I Am A GirlI'm just a girl. I'm just a girl who is a bad influence, a bad example, yet finds such hatred in her heart for humanity, for the lack of morals, lack of respect or understanding. I'm just a girl who will never understand this corruption. I am a 16 year old girl who wants to pierce things, who wants to know how it feels to be high, who wants to drink, but not get ruined. I'm a girl who doesn't know how to take a compliment, even though she's secure of herself. I'm a girl who wants braces, because her teeth are her only insecurity, next to her skin. I'm a girl who's hopelessly in love with someone who will only destroy her in the end. I'm a girl who's cried more than enough tears for a lifetime. I'm a girl who's got scars to prove she's been through pain. I'm a girl who keeps secrets that could kill others, I'm a girl who's friends with betrayers. I am a girl who trusts, and trusts too much. I am a girl who cries when animals die, and a girl who laughs when humans get what's coming to thI Am A Girl3 years ago in Personal More Like This
6 months on DA and a thank you to my DA friends!!I recently hit the 6 months on DA milestone so I thought I would update my showcasing my friends journal. Below is a selection of work by many of my kind watchers and friends who are all amazing. I want to say thank you to you, as without you I wouldn't be on DA and I wouldn't have discovered fractals either6 months on DA and a thank you to my DA friends!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
4 golden swirls by Andrea1981G
Ping Pong 56 - a bastardized concept by fraterchaos A Space Journey by maya49m Like Hearts Falling From The Sky by ZMastah94
Thank you,Valpigle by Zizela Awc31-01 by Gerda1946
Get Started with Xaos UPDATE2(This time I've mainly updated the headings 2 and 7)Get Started with Xaos UPDATE26 years ago in Personal More Like This
This is a Short Manual for Beginners who never have handled any Fractal Software before
Xaos is a free open source "easy to handle" fractal software for drawing mainly "Mandel and Julia" type of fractals. It is available for Windows, MacOS, and several LINUX distributions It can be
downloaded from it's webpage,
The install file (Windows) has a size about 1.5 Mb.
1) Install (Windows): Just click the Install file and follow the instructions. It's very fast to install
2) Zooming: When you've started the software, you have a unmagnified version of the Mandelbrot set in your window. In order to zoom, just point with the mouse where you wanna zoom and press the left mouse button. In order to zoom out, press the right mouse button. In order reset the window, got to Reset to defaults under the Fractal menu. <b>
Monday is my Sunday FeatureSince I have Sunday and Mondays off... Monday is my Sunday and it's a perfect day to Feature some of my favs.Monday is my Sunday Feature3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Please enjoy and show them some love!
Haemanthus by akibara
Forest Keepers by Huguettepizzic Up To The Light 5 by The-Lady-Blue
Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me by goRillA-iNK Colored Crown by Stridsberg
Alice in Wonderland by Nilanja Vader Drops by Doogle510
Ribbons by DasGhul Frosty Morning 8 by feigenfrucht owl by yasislas
Memories of Japan by Dani-Owergoor I Have Dreams by ThauChengCha One More Step by MD-Arts pipes by icarus-ica
... by FoxyCherry :thumb274029019: Empire State by crunklen :thumb274151993:
Eric Northman Motivational by Vampiress-Stocking
Mandelbulb 3D, my process. Over the last few months I have gotten a lot of questions on the process I use to create my images. It has only been about the last year that I feel I am really understanding Mandelbulb and creating more with purpose and not chance. However chance and luck does still come into the creation process. I view what we do as Mandelbulb artists a bit like exploring. I am an artist who has been making art for well over 40 years. All my years of painting and photography does play a roll in how I use Mandelbulb. This is not a tutorial but a look at how I create an image for those that are new to Mandelbulb 3D.Mandelbulb 3D, my process.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
There are to many artists who inspire me and have shown support here at DeviantArt I could not name them all. Here are a few that I have learned a lot from by looking at their work, studying their tutorials, and analyzing their parameters:
:icondainbramage1: :iconmandelwerk: :iconhaltenny: :icondsynegrafix: :iconbatjorge: :iconvidom: :icongr
February - Valentine + Thanks 4 Favs FeatureFebruary - Valentine + Thanks 4 Favs Feature10 months ago in Art Features More Like This
Early Valentine's Greetings to All !
As I say in the heading it's a VERY EARLY Valentine Greeting, but it takes me a long time to make one of these Journals, ( I waste too much time in little details )
The Cards at the very top were made by me for a Collective Greetings organized here in dA for St Valentines day in 2012 and you are all free to send to your friends if you so wish
... and the lovely animation is by Camelia :iconkmygraphic: a.k.a. KmyGraphic the creator of many special and fabulous animations.
... and NOW the Thank You for Favs Feature !
As a modest Thank You for the many s received from my faithful and dear friends and watchers will feature below at least one image from their Galleries. Have a 180+ list of dA IDs and would really like to honour each one of them, which is why I am showing only o
The Boy with the Butterfly WingsThe boy with the butterfly wingsThe Boy with the Butterfly Wings3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Has nowhere to land
He can't find the forest
He sees no further than his hand
To flutter so high into the sky
He has to lose touch with the ground
There are people below, talking to him
But hes so high that he can't hear a sound
He cannot find any flowers
The petals have all gone away
He misses all the pretty colours
Where he once would lay
The boy, like the butterfly,
Can never be like the moth
Looking battle worn, but still going towards the light
While the boy and butterfly stay lost
The boy with butterfly wings
Is seen only at his surface
There could be more to him
But no one knows if that's the case
Where did his flowers go?
They used to stay by his side
He knows he has to go looking
So he spreads his wings wide
To search for what he wants to find
To clearly see the world, and his own mind
To find his way to where he wants to go
To meet the flowers that were his friends so
The boy with the butterfly wings is flying
And hopefully, he will one day la
Fractalium #2Hello everyone!Fractalium #22 years ago in Personal More Like This
Here are my Favourites in Mar 2014.
kJJ by waste-and-tragedyNeutral Nirvana by recycledrelatives
Always shine by lady-AquaLenaStripe by DinkydauSetAll seeing eye by DinkydauSetPrototype of evolution by DinkydauSet
Bone Idol by z00reka
0457 - Spring by Somebody--elseMDC_22 by relhomgold and silver by IngeloreWhat UR doing Sir? by MichelLalonde
AC Cobra 427 by baritz89Enallagma civile - Familiar Bluet by ColinHuttonPhoto
Wonderful Friends and Watchers!Wonderful Friends and Watchers!10 months ago in Personal More Like This
Its time again to share with you some amazing art from a some of my friends and watchers
Please have a look at the varied amazing pieces below!!!
Thanks everyone for your support too
Highwayman by The-Last-Phantom Wings of pain by Lynthea
Holiday Greeting / Return of the Light by HanZeeman
GIFTS and Well WishesAll-the-Best 4U by KmyGraphicThank-You by KmyGraphicChampagne-for-you by KmyGraphicBest-Wishes by KmyGraphicGood-Luck by KmyGraphicSweets by KmyGraphicKisses by KmyGraphicGood-Day by KmyGraphicBest-Wish by KmyGraphicGIFTS and Well Wishes2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The animation is done BY ME and is made with vectors from free and legaly licensed sites, or from coloring books for kids.
Free to use by anybody, but please, do not pretend it's yours .
Thank you for using this lil ones and if you like so much my work ,maybe you stop to fav me...or gave me a LLama ...or watch me
Undead-Academy the Artist of the WeekRandom of same amazing works from :iconundead-academy:Undead-Academy the Artist of the Week2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Misty Mourning -Pong430 by Undead-Academy
Beaded Path -Pong432 by Undead-Academy
Danglers-Pong434 by Undead-Academy
Watcher-Pong438 by Undead-Academy
Less words, the images speak more then 1000 words...
Please check her Gallery
, You will find amazing ART
Have a nice week my friends
Artist of the day pavlusaArtist of the day pavlusa11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Metaphysical metamorphosis 0059 by cristy120377 Metaphysical metamorphosis 0035 by cristy120377 Metaphysical metamorphosis 0011 by cristy120377 Vote For Love by cristy120377
Certificate by DigithalieYour art is beautiful by Digithalie
i am passionestonce i diedi am passionest3 years ago in Personal More Like This
once i suffered
once i loved
once iv lost
once i smiled
i waz truly dead
but now im alive
and i smile all the time
i seek passion i feel soo alive from it i feel not dead
passion has changed me
back it gave me back a peice of my life back
I have no right to be happy.I wonder what is this feeling,I have no right to be happy.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
so deep inside of me?
What is this cold breeze?
So cold that it almost hurts.
Deep down my soul I was shattered,
My heart was broken but mind still flattered,
Filled up with anger and frustration,
I ripped off myself with that painful sensation.
Why am I hated for being me?
A question I can not answer!
The hate that I receive is mostly from my friends!
They do not understand or accept the way I am!
They think that its my fault for every little thing.
Why would I choose a life of hardness?
Why would I choose a life that I know you all don't understand?
Why would I choose a life that makes me hate my body everyday?
Sometimes I think of closing my eyes forever,
for the rest of my life I will be blind,
lost within the darkness I'm delivered
cause only inside the nothing do I find.
Closing myself, not allowing myself, closing myself, hurting myself.
The truth is I am weak, all I do I act tough, pretend that I am strong.
The truth is I want to cry my heart out,
For All Of My Writing Watchers.Please feel free to join my growing group of literature, it excepts all kinds of literature; Nature, spiritual, macabre, mature, ect. Everyone there is very kind and supportive. We would all love new members. This group is great for more than one reason, it helps support your work, good feedback, and most of all you get to meet new and wonderful poets. Ones who will give you advise, ask for advice, and who will just be there for you. Literature-Pros is always there for someone in need, wether it be suicide, school, family, or just lack of confidence. We all are a strong community who would not turn our backs on a single poet/writer. So please consider joining, and have a wonderful day.For All Of My Writing Watchers.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Types of DA people.Total nerds. *The ones who know everything, but don't force it*Types of DA people.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Die hard pony fans. *uhg.....*
Grammar Nazi's. *THnX!*
The know it alls. *Go to hell*
The shut ins. *The ones who don't know what a store is X3*
Anime freaks. *Secret pedophiles....*
Techno freaks. *Usually pony freaks.*
Pagans *No offense intended, over half of you that i know are. <3*
The "holier than thou's" *Bitches >.
Cool Fractal Animations on YouTube UPDATE3For a while ago I stumbled over some short but cool fractal animations on YouTube. They are pure Mandelbrot zooms:Cool Fractal Animations on YouTube UPDATE38 years ago in Personal More Like This
Update3:The last one of the above, very high quality, uploaded by the deviant :iconichsehetotemenschen:
Update1: Below some really deep and "more advanced" animations. They are really worth seeing
Update2: My friend :iconrozrr: wrote a journal exposing
(click ->) this
Um... Magical Journal Entry...?Hello to anyone that may read this! Since my previous journal, I have done very little in the real world... I did participate in a voice competition, and I did alright. Plus, I got into that school voice group I was talking about! *cheers* I'm really looking forward to the year~ I also did really well on my first AP European History quiz, but I think I did pretty badly on my essay... Oh well! At least I'll know where to improve, right?Um... Magical Journal Entry...?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
But I think something awesome has happened on dA for me. I almost have 40 watchers, which I never would have expected. Ever. SO THANK YOU ALL!!! *hugs* I'm still working on my short stories, but I'll try to post them... But I'm kind-of a procrastinator... Eheheheh...
But I'm also working on response poem-thingies with :iconBe-Back-Soon: I think you should all try to check them out, preferably in order! ^^ They're lots of fun, and have interesting themes.
I've also discovered how to utilize stamps on the ID and journal! Huzzah! I think I kind-of love t
My life is 72% happy . . . Possibly[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriendMy life is 72% happy . . . Possibly3 years ago in Personal More Like This
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an iPod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (usually)
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You usually don't cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you. (Yeah, I guess...)
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[ ] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook. (Well ... in a ways)
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal. (Pfft ... ok, I admit it, coins)
[x] You look forward to going to school. (ONLY for friends)
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else. (well ...)
[x] You pla
My Whole iTunes Part 1If anyone wants something, note me your email and i will send it to you ^_^My Whole iTunes Part 13 years ago in Personal More Like This
Invincible 3:09 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Hard Rock
Scream 3:32 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Hard Rock
Dirty Little Thing 3:31 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
To All Me 3:54 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
Last Stand 3:45 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
Tell Me 3:50 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
Nobody's Home 3:35 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
Closer to You 3:36 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
All Falls Down 3:53 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Rock
My Derailment 3:34 Adelitas Way Adelitas Way Hard Rock
Sick 3:09 Adelitas Way Sick Rock
I Wanna Be 3:13 Adelitas Way Home School Valedictorian Unknown
Armaggedon 4:23 Aerosmith 1
For The Sick And Disturbed 4:01 Agonoize For The Sick And Disturbed General Industrial 1
Hurt Me 3:26 Aiden Conviction Emo Punk 1
Cold December 3:27 Aiden Our Gangs Dark Oath Unknown 1
Broken Bones 3:06 Aiden Some Kind Of Hate Alternative 1
I'm All Out Of Love 4:03 Air Supply Lost In Love Rock
Artists Birthday Feature :: October 30th:iconartists-birthday:Artists Birthday Feature :: October 30th1 year ago in Art Features More Like This
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Affiliates' Contests and Other News Fun Events To Check Out :Affiliates' Contests and Other News3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Theme: "MYSTICAL SCENERY of AUTUMN!"
Duration: 4 October to 8 November 2015
Theme: "Holiday" Contest
Deadline: 12 December 2015
Theme: "Forget-Me-Not" Contest
Deadline: 26 September 2015
:icontsovaplz: :icontsovaplz: :icontsovaplz: :icontsovaplz: :icontsovaplz:
Results of recent events at our affiliates :
Theme: "Animal Part CLOSE-UP"
Duration 27 July to 31 August, 2015
Winners are ...
:icon1stplaceplz: ... by :iconTomFawls:
:icon2ndplaceplz: ... by :iconcacharoth:
Runner-Up ... by :iconMoonfyire101:
Runner-Up ... by :iconblizzard2006:
Honourable Mentions .
2nd Annual Mandebulb 3D Teaser - Winners!!!Happy New Year to all the members of MB 3D Teasers :iconmandelbulb3dteasers:!!!2nd Annual Mandebulb 3D Teaser - Winners!!!11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Sorry for the delay in announcing the winners....
Thank you so much for all the participants, who made this a success....
Instead of our regular process of voting this time admins were the Judges & the winners are...
1. Hal's Challenge:- by Haltenny :iconhaltenny:
1st place: :icongannjondal: with
2nd place: :iconSwoopswatkill: with
3rd place: :iconSabine62: with
2.Tim's Challenge:- 2nd Annual Teaser by Tim :icontimemit:
1st place: :iconSabine62: with
2nd place: :iconBezo97: with
3rd place: :icontopas2012: with
3.Lux's Challenge:- 2nd Annual Teaser by Lux :iconlaxmijayaraj:
1st place: :iconjost1: with
2nd place: :iconrecycledrelatives: with
3rd place: :iconSabine62:with
To Every Guy♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...To Every Guy3 years ago in Personal More Like This
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for h