color blind truth.listen.color blind truth.7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i told you i was soft on words-
not that i believed lies
but you always thought that was my favorite flavor of love
and kept feeding them to me.
and i know i shouldn't have let myself care but my heart began to tell my that you might just catch me if i fell for you.
(the best liars are hearts
because you want to believe them)
you told me i was beautiful and i still don't know if it counts as a compliment when you know they don't mean it.
you bought me a pack of crayons on said,
'oh baby, you could color the world in crayola'
and i think this was code for,
'oh baby, i only know how to trace the world in black and white'
but you forgot i'm color blind.
(that's why i always thought you were
you told me i was one way glass and you'd already taken the step in letting me see you
so now it was my turn to break the cycle, but when i tired
i only ended up sliding my fingers through blood-kissed shards of glass.
(i just wish i was a mirror
so i could
i'm contradictory at best.i wonder what it's like to look into your face and not want to spill every secret i've ever had. i want to be startlingly indifferent. i want to say i don't care and mean it. i want to be reckless in more than that jaywalking every morning on my way to work sort of way. i want to say something that will completely change the course of everything forever. i want to be the sort of thing people need to invent a new word for, because "cataclysmic" won't cover what a disaster i am.i'm contradictory at best.5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
i want to be someone new.
i worry about why the air always tastes several degrees colder than your skin. i know there's a correlation that i haven't figured out yet, but my mind doesn't work fast enough to make the connections anymore. i worry that all the synapses are breaking apart and my brain is shutting down. i worry that i'm dying in slow motion from the inside out so no one can even tell. not that anyone would care, but i worry about the most absurd of things. and then i worry that i don't worry enough abo
Color BlindI run . gun in my handColor Blind8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Explosions all over . the sound of people departing this life .
I see red all over .
The sky from a welcoming blue to a hated gray
From the new white uniform become brown dirt
I turn my head as a scream from a hole ten feet away takes my full attention I run to my comrade
I jump in
I feel a jagged pain through my stomach
I see my comrade I watch his eyes change from blue to red shot hatred in his face
I start to loose sense in my body
I see my friend hug me He starts to mutters in my ear telling me that he was sorry
He said that he valued me
He said that I was his brother and that I was his family
I held on as long as I could
He told me that he had never had Grandparents
He also lost his parents when he was about 18
With every ounce of my strength I grasped him and said
"When you get home tell my wif
Mommy, DaddyMommy, DaddyMommy, Daddy11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I cut off the pigtails
And I grew out of the dresses
My knees grew back their skin
And I picked up my own messes
Mommy, Daddy see me for what I am
See me for what I want to be
Don't expect me to be six forever
Because I've grown up into me
Mommy, Daddy I'm not
The top in my class no more
School got harder and people got smarter
Don't yell at me for slipping behind
Or gasp when you realize
I don't love school with the old ardor
Listen to my music and talk behind my back
Mommy, Daddy if I don't like
Your music anymore I'm sorry
But in growing up I've grown out
Of things and into things that now are me
Mommy, Daddy don't forbid me to like boys
Accept the fact that I'm far beyond
The second grade stage
Daddy, Mommy leave me be
Give me room to breathe that should come with age
Mommy dearest don't yell at me
About things out of my control
I'm just in my room kicking it
Writing stories about who I want to be
Dreaming about death and sex
Because it's also known as life, isn't it?
Redemption: Spoilers DHGreen. The greenest most beautiful shades of green--green he had adored his entire life. Green he had loved, LOVED, dearly, every minute of every day, green, green, green...perfect circles, like virgin fields of the sweetest lilliest that had yet to bloom.Redemption: Spoilers DH8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
He had Lily's eyes. The last thing he had wanted to see before his sight became a dark tunnel, those vibrant eyes imprinting his ebony souless ones before all went black.
He was...floating. Drifting where it was no longer cold, no longer hot, it only -was-. It was dark. The darkest dark he had ever experienced. What's more, he could
-remember- experience...and he could remember dark. He remembered faces, embroideries, and sounds in the dark. He -remembered-. And like his memories, his body settled firmly on what he could only deduce as ground. And his limbs had yet to move. He had been attempting this for the past few seconds, when he realized how intact he was with the reality of himself.
Severus Snape was dead. That much he was sur
Vincent's Secret ValentineFEB 9Vincent's Secret Valentine12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Why is Uncle Vincent so sad?"
"Well ..." Cloud started, "because he lost someone very dear to him long time ago; and this time of the year is the worst for him."
"But I never saw him smile."
"He believes, for him that is, that there is nothing in this world to smile about."
"I want to do something for him."
Vincent was in his room and he heard footsteps, but ignored them. Then they stopped right outside his door, something was slipped underneath, the footsteps started up again and soon disappeared. He walked to the door and picked up the envelope. Vincent picked it up, opened the envelope and pulled out a little red heart. He was puzzled as he read what is said.
"To Vincent .... Love you"
What in the world?
Cloud watched Vincent as he came in and went straight up the stairs and to his room.
"What is it Cloud?"
"I don't know Tifa, Vincent looks ... I can't describe it, be he seems different."
requiescat -- D.H. SPOILERS...Snape stood unnaturally still, his arms stiff behind his back, clenching and unclenching his sweating hands uncontrollably. He has that blank expression on his face, that look he gets when something very...ugly is about to happen, he thought. He was putting up his most practiced, most unreadable facial expression, but Lord Voldemort narrowed his eyes at him with that...paralyzingly cold, calculating look, that predatory glare: In a moment of irrationality, Snape could have sworn he saw Voldemort's face register a response when his heart lurched suddenly as genuine fear began welling up just beneath the surface. No, he reasoned, the Dark Lord cannot know your heart is racing itself to exhaustion, fool. He saw you glance at Nagini, is all, he thought. Snape tried desperately to maintain the illusion of the faithful and devoted Death Eater, listening carefully--calmly, he reminded himself--torequiescat -- D.H. SPOILERS8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
P.C.PreachingI just spent 30 minutes on a bus staring at a wall;P.C.Preaching9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
someone wrote in Japanese, English, French
WiccaDont believeWicca8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The lies you have heard
For Wiccans do not dabble
In black magick
All magick we do
In perfect love and perfect trust
Is performed in only positive energies
It harms none
We cast our spells
With peace and love in our souls
With calm and harmony in our hearts
We practice our religion with true
So dont believe everything you hear
We are not evil ones who worship Satan
We worship the God and Goddess of our earth
The mother and father of this planet
So merry meet and merry part
Until merry meet again
And so it harm none, do as ye will
And go with my blessing
Entretien avec un MuertyIl s'était fait piéger. Cela arrivait rarement mais cela arrivait. Alors patiemment il mit ses mains dans ses poches et attendit, il n'y avait que cela à faire, toutes les choses avaient une fin il le savait. D'autant plus que de manière générale c'était lui qui mettait le point final, alors de temps à autre quand il se faisait piéger par quelqu'un comme ça il écoutait ce qu'il avait à dire. C'était toujours plus ou moins la même chose. Cette fois il s'agissait d'une jeune fille. A la jauger elle avait à peine 16 ans, et déjà le courage de songer à braver la mort. A la voir comme cela il songea qu'elle avait perdu un ou plusieurs proches. Sa famille, ses amis, un petit ami peut être? Ah oui c'était cela un petit ami. Oui il se souvenait de lui il avait aidé à son passage après cet accident. Les choses étaient moches parfois.Entretien avec un Muerty7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Très visiblement elle l'aimait, comme
Elusive[door opens, hurried footsteps, door slams]Elusive6 years ago in Scripts & Screenplays More Like This
Writer: [out of breath] Look, I dont want to do this, but Im going to have to start imposing curfews if you dont start listening a bit more! I know you need your freedom, but cant you be a little more considerate? I am responsible for everything you do, you know!
Muse: [stiffly] Im sorry.
Writer: Are you?
Writer: No. I know that look. Ive seen it too many times already.
Muse: But do you understand it? Can you comprehend me at all?
Writer: How can I? You dont make sense! Youre so capricious you taught me that word and I cant I cant even trust you.
Writer: Look, Im not asking for much. Cant you just not hang out with her?
Muse: [muttered] Whats the matter, jealous?
Muse: Im not sure I understood your request. What exactly is the issue at hand?
We've All Came Down Beforeyou can't just smile and wave me awayWe've All Came Down Before9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
like you never broke me
guess that's the price we pay
when we care.
struggling to hold my balance
hold myself together
pull my memories apart
whispering my insignificance
k i s s m e
because I'm in pain
til my lips break unable to speak
our blood runs down the drains
forgetting we hate each other
when loving is lying
and we've all came down,
Not AloneI'll hold you asNot Alone10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
your mind falls down
when the edges of
reality merge with
fantasies I can't see
Scream and I'll
scream with you
cry and I'll wash
your tears away
with my own
Rage and fight
tear down these walls
one splinter at a time
the blood from your hands
wont drown the voices
in you head
I know your heart
as yours knows mine
you could never lose me
nothing as small as
will tear us apart
Give me your hand
can you feel that beat
that's the only reality
Hold me and I'll
hold you and
together we will
survive the night
I'm still here
Never fear my love
I'm still here
Welcome to the Vore TournamentWelcome to the Vore Tournament2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Welcome to the Vore Tournament, where 15 fictional girls will duke it out to see who can outmatch and outeat the others. Here’s how it works: Every week, you fans will vote for the girl you want to see get eaten. Once the votes have been cast, the poll will close until the next voting session. The two women with the most votes will duke it out in various arenas. The girl with the most amount of votes among the two will be eaten and eliminated from the tournament. During the next voting session, the predator of the last battle cannot, I repeat, CANNOT, be voted for. This will go on until there are two left, where there will be no voting. Instead, I’ll count up the amount of votes the two have received over the past voting sessions, and the one who received the most votes will win instead of losing, and she will be crowned the winner. Then, if I get enough people to help me with this, I’ll do a second tournament with all new characters. Well, anyway, let’s meet ou
2. Love2. Love9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
At 10:03 PM,
you were speeding past grey wildflowers
and the dull lights of fireflies
at the grave on the side of the highway.
The rain showered down, and
I had torn out page after page
of melodramatic ways to say
I love you and Good bye
on a crumpled brown piece of paper
in the dashboard.
Your teary eyes on the window
reflected everything I regretted
about how I grabbed and turned
I was the one who crashed and burned--
for miles beyond the white and yellow lines,
beside the fireflies that still
remind you of me every time you pass the grave.
Sakura and Rukia Sakura and RukiaSakura and Rukia6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
It was a strange mission to a foreign land: the Land of Fire. A bold mission to where no shinigami had gone before, and yet the only shinigami being sent on this bold mission was Rukia Kuchiki. It bothered her, of course. The usual policy was that whenever there was a mission to a new land in the World of the Living, no-one lower ranked than a Vice Captain should be sent. And then there was the whole weird thing about her being sent in her gigai, dressed as if for another day of high school. But orders were orders, even if they were unorthodox. But still, something didn't feel right about this. That was it. It was her intuition, telling her that something w
Eulogy of StarsEulogy of Stars12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
-Eulogy of Stars-
We walked on the edge of an empty field, malicious life flowing through dreams' torrid memory. The sky was dull red, the color of dried blood. I ran my hand along a broken paintless fence, afraid or unsure of your eyes. We passed a small bird struggling against shattered wings to fly; you said it was like me, and dismissed it with a glance. I reached for your hand, and our footsteps faded with the tears of flowers.
Across a dark whispering river we saw the grey sun, bleeding into a pale distant sea like melting snow. I lowered my head and watched dead shoots pass beneath me, wondering if they had seen the stars fall. The strangled breeze carried the soft fingers of dandelions, and they clawed at my legs like a terrified child. We paused and you looked at me, expressionless, as my shadow grew wings.
I heard the solitary voice of the Nightshade, and found you in my arms. You were colder than the bleeding sky as you wept into my chest. I said "Starlight is only the breat
leavemedon'tleaveme.you make me sick. you make my stomach fold in on itself and press out against the lining of my flesh. you put lumps in my throat and you tie strings to my tear glands and tug until the world is just a panoply of blurred lines, hazy colour and bokeh.leavemedon'tleaveme.7 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
you made me do this. you put the knife in my fingers and you told me to tear, you said you would care if i hurt myself like this. you said youd care if i opened my flesh up for you like a gift of blood and flesh and tissue. but you never really did.
i like being small, i like being the blue eyed girl sitting amidst background noise, rubber band arms holding the necks of her legs together. i like being the blue eyed girl with hands holding her from spilling in a mess at everyones toes. i like it when theyre your hands.
i try to define you with mental disorders. i say you have schizophrenia and pretend its a valid excuse. im in love with one of your personalities, but the other doesnt even notice
He stood there, stunned...The door had no push/pull sign.He stood there, stunned...9 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Clash of the Titans - Amy vs Erika 2It was a normal day in the life of Erika as she was giving her usual wedgie to some annoying girl who deserved it before school started. The bell rang so she stopped picking on the girl and took her first lesson of the day. Erika was at the back of the class with her legs on her desk leaned back in her chair with her hands on the back of her head not to bothered about the lesson what so ever.Clash of the Titans - Amy vs Erika 23 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I'm so glad I don't have to deal with that annoying girl from the park. What was her name again? Cry Baby? Oh I don't care" Erika thought to herself as she stared up at the ceiling. The classroom door opened gaining everyone's but Erika's attention.
"Oh you have arrived. Everyone we have a new student joining us today. Please tell the class a little bit about yourself" the teacher said.
"Uhhhh, hi everyone my names Amy. It's nice to meet all of y-" Amy paused once she noticed a dark haired girl at the back of the room with her bangs highlighted green that looked quite familiar.
Erika heard no noi