My Psychology Project
An introduction in my early life
I would say the least is boring.
I was an ordinary child
With a complex mind.
I can’t say I’ll ever remember
How I felt before school.
But if I was given one word,
I’d pick something no one would understand.
Growing up I was easily pleased
While being greedy and selfish.
But that’s easy.
Everyone does that at some point.
I don’t know what it is I felt
Other than loyalty or defiance as a young child.
I could listen like a dog
Or strut around with as much pride as a cat.
Life, early on, was good.
I was good.
But not happy, not always.
It was ordinary.
Like everyone else.
I just want to belong.
But I don’t know how many times I was denied.
Growing into who I am is plain.
But being left out,
And exiled is taboo
For anyone who’d care.
I was miserable.
I was alone
I was what I was
And that wasn’t normal in elementary school.
Recollections of this time
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My body ached, every limb hurt and screamed with ever slow step I took as I got closer to my goal. My feet throbbed in the high heels I wore, and my skin would give off chilled goose bumps with every burst of cold summer wind. The breeze caused a shutter and a muffled squeal to erupt from my chapped lips as it drifted up the skirt of my dress.
I bit my lower lip and went on with my slow limp like trot to my destination. I was not going to walk home. Not at this hour and when I lived so far away. Instead I was going to turn to a close friend of mine. Even in the state I was in, which was sweaty, dirty and slightly intoxicated, I knew I could trust him with my life.
Ludwig Beilschmidt was an average person in my book. Although the occasional burst of hardcore sex dreams came along with him in it. I thought nothing of my little dirty feelings for him. I never thought an
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She stumbled along the packed school hall ways. She’d trip over her own two feet every few seconds like everyone else that hurried to get to class. (Name) let out a sigh, being new at school sucked and sure it could be fun but not when you moved thousands of miles away from your old home out of the blue.
Her mom had this radical idea to get up and move half way a crossed the country for a new job. (Name) found out only two days before the move and her opinion on it didn’t seem to matter.
Tightly clutching her binder, (Name) blew some of her (h/c) locks out of her face. The first day of school was always the worst. People have come up to talk to her, but she was always too shy to ever say anything back. But for the most part people didn’t really even notice she was a new student.
It’s such a big school, it will take a few days for the word to get around anyways, (Name) told her
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Another day, another hour wasted is what I say, but then again, I hardly show up to class as it is. It was after lunch, around mid-noon when I deiced to roll from my bed and stumble to school.
My clothes? Well, starting with black, black, white, black and then some. A black pair of convers slapped along the pavement as I walked, and black, torn bottom jeans scuffed under my convers as they were a little too long. I wore a white t-shirt, on it had two words, Fuck You, and on the back Fuck Me. Over my shirt was a black sweater half way unzipped. My hood was up too, covering my messy (H/l) hair. Besides the random bursts of colors like (f/c) or maybe (f/c 2), my hair was actually a simple kind of
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(Name) let out a sigh, she look at the two other sitting in the living room. One was her older brother, two years older than her and Mr. Popular of the school. The other, was her younger sister, one year younger than her and she was super pretty and popular too.Everyone loved her, she was the family baby. And where did that leave poor (Name)? She was left in the middle, normal, average, being looked over and invisible most times to other people.
Her brother, Cale, was 18 and always anger, like he had woken up on the wrong side of the bed every single day. But he wasn’t angry actually, just mutually bored and irritated. He was considered good looking and was the school’s star soccer player and honor student. He was at the top of his class.
Then there was her sister, Sage, 15 and extremely smart. She was not athletic like Cale, but she was the first freshman to be nominated to be Student Body President – and she won. She was se
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A/N: Please read the description first, o u o If you don't you might get really lost reading this. Thanks, and Enjoy!
School is not something I hate, but I don’t like it much as well. Maybe it’s the kids in that large building that I never liked, because I loved learning. There is no subject in school that I don’t hate, and I am hoping this year I pass them all! I just hope I can get through another year of crabby unforgiving teachers and snobby students who are way too full of themselves.
My breath suddenly hitched in my throat, getting startled by the sudden vibration in my pocket. I fish my phone out and look at my screen. What…? Why is she calling me? “Hello?”
“(Name)~! Where are you? I thought you were going to give me a ride to school?”
“No, Alice, I mean. Yes, I’ll give you a ride, but I haven’t left yet.
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Her soft snores eased with every breath as she hugged one of her pillows. Her door slowly cracked open and her older brother stepped in –one of her older brothers- and let out a groan. Just to be pest he and spread some misery he started flicking the light on and off so fast (Name)’s room turned into dance club with strobe lights.
Just as this happened, the girl’s alarm clock went off. Her eyes snapped open to the bright flashing room and her head pounded painfully as she awoke ever so rudely. “Lovino…” She slowly growled out. The dragon has been woken –and she is not happy.
Feliciano was starting to get worried about (Name) and Lovino. He was supposed to get her up for school because she slept in today. It’s been about ten minutes now and still he hasn’t seen any of them. He headed for her room upstairs. As h
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Warning: I want to make sure I say this now; so I don’t upset anyone with what I have written. This story does take place after the World War II Time era. Actually, right at the end of the war. Some things will be said, along such lines of what happened during the time of WWII, as said with such events I put up this warning. If you don’t want to read about something like this, then don’t. As simple as that.
A/N: I got this sudden idea after book shopping with my best friend over the weekend. I love history to no end and I plan on going into a career of history. I got this book called; If The Allies Had Fallen. So I started reading it, it’s a good book with ‘What Ifs’. So it gave me the idea to write this. Nuff said, Enjoy.
….It is read, that on this date that the Country of Germany shall be broken up and divided among the Allies. Split by Berlin and threw
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My head felt extremely light. And a rush of cool air, sounds, and lights overcome me. I let out a slurred sound and I felt a hand squeeze mine. “D-dad?” I forced out.
“Hey pumpkin. Your surgery went well. How are you feeling?” Yeah, that was my dad sitting next to me. He was the only one that called me that. I squint trying to look at him but my eyes have yet to adjust to the light. But slowly I try to sit up. Worst move of my life right there. My entire body burns in pain.
I let out a gasp as I press one of my hands to my stomach. Another wrong move. Under the hospital gown I could feel stitches all along the side of my stomach. “I-I…I don’t feel that great. W-what happened?
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And as of this morning, I wake up with the weight of a gorgeous silver painted gold, diamond ring on a silver chain around my neck. I was going to be that girl, I was, going, to be that girl.
I even called Dad and told him: “So, I’m eloping, got a problem with that? I mean, I love you and Mom, but I have to do this,”
“Ah, well, I’d like to know who the hell it is you’re marrying!” He coughed and let out a sigh, “Is this why you’ve been go
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“Barraaaarrrrrrrrrrr Giiilbert………..what have you doneeee to meeeeeee?!” You groaned out as you lay on the coach in the Beilschmidt house.
The oldest of the Beilschmidts invited you over to hang out because you guys were tots-bffs. That and the albino black mailed you to come over or he would spill the beans to Ludwig that you had a huge thing for him. But you were pretty sure he already had an idea.
And what were you to do? So you now you sit on the couch with an upset stomach and about four bottles of heavy German beer next to you. “You know I can’t driiiiiink Gil” You moan out like you were crying.
“Keseseseses~ _______ please I have seen you down so much more than four!” Gilbert laughed taking a swing of his own beer.
You shoot up from the couch and death stare him from where he was perch on the arm rest. “Yeah! I can drink great! You taught me well Oh great master
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At around twelve we had too much fun with a game I wanted to play. Because this place was rather larger than I thought, I came up with playing Hide and Seek in the dark. We didn’t even finish the first round. I hid first, and it was in Arthur’s master bathroom in the large shower. When Arthur found me, let’s just say, we had a nice long, hot shower together.
Now dry, and unable to sleep, we lit a fire and sat on his couch having small conversations.
“Are you going to tel
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But yet here I was, being dragged –along with Ludwig and Kiku- by one of my best friends. Feliciano was a fairly nice kid, he could never do wrong in my book. Unlike his older brother, he was sweet and kind, not stubborn and bitter, no violent or scary. Speaking of his brother, Lovino was stomping about ten feet ahead of us with Antonio and Francis, cussing about how he should be sleeping or eating or whatever.
“Feli, why are doing this?” I complained and he let go of my arm finally.
“Why not?” He smiled back to me and I rolled my eyes.
“I mean, really? Look at what you did to poor Ludwig, he ran out of his own house because he even
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“Yeah?” I didn’t look up from my book; I kept my eyes firmly on the one sentence I’ve been reading for the past ten minutes.
Footsteps slowly walk past me and fade out as fast as the approached. Something was kicked away from the door and it slowly closed and before I knew it he was sitting next to me, reaching out and gradually taking the books from my hands.
“How have you been?” Arthur asked as he removed his glasses, setting them on the desk on top of my closed book.
I blinked a few times surprised by the question, but eventually I shrug and look down at my hands in my lap. Apparently not the answer he wanted, Arthur got up and went over to his desk. I thought he was going back to work and reached to grab my book again but he stopped me –turning my hand over and gently forced it open.
I looked up at him and he gave me a kind smile, with his other hand held behind his back, he slowly brought it around and placed a white
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I huffed out a tired breath; class was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E! Today was a Monday, not just that, but the first day back to school from break. A nice, two week long holiday break.
But here I am now, forced to stare out a dark window at 7:47 am during my first class of the day. The teacher was up front, franticly trying to teach but no one was listening to him. The class was just jabbering away, talking and talking ever so rudely to the poor teacher. I just put my cheek in the palm of my hand and dazed out.
My mind traveled back to the sweet days when I would sleep in, and be lazy. Even if my friend Ludwig would get upset at that, I ignored him over my vacation. I wouldn’t do anything but be lazy.
But now school was back in session. It was crazy cold out, the wind was blowing like crazy, and the snow was sadly melting away.
A sudden vibration jerked me from my thoughts and my heart jumped in my chest. Thank god I sit in the back of the class! I pulled my phone out of
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I was somewhat happily sitting on the couch in my living room watching a movie on HBO with Dad while Mom was cleaning up the kitchen. It was only six o’clock now and I already wanted to curl up in my bed and go to sleep.
It was last week when I confronted Arthur in his class room, about him smoking. I don’t know if he stopped, or if he is being sneakier about it, but at least I can’t smell the stench of death in his classroom or on him anymore when I walk by.
We haven’t spoken much either since then as well, it’s been killing me honestly. My mood swings have at least dimmed down some. I’m not as much mad or sad, just trying to ignore that empty feeling on t
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“No! Don’t explain! I don’t need to know anything! I saw what I saw through the window in the door. I don’t need to listen to anything.” She barked at me, and I could swear, Arthur was dead some were under a desk or on the floor. But I had to forget about him as I tried to calm down my friend. “I won’t tell….” Her words shook me to my very core.
“What?” Two voices echoed in the room. Arthur and I both seemed to refuse to believe her words. I looked back to him, and saw that he was as stiff as a board, trying to hold himself up on the nearby desk he leaned on.
Looking back to Savannah, I saw her crying. Sh
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The echoing sound of her shoes slapping along the pavement was the only content sound she could hear. Anything else she ignored, the light misty rain, the breeze forcing her teeth to clamp together.
Why was she doing this? Because, they said otherwise, they all said she wasn’t pretty, she wasn’t thin, and she wasn’t popular. She was a good for nothing nobody.
And how do you solve that problem? Wake up at five in the morning every day before school and jog the 8 miles to school. Yes, she lived 8 miles away from school. She wouldn’t get a ride from friends, or let her mother drive her there before work. No she had to do this.
A bitter chuckle came from her lips as she shut her eyes tight and wipe away the rain. I feel like that time Alfred freaked out about having a soft belly,
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“Get off my fucking back already!”
“Why? So you can just ignore me all day again?”
I scoffed rolling my eyes. All I wanted to do was sit down for a few minutes and breathe. Let the work and stress wash off me. This whole day I’ve been working my ass off. But I get home, and he was all up in my face again. He has been bugging me from the time I woke up until now, “Maybe I’ve been ignoring you for a fucking reason, Eren!” I snapped at him with fire lighting up in my eyes.
We didn’t fight often. We’ve been dating for a year and a half now. But we could both be seen as hard asses, or so I was told by a rather negative neighbor of ours. Eren often got angered quickly and could be stubborn about things. I was considered a smart ass. And I was hard to persuade, where I never really liked changing my mind or making things easier for the rest of us
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“Are you mad?”
“Even if I was you wouldn’t let me,”
He was right. I wouldn’t let him be angry with me, even if he should be mad. “Are you going to talk to me?”
He squeezed my hand in his and picked up his speed, walking on. “I have something to show you,” He ignored my question as a large old building came into view.
“What is this?” I didn’t ask him, but he answered anyways.
“It was,” Gilbert paused looking around, “A logging factory, it’s abandoned by the companies. Now it’s a drug house,”
“What!? Why are we here?!” I started to tug away from him, but he pulled me quickly to his chest and covered my mouth with his free hand.
“Just shut up for a second!” He snapped. I wanted to hit him for yelling at me, but I pushed the urge away and did as told.
The sound of a car pulling itself along the forest floor
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“Swiggity swoogity Imma comin’ for da booty,” Gilbert chuckled along with me.
What a wonderful Monday afternoon this was. We just got done doing this partner math worksheet and well, you see. Now we were going over it. And sitting in the back of the class room with a tone deaf teacher had its benefits.
I slapped a hand over my mouth as tears formed in the corner of my eyes. I tried so hard to hold back my laughter but I couldn’t do it any longer. I burst out laughing; all eyes on me as my face turned red and tears ran down my cheeks with a bit of my makeup.
“Will you shut up!”
Everyone went silent, even Gilbert who stopped laughing with me to look at the kid who dared tell me. I glared at him, and all his asshole-ly-ness. “Why should I?” I snapped and Gilbert grabbed my
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“How many damn times do I have to tell you this?! No! I’m trying to –augh! You know what, forget it! I don’t care! I just don’t care anymore!” I hung up the phone and sat down on the couch. My heart felt like jumping off the side of a building.
“Is everything alright (Name)?” I quickly cleaned away the small fragments of tears and looked over my shoulder with a smile.
“I’m fine Ludwig, thanks,” I turned my attention back to my clenched fists.
I’m pretty sure he knew what was up. So I ignored that he sat down next to me with a concerned look. “It was Gilbert again wasn’t it?”
I nodded my head. He knew what was up. Everyone did. Dammit! Arthur got out of jail last week and I’m still pissed about how he even knew my relationship was going do hill fast.
There was a bitter chuckle next to me and I
Punk!PrussiaXPunkReader Boy in the Back of Class 3“I-I-I’m fr-fr-r-ree-zi-ing m-my as-as-ass o-ff-ff!” I shivered walking with Gilbert. He was laughing, and walking to my left, gazing at all the lights and monsters hung around the amusement park. We already went tick-or-treating and stashed all the candy in his car. From there, on our way around the park we scared kids and went into a few haunted houses. Some were okay, some sucked, and some made me almost piss myself –even Gilbert who wouldn’t admit it.Punk!PrussiaXPunkReader Boy in the Back of Class 32 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
“Then you shouldn’t have worn a skirt frau!” He grinned at me and I gave him a glare.
Huffing out a breath I shivered and wrapped my Prussia blue coat around me. “I-I-I on-only wore th-th-th-is-is fo-for yo-you ja-ja-jack a-a-ass,” I held my teeth clamped as best as I could. Because you see, I wore some female version of Gilbert’s costume because well, let me tell you how the conversation went.
It started with me calling Gilbert complaining that I had no id
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“Hmmm,” (Name) looked at the list she made for herself. It was a simple list of things she had to do today. “Maybe...No,” She scribbled out one of the words and let out a huff.
She had a busy day planed, mostly to do things she really just didn’t need to do! But with the holiday season over, it was time to spend all her gift card money. But on the other hand, she could have just done this all on another day, but that was highly unlikely for the girl.
But on the other hand, her phone started to ring so she pulled it from her pocket and gave a cheery, “Hello!”
“Hello (Name)!” It was Ivan, a good friend of hers. Actually, a longtime friend for many years now.
“Hia Ivan! What’s up,” She looked back to her list as she listened. She scribbled out another thing she planned to do.
“I was wondering if you would be doing anything today?” The Russian asked. It seems
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Three sharp knocks echoed the halls of my apartment somewhere in the background. Maybe that blasted cat of mine finally decided to come out of hiding. Three more knocks, and then my doorbell rang….who the bloody hell is here!?
I shot up from my bed and slowly raised my hands to my face. Dragging my hands down my face, I noticed the figure next to me. I jumped back so far I smacked my head on the wall behind my bed. “Oww, Bloody fwuuu..” Rubbing what would most like become a headache in five seconds, I squinted at the person next to me. “Oh,” It was (Name), I completely forgot she was here. Shit! And who is ringing my door bell like this!
Seriously who would just ring a bell constantly? I fumbled and kicked off the sheets stumbling to the floor. Yawning I grab a spare shirt plus a bath robe to slip on and creep out of the bed room. Making sure to close the door behind me, I sigh. The doorbell was now being combined with consta