Ana And MiaI want to feel my bones,
Their itching to get out.
No more food you moan,
I WANT TO BE PRETTY, You shout.
- - -
Ana Is My Friend,
Ana Is My Queen,
Shell make your troubles end,
Shell loosen off your jeans.
Mia Is My Bitch,
Mias My Control,
For when theirs been a glitch,
Il throw it up,
To make sure I reach my goal...
AnaAna's so prettyAna9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ana's so thin.
Her beauty's a gift
Her beauty's a sin.
Ana doesn't like the truth
Ana doesn't like to gain.
All she feels is hunger
All she feels is pain.
Ana looks at the mirror
Ana looks at the lie.
She wants to be loved,
She wants to die.
Ana's so stupid
Ana's so dumb.
So sorry she's fat
So sorry she's numb.
Ana can't feel to love,
Ana can't feet to hate.
Ana won't make the wrongs right,
Ana won't make it past the gate.
Drug.one.Drug.6 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You had me at 'hello.'
The only thing prettier than your words is
But then, I guess you're a lie too.
Your parents always told me I wasn't
You never argued.
We curled together in you room during a hurricane and
we'd ask each other what one word meant to us and then look it up in the dictionary.
You asked me what 'love' meant and I told you, 'Love isn't a noun, genius. It's an emotion. It's like static electricity.'
But sure enough, you proved me wrong. You taught me that love is just another noun.
You told me I was like static electricity, just like love. I guess I just missed the sarcasm in your voice.
Maybe love is just a big sarcastic joke, I just don't understand it.
When we played M.A.S.H together, you were always my husband and I always ended up with that rocket ship for a car. When you asked me why I'd need a rocket ship when I have you, the secret was that I sacrificed my wings for you and I still want to be able to
ExplainationSleepover --- Part 2Explaination4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Kyle Broflovski blinked, trying to clear up his vision. How long had he been asleep? All he remembered was going over to Stan's last night and...didn't he spend the night there? He was sure he did right after the fight with his parents, he went over Stan's like he always did but if that was the case, why was he at home?
Kyle lifted the covers from over him and discovered that he was in his own room. He blinked again and rubbed his eyes, thinking maybe he was just dreaming about last night. Another dream about going to Stan's wouldn't have surprised him really, he dreamed about that a lot lately...but he was almost positive that last night wasn't a dream...
Interrupting Kyle's train of thought, his cell phone buzzed next to him on his bed stand. Kyle reached over and picked it up...2 messages. Both from Stan?
Stan Marsh - 9:07 am
Are you awake?
Stan Marsh - 9:12 am
Obviously not, i guess, I'll stop texting you so you can sleep...once you get this, i need y
Sadism.tonight when i lay you out andSadism.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
spread you open, when i paint your outlines
and shade your curves, my
hands will leave blisters that are
sensitive to my presence
tonight when i caress with
suffocation and i kiss with
teeth, know that every mark will make me
the map i need to find myself
(inside of you)
tonight when i shove (your resolve) and
lashes leave skin with broken --
edges, show me the way with
cries and dotted red and blossoming
bruises; it'll be romantic
(in the sense that i will be
the one to make you bleed)
Let me make you forget.Forget the words, forget the lies because all I see is whats inside.Let me make you forget.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So what if we're different? So what if we're gay, Honey I love you any way.
So don't let the tears fall down, keep them inside like the screams coming from your mouth.
No matter what you say I know it's just the pain. So stop now darling just hush, hush.
Forget tomorrow and just live . Let me make you forget if just for today.
CutI bent overCut3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Her arm out stretched
The scars showing her story
A little blood fell over
As her tears did the same
Her breast heaved
As her tears flowed
Covering her face
With wet pain
My own breast
Covered in the warm salt water
Blood covered my arm as I held her
Her cuts lay shown on her arms
But the cuts in my heart
From seeing the scars
I grieved when she couldn't
I cried when she held back
I held her when she needed it
I pushed her off of my breast
The imprint of her make-up on my shirt
Lifting her arm to my mouth
I kissed the scared trails
No matter how she hated her body
I would find her beautiful
The cuts on her skin
Reminded me of a spider web with morning dew
Glistening in the sunlight
I held her again
Until her tears subsided
Where we layed down together
Falling asleep in each others warm arms
SleepoverIt's just a sleepover.Sleepover4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I know this.
Kyle knows this.
So...what the hell?
Stan Marsh couldn't fall asleep...his mind was focused on the mane of red hair before him, fast asleep.
Staring at the boy's unconscious face, Stan decided there was no point in looking away again. He had been staring at his best friend for, easily, an hour or so now. They had had sleepovers in the past -hell-they were super best friends after all, but now was different...
Stan had no idea.
He just knew it was, and for some reason, he couldnt look away. Bringing his hand to the Jewish boy's head, Stan brushed his fingers slowly through his curly hair. Why was he doing this?
He still had no idea.
It was just sort of an urge, an urge he had succumb to about an hour ago and since then couldnt stop doing...it just felt good.
Repeating the motion, Stan allowed his mind to wander. He needed to know why he kept feeling this way around Kyle. Why everytime Kyle came over, all he w
Happily Ever AfterShe'll have a loving, sexy husband to do all her house work. He will buy her big house, clad with 4 kids (she always wanted twins!), a dog, a garden and swing set. They will attend church regularly, and praise the name of our Lord like I've taught her to. She will grow a garden with roses that bloom in the front, a big tree with a hammock so the two of them can enjoy their happily ever after.Happily Ever After3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
She attends church every Sunday. The light burning from the altars tall candles and the stares and looks from people she barely knows burn her skin. She can tell that God hates her, too, with that same intense stare. She sings and prays to God every week for her sins. Her completely normal, inescapable...sins. She knows, she will never be what her mother wants her to be. The perfect wife to a perfect husband. She prays and begs, down on both knees, that no one will figure her out...
She loves her best friend.
There will be no sexy husband, but in her mind she sees a loving wife. They will d
Killing MeMy silenceKilling Me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's killing me.
My mouth has been sealed with silver-lined string,
To remain silent it what is asked of me.
So I obey her plea...
It's killing me.
My body is being held captive by arms of security's bliss,
In their grasp I must stay safe in it's sound-ness.
So I obey her wish...
It's killing me.
My eyes are strapped open by paper-thin needles,
I cannot miss a second of these details.
So I obey her tales.
It's killing me.
My heart is being pulled by one person's two fists,
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening without dismiss.
So I obey her list.
Myself and I
I'm killing me.
My body is aching and crying and I cannot help it,
For I am helplessly in love-
(My mouth has been silenced)
-and there is no way out.
BelieveSo is it you or is it me?Believe3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know I said things that I didn't mean
But you should've known me by now
You should've known me
If you believed, when I said
I'd be better off without you
Then you never really knew me at all
If you believed, when I said
That I wouldn't be thinking about you
You thought you knew the truth- but
You're all that I need
Just tell me that you still believe...
Love is hard, love is rough
I know that this silence isn't what we need
But you should have known that by now....
If you believed, when I said
I'll be okay to wait around here forever
I'm sorry to tell you, your wrong.
You're all that I have
Please tell me that you,
Ana, My First LoveSo, thanks for breaking up with me,Ana, My First Love8 years ago in Spoken Word More Like This
I've found a better love now.
My first love, who I almost neglected.
Her name is Ana, she is now my world.
She found me, buried in a pile of emotions,
She took me under her wing. She showed me her truth
Her perspective, that would sooon become mine.
She showed me love is not blind.
You left for a reason.
No, I wouldn't take you back.
Ana is my first love, my only love now.
cutI drag the blade across my skincut10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Like many times before I dont even cringe
The blood runs down acting as tears
Closing my eyes shutting out all my fears
The blade is my new found friend
Going across my skin ageain and ageain
No one sees no one knows
I act as if im in a show
Inside I feel so numb
I just wish that my time would come
Addict"This won't hurt a bit"Addict7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when I flinched at the sight
of the syringe
"Just enjoy the ride"
was your advice
White hot sting
shot through me
the rush hit my system
into an hallucinogenic haze
of spinning lights
sugar sweet sweat
The taste of your music
slid over my tongue and skin
as I was dancing
a prayer to Hera
under the melting summer stars
dripping into my eyes
an endless stream of joy
laughter rippling up from nowhere
And I could see rainbows in your eyes
like oily puddles of broken light
a kaleidoscopic swirl
watching the universe spin
faster and faster
leaving us behind
to meander with
unspoken words and undreamt dreams
Then the fall
from riches to reality
left to wash the dirt
from my eyes and skin
ever blackened by
ancestry and guilt
to catch up with the universe
but found only
gray people with
gray eyes and
no colour to revel in
or compare to your eyes
and the music
Sleeping With a Broken HeartAt night I feel your energySleeping With a Broken Heart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like you're lying in bed right next to me
Then I open my eyes and the truth is clear
That I'm all alone and you're not here
In my sleep sometimes I say your name
Reaching out for your hand, pulling back in shame
It's like longing for something that was never mine
Now I'm mourning what ended before it was time
Your scent still lingers in the air
Especially the lavender from your hair
When I notice, at first, it makes me smile
My smile then fades, after a very short while
Some people tell me I'm just in denial
But I know I'm not; I'm suffering a trial
Sometimes I write out letters to you
Telling you all I am going through
Though in the end, I just throw them away
Knowing if I sent them, you wouldn't stay
I guess it's safe to say that my heart is broken
From the words I wish you had never spoken
Beauty's Never Painless.You know how to affect meBeauty's Never Painless.6 years ago in Other More Like This
You make me hate myself
I want to put on pounds of make-up
I want to make myself throw-up
I want to be ribs showing through skin
I want to be beautiful, to be thin
Food will never pass these lips
As I crave for yours to kiss
And when I'm only seconds from death
Am I pretty yet?
RelapseShe breathes inRelapse6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and the light refracts
like Heroin murder.
(Im tripping down
every blade of grass)
overdosing on oxygen
in the cool summer morning.
like hailstones falling
bruising her body
an assault in every drop.
(The vapour fills my lungs
with soft water
With every step
her bones break
like soft glass
(Im so afraid).
she bites her lip
(until it bleeds)
And goes into cardiac arrest.
Watch OutWatch Out3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Are they Sluts?....Whores?
Worthless skanks and nothing more?
Are they Non-Virgins?...Bi?
I'll bet they've "done it" with girls and guys!
Well, here's a newsflash for all of you.
I am bi, and a virgin too.
I haven't even kissed a girl, yet.
And kissing's as far as I wanna get!
So the next time something stupid comes out of your mouth,
Just remeber, we have feelings, so you'd better watch out.
Blank BeautyHidden deep beneath your shieldBlank Beauty3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your beauty hides,
Waiting to yield.
But you hide, beneath the shield.
You never delve into your heart
And put your life,
In the starring part.
Because you hid, your heart kept safe.
But if only you could see
Just how beautiful,
You can be.
And still you hide, hidden from my sight.
Your life would change and your shell would break
And all the world,
Would begin to shake.
And so hide, inside your safe shell.
Like a butterfly emerging strong
Your beauty will surely,
Do you no wrong.
And yet, you still hide, in your perfectly blank state.
CuttingCat scratchesCutting5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
These are what lay on my arms
I never cut for attention
I did it to know I was alive
I never did it for the attention
I did it so I could survive
I never wanted the negative attention
I was a bad girl and needed to pay for my sins
I never wanted your undivided attention
I wanted to feel free for a tiny while
I never wanted to be the center of attention
I just wanted to let out what was inside
I never wanted attention
I just wanted to stop smiling
Attention wasn't my goal
I was only going out of my mind and pain helped me see
So don't call me emo or stupid
Because that's not me
The Book in my RoomThere is a book in my room,The Book in my Room4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A book of birthday wishes
That my classmates made for me
In second grade.
Everyone was my friend,
Everyone said nice honest, things,
Everyone loved you,
And everyone I loved.
Happy doodles danced through the margins.
Words of kindness graced every page.
Love filled every note,
Especially that of a particular boy's.
My best friends wrote
The grandest pages,
Their words holding the most love.
I fondly read their notes
With a smile on my face.
There is a book in my room,
Full of friendship and peace.
When I read the words now,
I really wish that
Angel of DeathAngel of Death10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The angel of death
Hides in the night
Eats on the souls
All will die
Night it hides
Gone in seconds
Eats your soul
Life is gone
On your death bed
Full of nothing
Dead you are
Angel has spoken
Tore soul from body
Hell or heaven waits
ContemplationsLove is so easy,Contemplations3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Love is so hard.
I remember every moment that I am alone,
I remember every moment you leave me alone.
With you, in the companionship of silence.
With you, in this kept-quiet relationship.
What do you think, where will I go now?
Where do you think I will go when you leave?
Staring into the blue ocean of your eyes.
Staring into your eyes as if they'd ever answer me.
Love is so short,
Love is so long.
I remember every inch of you in my dreams,
I remember you for every time you forget me.
Without you in my empty room tonight,
Without you to fill my confidence.
What do I dream, where do I go now?
What do I dream of without you here?
Staring at three ceilings across two oceans.
Staring at my the ceilings of you, me and us.
Love is so full,
Love is so empty.
I remember your every electric touch,
I remember every time you brushed by.
Without you my world could not turn.
Without you I would