BestfriendYou'll never see the way you smileBestfriend12 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You'll never feel the way it makes me feel
Your beauty radiates inside and out for a thousand miles
The happiness you've blessed me with is so surreal
Your eyes are closed to the beauty you possess
But I promise it's the most amazing I've ever known
And I know that if you open your eyes you'll find success
From the day I've met you you've amazingly grown
Into this person who's touched my life in so many countless ways
You'll never even know the impact you've had on my life
And how many times I pray I never lose you through all my days
I know you've been hurt before, a broken flower in the wind
Your petals torn and you cry tears of faded dew
I just wish I could be there for you and try to mend
The brokenness inside of you.
Hating youHating you12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is even harder than loving you.
Loving you meant nights without sleep
And a mind without a single trace of anything remotely rationale.
For being near you,
I would have sacrificed anything.
For you, I sacrificed my life.
Days were spent waiting for you and nights were spent being rejected by you for things more important then I.
My heart felt one hundred times fuller in your presence,
I can't stand to be in the same room as you.
Funny how quickly love can turn to hate.
Funny how the love just fades.
You were so good with words, telling me everything you knew I wanted to hear,
Letting me believe every word you said.
Holding my breath for more.
Then you let me go.
You play games with my head.
I can no longer trust the judgement of my heart so my thoughts are all that is left for you to toy with.
And you do it so well.
I want to hate you with every morsel of my being.
I want to scream at you everything I am thinking.
I want you to know