Who are you?
Who am I?
Who is staring back at me?
A girl who acts tough but isn't.
A girl who act's like she doesn't care but does.
A girl who pretends she isn't hurt when she is.
Staring in the mirror I see someone else
I see a girl who's scared
A girl with doubts
A girl who regrets what she does.
I see a girl who's confused
Who doesn't know what she's doing
Who doesn't want to face reality.
I see a girl who hates herself
Hates herself for lying
Hates herself for giving up
Hates herself for pretending
to be someone she isn't.
She screams at her reflection when she sees it
She screams at herself when she knows people are right
She screams at herself knowing she's trying to be someone else.
Someone who isn't afraid.
Someone who can fight.
Someone who is strong.
She screams at the sky when she realizes
she isn't strong
she can't fight
she IS afraid.
She screams at the sky when she realizes
She's lying to herself
She's scared of her life
She's scared of the truth.
Because the truth is....
Guardian AngelGuardian Angel2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't know why.
Maybe I'm just scared.
But everytime I close my eyes.
I see myself dead.
Gone from the world.
Wanting to see if people miss me.
Strange isn't it?
What would happen,
if one day.
I was gone.
Would anybody care?
I doubt it.
Maybe my family but....
What about everyone else?
Would it be relief?
Since I make so many mistakes?
Im not sure.
I just know that when i close my eyes,
I dream of a world where Im gone,
and it seems only three of my friends miss me.
The rest of the people who miss me are my family.
What happens when I leave?
Will anybody care?
That I'm gone?
I don't know but I would like too.
Because when I'm gone.
I shall miss them all.
Even if they don't miss me the least bit.
Because I want to be there with them,
even when Im dead.
Like a Guardian Angel.
UnderstandExcuse me, I'm sorry to imposeUnderstand2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Won't you both keep on your clothes
I have something that I have to say
You might laugh or you might get upset
Are you listening to me yet?
I can't just simply walk away
Boy, I lost my trust in you
Girl, if you knew what I knew
You'd see he's not the person he appears
But you take his word over mine
I just hope you'll leave in time
Before you see that he's your biggest fears
Sometimes I even wonder if
The possibility of this
So called 'karma' even exists
How come I'm here with open arms
An open heart in risk of harm
Yet he's the one with someone else to kiss?
Boy, you don't deserve her
Girl, you deserve better
But still I have to see you hand in hand
Soon you'll see just what he is
And maybe when it comes to this
Maybe then you'll finally understand
Excuse me, I don't mean to offend
But I can't smile and pretend
That you'll be perfect for each other
He'll tell you that you're the only one
Blink your eyes and he'll be gone
Off to find a perfect lover
Five Nights at Mariplier's(Part1)"Hello my name is, Hello my name is Marki. Fuck I can't say my own name" Is all I can hear as I open my eyes. The glare of the open window shades over my eyes. I grumble and turn over onto my other side putting the pillow over my head to drown out his yelling. After a few min of perfect silence I close my eyes again and attempt to drift off to sleep. "Fuckin seriously! Really!? Really game!?" A disgruntled look flashes onto my face as I lower my eyebrows and growl at the pillow. *sighing I sit up in bed holding the sheet over my chest. "Damn it Mark", I say to myself as I turn to get off the bed.Five Nights at Mariplier's(Part1)5 months ago in Romance More Like This
my feet land on the floor I feel a paper crumble under my toes. "huh"? I stop and pick it up and it reads, "I'm sorry I have to record this early in the morning wade is coming over soon, Derp. ~Mark". I sigh and chuckle and wrap the sheet around me until I can close the bedroom window and take it off then going to the mirror. "At least he said sorry", I say to myself as I put on my panties and
The Strong Little GirlThere's a girlThe Strong Little Girl2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Standing in the crowd
No one sees
And no one cares
The parents slap
The dog bites
The children laugh
The teacher ignores
This sad, sad little girl
Will stand there in the crowd
Until the very end
She is strong
Chapter Eleven: AmnesiaEight months came whizzing by fast. Before I knew it, my water was breaking. Screaming for Mark to help me, I realized he wasn’t at home. I waddled everywhere, (you know, because when you’re pregnant, you don’t walk. You waddle.) looking and screaming for Mark, but he was nowhere in the house. I thought it was a bit odd, and decided to call my neighbor..Chapter Eleven: Amnesia1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
“Please pick up, Cry…” I thought to myself. (Oh yeah, did I mention Cry moved in? No? My bad…)
“Hi.” Cry spoke into the phone.
“Cry! Please help me! Mark isn’t home and I need a ride to the hospital! My water broke!”
“O-Okay! I’ll be there in a second!”
Cry hung up, and in less than a minute, he was at my door. He helped me out to the car, shut my car door, and got in on the drivers side. He turned the key, and started the car, right as he was putting the car in neutral, Mark came pulling in.
“What’s going on?” Mark asked worri
The Cat's Curse - Chapter 1The Cat's Curse - Chapter 11 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
My mother and I were preparing breakfast. I was 7 at the time. I don’t remember what month it was. It could have been any season because the weather never changes where I live. It is always overcast; the skies are always pale. I stared out the kitchen window at the white world outside as my mother chopped celery sticks. I was supposed to be pouring drinks for my mother and me, but I was distracted by the presence in my backyard. Being so short, I could just barely see out the kitchen window. But I could clearly make out a woman standing in the middle of the yard. She was close enough that I could make out a few of her features, but far enough so that I could see her whole body. The woman was barefoot and walking around delicately on our leaf covered lawn, as if the leaves were broken glass. She seemed to be sneaking as she tip-toed across the lawn, but the way she glanced around casually made it seem like she’s been there many times before.
I remember exactly how I pointed
Mark's Secret (Markiplier x Reader) Fanfiction: C5 (A/n):Mark's Secret (Markiplier x Reader) Fanfiction: C55 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
We made it to the fifth chapter guys! And, I've been talking to you all through the comments, and you still love the story so far. By the way, my first day of school starts tomorrow. That may or may not affect my activity on dA. So, if you notice that I don't post as many deviations daily, or that my chapters are getting a bit shorter, then you know what's up. With classes, homework, and such. So, yeah. Chapter 5!
*Later that evening.*
Me: "Thanks for letting me stay at your place, Mark."
Mark: "Sure thing. Let me just get the guestroom set up, and you'll be ready to go."
*You smile. He smiles back and walks upstairs.*
He is such a good person. I'm guessing that this whole trip is just me feeling bad, because he won't let me do anything. He just became slightly more attractive... if that's even possible. Apparently, it is.
*You can hear Mark's footsteps as
Markimash CinnaPie - HOW CRY WAS BORNMarkimash CinnapieMarkimash CinnaPie - HOW CRY WAS BORN1 year ago in Romance More Like This
How Cry Was Born
One day mark fishback runs into Yami at a local sperm bank. Yami blushed and looked away from marks intense brown eyes and greeted him, "Hi Mark!" He said in his cute, english accent.
"Hey Yami!" Mark greeted, smirking at him sexily. "Do you need help donating? I know a lot about donating, I do it every night if you know what I mean." Yami's blush grew darker and darker, his thoughts falling to the gutter when Mark's words finally sunk in.
Before Mark could continue his lovely stream of sexual flirts, the Doctor walked in, both Yami and Mark turned to him. It was.... CINNAMON TOAST KEN!
Yami's blush intensified upon realizing he was stuck in one room with two magnificently built men. Ken looked so handsome in his pure white coat and bear hat thing. His chestnut mustache and beard were as manly as ever, and shimmered in the white, office light.
"Are you two... ready to make your noble... contrubution to society?" Ken said huskily.
Mark let out
Welcome To L.A (DarkiplierXReader Chapter 12)After Mark was ready to go you drove him back to the apartment building.Welcome To L.A (DarkiplierXReader Chapter 12)2 months ago in Romance More Like This
You both stood at the elevator door waiting for it to open up, Mark looked at you.
"I guess this has been the most hectic week of your life." He laughed.
"I guess so." You grinned.
He placed a soft kiss on your cheek, its funny how such small affections from people you love can make you feel so loved, it doesn't have to be a kiss, a hug, or even a smile, just them sitting next to you could make a world's difference.
The elevator came down and you both stepped inside, thankfully no one else was crowding it.
"You know, if Dark wantd to stay he can." Mark muttered.
You looked at him, "What?" You asked.
He straightened, "I can tell how much he likes you (y/n), and he's different than I am, but you're still somewhat getting me and I know how much you wish for us to be together, if he wants to stay its fine, but he's gotta keep it down." He smiled.
Your jaw dropped in disbelief, he was letting his dark copy stay? Whom h
Chapter Eight: Moose Man(WARNING!!!! BEFORE READING, MAKE SURE YOU'RE LISTENING TO PAYPHONE BY MAROON 5. IT ADDS MORE EMOTION AND CHARACTER TO THIS CHAPTER. THANK YOU.)Chapter Eight: Moose Man1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
Even though it was raining outside, I decided to go after her. I needed her. She is my air, the reason why I now love waking up in the mornings.
I grabbed my hoodie, locked the door, and decided to check the park. Reaching in my pocket, I grabbed my cell and called her.
“Please, come home...”
I felt my phone vibrate again.
“It’s him again, probably.. I should just ignore it.”
A strange feeling from my gut told me that I should answer it.
“What do you want? Isn’t tearing my heart up into pieces enough for you?” I cried, walking out of the bar so I wouldn’t have everyones attention on me.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I hurt you. I didn’t know you loved me. I am not some dirt bag that uses women. I swear, she come on to me. She unzipped, rubbed up against me a
Domestic AbuseRun.Domestic Abuse2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A n y t h i n g .
His words are swords
His beatings are cruel
His love for you
In a sea of cruelty and despair.
"Please don't hurt me," you cry
Your last words as poison
In the air.
"Shut up," he screams,
His words echoing through
The cold and lonely bedroom.
he sinks a knife into your chest
The blood pouring out
The pain of the blade
Couldn't compare to the pain of
He loved you.
AR Story: Little VisitorLittle VisitorAR Story: Little Visitor5 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
By Ouroboros aka Ozzie Astaroth
It was a sunny afternoon at a city apartment house. It was a large, expensive hotel that had been converted into an apartment building. Many different kinds of apartments were available to rent.
Dana, the owner, was busy in her office doing paper work. She was only 28 and had already gotten hold of the lucrative family business. Her parents had bought the place before she was born and decided to convert the rooms into small apartments rather than run it as a hotel. They also decided to live there in the house while running it. Dana had grown up in that house and had many fond
childhood memories. She sat there in her office musing over old photos bringing back happy times long past. Her parents had since retired and moved off to Florida where the elderly seem to migrate and Dana became the owner. Over the years she had met a wide variety of people. Some were nice and polite, some rude, still others just plain weird. It comes with the territ
ScarsStanding in the showerScars2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Skin turning redder
I stay still and soak it in
This water won't erase my sins
Scars stand out bright white
Burns and cuts all in sight
The real scars cannot be seen
They reside inside of me
I wonder if all I will be
is a creature scarred eternally?
Hetalia yaoi -AustriaxNiemcyOke~Hetalia yaoi -AustriaxNiemcy6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Fanfik yaoi - Hetalia ^^ Pisany z moją przyjaciółką.
Połączenie: Ludwik x Roderich (Niemcy x Austria)
25naruxsasu: jako Ludwig XD (ja zaczynam, piszemy na przemian)
Sani: jako Roderich
-Ach.. Westchnąłem wycierając spocone czoło. Włochy postaraj się, chociaż jak najdłużej nie wymachiwać tą flagą.
-Tak kapitanie~! Odpowiedział jak zwykle radośnie salutując.
- używaj więcej słów, a raczej czynów wobec obecności wroga. Odpowiedziałem lekko podłamanym głosem.
-Tak jest k..kap..ka.. Starał się zasalutować.
-Koniec treningu! Krzyknąłem i wyminąłem ich.
Teraz tylko spakować się do końca. Niedługo powinniśmy być gotowi do ataku. Od którego państwa zacząć?
Shameful NightI feel shame when he touches my skin.Shameful Night2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Guilt, regret, but my voice goes numb.
I can't move, my heart is racing.
His fingers feel up my leg, my thigh and then it hits.
I close my eyes wishing he would stop.
His lips press hard into mine.
I look up and see only lust filled eyes.
I like the feeling but its not love, only sin.
His cheap cologne was filling my nose, rubbing onto my shirt.
I lay there when he walks out the door.
Hoping to god this isn't going to happen anymore.
Buy some I-Love-You'sMore somedays?Buy some I-Love-You's4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry dear, we're already overstocked on those.
Fine, if you insist. Place them by the will-you-marry-me's.
Yes, right there in the closet.
Now then, as we were saying... What were we saying?
Ah yes! You were here to purchase some I'll-be-with-you-forevers.
That'll be 75 cents.
Will there be anything else?
Ummm.. Well how should I put this?
Those went out of production a long time ago.