle of my spine.
"Mmhmm...." I mumble in agreement and also permission to let him go there too. He digs his thumbs into the muscle and the tension goes away.
"Better?" He moves his hands outward and works on the sides of my back. Meanwhile I'm
Wont Let You Freeze-yaoi-Wont Let You Freeze-yaoi-10 years ago in Erotic More Like This
+An hour and a half of traffic and bad airport parking later+
"OH THANK GOD!!" Richard shouts out loud the second we walked outside of the airport. Finally being able to smoke. Wouldn't blame him, across ocean flights are always long and sketchy. A smokers worse nightmare. Secretly I wanted to just embrace him but we were in a public place, so I kept to myself. He sighs heavily, smoke coming out of his mouth. Such a chain smoker...He's quiet as well, waiting til we got in the car to talk. Bag flung over his shoulder. "So...did you miss me?" He grins playfully, I smile back as I turn out of the parking garage.
"That obvious huh?" I want to turn to him but I'm driving.
"All over your face." He chuckles.
We both laugh at that, he sounds tired. Probably is...
A good 45 minutes of general conversation about New York passes by, tiny drops of water start to fall onto the windshield. Those tiny drops turn into near golf ball size and flood the glass. I click the windshield wiper.
No More-YaoiNo More-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
The last few days had been hell...
I can't even look at Till now without being filled with rage.
I look at him and just want to scream.
I can't believe I got sucked into all of this. I curse at them both under my breath. My sleepings been fucked with too. Right now I'm in that space between my bed and wall. Not really wanting to be seen. Same place where I told him everything oh so long ago. I refuse to sleep on that mattress, I can still feel him on it. I can taste him still on my tongue. His moans would ring in my ears like gunfire shellshock. I grab my ears and shut my eyes.
"Stop it stop it stop it..." I growl at myself, rocking to and fro.
Woo, lack of sleep is fun...
My now warped brain played memories of the two of us. I wanted to watch, smile even. But instead I shook them loose until they were gone.
"I'll explain later if you want..." Till replays in my mind. Not long til I'm back at that fence. Watching the memory pass through tearstained eyes.
Morning-YaoiMorning-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
Warm hands hold me snug. I turn slightly, the sky a dull gray. Hes sleeping behind me, nude and thin sheets barely covering him. Turning around with lazy shut eyes I kiss his neck blindly. Tucking my face behind his chin. Jawline covering my eyes from the sunlight.
"Mornin' " Richard smiles, I freeze under him like a fox cornered by a wolf.
"Fucking knew it...." I grumble. My lips brush his, bodies still in a state of sexual afterglow. We don't talk anymore, instead we kiss, he props himself up over me. I close my eyes and escape. His hands slipping behind my head and up my sides. Mine just grabbing skin and muscle. He slips his legs between mine, pain shoots through my body. I groan for him to get off but he doesn't. "Fuck stop!" I snap at him. He lifts himself up, "Get-" I sit up and shove his legs off of mine. "Your leg-" I hiss. My thighs feel worse then before. He cocks his head like a kitten to string. Moving the sheets so he can see my bright red skin. "son of a..." I curse at t
Reveal-yaoi-missing chapterReveal-yaoi-missing chapter9 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I have to tell him.
Do I really have to?
What would he think?
Shit I dont know what to do....
I grab my head in frustration while I walk to and fro between my bed and my patio door. I was getting dressed, still have my pants on. Though not belted up so they hang on my hips. I cant stop thinking about it. Im worried I'll continue to have these dreams, having feelings for him and yet not.....really having him...damn I dont even know if Im making sense to MYSELF! Now that I look back on all this, our friendship. Ive always been "close" to him. Never really minding if we had to share hotel rooms on tour, interviews....hell if he wanted to go out to a club for drinks Id follow knowing I would be having a good time.
Maybe thats it, why I like him so. Ive never really been angry with him, minus rehearsal arguments. But, never really angry...at him. His whole being. Character. I dont know if that means I LOVE him, Im not even sure why or how my feelings have
Thinking Too Much-YaoiThinking Too Much-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
Despite the past events for once I was outside my room one morning. The windows were open so it was nice to breathe in some fresh air. I was in normal clothes too, jeans and tshirt. Trying to get back on the normal life track. I think it's around 10:00 in the morning I can't really tell because I left my watch on my dresser. Olli was still asleep. Flake, Till, and Richard were out. I remembered Pauls joke about them, saying they're going window shopping for new flair. The mental image of that alone always got a laugh out of me.
Oh speaking of that little bastard...
Pauls in the living room as usual. Munching on a almost burnt piece of toast. I tell you, him and the toaster do not mix. Or any other kitchen appliance for that matter. He sits casually with a plate on his legs, I sit on the couch opposite of the recliner chair he was in. Pauls like Till when it comes to greetings, especially when hes busy with food. Simple nod and all is well, no words needed! And thats great because I rea
Therapy-YaoiStress....Therapy-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
It can be deadly...
It could also be random as fuck and that puzzled Till even more. Letting out a sigh with a grunt coming out of his nose. Resting on the bed in his hotel room in nothing but his stage pants and boots. He felt too tired to change into his normal clothes. One hand behind his head, cigarette in the other. He'd been thinking to quit the nasty habit and yet he kept it up.
His mind had been strange lately, always making him more tense and irratable....
Well....more then usual anyway...
All this happened for one single day, out of the blue. He'd been fine most of the whole tour...
Minus the near misses of the flamethrowers...
Even more interviews...
Another sigh and deep breath with his smoke. Some of his silver hair falling over his face, he looked at it with half closed eyes. Whoever gave him the idea to dye it that color should be taken out b
Paint The Roses-IntroA small child in red had been running for as long as she could remember. Down a many narrow white hallways and secret passageways. Running into dead ends and locked up doors. Frustrating yes, and yet she could never get out. Thus was her fate, if only she knew. In a Wonderland of sorts, one she didn't want to be in. The "Alice" in this story land was nothing more then a scared and frightened child banging against the locked doors.Paint The Roses-Intro7 years ago in Horror More Like This
And the "Mad Hatter" of this world couldn't be any more pleased.
He would appear in front of her from time to time. Dressed in a red coat, black top hat, always fashioned for a tea party. Light black sideburns hugged his face and the piercings in his nose and lip gave him a unpleasent shine in the right light. His right eye always had a strange marking on it as well.
The young child finally came upon a room. She could not see the ceiling, better yet no walls at all. The floor was checkered in large black and white squares. The girl in her fear hid behind a la
Stories-yaoiWe're all back at that stairway. Just laughing it up with our stomachs full of food. Telling stories of good times. Richard and I were relaxing back to back. Occasionally Id lean my head over the back of his. His spikes tickling the back of my ears. The rest of us were below us on the bottom steps. Till was leaning against a wall, occasionally bashing a fist to it in laughter. All six of us just enjoying the natural high of laughter.Stories-yaoi9 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
"Oh man.." I try to breath. "Remember that one time in Potions class last year?" I point to Richard. "Where Till.." I start laughing again. "Gave you the wrong potion and we nearly had our heads blown off by the teacher?" Till and everybody starts laughing while Richard just kind of looks off like it wasnt that funny. Only to smile to himself at the stupid thought.
We were only just now teenagers back then. I was thumbing through pages of my book as usual right next to my friend. Till comes up and hands Richard this bottle.
"Hey, try this I want to see
Quick-YaoiQuick-Yaoi9 years ago in Erotic More Like This
I would scratch nervously at my nails. Growing anxious the more time passed me by. Beginning to wonder why I just didnt go to his room. It really was never like me to just go out and ask for a go. But its all thats been in my head lately. The sounds, sights and smells. I craved it. I would adjust and try to get comfortable on that sofa. Looking out the window at the night, maybe that would calm my needs.
But then the image of him next to me under that very sky. Those crystal baby blue eyes and shy look. The way he'd go limp when we kissed. His soft lips on that slender face.
I relax on the couch, resting on my back now. I find myself reaching for the zipper and belt. Removing them both in haste. Using my fingertips to touch the now hardened flesh between my legs. I take my time with myself. I have no one to please but myself.
God I needed him. Now. Here and now.
I mustve made some sort of noise because I heard someone walking down the stairs. I freeze in my act and quickly snap my belt
That Smile He Liked So MuchThat Smile He Liked So Much10 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Goddamit!" Christoph growled in a berlin accent, dropping his drumsticks in a temper. It's just this one song...this one song he cannot get the beat right. He leaned back, the chair tipping a bit letting him rest his back against the ice cold wall. He had the guitars in his head...Till singing the lyrics....even Flakes keyboard. He wanted to make the song sound good for this new album...he didn't want to let the fans down. With a sigh he brushed some of his hair out of the way, trying to recollect his thoughts through his anger. Benzin...he had no problem playing...Rosenrot..same old same old just keep the beat and it'll come out right. But damn he just couldn't get the feeling right for this one. He even knew the lyrics because Till couldn't stop playing around with his voice on them in the recording studio. "Cmon Doom pull yourself together and play the stupid song..." He said to himself looking at the carpet floor for his sticks. Lifting the cymbal and moving the snares in
Dream a Dream-Dream a Dream-Dream a Dream10 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The room was dimly lit from an unknown source. The memory of Richard tending to his hand was playing in his head as he slept. Only the memory seemed warmer then when it actually happened. Richards gentle yet curious voice played again. Of all the things to talk about he choose his hair. Saying he missed the medium curls he once had. Now it was short and cropped, covering a good portion of his face. The scene took a turn and Richard spoke again.
"Your face..." he spoke softly.
"....What about it?" He could only reply. Suddenly he felt his hair move as Richard brushed it away with his free hand.
Wait....this didn't happen...he thought in his sleep. Shaking his head trying to wake up. He could only watch...
"It covers your face..." Richard touched his cheek with warm fingers. "Your too handsome to hide away like that." He smiled
Handsome? Did he just say that? He thought, feeling confused as all hell. Yet his dream self remained calm in a gentle stare. He watched on.
Paint The Roses-Ch.1This story comes to tell the point of view for a young boy now. It was years ago for he was only six years old. Small, cute, full of imagination. This young boy had a family. A Mom, a Dad, and a older sister by 10 years. Like all small boys they loved their mommy. She was his world. A Queen and a Prince. The King and the Princess had a rather different bond. Not known to the Queen that the Princess was more the Kings sexual taste. Wrongful touching in secret, mysterious bruises to her flesh.Paint The Roses-Ch.17 years ago in Horror More Like This
The boy was playing among his toys in his bedroom one night. He heard sniffling so he wandered down the long hallway to his sisters room. He didn't know why but she came right up to him and hugged him. He tried to ask why she was crying but she distracted him. Saying it was time to go to bed, maybe time for a story. The boy loved his stories, especially when his sister told them. He crawled into bed eagerly with his faithful stuffed rabbit with open ears. She'd lay by the bed and read him stories o