For you. For ever.I wish I wouldn't have met you. Then we could have another chance. And I would arrange everything the way you wanted. Your books ascendingly arranged based on how much you smiled when you read them. And your flowers arranged not by their colors but by their smell. And how you never praised the moon as much the stars because they had their own light ,For you. For ever.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
and they looked like scattered pieces of mirror in the sky reflecting all the happy hearts beating on earth.
And I loved how you couldn't sleep ,without the dim light falling on my face,
while you stared and I fell asleep first.
And you'd hold my hand every night only to promise me you would be there ,
through not just my dreams but through all my nightmares.
Pathetically yours forever.
16-07-'14I am long lost and bitter cold16-07-'1410 months ago in Personal More Like This
I am trying to be black bold
I am trying to help my poor self
I am trying hard to go back again
I am making more mistakes than ever
I am buying them off of a place
they sell mistakes, regrets and tears there
for my little joys and
the soft smile on my face
I am a regular.
I am scrubbing off all the dirt
it is only growing on me
my hands are coloring darker
the waters running green
I am trying to find the way to go
led blind by many thick shadows
and I tell you
by tomorrows sunset
I will have sold my soul
( only for some confusion and a few clots in my red brain, I suppose they keep me sane)
Want Free PhotoShop?So I figured this could help A LOT of artists out, new and old.Want Free PhotoShop?6 months ago in Personal More Like This
For those of you who are still using gimp or an older version of PS's, keep reading.
Now I know these aren't the latest programs but they are better and more improved that some of the older ones.
So I thought I would give you guys the links to downloading them.
I used the free version of CS2 for the longest time but was able to buy CS6 for cheap.
This is free and completely legal as Adobe has allowed it to be free. The final link to the download (second link below) is the actual Adobe website, so it is safe, free and legal.
You will want to read this link below on how to download it.
And here is the actual link you need that has the download area.
Just follow the steps and download. Yes, you may have to make an account.
Equine Artist | Interpretation Fun | Entry/OpeningEDIT: ENTRY SUBMISSIONS ARE NO LONGER ACCEPTED!Equine Artist | Interpretation Fun | Entry/Opening5 months ago in Personal More Like This
- I will be working on everything tonight.
It has come to my attention that my "a cool idea for equine artists?" journal has had quite a bit of positive feedback. So, therefor, I will be hosting this little deal-e-oh and everyone in the Equine Artists community (or those who create equine art) are welcome to join in on the fun.
This is in no way a contest, just a little fun thing to host for the community.
What is this?
- This whole "Interpretation Fun" is really all for fun. It's all about seeing how artists take a piece of simple information and interpret it/make it into a manipulation of their own.
- Giving out a piece of information such as "Black horse, crazy, psycho, killer" to 2-4 artists, they get to make something out of this information they are given and then when each p
Commission Open ( new stuff and prices o3o )!Commission Open ( new stuff and prices o3o )!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
❤ Full Body ( Transparent ) : 40 ( i do couples and anime too uvu )
❤ With Background : 50
❤ Headshots : 30
An import note on SpecklingI'm putting this here because it concerns both admins and members.An import note on Speckling4 months ago in Personal More Like This
A padros number of speckling colors is expressed in their genes.
A padro with minSpk will only possess a single color speckling. Same for medSpk and maxSpk.
A padro with minSpkSpk has two colors. Similarly, the same goes for medSpkSpk and maxSpkSpk
Adding this in here from questions:
Triple speckling minSpk*Spk, follows the same rules as the above. But is rare and only available through breeding and customs.
Anything higher is not possible.
Also TAKE NOTE: Shades of the same colour are possible and still considered ONE colour. So you can have a speckling colour of blue with a few similar shades.
Please pay attention to this, import designers.
For members, your foal genos will usually state your speckling choices, so you're fine
Ask them to stop. Its easier to die.Parts of me are dead , they don't know whyAsk them to stop. Its easier to die.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
they let blood flow through themselves anymore.
Like my lungs, they do not know why they continue to help respire ,
when they can see my heart beating dead in and out in and out
Hetalia Episode 11 April Fools Subbed:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 episode 11! :iconredsparklesplz:Hetalia Episode 11 April Fools Subbed2 years ago in Personal More Like This
:iconredsparklesplz: Warning, shirtless nations ahead! :iconredsparklesplz:
:icontheeyebrows: and a group of Fans are selling commissions for their trip to Tumbl-con, on July 18-20th 2014 in Chicago. Information on whats for sale and what they are doing with the money is here http://hetaliacommittee.tumblr.com/ They could use your help. Here is the info on Tumbl-con http://www.tumblconusa.com/
The link ----> http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/hetalia-beautiful-world-episode-11-online
The 50 Foot / 50 Hand Challenge! CLOSED!THIS CHALLENGE IS NOW CLOSED! But feel free to do it just for fun/improvement!The 50 Foot / 50 Hand Challenge! CLOSED!2 years ago in Art Features More Like This
This was a drawing challenge from :iconSenshiStock: and :iconmostlyguystock:!
Hands and feet are pretty hard to draw. Lots of artists struggle with them! Even when other things come naturally, hands and feet can still be quite a problem. The best way to get better at drawing hands and feet is to study them!
The Challenge: Sketch or draw 50 feet AND 50 hands from reference photos or life.
Deadline: The deadline has passed for this challenge, but you can still participate and make yourself a better artist!
You can post them as one giant post, in groups, one at a time, however you want! But please make a FOLDER in your gallery and put them all in there then send me a link to the folder. (If you do one submission with ALL of them at once, then you don't need the folder.)
HOW TO QUALIFY: In order to make this a little easier for myself, please number yo
New Howrse Username?As you all know, I'm terrible at coming up with names...New Howrse Username?4 months ago in Personal More Like This
because of the new update players can now change their users for 5 passes every 6 months and I'd like to take advantage of this but am still struggling for name ideas.
So far I've narrowed down my ideas to the following:
aaika (my birth name before adoption)gracia (my birth middle name) harlequin (half of my da username)
Help me please guys!
Finally I Have My Results BackSo on February 7th, I went to VASE (it's pretty much a huge art competition for those that don't know what it is), and I just now got my results back. So for my project (a picture of it will be uploaded as soon as possible, currently it's on display at my school) I had a skull, a "wallpaperesque" background with a water color back wash, and a hand, the picture is about 30" by 18" (and 5 weeks with only 1 hour classes to complete a full size rough draft and the final) with the picture being bigger than I wanted. The skull and hand I had were only slightly smaller than actual size, which meant I had a major amount of detail to do on my background, which I was not happy about, I wanted my focus to be less on the background and more on the subject itself. When I went to the judge, she said "I would prefer the picture to have been smaller and cropped closer in on the skull itself", which is exactly what I wanted, but my art teacher wouldn't allow it. Overall, I was happy, but I did wish I wFinally I Have My Results Back3 months ago in Personal More Like This
waiting for da class #rebelnotrighttitleWaiting for class and saw this from apexdigitalconquests and decided to kill some time haha c:waiting for da class #rebelnotrighttitle3 months ago in Personal More Like This
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sisters
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[ ] Own room (I share with my sister... is that yes or no?)
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[ x] Own TV
[ x] Flat TV
[ ] There is some big carpet at your house
Total so far: 11
[ ] Queen/King sized bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3 (PS2)
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ x] Xbox/Xbox 360
[ ] Wii
[ x] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 14
[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Pin
im graded F XD You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.im graded F XD1 year ago in Personal More Like This
[x] You have your own room.
 You own a cell phone.
[X] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[X] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ]You hang out with friends more than once a week.
 There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
 You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
 Your room is big enough for you
 People don't use you for something you have.
[X] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 3
 You have over 500 friends on facebook
 You have pictures on facebook
 Your parents let you have a facebook
[x] You get allowance/loan.
[ ] You collect something normal.
 You look forward to going to college
 You don't wish you were someone else.
 You play a sport.
 You want to do something after school/college
T 0 T A L: 1
Help needed!I was wondering if there was anyone that could help me draw a simple horse rearing? I am trying to draw the horse traditionally, but I just can't find a good reference. The horse is from our school and the drawing is not the easy to redraw. I tried searching for real horse references, but there are no horses close to this. If you happen to find one, please let me know. Or if you are going to draw a horse, please comment or note me.Help needed!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
This is what the horse would need to look like:
Arabian (dished nose).Head facing to the right.Tail kinda covering one or both back legs. (If looking for a reference picture, this is not needed).Mouth does not need to be open like the below image.
ehi'm supposed to be studying now but i'm considering writing a post on helovia insetad hehe,though that isn't the purpose of this journal. but i was doing some procrastination and looking through my chibi gallery ... and i don't know why i am reminding (or maybe showing someone for the first time) you guys of the existance of one of my first chibis ...eh1 month ago in Personal More Like This
but if i have to admit myself i have made quite an impressive improvement haha,here is the most recent chibi i have made
this is quite a pointless journal really haha, but maybe it inspires someone? idk hahah ... erm ..yeah okay. i have just heard a lot (myself included) when i was starting out how nothing looked good and was just generally not that good haha, but art is a skill that you develop the more you practice it gets better, some slower than others but you will get there in the end. and now i feel awkward trying to be inspirational, turning out to be just chee
New Lens and Premi up for grabs :DHello to all my lovelies.New Lens and Premi up for grabs :D1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Firstly thankyou for all your support the last few months, and welcome to all the new watchers it means a lot you guys keep supporting me
I am super happy right now as I picked up my 70mm-200mm 2.8 USM II lens which means even better photos coming up!!
Also I am trying to get my facebook photography page up and running if you could spare a quick moment to please like:
I would really really appreciate it *puppy dog eyes*. Comment/fave journal/PM me if you have liked both the above page and the below page for your chance to win one of three, 3month premi's . Feel free to post your own art pages too!
Both pages give a bit of a sneak preview of stock i'll have coming up :3
<3 <3 <3 <3
TWO! 3 month premi giveaway![closed]END DATE!: MARCH 18th Sorry, I decided to end this one day earlier.TWO! 3 month premi giveaway![closed]1 year ago in Personal More Like This
There will be a journal up in a bit with the winners!
EDIT: I have reached enough points to give away TWO 3 MONTH PREMIUM MEMBERSHIPS!
Ermagerrhhhd! I would love it if you guys would continue to advertise this<3
I am thinking the end of this giveaway would be around the end of March, maybe longer, we will see!
Please share, love you guys for participating<3!
If people forgot to do one of the following: watching, favoriting, sharing and commenting they will not be put into the hat.
I am giving away 3 month premium membership to one lucky person!
The giveaway will end when I have enough participants and points, so donations are very well appreciated!
If I have more points by the end of the giveaway I might give away two 3 month premium memberships!
What you have to do ...
Favorite this journal
Make a journal about this with a link to t
Win a Premium Membership or Points!And the winner is... number 44! Which is SilverSummerSong!Win a Premium Membership or Points!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And the runner-up is... number 12! Which is osowyn!
I will be sending my parts of the prizes immediately and sending Notes out to the prize-donors asking them to send the respective winners their prizes! Thank you all who entered and keep an eye out because I will hold more of these in the near future!
What can I win?
You can win:
- 3-month Premium Membership from Elvish-Legacies
- Watch and free commission from aimless-claims
- Llama from dingle765
- Watch and 10 Favorites from osowyn
- Regular Journal Feature from letrainfalldown
- Free commission from ladYperfumE
- Free commission from ethereal-foxx
- Watch and Llama from del-rae
- Watch and free commission from @limestri
One year Premium Membership GIVEAWAY [CLOSED]CLOSED! TheIceViking has won the raffle. Thank you all to all those who have entered and viewed my gallery. Merry Christmas!One year Premium Membership GIVEAWAY [CLOSED]1 year ago in Deviant Events More Like This
I'm giving away a Twelve Month Premium Membership, and you've only got TWO days to participate!
This raffle will end on December 25th, 2013, 12:00PM GMT+1
What do you have to do to make a chance
Simples. Just fave this journal! No need to watch me, but if you'd like to support me drop by and view my gallery and/or maybe donate a few points to help me funding this. This is optional though, faving this journal is the main thing.
The premium membership will be given away from my stock account, Esveeka-Stock.
Good luck and I wish you all a very merry christmas!
Sometimes this life is too much to take.SuddenlySometimes this life is too much to take.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
My heart beats silence, in deafening volume
And I feel all happiness evaporate away
( But it never falls back down , it never rains )
You're undervaluing yourself.In your country, or in your state, what's the minimum wage? Back when I worked as a minimum wage lifeguard and swim instructor, I was paid $7.50/hr, minus tax.You're undervaluing yourself.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Now, how much time do you spend on your art? Personally, I can spend anywhere from ten hours to over forty, as I did on my last manipulation of that feather monster. Let's assume though, that you aren't nearly as meticulous as I am, and you can get a piece done in four hours. Assuming you're paid what minimum wage was in Illinois four years ago, that means you'd be paid $30.
How many of you actually charge $30 or more per manipulation?
How many of you think that you deserve minimum wage?
Minimum wage is generally reserved for those who are new at their work. They have little to no experience, they generally have few bills... really, they just need to gain work experience to put on their resumé, plus make some cash to buy some fun things they may want, or perhaps start saving for college and buy some gas
100 points GiveawayResults are out here: LINK100 points Giveaway2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
I am doing a small social experiment here in dA and would like to get your participation.
This is a social experiment!
I will not take any criticism from you on this experiment
If you do not intend to participate you may leave immediately
The experiment: To analyze the effect of point giveaways in deviantART.
I'll give away 80 points to a lucky winner! And 20 points to the runner up.
Things that you need to do to participate are:
Step1: FAV this article.
Step2: Watch me CypherVisor (Ignore if you already watch me)
Step3: Vote in this poll: LINK
How will the winner(s) be chosen?
A random number generator will be used to choose two random winners (1st time for
COMPETITION - DEATH AND DESTRUCTION - FINISHEDPLACEMENTS HAVE BEEN POSTED.COMPETITION - DEATH AND DESTRUCTION - FINISHED2 years ago in Personal More Like This
STRIKED PRIZES MEAN THEY HAVE BEEN SENT
•Gold Manipulation Package from BailanduSilueta
•Full body character glamour from BailanduSilueta
•dA Pixel Avatar from BailanduSilueta
•4 Character designs or ref sheets for existing characters from BailanduSilueta
•Journal feature from BailanduSilueta
BailanduSilueta, SafeBeneathTheWaves, FallingFromSky, gothams--reckoning, THE--ENEMY, Poisons-Kiss, TKAkingfisher, luminaret, falitna, Veradaine and Dayinissa
•Full body NON-FANTASY lineart from DEAD--HEAD
•Full manipulation from Sarahroo
•100 from peachesrox
•Custom pixel tag from Bright-Button
•Custom manipulation from mockingale