what is it?
Its been said,
and it hurts.
The ones that lost a parent,
there heart was torn away....
What is she to do?
The one that changed to home schooling...
She has problems with friends.
Now she cant find any......
The one who's friends are now doing drugs,
There losing close friends......
They change to,
smoking and alcohol
The one that is alone most of the time.
He is only known mostly threw the net....
Other than that he's really unknown....
What's he to do?
The one that almost died.....
I don't have to say any more with this one.
They are in so much pain,
it hurts to think on.
i guess the question is.....
Why all this.
Will it end......
Will I or they live,
to see an other day?
Its way to hard!!!
It seems we are waiting to die.
Why, you ask your self,
the tear roles down your face.
Looking at the ground,
you never knew what you missed
Life is ..Life is …Life is ..8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life is the space between your ears,
Life is the song that no one hears,
Life is the place that only you know,
Life is the grass growing through snow,
Life is the touch of a lover's hand,
Life is a castle melting in sand,
Life is the laugh that's stuck in your throat
Life is a poem that god wrote
Life is the shiver on a warm night,
Life is like death, only not quite.
I could hate you....My heart may be cut and wounded.I could hate you....10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But wounds heal with some time.
I'll move on but,
I'll never completely stop loving you.
Thou I can still hate you.
For so long I fought for you.
But now I'm wondering.
Were you worth that fight?
Tears fell,blood stained and heart shatttered.
You may say I can't hate you, or hurt you.
But would you like me to prove you wrong?
I can easily ignore you,
causing you to some pain, making you think
that i do hate you.
All I'd have to do to hurt you,
is choose another to be with.
I know you and I know your jelaousy.
So remember I can easily hate you.
Have you learned enough about hate?
I'll push you away,
and watch you fall to the ground.
I hope you've finally learned
I can easily hate you.....
but I don't,I love you!
LifeLife is quite simple,Life6 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
but we humans insist on
The Truth to LifeDo we have a purpose, is a question one will often askThe Truth to Life10 years ago in Open More Like This
Is there a higher power out there, some greater task
The truth will hurt many, not only a few
People have a hard time dealing with that which is true
There is nothing greater that watches your back
Deal with it, stop crying and build your own stack
You are responsible for the life that you lead
It is not someone else's fault when you don't get what you need
If one wants the stars, they must be grabbed by one's own hand
Nothing in life is freely given there is no promised land
So the question remains, why are we here
For those without faith, the answer is painfully clear
We live only for today and if we are lucky the morrow
To us there is no afterlife, but that brings us no sorrow
Self improvement is our main goal and it starts in the here and now
We refuse to be filled with illusions of grandeur and get fat off them like a cow
The best of us seek improvement in every area we can
Without the proper balance of self there can be no co
I Hate Life When...I Hate Life When...10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When you have no choice
But to lie –
Especially to your friends
When people cannot accept you
For who you really are,
And you have to continue the act
Just for them.
When your darkest secrets
Are discovered by your friends --
The ones you never wanted to know about it
In the first place.
When you think someone loves you,
Then they go and let you down.
When people think
They know best for you,
When all you want to do
Is follow your heart.
When someone acts
Like your friend,
Like they really care about you,
Then the next day
They go and bitch about you
Behind your back.
When two people,
Who both like each other,
Won't go out with each other.
When the person you care for most
Will never know.
When your family,
Your own flesh and blood,
Turn against you.
Maybe water is thicker than blood?
When people make judgements
On your appearance
Instead of on the way you act.
When others cannot,
And do not,
Listen to your opinions
And simply think that your views
Do not matter.
Life is...Sometimes I wonder: what am I?Life is...6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I look at the stars and feel very small;
just a tiny consciousness.
But if I were as tall as a planet,
I would still be short in comparison to the universe.
I see a person twice my size
and I feel weak and fragile.
But if I were strong and powerful,
I would still not be invincible.
I see a painting by the hand of a genius,
and I feel inexperienced and ignorant.
But if I were the greatest artist alive,
it would not make me love what I do any more or less.
I see blood, running from the wound of another,
and I feel a chilling fear from deep within.
But if I walked this earth with bravery,
it would not make things less dangerous.
I see a baby, innocent and naive,
and I feel cynical and jaded.
But if I saw through untainted eyes all my life,
it would not make the world a better place.
I see a raindrop, tear of the sky,
and I feel ugly and unsightly.
But if I were as beautiful as rain,
it would not make me crystal clear inside.
There are children with cancer,
my lifePeople don't want me to be me,my life9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so they force me to be the person they want to see.
they don't see that their effect was reversed
or that my breaking point has been traversed.
I feel as though my mind is slowly being erraticated
and my once strong body painfully mutilated.
because of my affiliations,
i have suffered through many tribulations.
I want to just lay down and die
and let my soul drift towards the sky.
but i know it's not my time quite yet,
for i still have goals that need to be met.
So until i finish my final task,
a little peace is all i ask.
i do not wish to cause any strife,
i just want you to get out of MY LIFE!!!
Poems from 2002+2003 oldPoems from 2002+2003 old10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am the burden that keeps you awake
I am the fears that sing you to sleep
I am the flowers that lay by your grave
I am the tears you shall no longer weep
Sad Poem No. 2Being human,Sad Poem No. 29 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
we all make mistakes,
some more than others,
faith begins to break,
the ones you trusted most,
just bring you more pain,
cruel and unfeeling,
life will never be the same,
the unending cycle,
starting from a stab,
leaves a wound bleeding,
LifeLifeLife9 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
What is life?
I don't know.
Life is just…life.
It starts, and it ends.
But what is it like?
It's not like time. Time cannot be stopped. Life can.
Yet, it's like a river. Rivers can be controlled. Life can be controlled.
So is life like a river? Nah.
It's not like a river, and it's not like time…
What is life? What is it like?
Well, I'd say…
Life is whatever you want it to be. Good or bad.
No one else can make you change how your life is except you.
The question now is…
What DO you want it to be?
It's your choice. Make it a good one.
HateRight now I hate myself.Hate10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish that I could cry.
Everything that happens to me
gets stuck deep inside and
the only thing I can do
is try to hide away from life.
Im missing the energy that keeps
me moving on, and keeps me alive.
So tired, but sleep never comes
to force me to shut my eyes.
Lost in the end of time,
wondering around, seeing the bodies
of those that were there before I.
So many frustrations stuck in my head,
no way to let it out, and
no one to help me find
a way to release what is
slowly killing my mind.
Everyone once in a while I
wish that I could die, but
I dont because of the things
that make my life seem fine.
Loving HateI want to love you, but I can't.Loving Hate11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I want to kill you with a thousand kisses.
And suffocate you my lust.
Hold you hostage in my arms forever,
And by no means ever let you go.
I want to drown you with eternal love.
But I end up burning with fiery passion.
I want my lips to poison you with selfless venom.
Can you feel me spreading through your veins?
Killing all that you once were….
Leaving you with nothing but the pain.
I want to strangle you with the chains that bind our love to hate
And let my tears wash away the pain.
I want to stab an arrow through your heart
And awaken the emotions that you rarely show.
Emotions that lie deep inside,
Which only pain can set free.
The fire in your eyes burns with endless might.
And I wonder if they burn with hatred or passion.
I know the quicker the fire starts, the weaker you become.
I see your flaw, and being weaker I attack.
Words are my weapon,
They won't kill you, but they'll cut deep.
The fire quickly crumbles, leaving nothing but ashes.
love poemI love the way your eyes always shine,love poem8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I love the way you wont let go,
I love the way you tell me you're mine,
I love the way it's easy to show,
That most of all, I just love you.
It's true, I love every inch of you,
I'll love you when it's hard to sleep,
When my thoughts are shades of blue,
I'll love you even when the blue skies weep,
And our garden burns around us.
I dont know what I would ever do,
If I made you ever cry,
I never want to ever hurt you,
I dont want this to ever die,
And I dont want you to ever frown.
I'm so weak when I am with you,
One look and your eyes paralyze,
I'm no one else when I'm around you,
I dont need a masking false disguise,
Because I trust you most of all.
Red and pink and white lined tradition,
Symbolize the greatest emotion,
Valentine's day is but a transition,
Another good way to show my devotion,
To you and us and even the blue,
Anything as long as It is with you.
Hate, hate, hateI hate having to speak to youHate, hate, hate8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But I hate when you ignore
I hate when you don't return my emails
And I hate when you don't call
I hate the way you avoid my eyes
When I'm trying to look into yours
And I hate what you say behind my back
And all the trouble that you cause
I hate the dot to dot acne just above your nose
And I hate your nearly-a-monobrow too
I hate the way you're so selfish
And how it always has to be about you
But mostly I hate that none of this is true
And the fact that I hate myself
For not being to hate you
SadRight now I sit and watch as sadness shows from more then one friend. I try to let myself be cheerful, but sadness spreads through me like a disease. Sad is what I feel when you are sad, it's what I feel because you feel the sadness through and through. I feel sad that I cannot help you. I feel as though I'm not a true friend. True friends should be able to fix things like this. To cheer you up even when you're hurting. I don't expect you to show me a smiling mask. I don't expect you to cheer up just for my benefit. I won't ask you to change just for me. I will hope and pray that soon, someday, your days will become brighter, happier. Like you once were. Happiness is what I wish for you. Both of you. Sadness is the disease that hurts, happiness is the only cure now. But where can you find the sun on a cloudy day? Try not to hurt, try not to be sad, but never show me a fake happiness. For there is no clear blue sky on a rainy day.Sad8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just an emo girlEmo girlJust an emo girl8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just another emo girl,
All alone in this world
Made by feelings you can't understand
Living in the darkness that is my friend
Black my eyes
And slith my wrists
Fed up with lies
I'm sorry I exist
So rip my heart
Go tear it apart,
It's already numb,hidden so deep
Locked in feelings,fallen asleep
Oh,and I'm so emo I could cry
Listening to songs about death
To this world I'd say goodbye
My paper heart will slowly die..
And I'm dieing inside,
My heart torn to shreads
In my lonelyness I hide
Oh,this nightmare never ends
I've been stabbed in the heart
From the front,from the back
I'm tired of fake loves and friends
That ripped me apart
Just another emo girl
I play the guitar and write suicide notes
There's always a reason to feel not good enough
I don't understand why life is so tough
Just another emo girl
My hair a mess,my eyes so dark
Void of feelings,void of spark
Sometimes I wish I'd be,..
As invisible as you make me feel
And if it were for me
All my wounds would heal.
All my tea
The PainThe pain of suffering,The Pain11 years ago in Open More Like This
the feeling of loss.
The person is near,
but will not speak.
The wound still fresh,
the pain is too great.
The person has spoken,
but will not go on.
The end is near,
the pain almost gone.
Their presence has passed,
but the memory remains.
The endeavor is over,
the memory forgotten.
Time stands still,
as the world starts to crumble.
The Surrendered ChildThe surrendered childThe Surrendered Child8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
at his fate
not able to survive on his own
too scared to break free
he suffers in silence
in his eternal hell
once called a parent's Love
The broken child
in a dark corner in his room
cringing from the screaming voices in the hall
knowing they will come for him
they always do
no solace in the dark
The angrey child lashes out
in a futile attempt to find someone
who will notice his hurt
and take him out of this reality
but theyll turn away
raging silently in his head
The quite child holds it all in
the fear,the anger the hurt
for if he let them in
they would only tear him down
and bend them to their will
he must hold on to what little light he has
The wilted child craves
the tender touches that never comes
a sweet caress
from those who claim to care for him
if only the outside world only knew
but he suffers in silence
The hopeful child wonders
if the nightmare will ever end
watching the world pass him by
with sad m
PainPain is...Pain10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
FreedomFreedomFreedom8 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
What is freedom?
Some say that it's the will to do anything without restraints....
Others say that it's an excuse to escape responsibility....
While I say that it is to be free....
But from what?
Who pays the price of freedom?
Some say that being free from bondage bears no price....
Others say that no one will shelter you afterwards....
While I say that it is eventually granted....
But by who?
Where does freedom come from?
Some say that it comes from the will to be free....
Others say that it is born from chaos....
While I say that finding it can lead you freely....
But to where?
Why do I even desire freedom?
Some say that it's natural to dream about it....
Others say that yearning it is foolish....
While I say that it's too complicated to understand....
Even if these questions were to be answered
Would they be the solution to gain freedom?
I am a like a canary that yearns to be free despite living in a cage....
Is freedom out of my reach or is there a chance to grasp
Poem Like An EmoPoem Like An Emo8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I think I'll write a poem,
a poem about life,
I think I'll write it like an emo,
I'll write it with my knife,
I'll write it in my arm so deep,
so the blood can start to creep,
Down my arm comes crimson red,
it starts to flow down to my bed.
I think I'll write a poem,
a poem about life,
I'll write it like an emo,
as I write I cry,
Thinking of my life I hate,
and that special date,
I'm thinking I wanna end this now,
but no, it's far too late,
I'm crying full of pain,
just hoping for you, just to call my name,
I wanna end this,
but it's too late,
So I just sit and wait,
for my life to end,
Just to send a message of how I changed my life,
I wrote this little poem,
like an emo with my knife.
When we're finding love ҉ ~♥~ ҉When we're finding love6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It was one of those mornings
when you get halfway out of bed and then
then you think of what you'll have to deal
with when you're all the way out
and then you're crawling back under the covers.
I wonder if a person who jumps
(for suicidal purposes)
regrets it halfway to the bottom.
I'm more the kind of person who either
and says fuck this, fuck this,
I'm not dealing with this shit
or gets up
and says okay, I'm ready.
Everytime we went somewhere together
people would assume that we were dating and
smoking pot and then making love in the back of his
It was kind of like not meaning to stab yourself
but doing it anyways, because you're
too stupid to notice it might happen,
that it always happens.
It would be different if I didn't know what
stole the youth of your eyes, if I didn't know
what took the white out of your shirt
and what put the crease of your frown there.
As I Lie In a Bed of WishesAs I Lie In A Bed Of WishesAs I Lie In a Bed of Wishes6 years ago in Other More Like This
Listen: The tainted thoughts.
I wish to deserve less
As to never be in appreciated.
I wish to hate
As to love hurts too much.
I wish to be selfish
As to have my happiness in my own hands.
I wish to be mean
As to hurt those that hurt me.
I wish to be cold
As to be merciless with easy.
I wish to reject the world
As so the world cannot reject me.
I wish to be the vampire
As to prey my life off others.
I wish to be a sadist
As to find joy in torture.
I wish to be a masochist
As to throw myself to the lions.
I wish to be feared
As to have others tremble before me.
I wish to be an assassian
As to kill without a care.