It hurts.It hurts knowing that I like you, and you like someone else.
It hurts knowing, that you can kiss someone else but I can only think about kissing you.
It hurts knowing that I crave your comfort when your comforting someone else.
It hurts that your thinking about them all the time, yet it comes to me I don't slip through your mind once.
It hurts that you miss them more than you'll ever miss me.
It hurts that if I dissappeared you wouldn't cry, but if that person disappeared you'd cry.
I wish these tiny things didn't hurt, but they do because they matter things that matter hurt. So I guess that's why it doesn’t hurt you because I don't matter and that hurts.
BetrayedI won't swallow your lies anymoreBetrayed1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't stand your presence
You used to be my friend
But you're nothing to me now
And soon you'll be
Another bad memory
I won't be able to forget
Bad WordsSpecial and unique will always be bad words for meBad Words1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
They mean loneliness and isolation
Genius mean outsider
It all means that you stand alone with nowhere to go
A road for someone like you have never been made
Because you are unique, special, one of a kind
Alone, isolated, outcast
Peace is a lieHello there, why don’t we take a walk?Peace is a lie1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
While we take a walk, I would really like to talk.
Did you ever asked yourself what is wrong with this world?
Why people are so screwed up in the head and their thoughts are twirled?
It is no secret that the world is at war.
And falling down are the masks that they wore.
Something in their heads seems to be broken.
Humanity is a monster and it has been woken.
When you think about it everything is a lie.
The only question you will have is: why?
Everyone is hoping for the big release.
But don’t be stupid, there is no peace.
HateI knowHate1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one's nice
All the time
And not everyone
Will be a good friend
you could've at least tried to be
You didn't actually try
Well I don't know why
You just insulted me
every single day
and then you were suprised
when I didn't speak to you
My other friends said
You were bad for me
and I should stop
and I didn't want to believe them
so I ignored them
but after a while
that they were right
So I let go
~ How Dare You ~How dare you~ How Dare You ~1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
You spinner of lovely words...
How dare you weave me a web of glistening endearments
Only to trap me in their sticky, meaningless embrace?
How dare you
You artist of deception...
How dare you paint me a picture of love
That was only a forgery to begin with?
How dare you
You bearer of lovely items...
How dare you shower me with priceless affections
That in the end were mere plastic coins?
How dare you
You coward of a human being...
How dare you claim to be a brave knight
Only to run before the battle even began?
How dare you
You double-sided coin...
How dare you show me your clean face
Only to expose the filth that lay with a simple flip?
How dare you
You foul excuse for a human...
How dare you claim me as your precious treasure
Only to abandon me as if I were only trash?
How dare you
You inconsiderate, spoiled child...
How dare you take possession of my fragile heart
Only to throw it back once you had broken it?
How dare you...?
AoT: Happy Birthday! (EVERYONE x Reader) Chapter 2“Where the hell did you brats find beer?” Levi asks, walking through the room and picking up a bottle, wrinkling his nose in disgust. No one dares answer him, and everyone braces themselves for his wrath.AoT: Happy Birthday! (EVERYONE x Reader) Chapter 22 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
“Tch…don’t you brats know anything?” He pulls into his jacket, and everyone flinches as he pulls out…
A flask? “This is REAL beer. Give it a try.” He tosses it to Marco, who just manages to catch it. Marco takes a tentative sip, and his eyes fly open.
“HOLY SHIT THIS STUFF IS LEGIT!” He yells a look of pure ecstasy on his face. Smirking, Levi takes the bottle back and grabs Connie and Armin.
“You two, come with me. I have more in my office. If we’re going to celebrate _____’s birthday, we’re going to do it properly.” You can’t help but laugh at Connie and Armin’s please help me! expressions as Levi drags them out.
Once they return, the party continues, wild
Goodbye (Maybe We'll Meet Again)This is very unfortunateGoodbye (Maybe We'll Meet Again)1 year ago in Scraps More Like This
I’m disappointed in you
But don’t worry yourself much
I’m disappointed in me, too
I dearly miss something that,
To begin with, never existed
These memories of back then
Will always remain twisted
My hopes have foundation
On loose and crumbling ground
My desires are secured
Under the surface where I drowned
The noose around my neck
Is tied by my own hands
For I can’t go back in time
To change my failed plans
This present is tainted
With unfulfilled dreams
Your memory, like a ghost
Haunts with promising schemes
But if there’s one thing I’ve learned
If there’s one thing to note
My past is not something
On which I will dote
So, before I leave you
This you should know:
Trees have scars, too
But they’re still willing to grow
Wounds need oxygen
In order to mend
If they’re covered by gauze
Time of healing extends
The past is the past
You should let it lie
We all make mistakes
Spread those wing and fly
Our failures a
How to love a guy who can't love himself.How to love a guy who really doesn’t love himself.How to love a guy who can't love himself.1 year ago in Emotional More Like This
Well first, there are numerous ways you can do this, so just sit back and listen.
Number one rule, tell him to drop his façade, abandon the stereotypes that society places upon him, find the real him, the core, so fragile and so easily able to be hurt.
When you find the real him, who he really is, then look him in the eyes, past all that buff, and all of that strength and mutter a few simple words. ‘It’s okay to cry.’ And when he cries, when he falls to his knees and allows his body to tremble for the first time in decades, you put your hands on his shoulders and say, ‘Everything will be fine’.
And when he looks up at you, with tears in his eyes, shaking out of either shame or anger, you just smile at him, and say ‘No’, not because he’s crying but because you know he’s threatening to close himself off again to the world, and put on that face that he fe
Dream CatcherThere's a dream catcher that keeps me safe,Dream Catcher11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
That keeps me company when the lights are out,
That ended the turbulent times when I lay awake
Filling up with uncertainty and doubt.
The worries melt away, the fears fade,
And I sleep a dreamless slumber every night.
The fantasies, too, are gone: they trickled into life -
They turned into reality, holding me tight.
Now there are no nightmares, there's only peace,
Calming silence and comforting rest.
The dream catcher watches over, lulling me
In my sleep, my head atop his chest.
Tormented EmbraceI'm broken, lost in your memoryTormented Embrace1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The questions of XWho loves you?The questions of X11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is what happens: I do not need someone to love, but someone to forget.
Who remembers every caress of your body?
A few days ago I spit my heart to remember your distaste.
Who would change for you?
I'm about to not be me... and become in someone I never wanted to be...
Who looks at you like me?
If through your eyes I see the glory, I dread to think that the next activity that looks dangerous to me is open my eyes.
Who would like to be a wise man?
May have been the divine woman, but it was not ... I would like to know the reasons, especially the absurd and damned.
Who sighs for you only?
That black color of my sad nights and even more bitter silence, because those who live as half a soul do not know to breathe deep and keep silent.
Who just think of you?
All I'm thinking now, I will not let only in words, because I need them inside me.
Who appreciates you like a queen?
I love you so much that this passion that covers my sadness, makes my eyes a couple of dreamers with
Soundless VoiceSoundless Voice1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
It was quite. The light from the moon provided a dim illumination but more than the darkness, you were worried about the deafening silence.
As white rain fell down around you it melted at your touch; a simple life coming to an end. How long would it be until this body was too cold to melt the snow anymore?
It had already began to accumulate on the once green ground around you. Soundlessly, the light reflected down from the sky and off of the increasingly pure white.
The man in front of you gives a small smile as a flake falls into his palm. He reaches out to gather more, "Hey. How do I sound right now?"
"Beautiful in the worst way." You spoke despite the knowledge that your words would go unheard.
He couldn't hear the words you wanted to say and he wouldn't say the words you wanted to hear.
That he was in pain. That he was lonely.
"I'd find you where ever you are. I promise... so don't leave me behind, okay? We'll continue to be together just like we always have been."
His hand can't l
ConversationGive me a minute of your companyConversation10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I'll give you a lifetime of memories
We'll go on a verbal wanderlust
And get lost in the recollection of it all
I'll listen to you for as long as you need
If you're willing to do the same for me.
Let's talk of family and heartbreak
Betrayal, hope, and encouragement
About oxford commas and video games
Tasteful humor and depressing music
It doesn't matter what's on the table
As long as that opportunity exists.
I apologize if I come off too strong
Or too weak to make a change for myself
But the truth is I love the witty banter
The dry criticism and veiled compliments
Because in the end, all that I remember
Is the smile you all put on my face
And sometimes it ends abruptly
Blue in our faces with belligerent sorrow
Cashing in on our vulnerabilities
Realizing we weren't ready to speak
But understanding that next time we meet
We'll be fortified.
A friend is always loyal
And a brother born to help in time of need
So I'm glad I have a way to communicate
Alone, Hurt, Sharp, Sins, Edges, CutAloneAlone, Hurt, Sharp, Sins, Edges, Cut3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the dark room
Made of my doubt
I pick up a piece
Of my broken heart
I touch it
With my shaky finger tip
I feel it against me
I sigh and start think
That's the word
It explains the feelings
That I hide
That I have done
To god, mankind
They call to me
I know that I can't resist
I need this
I really do
I use the piece
Of my broken heart
And I cut my wrist
Hoping to never wake up
Crush"Crush"Crush7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What is this feeling that I get around you?
Why does the heat rush to my face when you are near?
Why does my heart leap at the sound of your voice?
Why do I always smile when you are close?
Why do I have this yearning to comfort you?
Why do I always want to give you more?
Why do I dream about you?
Why do I steal glances at you when you are not looking?
Why do I get this feeling of love whenever you hold me?
Why do I feel safe and nervous around you?
Dare I say it
I have a crush on you
Will these feelings about you stay?
Or will they go away?
I do not know
But for now
I am in love with you
AoT: Happy Birthday! (EVERYONE x Reader) Chapter 1“HAPPY BIRTHDAY ______!”AoT: Happy Birthday! (EVERYONE x Reader) Chapter 12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Your eyes fly open as Sasha comes flying into your room, jumps onto your bed, and tackles you.
“Sasha…what?” You ask groggily, trying to push her off while trying to actually wake up properly.
“Sorry! But happy birthday _____! Aren’t you excited?” She giggles as she rolls off your bed, allowing you to sit up.
“Thanks Sasha. And yah, I guess I’m excited.” You climb out of bed, yawning and stretching.
“Well, hurry up and change, we’re all waiting for you in the mess hall!” Sasha says as she dances out of your room, closing the door behind you.
You walk over to your wardrobe and change into your military uniform. Just as you’re buckling up the last few straps, you hear a light knock on your door.
“Hi _____! Happy birthday!” Connie says excitedly, walking in. “How does it feel to be old?” You give him a light punch on the arm, alth
Two HeartsMy friend, as close to me as a sister,Two Hearts1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like a black rose, beautiful but mourning
A girl with a heart in pieces and a soul filled with anguish
She has lost so many, and been rejected over and over again
Family, friends, romance, everything
The pain never seems to end
Her tears won't cease to flow
She holds the shards in her hands just trying to get through
For everything I gain, will she lose?
For every love letter written to me, will one burn before her?
For every embrace that envelops me, will she be cast away?
For every kiss I receive and give, will she be sent away without?
For every sweet dream I have, will she have a nightmare?
Every time I feel warm and fulfilled, will she be cold and empty?
When I love and am loved in return, will she love and be unloved?
I will keep it all a secret, locked away in my heart
None of it will escape me, until she finally has love that lasts
To keep my brokenhearted friend, as close to me as a sister, from hurting any more
I want to take her away fr
Little BirdLittle bird,Little Bird1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
where have you flown?
how much have you grown?
How is your broken wing?
The one that I cared for,
that I put in a sling.
do you think of me
as I do you?
Do you wonder where I've gone,
what I've gone through?
do visit me again;
you've been the only one
I've ever loved;
my only true friend.
Ask me to leave youI wondered if these two kissing with so much anxiety really love each other, Or just try to eat each other to not feel alone?Ask me to leave you10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
If it is the solitude, then I need you to go, be who you really are, no imitations, without prejudice yourself, to be free, do not stay where you do not want, do not stay with whom does not make you happy ...
You're emptying me of someone, of something, of time ... of oblivion.
Nothing I say is true, nothing I see exists...
Need you to leave me ... to remove the monstrous habit of relying on someone.
How odd is to want from your future what we deliberately let go in your past.
I do not see in your eyes some sign of affection, that's why I need you to go. So you meet other horizons, so you get carried away by your beautiful madness.
How much I would like to know how to write beautiful words and convince you of my love, for now all I can do is ask you to leave...
There is always a time of day in which we are willing to die. But I have become a bad habit to have th
hallucinations and dreamsHow do I call you without losing the romance and mystery?hallucinations and dreams8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
What ritual or dance is done to the moon to bring me your kisses?
The death of a being of such beauty is a spectacle that seems to me as sad as wonderful... I feel compelled to stop it.
Every night, when I retire quietly of your dreams, but not before leaving a black rose on your pillow, along with a note "Goodbye beautiful girl. You already have a place in my heart. "
For a moment, a feeling consumes me the idea of staying here by your side until I'm lifeless...
But then I think about the consequences of letting me die: my soul would rest, yes; but my body would miss you, and that pain could not bear a lifetime.
One sometimes die slow, and miss everything that has not happened yet, living in a fantasy, a fast and bright longing to that person who has not even turned around to see us ...
These are seemingly endless minutes, minutes where only exists pain and torture.
The pain becomes a pang.
The rumors are floating in the mist.
A Demon inside this 'Angel'A Demon inside this Angel A Demon inside this 'Angel'7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her demon thrives inside of her
Never letting go
She tries to run
But it catches her
It whispers, You cant run from who you are!
It laughs and lets her fall
It chants hurtful words
On and on
She tries to shun it
But only to cry
She knows no matter how hard she tries to be good
The demon will dissect her
Find all her flaws and her true intentions
No matter how much she heals over time
That demon will slash and reopen old and new wounds
No matter how she tries to protect herself
Her demon knows the right places to poke at
People say you are an angel! Ha! I know better, and so should you. Shall I refresh your memory?
It mocks her
That creature points out all the mistakes
And all of the horrible things she did
Your friends do not even know you! Do they know why you cannot sleep at night? Do they know why you comfort them? Do they know why you try so hard to hide what is inside? GUILT! That
to live without you, I just can't.No one can love like us, no one can suffer like us.to live without you, I just can't.9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
And it is precisely for this reason, the feeling of having all that is yours, and that I want that you have all of me, that causes me the fear to feel even more alone, even emptying my foolish pride.
And I like to know that you're mine, that I search you in all the world just to see your eyes; with caresses full of fire; with the sea of my thoughts becoming an infinite space where your soul rests with mine.
They say that before dying you see happen in an instant the most significant moments of your life. I'll try to leave all those memories, those thoughts, that sweet suffering, to stay alone with you, and slowly lose our fragile hearts.
But ... suddenly ... I understand: it is useless, impossible.
I'll see you go through some corner of the city, away from me, my life and my memories.
Because I live happy yet with anguish, with the anguish that maybe you will do something wrong and a wrong love invoke.
I want to run back time and ther
Our Neverending CycleThere is a saying about love,Our Neverending Cycle9 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
If you love someone, let them go,
Let them fly out of your cage,
If they love you, they will return.
But every time I let you go,
You've always flown away.
And only when I catch you again,
You tell me that you love me.
Stop lying to me, I can't stand it.
I know what you say isn't true.
Sometimes I wish I was more gullible,
So I could find comfort in your words.
And yet, our cycle continues,
I capture you, then let you free,
You fly away, I track you down,
And catch you once again.
You tell me your lies,
I try to believe them,
And I wait for the day you'll realize,
That love is not a child's game,
It's not a game of make-believe,
It's an emotion, not a toy.
So stop playing with mine.
GoneDon’t worry, babeGone1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
You did not break my heart
I broke it long before you had the chance.
And while you tried to mend it
By giving me pieces of your own
I tore it apart just as fast
I’m a fucked up Frankenstein of people’s love
I braced myself, honey
But the impact was much too severe
I see no bruises, nor am I dead
So why does it hurt, and where?
I have told myself that I’m okay
Cause I am.
So where does this zombie-me fit in?
So this is it, dear
My last chance to call you all the silly names
The last ‘I love you’ directed to me
I guess I should have accepted the compliments.
I know it won’t help if I regret anything
I will miss you
And I feel my demons begin to surface
I wish you luck, my love
I hope someone will give you all you deserve
While I could not.
I told you from the start I weren’t good enough
And it seems like you finally heard me.
As if my words were a message in a bottle
And the storm reached the ocean at last.