Help Me...-Child Abuse-Help me pleaseHelp Me...-Child Abuse-8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I didn't meant to
For whatever I did
My mommy came home one night
And called my name
She smelled like cigars and smoke
Her hair smelled like alcohal
And she couldn't stand straight
When I came down
She had a bottle that said B.E.E.R
I asked "etal emoh emac uoy d'yhw"
But she just threw the bottle at me
It shaddered into pieces
Sticking to me
One by One
It was so slow
I wished it could go faster
The pain didn't hurt
But the words that she spoke
She dragged me to a hidden closet
It got nails all over
But we never used this closet
It took all my breath
Just to say "?ereh ew era yhW"
She just said three words
I couldn't beleive my ears
She threw me into the wall
Tears came to my eyes
As it peirced into my skin
My mommy just left
As I fell to the floor
I was bleeding uncontrobaly
And the glass went in deeper
My tears mixed with my blood
My blood mixed with my tears
I'm not crying frome the pain
But from the words
Sticks and stones might break my bones
But if you got
Angel of abuseAngel of AbuseAngel of abuse10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was his and moms little angel
But , to mom, behind those big innocent eyes
my smile did not reveal
The scars of abuse
That would lead me to death
Like so many before
And so many to come
The Government will fail me
my life it is what his drinking would cost
My screams in the night
My pleas they ignored
It will shake me to death
What will you do
The neighbours heard my screams yet they did nothing
my death will mean nothing to you
I've tried to Protest the violence
He always does it Behind bedroom doors
THe bruises will fade but the pain will remain with me long after i am dead
He will kill me
he'll do it in a way where you cant see the bruises
or he'll make it look like i've killed myself
I carry inside
this feeling of shame
everywhere I go
some one please save my bleeding heart
before I drown in my own tears and blood
He WILL kill me
.Abuse.Broken hearts hurt way too much,.Abuse.8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Heart starts dying, tears and such.
I don't know why this hurts like hell,
I hate it when you scream and yell.
Through my eyes, it was all so dark,
I tried to hide those scars, that mark.
Get away from me, I want to be alone,
Especially when you hit me, and even break a bone.
You push me back, as I fall to my knees,
I don't know what to do, how to please.
My friends were all right about you,
But I was lovestruck and had no clue.
It's over now, but I lie 6 feet under,
During the rain, during the thunder.
He sets flowers on my grave, full of regret,
Something like this is hard to forget..