favourite this journal for confessionsstealing memes is fun! for every favourite this journal gets ill update it with a confession about myself.favourite this journal for confessions4 months ago in Personal More Like This
OOPS I FORGOT ABUOT THIS
STARTER - one time, dans moms desktop computer fell forward and i had to catch it and it smashed my finger between the edge of the desk and the top of the screen and it peeled back my skin and now i have a scar lmao
#1 - i have like 10 band-aids on my foot rn bc i have gross plantar warts that i keep trying to slice off and they BLEED like fucking CRAZY. i had them a couple years ago from running around outside without shoes on and ig they came back. theyre REALLY GROSS AND I WAS HESITANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM
#2 - i have a hard time crying/making myself cry, i dont fucking cry
#3 - i still reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally hate my art
#4 - i was recently tested and was diagnosed with a?? learning disorder?????
#5 - my parents are taking me out of school next year after i turn 17 legally, im failing everything right now and theyve decided that school "isnt for me" any
.twenty three nightmares of being.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
on the operating table,
my surgeon mumbles something about getting right
to the heart of things, i might feel a little sting not unlike
that one i got on my wrist when i was
younger, but no, that's not working,
would it be okay if he were
to dig a little deeper? -
something crawls up and over the edge of
the bed, yes she did cartwheels
at the crematorium because
sadness was never that much fun anyway
and to be honest it was cold and a little too quiet
inside, there was no need to kiss her
on the forehead again - and if you bump
into the evil, sister, come and let
me know -
about how i wanted to
slip through that crack in the pier and smash through the
stained glass surface of the sea,
shatter and curl up on a pew with the eels below
and simply flounder, watch the world from
underwater, grow some
i'm not really sure why it's that big a deal
if i'm sick -
this is my body and
this is my love
Stole from commandermitsuki1) What are your common nicknames with friends?Stole from commandermitsuki2 years ago in Personal More Like This
When I was young, my friends in school used to call me Hiro-san. XD; I didn't choose it, it just started happening... then other people started calling me it... I was like WHAO.
otherwise, now, it's just Shaina.
2) What is your Common nickname among your family, and why(if it isn't too private.)?</b<
Shaina-badaina. My uncle gave me and my siblings nicknames. (super sario, jay-tweedle-dee, and jacoby-wakupy [I think]). the full version of my nickname is Shaina-badaina-baflaina-batraina. ^//^
3) Favorite Hobby or Hobbies?
Drawing, animating, gaming, watching movies/shows
5) Sexuality? (Homosexual, Bisexual, Asexual, Straight?)
6) Have you ever kissed someone? (Can be Homosexual or straight. Family doesn't count, noob.)
7) What colour are your eyes?
8) Are you the Romantic Type?
hm... not really. in a relationship I'm usually th
Mystery Skulls- Ghost Animated Music VideoHey guys, my friends have been super hard at work making this animation over the past year and I would appreciate it immensely if you could watch and/or share it around. It’s a really kickass music video to the song Ghost by Mystery Skulls, check it out! I also helped with some vector work on this project as well. c:Mystery Skulls- Ghost Animated Music Video9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Tumblr post: http://mysterybensmysteryblog.tumblr.com/post/101064663343
.i want.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
to know about god,
he would prefer to go by
i want to know
about the stairway
up to heaven,
and why sliding down
the bannister into hell
is much more fun
(think i tried to climb a step that wasn't there, think i might have died more than once)
the waterdog drama herei am pretty neutral about this thing ( or at least i think i am neutral ) and i want to tell my opinion too in a sincere way.the waterdog drama here6 months ago in Personal More Like This
i mean its true, it's s really disrespectful and a bit rude from smushiie to create this whole "revolution", especially when alfeddy just said that he doesnt really care if they make a water based dog.
but i think that feddy's fans/watchers are overrating this thing too much, because people cant copyright water, dogs or shells.
i dont want to tell nothing about feddy's specie,, nor to any other specie like sushidogs or nekoi, it's just that i dont understant the "closed specie thing" because you know, it's like pokemon or My little pony:
people create pokesonas and mlp's characters everyday and these two companies are legally copyrighted.
but anyone tell them nothing because ehy, it's normal to create a pony character or a pokemon character, they're famous.
at least, you can draw a dog with water in their body but in the same time it could be different from
I. GRADUATED.WOW GUYS I'VE BEEN BITCHING ABOUT WANTING TO GRAD FOR LEGIT THREE YEARS NOW ONI. GRADUATED.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I AM SO EXCITED SO THIS ALL HAS TO BE IN CAPS BECAUSE I WOULD LEGIT BE SCREAMING THIS IF I COULD. I FINALLY FEEL STRESS FREE AND I WANT TO CRY AAAHAHHH. (I didn't have a chance at all to enjoy this yet because I was busting my ass helping my boyfriends family move) SO NOW I DO. I'M WEARING MY GARD CAP RIGHT NOW. I wanted to jump and freak out the night I graduated but I didn't get to yet. So.. I'll do that later tonight maybe like a freak. WOO I'm making a huge deal out of this. But thats perfectlly ok. Seriously. All the excitment is waterfalling out of my face like I can't even-
ADAM IS DONE HIGSCHOOL. I will miss it one day. but not any day soon.
Now I can think about college and get excited about going in september, VCAD... hopefully I don't fail and die. I WANT MY TEACHERS TO LIKE ME AND MY ART. please. I WANT TO GO FAR AND DO THING
SHIT REQUESTS GET IN HERE [[DONE]][[ PLEASE DO NOT POST ANYMORE. ]]SHIT REQUESTS GET IN HERE [[DONE]]6 months ago in Personal More Like This
i will be finishing up the ones i haven't gotten to so dw B)
my entire right arm has been sore for the past few days
so it's a perfect opportunity to dO SOME LEFT HAND DRAWINGS HAHA
these will be literal shit im so sorry i am not ambidextrous and never will be
i just want a good laugh
post a character that you want butchered
if i draw a dong on ur babe lmao not my problem
i will take zero responsibility
GUYSYSYYS IM SHAKGNIIM IN MELEA'S TOWN HHH IM GONNA CRYGUYSYSYYS IM SHAKGNI1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I HOPE WE MEET TOMORROW HHHHGFHHG
AND YES IF WE MEET TOMORROW WE'LL TAKE A BUNCH OF PICTURES TOGETHER OKAY OH YM GOD HH
.tell me anything, give me a poem -.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
let me walk through the night with light
in palms outstretched and melt the dark,
pour salt and time and swim
right through the net, fresh water
brimming diamonds in the sun, i hit the ice
and rise as steam, a shepherd of the air, a gentle ghost
that hears the scrubbing of her grave -
and i am still afraid of needles in my skin
from mother death, she said she birthed too soon
a life that kept its eyes shut to the world, the best,
she told me, i had skin of bark, so thick and strong,
my veins like branches, they'll feel holy
to the birds, got roots that go straight down to hell, when will i learn
that there is no grace to be found in hanging
from a tree, my neck is twice as strong as mary's, but in my body
way down deep,
there's something turning fitfully
(and it knows more than i do)
NOT CHEAP Commission Info [CLOSED - Thank you!]Please read first before commissioning!NOT CHEAP Commission Info [CLOSED - Thank you!]3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Prices are miraculously high, I'm very sorry Q A Q
These prices are for 1 character! For 2, multiply the price by 2 and so on.
Some prices already include the fees (those with $ cents)
❥ Please have a somewhat neat coloured reference of your character.
Otherwise, I will have to reject your commission. (This does not apply to sketches)
❥ You will be charged extra for detailed clothing, weapons, additional items, etc.
I will determine the total of your commission after you have sent me your note and references.
❥ I must receive the payment first before I start on your commission.
You may also pay 50% before and 50% after seeing the sketch. (This does not apply to sketches and icons)
I cannot draw full anthro, (R18), mecha, furries
If you are interested in commissioning, please fill
neelo psaif you have a neelo feel free 2 change up its body type!! u can go ahead and make them chubby or whatever just as long as u make sure the Big Ol mitts are still big. also u could make them fucking jackedneelo psa5 months ago in Personal More Like This
.think i'm mad.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
as a hatter,
i want to sit and
drink tea with the dead
for a while
on a sunday afternoon?
just cos i like to
trace the patterns in
the woodwork on
the table with my fingers
when we're talking,
something has been
and it's us,
with words so well
used that they're now
we can't even tell what
they mean anymore
(still cramming them into the distance though)
gif youre so insecure about yourself go out and do something about it, dont sit behind a computer/phone screen and whine about it. that is going to do nothing, and yknow talking bad about yourself will only make it worseg1 year ago in Personal More Like This
dont depend on other peoples compliments to feel good about yourself, you should just feel good about yourself naturally. every human being is perfect in their own way, if people cant see it they dont deserve to anyways.
Bad Teachers and Egotistical Jerkwads Good lord, another journal. Well, sometimes I go for a month without writing one, so suffer! :iconinuevillaughplz:Bad Teachers and Egotistical Jerkwads1 year ago in Art Features More Like This
I've been asked about this recently, so thought I'd write about it just in case someone else might relate or find it encouraging.
A lot of people are surprised to hear that I have only been painting since 2011. Well, it's true . I had coloured a few line arts here and there before that, but I never really tried at painting. I was dabbling and just slapping on colour, not bothering to figure out the programs or anything. Because I truly didn't believe I could do it.
Backing up a bit, I'm someone who was a traditional artist. I have been drawing with pencils and paper since I was just a little tyke. Naturally, I wanted everything to do with art in school. :iconhandsomeonionplz:
And that's where this little tale turns dark and mildly depressing :icon0inuscreamplz:
I had this teacher, in my very first
.i like to feed things in.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
through my mind and then pull them
right out of my chest when they're
put it on paper and call it
a poem, feed it
back into the brain
and repeat, but
anxiety says just
let this stuff go -
cough up those words
that you've got in your
chest and dust off the
shelf in your lungs, feel
them one last time if you want
but please, send them away in
their poems, and quick
i'm just not
done with them
i can rip
from the back
of my hand
and my neck,
from this one
(chew it up, spit it out)
.i woke.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
(numb from the wrists down)
.i threw.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
a sack over
the head of
it out back
(i want your mother to know that her hell is in my head and hips)
COMMISSION INFOCLOSEDCOMMISSION INFO6 months ago in Personal More Like This
i accept points and paypal
you need to pay me before i start drawingplease no traditional refrences if you are commissioning me a full body your reference must be a full body as wellif your character is too complex or any other personal reasons i can decline your commissionnot first come first serveno refunds
i can draw
what i wont draw
nsfwfetish art poses im too lazycomplex designs
underlined commissions are open.
icons - 250 or $2.50
+ 100 or $1 for giggle animation
[CONTEST] GIANT PRIZES - ENDED.NO MORE ENTRIES CAN BE ACCEPTED. THE DEADLINE HAS COME. JUDGING WILL BE DONE WITHIN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE ![CONTEST] GIANT PRIZES - ENDED.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So, we've decided to hold a huge contest with several sections for you to participate and a ton of prizes. Keep reading for the opportunity to win points, customs and even more!
Please link back to the contest in your entry !No bases or traces. If references are used, they must be free stock && credit must be given.No smut unless you are 18+ Lineart and clean sketches are acceptableYou may not include your own OCs unless they are Tibumeru/Sacchalarine characters. (and the contest section allows it.)You may submit several entries in different sections but you will only win once
You can join as many sections as you would like or as little as you would like.Create a journal/poll featuring our contest, and we'll add you into a raffle f
meive wanted to do one of these for a long time dudeme1 year ago in Personal More Like This
just to see how much ive changed ?? like appearance and personality-wise over the years ??
its ridiculous man seriously look
okay in (like) 2008 (or so) i was really social and happy and i was completely cisgender and straight i didnt really care about relationships at all, i went to my friends houses a lot and shit, i went to public school and i had friends. i loved going to my aunts house and playing and taking care of the animals she had there. i didnt even really draw all that much back then i was too busy being outside.
2009 was annoying, man. i started using the internet regularly, mainly youtube. still completely cis and straight, but only bc i didnt really care about anything but hanging out with my friends and making dumb fucking really bad pokemon animations youtube. basically i was a fucking meme.
note the goddamn "fred" shirt
in 2010 i started using deviantART, and i made my first fur
100 truthstagged by :iconmysteryglitch:100 truths2 years ago in Personal More Like This
001. Real Name: Shaina
irl- shaina badaina, velma, shay
online- punki, pun-chan, pookie, kiki, kichi, Shai, etc...
003. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
004. Male Or Female: Female
005. Elementary School: West Main
006. Middle School: Brown
007. High School: Ravenna
008. Hair Color: very light brown
009. Long Or Short: long
010. Loud Or Quiet: medium.
011. Sweats or Jeans: sweats at home, jeans at school
012. Phone Or Camera: I can't decide...
013. Health Freak: concerning food, most of the time
014. Drink Or Smoke: nope
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yeah...
016. Political orientation: democrat/liberal, I suppose
017. Piercings: nope (not even ear...)
018. Tattoos: maybe one day
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane: no
020. Car Accident: no
021. Fist Fight: in elementary. heh.
022. First piercing: none
023. First Best Friend: KayLa R
024. First Instrument played: ah, I am not musically talented...