Columbine"Do you believe in God?"Columbine6 years ago in Spiritual & Occult More Like This
The gun was set against my temple. My heart was beating quickly, pounding like a caged bird against my ribcage, and I could feel the perspiration rolling down my back and sticking my hair to my neck. Blood was leaking steadily from the wound in my leg, coating my hands as I tried to apply pressure. I looked up into the dark eyes of the boy asking me the question.
I had been so kind to this boy. I'd smiled at him just yesterday and said good morning. He'd nodded and reciprocated the smile. We were practically friends by Columbine standards. I looked to the boy standing beside him and frowned. I was also kind to him. I didn't get it. Why were they doing this? Why were they hurting us when we'd done nothing to them? I'd only ever been nice, but maybe that was the problem.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked at Richard. He was sitting against the building, his hands locked in prayer. His lips moved swiftly and I could tell he was sending one last message u
FsckAnd you're so fucking braveFsck8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Behind that computer screen
So free of the blame
When you can't hear me scream
And don't you pretend
That you can't understand
When you sit up so high
You just extend the fall
You know you never lost at all...
Don't say I'm not sorry
When you can't see my eyes
I was too far gone
To distinguish the lies
Upset turns to rage
And I spite you with this pen
But for now I am broken
And the darks seeped in again
So don't tell me you hate me
From behind that screen
Don't tell me you hate me
When you can't see me scream
Kurt Cobain's Suicide NoteKurt Cobain's Suicide Note10 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it
At midnight I'll be dead.At midnight I'll be dead.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I know what I'm gonna do, now its stuck in my head.
and at midnight, I'll be dead.
grab a piece of paper, the pen and the knife,
Write down every word,
The words I say before I end my life.
The letter's done,
And its 11:52pm,
I don't want to be saved, I've fallen from the sun.
Take the knife in my hand, get ready, get set go.
The tears are falling down,
But, no one will know.
Its 11:55pm, and I'm shocked how much blood can come,
from one little gash,
It looks like soon, I'll be done.
Its 11:56pm, and My head is getting light.
I sit down and rest my body,
So I can die in peace tonight.
Its 11:57pm, and the room's starting fading into the dark,
Blood is everywhere,
I'm shocked it all came from one cut mark.
Its 11:58pm, I can't breathe, only two minutes to go,
I'm gonna finally end this waste of a life,
That hurt everyone so.
Do people understand, Why I'm doing this?
I don't want to be remembered,
I don't want to be missed.
I'm doing this so everyone can move on with their l
MY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH4MY BIG FAT DRAGON CH4MY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH47 years ago in Science Fiction More Like This
Warning: If you dont like fat Dragons and vore, then do not read.
Chapter 4: Wish Fulfillment
I got up and looked at the small little dragon as it shook the remains of the shattered eggshell of itself. I backed up and stepped on an old dry leaf. The dragon instantly whipped around and faced me. Our eyes locked. I wanted to turn and run, but something in the way those eyes stared at me held me firmly in place. Without warning, the dragon leaped onto me with such force that I fell over backwards. To my amazement, it did not hurt me, but began licking my face all over. Once I was thoroughly covered in drool, it got off and let me up. Not knowing what to do, I just stood there looking at the dragon confused. It saw this, and its little head dropped, a look of sheer sadness upon its face.
You dont remember me, do you?
I was confused. I liked dragons a lot, but never did I imagine seeing one up close, and this one was a little too real for comfor
MY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH3MY BIG, FAT DRAGONMY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH37 years ago in Science Fiction More Like This
Warning: Only for fat Draggies
Flare awoke the next morning on his living room floor to hear voices talking over him. They werent his parents, but someone elses, and there were a lot of them. He cautiously opened one eye a crack, and instantly shut it. He was completely surrounded by animals, and not just his house pets, but wild ones as well. Flare wondered why his dogs hadnt protected him whats more the voices seemed to be coming from the animals. Josie, the most faithful of his dogs, was lying on the floor beside him. A stag was talking to her, and apparently the conversation was about him.
How do we know hes the chosen one for sure? He looks like any regular human to me.
He was lifted clear off the ground by a comet of pure light. If thats not a sign, then I dont know what is. Wait, shh. Listen, his breathings changed. I think hes awake.
Flare shuddered and closed his eyes tigh
Red.We both ate clouds with open mouthsRed.6 years ago in Other More Like This
Until darkness came and killed us both
The two of us died happy
And without pain
Like flowers wilting in purple pastel fields
We lay like mannequins with white bent joints
Red gathered behind our heads
And the two of us felt nothing
except the stickiness in our hair
and the fact that our pulses had gone
in our fingers and wrists
Together we died
and we felt no pain
Tell me I'm moreTell me I'm more6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Show me who I am.
Show me what I've become.
Tell me I'm not this monster
Tell me I'm not dumb.
Looking into the eyes,
of an unknown person.
I wanna know whats left,
or what I didn't kill from within.
So show me there's still some good in my heart.
Tell me I'm not that bad.
Just lie and tell me I'm normal.
Tell me I'm not mad.
Deny the darkness that lies within my soul,
Deny the blackness of my heart.
Tell me the fangs aren't in my lips,
tell me I haven't ripped my life apart.
Show me theres some hope for me to still be alive,
tell me I'm not dead inside.
Show me I am still mortal.
Tell me All of my mortality has not died,
I want to feel again,
I want to stop believing my every lie.
I can't be dead.
Tell me I'm more then what meets the eye.
George W. Bush DictionaryGeorge W. Bush Dictionary10 years ago in Socio-political More Like This
Dictionary layout: The words and phrases in George W. Bush English are defined in American English explanations.
Operation Iraqi Liberation - The acronym.
Operation Enduring Freedom - Operation Enduring OUR Freedom. Not Yours. Ours. Bitch.
France - Next place to bomb. And I'll rename it "Freedomland."
John Ashcroft - Big Brother.
England - Home of cheerleader captain Tony Blair.
Osama bin Laden - Who?
Donald Rumsfeld - Mr. Wargasm.
Coalition of the Willing - All the little countries who know we'd bomb the fuck out of them if they tried anything against us.
Weapon of Mass Destruction - Any weapon with enough power to decimate a large population or area....that isn't mine.
Election - A basic democratic process in which the people of a country choose their leader. Optional. (THANK YOU JEB)
French, the - Cheese-eating surrender monkeys.
Abu Ghraib - The #1 S&M club in Iraq.
USA Patriot Act - USA We Own You Bitches Act.
Shock And Awe Campaign - A bunch of planes fly over Baghdad and d
MY BIG, FAT DRAGON CHAPTER 2MY BIG, FAT DRAGONMY BIG, FAT DRAGON CHAPTER 27 years ago in Science Fiction More Like This
Warning: Don't read if you don't like big, fat, cuddly, draggies.
Chapter 2: Destined for Greatness
Fare was not your average 14 year old boy. No matter what he did, no one would accept him for who he was. Sure, you could blame it on the fact that he was a four-eyed brace-face looser who did nothing but watch T.V., surf the web, and play video games. But the real problem lied deeper than that. The real problem was his personality. He was what most people would call "immature". Although he was 14 and in fact was mature, he had a deep, burning, passionate obsession, Dragons. Of course everyone teased him about it, but he didn't mind. He was more of a loner himself and liked his space. If he could he would much rather hang out with his pets and talk to them instead. He always felt so awkward in large groups of people, but seeemed to feel right at home with animals.
It Tastes Like UnemploymentShe was so sure of herselfIt Tastes Like Unemployment6 years ago in Other More Like This
as if she was the goddess of something
Hey! I'm the queen of stab wounds, love
so put your fist in your mouth and bite until it doesn't hurt
I keep my eye on you when you think I'm looking away
But it's just to keep me safe
I'll be done with my job eventually
at least one of us will turn out okay
It sucks that I work overtime
and I'm not even getting paid
I've got holes in my intestines
and if they weren't so far away I'd probably hide things inside them
And just for the sake of it I'd keep sharp things there
in case I need them for the day ahead
I'm always losing things around me
so don't be surprised if I forget you in the couch cushions
I'm sure it'll be okay
I've never heard of anyone missing you
Could you punch my card for me?
I'm coming in late
If things turn out for the better I'm sure we can be friends
Maybe you can come over and watch movies with me in the dark
I can braid your hair and you can kiss my toes
Or maybe I can kick you in the teeth
School ShootingsJohnny brought a gun to school,School Shootings5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did
What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight As',
I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said goodbye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go,
But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun,
He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny,
Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy;
That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris; my boyfriend;
That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister;
That she is the only now,
And tell my dear sweet Grandmother;
I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends;
That they always were the best,
Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better then the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers;
I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this,
And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me?
No one deserves this,
in:FLU:.e.n.z.a.Hes illness. Infection. Disease.in:FLU:.e.n.z.a.7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He guzzles the influenza that rages in your stomach, and bathes in the 106 degree fever that blushes your cheeks and surfaces fluids to your mouth.
Hes eaten the beaten and broiled brains of humans and spit Kuru into the eyes of every dark-skinned native that thought it was something smart to devour its own kind.
Hell rape your children full of polio and beat your wife full of AIDS, punishing every white lab-coat that put his Small-Pox-Sister into a freezer in Georgia and massacred his Black-Death-Brother even before your time. He flirts with your daughters anorexia and your sons addiction to those pills under the sink, making love to the Parkinsons sitting dormant in your veins. And you dont know it because hes only the air youre breathing, but hes coddling that little cough in your new babys lungs, kissing the pneumonia you cant see or hear.
Hes that persistent sneeze, that
MY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH 1MY BIG, FAT DRAGONMY BIG, FAT DRAGON CH 17 years ago in Science Fiction More Like This
Warning: If you are easily frightened, or pee your pants at the mere thought of a big, fat, cuddly, yet powerful draggie, this story is not for you. Should you read this, the author and all supporters involved are in no way responsible for any nightmares (dreams should you happen to like Dragons like me), or any bed-wetting that might ensue. Also, to those who like Dragons, I am also in no accounts responsible if you poop your pants form laughing so hard after reading this warning.
Chapter 1: The Powers That Be and Amazing Origins
Ever since the dawn of time, two great forces have governed our world. Light and Darkness (Good and Evil) are forever locked in a titanic power struggle for dominance. For centuries they balanced each other, then came the making of our galaxy, the Milky Way. As with all the others before, Light and Darkness instantly began feuding over it. Darkness added the cold void of spac
Disorienting Destiny?Disorienting Destiny?6 years ago in Spoken Word More Like This
just a lot of deceitful disappointing disheartening discriminating discontent distinguishing disillusioning disapproving disembodying disappointments of disbanding desires
do, donthere, in this placedo, dont6 years ago in Other More Like This
we do not feel pain
we do not think twice
we do not surrender
we do not give in to the temptations of man
or baffle ourselves wth the selfishness of our actions
here, right now, right here
melodramatic, pink skies
on our tongues
neither below, nor above
neither in or on
as we are
in this place, in this time
we do not wish
we do not want
we do not hope
we do not die
but we don't know
nor do we want to
This is Almost IronicI've done and done and done bad thingsThis is Almost Ironic6 years ago in Other More Like This
that come and go like growing pain
Things I know you'd love to hate and hate to love
and things you'd take such salivating pride in
I keep you unbelievably tight in jars of glass
Breathing through holes, one phone call a day
I won't I won't I won't let you make that call
All you'll hear are dial tone songs
Played barely out of tune
Sang barely out of tune
I'm not sure what to do with you
I've thought and done and done bad things
The bad kind of good that you take with nice gin
Tomorrow we'll make ugly faces like reflections on glass
and I'll never I'll never I'll never do it again
Behind glass you float like fireflies
With light that goes and is hesitant to come
With sexual tension glued to your tongue
I promise I promise I promise it's done
We didn't fall in love but we did have a good time
You've gotten yours, I know
So where's mine?
A pare that never worked.Starting to wonder,A pare that never worked.7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
if you ever knew;
What kind of feelings,
I've hid for you.
You were the popular guy,
And I was the Reject,
You were kind,
I had no self-respect.
I am just the messed up teen,
And you had it together,
My head was filled with worries and hate,
and yours was as light as a feather.
We were friends,
At least so I thought.
But, you didn't know,
I loved you allot.
I turned to you,
when things were bad,
I turned to you,
When I was going mad.
You saw me as a friend,
I saw you as more.
But, I never said,
I was afraid of what would be in store.
Cause you have a girl,
I'm all alone,
You have a heart of gold,
My heart is stone.
You're the strong Christan boy,
And I'm Hell's Reject,
You show love,
I show disrespect.
I Love you so much,
but, I'll never let you see,
Cause to be honest;
Baby, you deserve better then me.
Nukid101's Top 30 6th Generation Games: 15 - 11Nukid101's Top 30 6th Generation Games: 15 - 116 months ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
Hey everyone. Many apologies for the wait on this one, but I’ve finally gotten it up. Here is part 4 of my countdown!
Nukid101’s Top 30 6th Generation Games: 15 – 11
Tales Of Symphonia (2003)
In my life as a video gamer, I have only played two Tales Of games. The first is obviously Symphonia, but the other is the more recent Tales Of Graces which was...okay, I guess. It wasn’t bad but not especially good either. It was a very generic, safe story with some decent characters and a standard battle system. Decent enough, but not what I was expecting from a series which is often given heavy praise for its grey morality, dark themes such as racism and genocide, and a villain who is likely a well intentioned extremist.
All of which is seen in Tales Of Symphonia. The game was for many – including myself – their first introduction to the series and could be considered the Final Fantasy VII of its franc
Nothing came easyDon't tell me I haven't worked,Nothing came easy6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
to get where I am.
I've worked so hard,
I've done what I can.
In this life,
there is no short cuts for me.
I have to work hard,
To get where I want to be.
I've put my sweat
My blood and my tears,
to get what I have,
And I have no regrets nor fears.
I've worked just as hard as you,
Never cheated, never lied.
I'm as strong as I can be,
Never felt, never cried.
I've had to work,
just like everyone.
Maybe even harder,
But, I'm still not done.
So don't call me a lie,
don't call me a cheat.
I do not steal,
I do not deceit.
I've worked through every hit,
Yanked out each knife.
I've kept pressing on,
cause nothing comes easy in my life.
The ChoiceIf you were offered the chance,The Choice6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To rid yourself of all emotions,
To cast away fear and pain,
Would you see that as the ultimate gain?
Or would you take a moment and refrain?
From making your final choice,
One that may put an end to who you are,
One that would tear away your essence and voice,
And leave you an empty shell,
Casting your soul into damnation and hell,
I know I would,
Because although the bad can be bad,
The good can be so much better,
After all, its our emotions that help raise us when we fall,
And they are what define us as humans through it all.
message cannot be completedAll of us just lacking patiencemessage cannot be completed6 years ago in Other More Like This
It'll get better, we will get better
Getting the worst and assuming the best
I want us to get better
You won't let us get better
You'd have to leave something you recently loved
even if it was only for a little while
We looked up to you, assuming you weren't looking down on us
We've been wrong, as of late
We were wrong, just as usual
We scabbed and bruised and wilted and decayed
and you stood to our left, just a couple feet away
and you bit at your nails
and straightened the cuffs on the sleeves of your shirt
and you left us alone
you left us alone
We still want your help, but we're too scared to ask
we're so small to you now
and you need something else
RosethornA man by the name of Michael Rosethorn slowly through a hallway on the way to a master bedroom. He looked at the stain glass windows, and the designs of intertwined roses on them, and then through them at the hail pelting the windows and listened to the roar of thunder and saw the distant flashes of lightning in the distance. He tore himself from his state of thought, with a slight cough he wrapped his robe tighter around him and continued to the room.Rosethorn6 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
He gazed down the hallway, ignoring the storm to the right of him, and the glaring portraits of his ancestors to the left of him. He walked quietly, staring at the wooden floor and as creaked under his footsteps, using them distract himself from the storm and his troubled mind. He glanced up at the door, the glossy polished wood prominent upon the dismal surroundings. He looked to the side and noticed the door was slightly ajar; he paid it no mind, figuring the latch didn't stick. He slowly opened the door to lessen the sound of the crea