Lady DepressionI am getting fat and complacent.Lady Depression5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I sup on the riches of your labour and
spit the bones back in your face.
You are not worthy of anything.
You are a fly buzzing in my ear,
neither here nor there.
I can fell you with one slap,
end you with one loud clap
of my hands together and you fall,
like a marionette puppet whose
strings have been cut.
You are easily killed.
I think I'll play with you a little more.
To-Do List: October 200902-10-2009 This is going to take some getting used to...To-Do List: October 20096 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
03-10-2009 It's a little church, hidden among the houses
03-10-2009 Waif like strangers in the garden
03-10-2009 Doomed to a life of wearing pants
04-10-2009 Rejecting nice boys for my own mental health
05-10-2009 Stop flirting with the seventeen year old now!
08-10-2009 First flies of summer
08-10-2009 Wow, you've turned from 'my friend' to 'i know a girl' and i almost didn't notice
09-10-2009 She has an irrational fear of iPhones
09-10-2009 Shampooing the oval
11-10-2009 She thinks she might want to become a minister one day
13-10-2009 It's not real life because it's not over
13-10-2009 Can totally see herself becoming a violent alcoholic if she let herself
16-10-2009 It's frustrating and upsetting how much i still miss you
18-10-2009 We will all wear watercolours as we fall
18-10-2009 Irregular sex
18-10-2009 Has excuses but doesn't need them
19-10-2009 At least you know when she's coming back
19-10-2009 Asking the hard questi
To-Do List: December 200901-12-2009 I kind of wish you were still with me nowTo-Do List: December 20096 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
01-12-2009 Once isn't enough for me anymore
02-12-2009 She will steal your cigarettes and alcohol
03-12-2009 It feels so nice to laugh without inhibitions
08-12-2009 No, please stop, you're making me fall for you
09-12-2009 High tide and low slung jeans
09-12-2009 Pretty sure nothing has ever smelt better than you
10-12-2009 Oh goodness. I feel a bit ill.
10-12-2009 Friend. That word can sometimes sting.
14-12-2009 I always wonder if i'm going to see you in the city.
14-12-2009 And all i can keep thinking is 'my clothes would have been dry by now'
14-12-2009 My bag smells of man
16-12-2009 A lot of what i write *is* about you, you silly boy!
17-12-2009 Work through the storm
17-12-2009 He's lucky to not have me.
18-12-2009 Oh, ill take you apart alright, i'll tear you to pieces if you'll let me.
21-12-2009 Lover of square sprockets and rocket launchers
21-12-2009 I love the smell of your cigarettes in my hair
23-12-2009 Deliciously o
To-Do List: February 201001-02-2010 Lets set the grass on fire and danceTo-Do List: February 20106 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
02-02-2010 Smell of chlorine as the car door opens
03-02-2010 I cut my foot running to you
03-02-2010 Twenty-one year old girl on fibre
03-02-2010 Beer farts
03-02-2010 Doesn't want to have to beg you too
03-02-2010 Practicing ollies in the dark
04-02-2010 Wants to drink your smell out of her pillow again soon
06-02-2010 I really hope you don't fall for me. Please.
07-02-2010 Your hair is routinely found tangled up in mine
07-02-2010 Wishes she could be that person for you
07-02-2010 Cross my fingers and say yeah
07-02-2010 Nothing beats the open hand of forever
08-02-2010 Wish you were here instead of just your smell
09-02-2010 Don't you crush my dreams before they've even started
09-02-2010 The majority of the time i thin i'm smelling you on my sheets i'm really smelling me
09-02-2010 Another lie. You have a very distinctive smell.
09-02-2010 Cannot be alone
09-02-2010 Even rockstars have regrets
09-02-2010 Always forgets it's colder he
Back Of The MindYou're like theBack Of The Mind6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
pressed up against
with the nighttime
but still there.
CravingsI craveCravings6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a warm body
next to mine.
I crave kisses
To-Do List: September 201001-09-2010 Or maybe i just never got betterTo-Do List: September 20105 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
08-09-2010 Ice packs and baby food
11-09-2010 Well that's something i'll never be able to tell anybody about
11-09-2010 Maybe i'd be better off alone
14-09-2010 So many people dressing for other people
14-09-2010 Station hole
15-09-2010 I am too afraid to sing out loud
15-09-2010 Looking outside to look in
21-09-2010 Coming home to the smell of freesias
22-09-2010 Turning heads and breaking necks
23-09-2010 Train with the new car smell
24-09-2010 Jealous of lesbians on the escalator
25-09-2010 I am like your voice of reason or whatever
25-09-2010 How can i ever doubt my love for you on nights like this?
30-09-2010 And my bed is still warm from your body
Return To Senderyou were neverReturn To Sender6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
to hold my
CrushA lot of the timeCrush6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that what you write
It's Not A Bad ThingOf all theIt's Not A Bad Thing7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
yours have been
To-Do List: June 201001-06-2010 Condoms and timtamsTo-Do List: June 20106 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
01-06-2010 She fears rejection everyday
02-06-2010 I hope she makes you happy, and gives you what i couldn't...
02-06-2010 Long hair is impractical for washing dishes
02-06-2010 Just saw a homeless guy who reminded me of you
02-06-2010 Finally got my jacket back!
02-06-2010 Well that didn't go too badly at all
03-06-2010 Thank god it doesn't smell like you
03-06-2010 Your pillow will have to suffice
06-06-2010 Girlfriends get shotgun
06-06-2010 Dear June, you fucking suck.
10-06-2010 I want you to come here so i can kiss you.
11-06-2010 How the fuck do pretty girls stay warm?
12-06-2010 Your mother is poking me again...
15-06-2010 I'd have just broken your heart anyway
15-06-2010 Not a satanist, but a skinhead
16-06-2010 Those lyrics were more accurate than you know.
16-06-2010 And i've tried everything but you.
18-06-2010 Mac 'n cheese and spinach dip
19-06-2010 Broken seal never good
22-06-2010 God i hope i don't fuck it up again.
23-06-2010 At least yo
To-Do List: November 200903-11-2009 Eggs, dim sims and potato saladTo-Do List: November 20096 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
04-11-2009 Sometimes no doesn't end up meaning no
05-11-2009 Had plans for that piano.
05-11-2009 Fuck, now i want more!
05-11-2009 One day soon i might fulfill your needs
05-11-2009 Chasing memories of you with a shot of whiskey and a song
05-11-2009 If i can get just one person to change their mind then i will be so very happy.
06-11-2009 Moving on and being over people is fun
07-11-2009 And she smelt so good, like mango and licorice
07-11-2009 Coming to terms with the fact that she can't be liked by everyone.
08-11-2009 And something awkward has just begun
08-11-2009 Satin sheets and a room with no doors
09-11-2009 Fucking fairies!
10-11-2009 She will use and abuse you in the best way possible
10-11-2009 Cigarettes, shampoo and mango body butter
12-11-2009 Oh if only you knew how close to the truth you were
17-11-2009 Making my bed in ten second increments
19-11-2009 Do want: you. Make out session now.
20-11-2009 I'm finding it increasingly
To-Do List: January 201001-01-2010 Cold nights and city lightsTo-Do List: January 20106 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
02-01-2010 Still don't feel like i belong anywhere
03-01-2010 Day turned out much better than expected because of you
03-01-2010 Roadkill photo shoot
05-01-2010 Cricket on the radio, tennis on the tv
05-01-2010 Choc chip cookie and a bud
06-01-2010 And crying yourself to sleep doesn't work anymore
06-01-2010 Obviously not me.
09-01-2010 Needs your type of satisfaction
09-01-2010 Pushups on the roundabout at nighttime
15-01-2010 Still feel like i'm going to die young
15-01-2010 Two years since i found my new home
15-01-2010 When i say i miss america i think i mean i miss you.
17-01-2010 You always were an awkward boy
17-01-2010 Feeling left out in my own home
17-01-2010 I don't think i need you actually, i lied to you.
18-01-2010 Jealous of no one who might be your someone
19-01-2010 It's just one sickness after another with us
20-01-2010 Three pills a day plus fiber
20-01-2010 I miss the end of the line
20-01-2010 Is good at getting what she wants
To-Do List: September 200901-09-2009 I guess you've never really told me anything...To-Do List: September 20096 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
01-09-2009 Rockstar can reminds me of you
01-09-2009 It was like a slap in the face, but i deserved it.
06-09-2009 So much hotter online than in real life
10-09-2009 Silver scars
13-09-2009 Interesting conversations about calvin on trains
13-09-2009 She does that self conscience girl thing; checking her earrings, checking her phone
15-09-2009 (you were) my pain
17-09-2009 Uses text to block
17-09-2009 I do not like my shyness
19-09-2009 Black cats and barley sugars
22-09-2009 Chocolate cake and diamond earrings
22-09-2009 Why is it so hard for me to ask for help?
22-09-2009 And all i can think about is taking photos of me crying
23-09-2009 Getting teary on trains
23-09-2009 Six inches too short
28-09-2009 And i can feel your heart break
30-09-2009 Kero on the cricket pitch
30-09-2009 Neighbours on the other side
Yours never wasYours6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
never will be
what the fuck was i thinking.
To-Do List: December 201408-12-2014 He leaves no smell in her bedTo-Do List: December 20141 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
08-12-2014 With little to no resistance
08-12-2014 She doesn’t lose him because he is not hers
08-12-2014 The words and the truth are different
10-12-2014 Blood and skulls and pastel rainbows
11-12-2014 My love for classical music will never die.
14-12-2014 God i have so much to say, i wish i had less to day.
16-12-2014 Vagina enemas
16-12-2014 Going to sleep sticky
18-12-2014 Sometimes ‘i miss you’ means ‘some part of me still loves you’ and it fucking sucks.
18-12-2014 Oh god these feelings.
18-12-2014 Still fucking madly in love with the U S of you
18-12-2014 The softest saggiest balls
18-12-2014 Writing notes in quick succession. You still have that power.
18-12-2014 I want to go to a photography exhibition and fall in love with peoples faces until my heart aches.
18-12-2014 Thank god for oceans
22-12-2014 Silly little love grins
22-12-2014 Two doors open on door closed
25-12-2014 Burning incense to be reminded
Another Romancesnap,Another Romance6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you just blew my mind.
You Know Who You Are Cliff edgeYou Know Who You Are6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To-Do List: September 201101-09-2011 Deja vu all day means somethingTo-Do List: September 20114 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
05-09-2011 Horse floats and park benches
12-09-2011 She takes rejection quite well
12-09-2011 If i knew what you'd become i never would have done it in the first place
12-09-2011 Dear iPod, you're so fucking right. Love, your owner
13-09-2011 Excessive use of exclamation marks
15-09-2011 Smell of warm wood
15-09-2011 Birthday lost in transit
19-09-2011 Thunderstorms to remind us how small we are
23-09-2011 Censor yourself
26-09-2011 Bruised peach and split lip
29-09-2011 I always miss you when i'm feeling lonely...
29-09-2011 Lamenting the dead she hardly knew
29-09-2011 I feel like such a fraud.
dear selfdear self -dear self7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i told you,
even the sun needs to sleep
but that shouldnt make the night
so stop feeling sorry for yourself
(it doesnt look good on you)
dear self -
tomorrow youll wake up
and thisll be a fuzzy memory
youll want to forget
its not the end of the world tonight
dear self -
darkness isnt worth your tears
hell be long gone when you wake
dear self -
when i said it wasnt worth your tears
i meant stop crying -
no one really cares
dear self -
youre not worth my time