JealousyJealousy kills you,
With every ache.
You keep your mouth shut,
Your smile is fake.
You say it's okay,
When really it's not.
It makes you sick,
But it's these thoughts you fought.
You feel the heat in your shoulders,
your hands start to shake,
You keep to yourself,
as you silently wait.
You deal with the pain,
with each word you write,
Thinking nice thoughts,
To help your mind fight.
Your stomach is turns,
You feel you should die,
But you breathe a breath in,
and you try not to cry.
It's really not bad,
this lie that you made,
To help you fight through,
As the feeling will fade.
Jealousyi love you so muchJealousy11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but you make me so crazy
maybe it's just my jealousy
but i don't know if i wanna
deal with this all over again.
maybe i could try and change
but it's so hard to do
this is the way i am
i don't know what to do
i just wanna feel the way i do
when it's me and you
without a care
without anyone else there....
What jealousy can doWhat jealousy can do9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A boy and a girl, the best of friends.
From elementary to high school, from beginning to end.
Through all those years, their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment, since the day they met.
They both loved each other, sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had, in her terrible life.
He was the one, who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day, things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks, were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous, on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?", on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy, like it was a game.
Little did he know, things would never be the same.
His plan was working, but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved hi
JealousyYou don't know what you do to me.Jealousy8 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You don't know how you make me feel.
I've known you two seconds and I despise the man at your side.
Oh we meet again.
Listen to my heart begin.
Watch my blood boil.
Fuck it if I knew this was coming.
Watching him rub your thighs.
Controlling my sudden urge to hide.
I know you realize i'm watching you.
You fell asleep on me last night.
I thought you'd finally come 'round.
Guess I was fooled again.
Instances running through my head.
Wonder what good this is for.
This is not the end.
Listen to me groan.
I've been watching you on your throne.
Dictating men to do your bidding.
Tommorrow night when you're all alone.
When you're feeling your own delicacy.
Remember what you made me feel.
Away from this place!
Away from this space!
Come back to this!
Come back to me!
You're wasting your time!
I don't wanna be.
I don't wanna listen.
You can't make me go.
You can't make m
Be Here For Me.I'm dying inside,Be Here For Me.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and one one sees
that I've been lying all of this time
about the way I feel;
my soul will never heal.
But no one thinks
that it's a very big deal.
Everyone just passes me by
as I look up to the sky
and no one realizes
that I'd love to be that high;
to jump from above
and fly like a dove.
All I want
is just to be loved.
So please just hold me,
and I swear my love will be free
and maybe you'll understand
that forecer together I want us to be.
DivorceDivorceDivorce11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You told me you loved me
That was yesterday
You gave me a rose
That was a month ago
How about the last time that we danced
That was a year ago
I want a divorce
I want a divorce
She watched her dad leave
Gone for good
Divorce is a
Past Present FutureFollowing you everywhere I can never be erased.Past Present Future3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like a family member I can never be replaced.
I cannot be seen no matter how hard you try.
I am what made you, you. I will make you fly.
The back of your mind is to where I can be traced.
Into the depths of your heart is where I am placed.
Just like your legacy i will never die.
Follow your dreams and you will reach the sky.
I am your past, I am your future.
I was your then, I'll be your later.
I am your here, I am your now.
I'll Try... to Fix You"Tears stream down your face...I'll Try... to Fix You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I will try to fix you."
I can help
I will help.
All I can
that I will
Cry On MeI'd rather have you cry on my shoulderCry On Me10 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
than to have to cry on your casket
I want you to take my hand now
and I hope that you never let go
whisper to me all the things you want to
I'll listen to you until I'm dead and gone
cry on me
just let me see
tell me how you feel
let me know you're real
let me put my arms around you
and let you feel something new
don't try to cut away your life
I won't let you use the knife
don't poison your life away
I need you with me everyday
I know there's nothing I can say
but I need you to stay
I want you to cry on my shoulder
I just want her to let me hold her
I won't let you get any colder
I just wish these things I'd told her
please don't go
please stay with me
take my hand
and never let me go
JealousyThe price of letting yourself loveJealousy8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The velvet touch of a soft glove
You don't need him anymore
You don't want him in your core
Yet all you can think about is her
His hands touching, kissing caressing her
You want to destroy them for what they are
You want to harm them or run far
All love does is turn to hate
From one mans touch to anothers fate
I will not be at your beck and call
I will walk with my head held tall
Let me free from your grasp
Never again to feel your clasp
Your love is poison to me
I will never let you see
The tears that try to fall from my face
Hiding my near fall from grace
I hate with all that I am
Never will I be foolish again
If our paths do cross you see
I feel no remorse nor pity
You will die by my hand
You won't see it land
A broken friendshipWe are all going our separate ways andA broken friendship8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will miss the closeness we all once had.
Had the keyword to the past.
How can one moment ruin a lifetime of trust?
Our bond is no longer held together by the fabric of time,
One snip from the scissors tore us all apart.
Can I tell you all I cry at night?
Because we arent together anymore?
I feel lost,
I always looked to each one of you for advice
but time changed, we changed.
One goes with the other
And I get caught in the middle.
I cant stand it anymore
I cry for each and every one of us.
The memories of yesterday are always haunting my mind.
I want us to laugh together.
We act like children trapped in an adult appearance
Its frustrating but can you see that?
Never had you all noticed I tried and still try
To keep us together.
When the world turned us down
We always had our own world to turn to.
Im angry at all of you
But I cant stop these tears from falling.
So my night will turn to d
JealousyJealousy11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I wish I had it all,
Wish I could be like you,
I wish everyone would admire
Every little thing I do
When you walk into a room,
Every head turns your way
But when I even try to speak,
No one hears a word I say
I'm off in the corner
Sitting by myself
Just a worthless tattered doll
Left on a dusty shelf
I'm only here
To make you look good
And I'd break your pretty face
If I could
Your perfect body,
Your long blonde hair,
The life you live,
Its isn't fair
Your tiny waist
And your DD's
I'm right infront of him
But you're all he sees
Your long legs, blue eyes,
And your perfect smile
When I think of you
The feeling's vile
But only because,
I know it's true...
He'll never look at me,
The way he looks at you...
Suicide.Suicide, suicide, take me away.Suicide.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My whole life seems to be in disarray.
Suicide, suicide, take me tonight.
This is my life; just a sorry plight.
Suicide, suicide, hang me by a noose.
I'm nothing but a useless excuse.
Suicide, suicide, take me fast.
There is no one that will be left aghast.
Suicide, suicide, let me be free,
and I'll write everyone a note from yours truly.
My First LoveI was always very innocent when I was a teenager. I had my first boyfriend when I was 16, sweet 16...he was 19. He lived 50 kms away so he came to see me every weekend.My First Love3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He played the guitar and sang beautifully. I liked that about him. He was very sweet.
We would write lots of letters during the week...I still have his letters...I still read his letters every now and then and I smile... We had a good time together...innocent...romantic.
When we first started dating, we went for a walk in the evening. It was very quiet and it was getting dark. Then we stopped and stood under a tree. He held me and pressed his body against mine and kissed me. It was beautiful, so gentle at first, and slowly it was harder and deeper. His tongue met mine and they entwined. It was long and deep. It was so good. He pulled me to him ,held me real tight and I could feel he was getting hard...But he didn't go any further. It was meant to be our first kiss...
I suppose now that if I had las
HateHate10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate myself.
I hate everything about me.
I hate that I'm not beautiful,
I hate that I don't feel special,
I hate that I hate myself,
I hate everything about me.
I feel like I have,
This ball of depression,
Pushing down on the top of my lungs,
And my spine.
I don't know what to do,
It makes me feel sick.
And all I want to do,
Is vomit up my emotions.
And I have these notions,
That life isn't worth living,
When you're not living life,
But what is worth living life for?
I feel as if I have this fog,
Covering my brain,
And blinding my eyes,
And I hate it.
I hate feeling like no one cares,
I hate feeling like I've fixed me,
Just to find myself breaking apart.
I hate not knowing exactly how I feel and why,
Because it's all some tangled web.
I hate feeling like I'm going insane,
And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I hate crying,
and how weak it makes me feel.
I hate feeling like I should be dying,
When my heart doesn't seem to care.
I hate people asking me what's wrong,
forgetforget my name.forget9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you don't need to recall it.
erase it from your vocabulary.
it's just a meaningless arrangement of letters.
forget my face.
there's no need for recognition.
blur my features from your sight.
i'll just be faceless in the billions.
forget my voice.
no need to hear the silence.
the words are empty now.
there is no need for anything to be said.
forget my memory.
there's no need for a reminder of the times we had.
they are just insignificant moments in time.
no reason to remember.
forget my feelings.
they are meaningless now.
void emotions with nothing attatched.
there is no need to be considerate.
they are nonexistant.
Trying To Let You Go.You've hurt me so bad;Trying To Let You Go.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
why do I still want you?
Why do I still need you?
I can't let go
of your pretty smile,
of your perfect
I know you've moved on,
and you've left me in the dust.
I'm nothing but a mere memory
confined to the depths of your soul.
I'm hanging on by a small thread.
Why can't I let go?
boy who belongs to the sunhe asked me once, 'are you afraid to die?' and i didn't know how to answer. i'd like to say that i am; that it scares me more than anything else, but i can't help but think that the world becomes a better place when you die. i told him i wasn't and he stared out the window at the dark street. resting his head against the slightly-frosted window pane, he breathed 'neither am i'boy who belongs to the sun6 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
we're all just dying, though, don't you think? we're not living, we're dying. every day is another day we won't ever get back and another day that we won't ever remember. at least we're dying together, though. at least we can say that we've spent time watching our lives pass us by and not doing anything about it. i think that's the best thing we can do, really.
i realised the other day that there's nothing to be afraid of. that even if we are dying, that even if we are lost, thats the point. that maybe we're supposed to get lost and find our way out. that maybe if we spend long enough dying when the time real
Smile For Me.When she smilesSmile For Me.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
her eyes flutter to the floor,
her lips slowly curl into a smile,
her cheeks turn light pink,
and her hand
falls softly over her mouth.
When she smiles
butterflies whirl through me,
she takes my breath away,
I can't take my eyes off of her,
and the whole room
stops to stare.
When she smiles
I want to run my hands through her hair,
hold her sides,
get lost in her baby blue eyes,
take her by her hand,
and kiss her oh so softly.
When she smiles, I smile.
GoodbyeAlthough you are one of my best friends, and I do love you so,Goodbye11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know we may never speak again, thats terrible to know.
I remember good times, that we shared together,
the jokes we shared, times we cried, that may be gone forever.
The times when you were there for me, stood by me every step,
and the times when I stood by you, when you needed help.
All things they must come to an end, although I don't know why,
the only thing I can say, is goodbye, my friend, goodbye.
A Best Friend's LoveYou're hurt,A Best Friend's Love6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can see that.
I can hear that.
You're in pain,
I can feel that.
You think your heart's broken,
When really it's not.
He may have left you,
But I have not.
He may have loved you,
As you love him.
But this is the present,
And that was the past.
This is now.
That was then.
I'm here for you now
Like I've always been.
Wiping your tears,
Holding you close,
Thinking that you're the one I love most.
Just let go,
All the pain
And the suffering
That was caused because of him.
I'll help and support you through love's unfair battles,
Help you learn that love never lasts.
It burns out like a candle,
And runs its course.
Leaving you happy
Or feeling sad.
And when it's all over
You'll meet someone new,
You'll learn to love again,
You'll smile again.
Love doesn't last,
But it can be reborn.
Death lasts forever.
What dies can't ever come back.
Think about that,
As you stand on that cliff
So near the edge,
Looking down at the rocks
That lie quietly
HugMy arms are opened, waiting to greet you, to hold you tight, feel your heart beat next to mine. Let me give you a hug, let me lay a sweet embrace to free you, for a moment from this world, so you could be safe and loved.Hug8 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Tell me about your day, I want to hear all your frustrations from this routine called life, share every detail, explain how you felt through the hours we were apart, tell me the stories, because you know I always want to know, you are my world and I will listen to you.
Give me your friendship, since its the foundation of our relation. I will help you grow and I will accept you for who you are. Let me be your shadow, fallowing your every step, I want you to know that you can depend on me.
Let me be your support when your skies are grey and everything is going wrong. I want to cheer you up, to kiss your pain away, to give you suggestions and be your guide when youre lost. I want you to know that I will always be there for you, to encourage and help.
The Wrong Kind of Love IIYou know, I always found it funny that "heat" and "passion" sort of go together. I mean, I guess touching in and of itself generates heat, but if you look at it in more childish terms it doesn't really make sense. When it's hot out, the last thing you want to do is get near someone. You want to spread yourself out in the cool grass and be all by yourself. Friction of the skin is just plain annoying when you're sweaty and ready to move to the Arctic. But when you're cold, nothing feels better than for someone to wrap their arms around you tightly, to touch your face and shield you from the unforgiving air. So really, if you think about it, it's actually the cold that brings people together.The Wrong Kind of Love II5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
And I know that to be true, because the first time Holly ever held me in her arms was last December. We had sleepovers almost every weekend from the time we were about nine years old, never spending more than a week or two apart. When we wanted to see friends, they would pick both of us up at her hou
insomnia...she knows a girl who killed herself simplyinsomnia...6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
because she was alive and a thousand
more who wished they had the courage to
stop her but has never met anyone else
who smiles in their sleep or dances with
blood sucking angels but has never once
been bitten by their parasitic beauty.
and today she whispered to the dandelions
and wore a lost rosary to remind herself
that at least she used to believe in something.
today she kissed another girl's fingertips and
promised the world that the sun would always
stay warm. today she hid from the sunset
among thorns and tangled tree limbs and
decided that maybe it was time to
learn to breathe again.