I Blame The MessengerThe messenger stole her soulI Blame The Messenger1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
His words trapping its fragile memory
Within his palm
As he let her own grief crush it to ash.
And while his message said one
I knew our family
Had lost two souls that day.
HomecomingA cloud hangs overHomecoming1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
this city by the sea
like a new day rising,
like a calm
before the storm.
A million miles away:
your signal in the distance,
to whom it may concern;
I always knew that you'd
come back to get me.
You were my fire,
so I burned till there was
nothing left of me.
I'm always screaming my lungs out
till my head starts spinning;
once upon a time,
I could take anything,
Every time we lie awake
after every hit we take...
So this is what you meant
when you said that you were spent.
that your heart breaks.
neveryou bury thoughts of hernever1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
in the sand among seashells
so that she can hear the ocean
one more time.
you write her in stanzas
until the tides comes
and washes her away;
you have never been her muse,
just a drop of water
off a leaky faucet
that she never bothered fixing.
you whisper her kiss
to the mist on the water's surface,
watching as it vaporizes;
it was never yours to hold.
you refuse to surrender yourself
to the sea,
but you also know
that she was never going to be there
to catch you when you fell
and that the ocean would undeniably
engulf you both.
she can swim,
but all you can do is choke.
The War Ain't OverThe war's never overThe War Ain't Over1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Its always just beginning
Thinking of all the battles I've lost
Sends my brain spinning,
But the war ain't over
That much I know
So there's a chance I could take the reigns
And then I'd never let 'em go
But right now's another battle
Another hour of pain,
The enemies siege
When my smile started to wane
Under the crushing blows
Their words did to me
Though I suppose
I should be glad they weren't
Sticks and stones
Cause then where would I be?
And as my embarrassment mounts
Then comes their cavalry
Stabbing at what's left of my gaiety.
I call for a retreat
Cut the losses of my pride
Run back for shelter
And merely try to hide,
But waiting there's an ambush
Another standing infantry
All their guns dutifully
Pointing towards me.
I stand and accept their fire
Where else am I meant to go?
Here was supposed to be safe
This castle was supposed to be home.
So I pull myself together
I stride through their screams
Trying not to fall apart
Whilst they rip me to seams.
And the d
Counting Awaytwenty one.. twenty twoCounting Away1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
twenty three... twenty four
I count ceiling tiles
As they lead toward the door,
As I lay
Listening to silence of my tears,
The gentle loving whisper of the water
As they try to release my fears,
one ... two ... three ... four
I count the drops as they fall
Letting the numbers give me
A few more moments to stall,
But the tears offer no relief
And I only dread the moments left to me
I count the seconds as if trying to see,
How long before I finally break...
But I was already broken
Long before I came here
Long before I decided to do this...
I count the beats of my hearts
As I submerge my soul
Whilst trying not to fall apart,
twenty-five... twenty-six... twenty seven
I count the seconds
As time steals my air
And reprieve beckons.
I try to think of one last regret
Something to help pull me free
Of this grave of my own choice
Even just something to count
Something to give me hope
Wilted LullabiesOh flower why hello...Wilted Lullabies1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I didn't see you there
In the world so far below
I could barely even hear
Your screams of pain
Such wilted lullabies
Oh flower so far below me
Why do you cry?
Oh flower below
Hush your little leaves
How hard it hurts me so
To hear your petals scream
Tell me what to do
That's all I need to know
Please flower let me take you
From the world below.
Oh flower in my world
Are you really there?
Your wilted lullabies
Have turned into despair
Your leaves are now holed
You fall with the winds blow
Flower where can I take you?
There's nowhere left for you to go.
Oh flower leaving my world
Where can you go?
The world has forgotten you
Left you so far below.
And while I couldn't save you
And while I know you must go
Flower I sing your wilted lullabies
So the entire world will know
The pain of a single flower
Left in the world below.
And My Mama SaidAnd mama said "If you love meAnd My Mama Said1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Please let me go-"
And mama said "This kind of pain
She surely did know-"
And mama said "She loved me
Yes, but she wanted to go"
And I cried to mama "Please
Mama please I love you so
Please mama stay
Don't leave me alone."
And my mama said "This
She surely did know-
But she had to go
God was calling her home"
And I cried to mama "Please
Mama please you don't need to leave
Right here's your home
Please don't leave me to grieve."
And mama said "Remember this son
You need know,
That your mother always loved you
And loved you so
But ,son, your mother really needs to go
It might not be fair
But God is calling her home
And since God called I need to go
But remember what I said
And that I'll always love you so"
And mama never said a thing to me again
And this day I finally let go of her hand.
Genuinely SmilingI test it out in the mirrorGenuinely Smiling1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The face I want them to see...
The gentle smile
Blesses me falsely
Even to my tear filled eyes,
But I won't let it fall
I try to make it shine more broadly
To be sure they know,
When they finally see me
Gaze into my unseeing eyes
And see the peaceful wonder
Left behind in my smile,
That I'm in someplace
Far better than here
Free of pain.
Someplace that I can genuinely
I want them to see.
GalleryMy Characters ♥Gallery1 year ago in Profiles More Like This
Personal Favourites ♥
Fan Art ♥
Bury GodOne day God created manBury God1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And ,in its love, humanity praised him.
One day God smiled at man
And in its pride, humanity continued
In the practice it believed God found just.
One day God laughed at man
And in outrage, man endeavored
To rise above God
And bellow from above him.
One day God cried for humanity
And in its grandeur
Humanity believed to understand God
To understand his sorrow
Whilst still glaring at him from below.
One day God forsook humanity
And in its disillusion
Humanity attempted to appertain God
And worse yet, aspire
To replace God
Whilst still brooding below him.
Finally, One day humanity killed God
And in its holiness
Humanity decreed from its heavenly throne
To bury God
And along with him the planet
For humanity had risen beyond it.
(New Sequel)Beautiful Morning(New Sequel)Beautiful Morning1 year ago in Romance More Like This
Pairing-Chase SunoXSaito Hiraga
Anime-Monsuno and Familiar of Zero
WARNING!!--A bit OOCness
The Next Morning,
"Ummm..."I began to wake up from the most beautiful night in my whole life. And today was the beginning of my new life that I could never forget it. I am very happy with myself because of him. My beautiful and cute boyfriend. His name was Saito Hiraga,he also from the same school as me but different classes. Even though we're at different classes,but our love will always remained same and more happier.
Well,I'm completely naked due to our first night yesterday. Yeah,we were having sex and having sex with him was very pleasurable and good. He was very cute,innocent and kind-hearted. Oh,I would never leave him forever because I really loved him so much. Saito was liked my whole life and he was the key to my heart.
Well then,when I saw him beside me,he was
Daddy...meet my Boyfriend.Daddy...meet my Boyfriend.1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Your second daughter, Christa, has decided to finally invite her boyfriend over for dinner. You're the only person that knew of your daughter's secret boyfriend and kept her secret from her over protective father and brothers.
"I'm just glad I get to meet this mystery man of yours, Chrissy. What's his name again." You asked as you poured the pasta into the strainer.
"Reiner. Mom...could you please keep your voice down"? Christa asked nervously. You knew she was afraid of her father over hearing her. And Levi's ears had more power than thirty bloodhounds put together.
"Oh, sorry sweetie. What time is supposed to be coming over"? You whispered.
"He should be arriving in ten minutes."
"Who should be arriving in ten minutes"? A deep and v
Safe In His ArmsMommy and Daddy please don't crySafe In His Arms4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am safe in Jesus' arms tonight!
My cancer is gone and I am in no more pain
Thanks to Jesus, He has saved me!
You can now rest your weary heads tonight
Knowing that I am healed and safe
I know that you miss me
But I will be here waiting with Jesus
For when it's YOUR turn to come HOME
But Mommy and Daddy please don't cry
But rather rejoice!
For I am safe in Jesus' arms tonight!
LoK: Four Years Later4Ever since the door closed, there was nothing but silence. Korra stared down her friend, trying to figure out what had changed for him over the years.LoK: Four Years Later43 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She realized that he still wore the same black pants and worn-out white tank top that seemed to have more rips and tears in it than from what she remembered. Korra then noticed that Mako now wore a sleeveless, button-up, Chinese themed top that she remembered seeing in the Fire Nation over his tank top.
While watching Mako, Korra realized, that just like Bolin, his muscles grew too, along with his height. His body was still slim and tall, but his new muscles were still visible. She remembered how her crush on the man came to be when she first met him. Mako still had his cool, yet calm, expression on his face that she thought was so attractive, now she just thinks it's a normal bored expression; there was nothing attractive about it to her now.
While Mako was putting on his new black coat, which reached all the way down to his calves, he
.grieving.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
a full moon;
fit to burst
LoK: Four Years Later3Halfway through the Pro-Bending match Korra was witnessing, Bolin's statement about her replacement was proven to be true. She was amazed to see how fierce Yumi looked while she was bending her element.LoK: Four Years Later33 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
So far in the two rounds that have been played, Yumi has had two amazing knockouts with the other team's Firebender and Earthbender. But, in this round, she was having trouble with getting a good hit out. While the other team's skilled Waterbender was keeping Mako and Bolin busy, the Firebender and Earthbender seemed to be taking out their revenge on Yumi for making them fall into the water earlier.
Korra was basically on the edge of her seat as she watched the girl that reminded her of a porcelain doll get closer and closer to the edge of the arena floor. Korra's hands were tightly squeezing her head through her hair, and her eyes felt like they were going to pop out of her head. It was then, when the sound of the door behind her flying open and smashing against the wall, she was scare
My FirstYour loving smile,My First1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
On luscious lips,
In shades of blue.
My only mistake,
When I stole your breath,
Was falling in love with you...
Beggars and ChoosersAsami was leaning against the wall with her arms crossed over her chest as she watched the people mill around Central City Station. There were the usual street urchins running around and getting in everyone's way, pretending to bump into people to slip their hands into pockets and filch a few yuans. There were the beggars and cons standing on the corners with patches over their eyes and faking tubercular coughs. There were sharply dressed rising business men rushing from work to their apartments for a quick lunch. This sort of crowd usually didn't draw her attention. She had seen it all since she was a young girl, but there was someone new among the panhandlers today. He wasn't a beggar or a singer or even a street gymnast. He was a young man sitting cross-legged with a ridiculous looking mustache and an incredibly tacky red, fringed jacket on. Those were not even the most interesting things about him. He was making what appeared to be his pet fire ferret walk across a miniature tightBeggars and Choosers3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Sea of Fire: Ch. 5Here we are folks. Figured I will write another Chapter while Hawaii Five O is recording along with Lost Girl.Sea of Fire: Ch. 53 years ago in Romance More Like This
For me everything just seemed to freeze. The different emotions I saw in Mako's eyes seemed to reach to my very core. I could tell by the dark circles that he had little to no sleep at all and that made me worry. Shouldn't he have been with his Girlfriend than worrying about me? I just stared at him not wanting to move. It felt like someone was painting a picture and if either one of us moved it would disturb the image. I snapped from my thoughts when Mako broke the silence.
"Hey"He said so softly I strained to hear him. It seemed like he was afraid I was just going to disappear or break if he spoke any louder.
"Hey to you too, City Boy. What are you doing here not looking like yourself?"were the words that slipped out before I could think over it. I just wanted to know why someone would go to worry about me especially the one person that was confu
LoK: Four Years Later5In the early hours of the morning, the sun slowly rose over the horizon and blanketed Republic City with its light. As the sun's rays began to brighten up Air Temple Island's atmosphere, life began to show on the island as Air Acolytes began to tend to their daily chores and ways of life.LoK: Four Years Later53 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
While everyone else on the island wore with the still rising sun, one person refused to rise.
Korra still lay fast asleep in her bed. As the sun's rays lightly passed over her eyes, she flinched and pulled her thin covers over her head. Without her knowledge, the door to her room quietly slid open. Naga raised her head to see who the intruder was, but then lay back down as her eyes followed the intruder's movements. After a few seconds, a moving hump appeared underneath Korra's bed covers. As the hump moved from the foot of the bed to the top, close to Korra's shoulders, Naga kept her eyes on it.
"Wake up Korra!" Tenzin's youngest son screamed as he sprang from under Korra's sheets.
The twenty-one yea
Sovereign: an A:tLA/LoK fanfictionLink to chapter 2 is in desciption.Sovereign: an A:tLA/LoK fanfiction3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Disclaimer: I do not own The Legend of Korra, nor Avatar: the Last Airbender.
Dedicated to Ally.
Asami was numb to the sting of her hair whipping her face. A mighty wind surrounded her, enveloping Air Temple Island in its wrath.
Asami was seeing red, the crimson blood of the Airbending Nomad family pooling around their strewn bodies.
Amon has won. Asami thought, the iron grasp of tears clenching her throat.
She heard Mako scream as the Avatar rose steadily from the ground, a churning, vivid shield of energy encasing her body in its clutches. Her eyes shone a blinding cerulean, tears streaming down her enraged face as the ground tore away beneath her.
The Avatar State.
Asami had only read about such power, raw and unbridled in its untamed stage. The Sato heiress clawed desperately at the ground, the toes of her boots scrambling to find a hold. She could on
Korras Short CircuitYEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOWWW!!!!!!!!!Korras Short Circuit3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Tenzin screamed and fell onto the cold grey stone. Korra stood over him, her eyes filled with fear. "Master! I am SO sorry, I....I don't know what happened...." Tenzin groaned in reply.
Korra had been practicing her Airbending stance in the training ground at Air Temple Island. She herself had considered it perfect and had scowled in annoyance as her Master strode over to her yet AGAIN to correct her form.
As soon as he attempted to adjust her arm, he exploded in a flash of light, his eyes wide, the ends of his mustache and beard fizzled and crackled. Korra paced back and forth in a panic "Ok, I admit it, sometimes when I can't get this Airbending thing, I kinda wish you'd explode, but I really didn't mean it LITERALLY!!!!"
Tenzin coughed and sat up slowly. The end of his beard was still smoking, and so he quickly snuffed it out. "It's ok, Korra" he wheezed "This is good news. You are making progress!" Korra stared at him, puzzled "Huh? She of