nowhereI give up. obviously I don't.... I'm still here. I'm weak I'm nothing. I'm to damn resiliant. there's nothing there's everything. I'm to damn cryptyc. cryptics the only way anywhere. I have to stop hiding. hiding's the only way to survive. I have to survive, the only way to do so is to not. I need to dissappear, the only way to do so is to be strong enough to survive.nowhere7 years ago in Scraps More Like This
there's so much it's overwhelming. there's so little as to be scary. I have to hide from it all, there is nothing to hide from. I need to stop i need to start. it's all starting soon. not just school, running also, life, having to be places is overwhelming. having to interact is worse. I have to find people. need them to be there. I hate myself for when I do.
THere is no existance other than the one I make. I have to believe. easy to say. easy to do. to easy to believe in it all not happening. letting it go. much to difficult. easier to do nothing. to do what people want. now I can, now I can't. I have to do something. I