The Pain Of ForgivnessThe Pain Of Forgivness
Is this how you want me to be?
Hated and vivisected by the memory!?
Stripped to the bone,
You know my anatomy.
Still I feel ashamed
Believe me I`m sorry
For this mess
So the fact that
you still love me
comes over me like a bless!
I’m sorry for the pain,
the bruises, the stitches
That are driving you insane!
I’m sorry for the pain
The bruise, the lie
And for everytime you die!
But was it supposed to be like this?
The beginning, the mess
The everlasting bless!?
If not! Then for sure
One thing I will miss
And it’s your sweet kiss.
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Yours ForeverSometimesYours Forever9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
it occurs to me that I have only
known you for a little more than a year.
Yet somehow, it's impossible for me
to remember my life before we met.
is something I had never believed in.
But you held me so close and kissed my hair,
and said you'd always be with me. I love
you and I trust you. I'll always be yours.
fate real, or was it a coincidence
that we met that day in June? Regardless,
I will always consider that day to
be a miracle; you're a miracle.
lot can change in a little more than a
year: I met the most amazing person
in the universe, I learned what true love
Broken LungsHere I lieBroken Lungs1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
With broken lungs
They seem to speak
About the dead
My eyes are bleeding
And now I feel
My time is done
This frozen stone
Is all I've won
I don't want the world
To speak of me
I want to die
Where Is Your BeachTwo grains of sand upon a beachWhere Is Your Beach2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There to share each night and day
Until such time their souls are borne
Upon the waves so far away
As evolutions come and go
So like the waves upon the shore
But never are they far apart
When their hearts they can't ignore
Such draws them back to that beach
Where all eternity is theirs
To lay beneath the sun and moon
And let the world keep its cares
Two grains of sand upon a beach
Another wave there waiting for
To carry them so far away
And then return them to their shore
Golden FrameToday I found a picture of you.Golden Frame2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your smile looked so fake and forced,
I could tell you hated taking pictures.
You always said you couldn't force a smile,
but really, you found it difficult to smile genuinely too.
And to be honest, it was an ugly picture.
I found it in my garage, with all my other memories.
But it belongs in the trash. So I threw it away.
Alongside everything else that belonged to you.
And alongside the leftovers from today's lunch.
Some chicken bones and some carrots that were too hard to chew.
Too hard to chew.
But what captured my attention the most was the frame.
It was wooden and painted gold, with a large di
This is FictionI threaten, I growl, I shout, I impend.This is Fiction2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I comfort, I protect, I shield, defend.
I stare, I glare, I perceive, I glimpse
I sprint, I leap; I race with imps.
I am the fire, the storm in the sea
If you were smart you'd know when to flee.
I am the serpent, jaws opened wide,
One of my strength you would not defy.
I am a leader, and I am free
All that I am: the fictional me.
Those Lonely EyesSo aloneThose Lonely Eyes4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its too hard to watch
You in your home
Or in the woods at night
Sad eyes towards the sky
Then youll turn around
To the only person who does not deserve
This loving smile
Yes - me
Its so hard to watch
You in this world
I want to hug you
Forever never let go
And its so hard to know
That Im not allowed
To do anything good to you
And its so hard to know
That I cant
Not even when you want me to
HurtWhen I look into your eyesHurt4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I try not to drown
Not to touch again
When I bite my lips
So you wont see
So you wont know
How much I want to drown
To let you hurt me
Much more than I hurt you
And when I lie here in the dark
I cannot see your eyes
Just their pain
And how I came too late...
Let me leaveI see how it is, I better not stayLet me leave5 years ago in Surrealism More Like This
No one ever like me anyway...
Talk is cheap, your love a lie!
Don't try to back it up, don't attempt to deny
I know you hated me anyway.
Back off, let me be...
Don't even try to stop me
to fast, to quick, I won't stop, you don't ask
I see know that even you wear a Mask...
Lies, deception, empty promises
now i see their is no prize,
better pack up, and enjoy my demise.
Sit back my friend, enjoy my constant cries.
Give up, give in... don't you see?
Their is no win, just quit.
Empty lies, and you quiet face, pained eyes
now look i'm gone, without a trace...
Another Vampire Love poem...Oh how I loved himAnother Vampire Love poem...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I new nothing of this world
Now a vengance fills my
Silent, still heart
Did he truly ever love me?
Or was it just a taste
Though I know how he feels
Though I can never quench
This unbearable thirst
I can never forgive him
I can never forget him
Sweet MoonlightCome here little pussySweet Moonlight2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This dog wants to bury his bone
And howl at your moon so full
Houston, we have touch down
And up, and in and out
To animalistic passions
Of the beast within
Or the burden of societal mores
Or less than the desires
Of a cat
And a bone
Buried beneath the light
Of your sweet moon
Your Wax Drips NostalgicYou are the candleYour Wax Drips Nostalgic2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Waiting to be lit
Collecting dusty dreams
As you quietly sit
Over on the table
Beside a cold bed
Pondering the silence
In all that you've said
I am the match
Ready to strike
With the passion of ages
And a heart childlike
But latent with heat
You can feel its warmth
The strength of its beat
In the darkest moment of your life
even the tiniest spark of hope
can burst into reality
We are the flame
Shining so bright
Our soul is the fire
That lights up the night
A beacon of love
For the world to see
The match and the candle
Burning and free
Generation Pain S+MGenerations comeGeneration Pain S+M2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With all the pain
They think they know
When in each life
Some sorrow lives
Though if you smile
Then less it gives
But if it's pain
You really need
Then in your heart
I'll make you bleed
I'll use you
And every wish
For all your tears
And all your fears
And all the pain
Through all the years
And all the hopes
That no one hears
I'll drink your tears
Consume your fears
And I'll grow strong
As your end nears
While all your screams
Fill my ears
With life and death
Within your soul
You'll play for me
Ode To One Night Not StandingBible humpingOde To One Night Not Standing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You pleasing me
It shouldn't be
All our wants
All our needs
In the flesh
Till it bleeds
In your pain
On the floor
By the fire
Bite it hard
Scratch and tear
Beg and plead
But never care
For the dawn
Of morning light
To one more night
PerformingCalled.Performing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart is like to a caged bird:
Fluttering madly in my throat.
Taking in nothing but the room's energy;
Energy of anticipation; of excitement.
My hands tremble slightly, as does my whole.
My stomach is alive; tingling, fluttering, crawling.
Finding the rhythm, the dynamic, the touch;
Finding the mood. Finding the spirit.
Breathing to life a story on a page.
Asking countless, questions, giving countless answers.
Heights.I can't seem to find my feet.Heights.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Every clumsy step feels like a leap in the wrong direction,
as if i jumped of a cliff but got caught by the wind and got thrown backwards.
That's not what I intended to happen,
and my intentions were good.
If you knew you were going to die, possibly soon, what would you do?
I think i'd write a long list of everything i've ever done,
and everything i wanted to do but ran out of time.
And then i'd burn that list because reading it made me feel
And i'd rewrite it again out of regret.
Too bad i'm scared of heights.
The Silence of SilverA girl with brown curls and a shy little smileThe Silence of Silver2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Decided to set her heart free for awhile.
She let her heart open and still all was well,
But soon it was trampled and then down it fell.
"Oh, why did I ever let my heart free?"
So she locked it away and swallowed the key.
A few days went by and she felt all was fine.
Her heart made her think so, and so it would whine:
"This time I promise I will not get hurt.
Nothing can throw me down in the dirt."
So the girl, so naive, let her heart go,
And, once again, was hurt by Cupid's arrow.
"No, no more. Not ever. Not now."
She cried, and she screamed, and she made this her vow.
Only, once m
the PenI grip the pen as tightly as I canthe Pen2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
because, it's only when I write, that "I am".
And on the days I have to leave it aside,
on those days, I barely survive.
tasteOpen your mouthtaste4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The cinnamon spice
On your tongue
Open your moth and taste it all
From life to death
And every where between
Darling do me a favor
Big and small
And party with death
Cause every thing in this world is a two sided coin
Life and death sweet and sour
Spicy and bland
Warmth and cold
Taste it all
Savor it all
DollTear me downDoll5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Rip me out
Steal my heart
And replace it with a squeaker
Steal my arms
And replace them with stitches
Steal my legs
And replace them with more stitches
Steal my insides
And replace them with fluff
Take out me eyes
And replace them with coal
Sew me up
And fuck me with needles
I'll be your voodoo doll...