Romano x Depressed!Reader: Promise
It didn't feel right to be in this world. Everything that life threw at you was never anything great. For the past six months, it felt like Hell. You were failing in school, your boyfriend recently broke up with you, and people were bullying you to their satisfaction. It began to make you very, very depressed. Your friends would try your best to cheer you up, but it hardly did much. Not even your lifelong crush, Lovino Vargas, could make you happy. They wanted to just hug you and tell you "It's OK" but they knew it wouldn't do any good.
You sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the wall with crystal tears in your red, puffy eyes. You didn't know what to do; you just felt like giving up.
Not yet you wouldn't. If you gave life one more chance, maybe it would turn out better. You just had to give it a try.
You stood up and went to your mirror. In the reflection, you saw a beautiful girl with (h/l) (h/c) hair and dazzling (e/c) eyes, although they were red from crying. She had (
Romano X Depressed!Reader- Request.Life. Sucks.Romano X Depressed!Reader- Request.3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
You felt numb all over. You wanted to curl up and die right here and now. You were currently in the Girls bathroom of the mall crying into the sink as Elizabetha and Mei, your best friends since birth, were keeping guard so no one could come in. What was the reason you were here? Easy, everything in your live was crumbling. Nothing was happy anymore. No one noticed you anymore. Your parents split up two weeks ago, you were failing all your classes and had 3 hours of detention on you every day, and to top it all off, the guy you had been crushing on since forever, Lovino, and yes you liked him! No matter what others said about him! had been "secretly" dating Antonio, and by the way, you were the only one Antonio hated. And you know how you found out?
"Have you heard?" Elizabetha asked while she, Mei, and you were at the mall
"Heard what?" Mei asked, tilting her head.
"Antonio and Lovino are dating!" Elizabetha giggled.
"Oh that, that's old news, they've been dati
Denmark x Suicidal!Reader - He hates me...Denmark x Suicidal!Reader - He hates me...Denmark x Suicidal!Reader - He hates me...1 year ago in Romance More Like This
You were living in the Nordic Household, your parents died in an accident. It happened 5 years ago. None of your family was willing to take you in, so you couldn't go anywhere. That was when your five friends, Tino, Berwald, Lukas, Emil and Matthias found out that you couldn't go anywhere. They /were/ willing to take you in so that's how you got in the Nordic houshold. Belive it or not, you fell for Matthias soon enough. All the Nordics already noticed. But the problem was that Matthias didn't notice. But there was something else bothering you very much. Matthias would tease you alot. But not in a funny manner, in a one that made your heart cry. You were very depressed. Tino was very good at making you smile, but even he couldn't make you smile now. It only became worse and worse, you started to get bullied at school too. You started cutting yourself. Hoping for your life to end soon.
'Matthias hates me... They all hate me...' you thought clos
Russia X Depressed! Reader!Russia X Depressed! Reader!Russia X Depressed! Reader!2 years ago in Drama More Like This
(WARNING MAY CONTAIN SOME SENSITIVE MATERIAL)
You were sitting in the class room, but you were not paying attention to the class, you didn’t feel like it, you never really did, you were depressed and why wouldn’t you? You had no friends; your family rejected you because you were not like them, and you were bullied all the time, you just sighed you wanted to get home and try what you did every night. ¨Class today we have a new student his name is Ivan Braginski, pleas sit next to Miss (last name) ¨ the teacher said and he did so, you looked at the man; he had sandy hair, he was really tall and purple eyes that send chills down peoples spines, he sat next to you and smiled at you ¨Privet, I am Ivan, what is your name? ¨ He asked you ¨(y/n) ¨ you said with a bored expression ¨Nice to meet you, Da? ¨ He said still smiling you just nodded and ended the conversation that way.
School had ended
Red Lines - BTT X Depressed!ReaderRed Lines - BTT X Depressed!Reader1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
It all began with a single text.
Why don't you die fat ass?!
It was from one of my only friends. She turned on me to become popular. Then more poured in.
They slowly got more detailed.
How about you do yourself and the world a favor and slit your throat.
Wassup bitchy? I got an idea! How about you go die under a bridge, kay?
I was just wondering if you might consider loosing weight. You know, so there won't be anymore earthquakes during gym.
They all stung, and the words rang through my head as I dragged a knife against my shoulders, letting the blood drip freely into the sink. I was home alone, because I lived alone, after my parents died last year, shortly before people started bullying me. So I let myself sob as loud as I wanted, trailing the bloody knife through my easily marred flesh. Satisfied that I was done for now, I washed the knife off
England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone You glance at the clock. 12:30 AM. Way past your bedtime. Looking back up at the ceiling, you sigh, another tear rolling down your cheek. Nothing had gone right today. You had a writer’s block, and when you did start writing, it wasn’t good enough. Then when you were sorting your photography, you found that you didn’t really have a ‘thing’ that you took photography of. Like, some people only took pictures of trees, or flowers, but you did everything. Like you were a wanna-be photographer. And you hated it. Nothing was special about the way you wrote or photographed.England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Then, you had spent part of the day with your best friend. Stupidly, though, she was too busy skyping her friends and having fun with them to notice your depressed state. After she left, you messaged one of your other best friends on facebook. They only told you that a family member of theirs died, and then said they had to go. So here you were, listening to the radio, and lying on your b
Romano x Depressed!Reader - Don't Lie (Commission)I stare outside of the window, looking at the night sky as I try to spot a few stars. I hold a cup of soda as loud music mixed with random conversations go on behind me.Romano x Depressed!Reader - Don't Lie (Commission)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"How is this supposed to help me, again?" I ask, turning to my friend Alfred, who's munching on a burger. He laughs, saying,
"Parties help everything!" Well, got to admire his spirit. It doesn't really help me, though.
"No offense, Alfie, but it's not working for me. . ." I say, honestly to him. I see his smile falter a bit, as if sure he could help me, but then says,
"Alright dudette. Hey, if you want, you don't have to stay. I know parties aren't your thing, but I wanted to try, you know?" I give a small smile, nodding.
"I know, Alfie. Thank you." Walking outside, I sigh. I look down at the sidewalk, and mumble, "Lonely, but not alone. . . Story of my life, right there." I have so many friends, but only a few actually try to cheer me up. One of them being Alfred. I just feel so lonely though,
Romano X Suicidal!Reader: You're Never AloneRomano X Suicidal!Reader: You're Never Alone1 year ago in Drama More Like This
(Y/n) stepped into the small trail of the bridge.
She couldn’t take it anymore.
Her mom and dad didn’t love her.
Nobody loved her.
The boy she fell in love with confessed to her, and they started dating.
But not for long. She found him betraying her with another girl, and he didn’t even try to apologize. He just grinned and continued.
The teachers didn’t care for her either.
Even though she was always so kind and gentle…Everybody seemed to hate her.
And it hurt her badly.
The only friends she made soon disappeared or left her.
But it didn’t matter; she was going to end it all.
She let out a few lonely tears stream down her soft cheeks and she smiled sadly and looked at the water below the bridge.
It was rare someone pass through there, so it was perfect.
It was not like someone would come, anyway.
She looked down and silently chuckled. This was it. There was not coming back. A place on Hell was reserved for her, or so she thought.
She moved her feet
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End] Warning: This fan fiction contains sensitive material, such as vivid suicide fantasies and attempts, bullying, and depression. If you think this has any chance of triggering you in ANY way, DO NOT READ. Thank you.Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End]1 year ago in Romance More Like This
It had been a week since Hero had started texting you. And honestly, you could say that your life was becoming much better because of him.
He continually encouraged you to do your chores and homework, and when you were done, telling you that you did a good job, and praising you, even though he wasn’t physically there. He always asked how your day was, and how you were doing. Always knew when you were lying, and when you were, asked you the question again to see if you had changed your mind about telling him. But if you didn’t, then he wouldn’t push it; he would give you your
RQ: Prussia x Abused!ReaderRQ: Prussia x Abused!Reader10 months ago in Drama More Like This
Kind!Prussia x Abused!Reader:
(name) sighed and pushed a strand of (h/c) hair out of her face. As it fell back, she sighed again and crossed her (e/c) eyes. Just wonderful. She grasped a hair tie from her wrist and messily bound her hair back. Then her gaze returned to the old graves. This was her place of peace... well as peaceful as her life could get. She could not flee from her own thoughts after all. But a moment without any screams, yells, attacks... yeah. A place of peace. Just an old, probably forgotten graveyard. Somewhere in the woods. Trees in between the graves. It was almost tranquil, like a stop in time.
If she would be able to choose where she'll die, it would be this place. Her last minutes should be nice ones. No kidding though, if life went on as it was right now, she would be able to choose her dying place.
She sighed again and watched as the sun slowly disappeared through the branches of the forest.
It was the usual time of day he went to the old cemetery in
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P2 “- and if you call now, you could save big! So call this number at –“Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P21 year ago in Romance More Like This
Your hand slumped against your alarm clock, successfully turning it off. Groaning, you rubbed your eyes of any sleep, and slowly hoisted yourself out of your warm cocoon of blankets. Shivering at the sudden lack of warmth, you quickly got up, or, well, as quickly as your sluggish legs could carry you, and headed into the bathroom, shutting the door behind you, and then turning on the shower.
Once you had peeled all of your clothes off, you carefully placed yourself under the warm water, letting it fall on your exposed skin, and then to roll down into the drain below. Letting out a content sigh, you stayed like that for who knows how long, just letting your limbs warm up and for your eyes to become more alert. Despite getting to bed early the night before, you were still tired, for you had missed so much sleep tha
Catching You Depressed!Reader x GermanyCatching You Depressed!Reader x Germany2 years ago in Drama More Like This
A/N: WARNING! Depression, sensitive feelings, suicidal thoughts, and some foul language! No like no hate. Just go back to the previous page now enjoy!
I'd fallen in love with a woman but she broke up with me and I was devastated. Six months later, I went into a suicidal depression from the break-up of the relationship, but I resolved to not do what my friends had done. And so I reached out for help.
- Aron Ralston
" I'm tired of this shit! Being hurt, being bullied, feeling misery, being depressed, I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT! I WANT IT ALL TO END! " I thought to myself as I ran. I ran towards the bridge of London, England, huffing and puffing, losing my breaths at each second. I felt like my life was draining in seconds, being sucked in a black hole, losing myself to depression and misery.
I wanted all of this to end.. I knew that I needed help, but.. What would my friends do? What would they even do?
Saying, " Don't worry ___, it's not even a big deal. " Or, " Just get through it.
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P1 You gasped as a body suddenly collided with your shoulder, causing you to stumble and drop all of your books and papers. As you lifted your head from the ground and looked up, you found that no one was looking down at you, waiting for their chance to apologize. Sighing, and thinking that you should have known better than to even hope that somebody had noticed you in your vulnerable state, you started to gather your fallen things up. You winced as you reached out with your right arm, since it had been the arm that you fell on. Ignoring the pain, you clumsily picked up your remaining things and stood up, careful to not hit anyone around you. When you were finally upright, the bell rang, and your eyes flew wide. You were going to be late for class!Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P11 year ago in Romance More Like This
Scrambling around the few remaining students in the hallways, you ran to your next class, wincing when you landed too hard and pain shot through your arm. When you finally made it to your next c
GermanyXDepressed!ReaderGermanyXDepressed!ReaderGermanyXDepressed!Reader2 years ago in Drama More Like This
(Note: you are a country, (idk pick one) and you have joined the axis)
You are the new country (epic country) and you have been feeling rather shit for the past few months. Ok, a year or two. But what do people expect when you had no friends or family and grew up completely alone? Resonantly you had joined the Axis, and life seemed almost cheerier~! If you ever felt down Italy was always there to pick you up and everyone had a way to make you laugh. Your favorite Axis member was of course, Germany, talk about a hottie~! But unfortunately dark thoughts will forever loom in the black abyss of your mind. You would sometimes catch yourself stopping and staring at the knife while you were making dinner, if you weren't paying attention it would sometimes more closer towards your hand. Yet luckily you had never actually hurt yourself, only a crazy person would. Then again everyones a little crazy in this world. But at least now you weren't alone, you hated being alone
Russia X Depressed!Reader -Worthy"(Your name)?" The familiar, Russian accent drifted through the halls. "(Your name)! Where are you?"Russia X Depressed!Reader -Worthy2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You ignored him, sitting on your bedroom floor, your back against the hard wooden door, preventing anyone from entering. You took a deep breath, drawing your knees up to your chest.
Again, you ignored him. It was only a matter of time before he'd give up and leave. Just like everybody else, he'd forget of your very existence. This brought tears to your eyes, the very thought of that Russian man leaving your life. He was your only source of happiness. But what were you doing now? You were hiding from him. Hiding from the only thing that makes you want to live.
"(Your name)? Sunflower?"
A tiny smile ghosted across your lips as you heard him say that nickname he'd given you. You soon shook it off, your tears building up again. You felt as if you weren't worth the time he gave you. You felt as if you were a waste of space. You felt so... useless.
China x Abused!Bullied!Suicidal!Dying!ReaderChina x Abused!Bullied!Suicidal!Dying!Reader1 year ago in Romance More Like This
China x Abused Bullied Suicidal Dying Reader
You sighed as you sat on your couch you just found out you had a month to live because you had some horrible disease that can't be cured. You were thinking about telling your best friend Yao but if you did he would just freak out. After you thought about it you went to sleep. In the morning you woke up and looked at your clock.
"Oh crap I'm late for school!" you shouted.
You got dressed as quickly as you could and ran out the door. When you got to class the teacher got mad at you and just told you to sit down. After the lesson there was still time so the teacher let everyone have free time. You pulled out your notebook and started writing something. You smiled and read over the letter you wrote in your head.
I've been wanting to tell you this for a l
SpainXSick!Depressed!ReaderWarning; this contain swearing. XDSpainXSick!Depressed!Reader1 year ago in Drama More Like This
Yeah it was normal for everyone to have scars, from points in their life, but the scars you had? They were more than just scars, they were parts of your life you got the most grief out of, or the parts in your life you hated.
Of course not all your scars people could see. You had scars on the inside too. Every time someone would tease you, even if it was a friend a scar would tear your heart apart even more.
Over time, this had caused you enough grief, that you had slowly began to get sick, and the doctor’s didn’t know how to cure this sickness.
This sickness was called depression, and even though there was a cure for depression the doctors, or anyone really couldn’t bring back that smile, they had said you were too far gone, that the depression had taken over your life for good.
But Antonio was, and is an exception, to that theory. Antonio was one of your best friends in the whole wide world, and every time he was with you, your hea
Canada x Bullied!Suicidal!Tomboy!ReaderCanada x Bullied!Suicidal!Tomboy!Reader1 year ago in Drama More Like This
"What the hell are you wearing? Are you even a girl? Gosh I wouldn't know! You look to much like an ugly boy. You even dress and act like one! Wow, you really are pathetic!" One of the many popular girls at your school said to you. You just gave her a blank stare, shrugged, and continued eating your lunch. "Bitch, I wasn't done talking to you!" You were suddenly slapped across the face. Hard.
You looked up at the smirking girl as your hand made it's way to your stinging cheek. "You fat, useless, ugly, pig! That will teach you to listen!" AFter the slut was done throwing insults at you and walked away, you got up and walked into the girls bathroom.
Luckily there was no one in it at the moment. You locked the door and walked over to the mirrors. In the mirror you saw what you usual look. You [h/l] [h/c] pulled into a ponytail, your body being covered in a [f/c] sweatshirt, and baggy black jeans. Your feet were covered by simple gray shoes and your hood was pulled over your ponytail.
Hetalia x Abused! Reader Chapter OneEngland’s POV:Hetalia x Abused! Reader Chapter One1 year ago in Settings More Like This
I was walking through an ally using it as a short-cut to get to the meeting place, it being held in America this month. It was abandoned and disgusting there, but it was the fastest way and I was already late. The perfect scones don’t take ten minutes to bake, you know. It was getting late, shadows were growing from every angle and the street lights in the distance were starting to turn on. I was walking past a huge pile of trash (gross!) when I heard a soft moan. I looked around, not seeing anybody, and started to walk again. But before I could take even three steps, I heard another, more painful moan.
“Hey.” A mysterious voice said. It sounded like a young girl voice. I looked at the direction I heard the voice from, and I could barely make out a human shape. It was a girl, lying on the trash pile.
“Kill me.” She said.
“What?” I asked, astonished a little girl would say that.
“Kill me. I can’t move. I’m
Romano x Reader: Sudden ChangesRomano x Reader: Sudden Changes1 year ago in Romance More Like This
You sighed and rolled over on your back for the millionth time at 2:00 in the morning. Why did it have to be this night of all nights that you couldn't sleep?!
You were filled with dread and you could feel the anxiety building up. You had just recovered from being sick and you just so happened to have school. You also knew there was no way to plead your parents into letting you stay home one more day, because you had missed too many days of school already. You had no idea why, but you just hated school! The only good part of school was seeing your longtime crush, Lovino Vargas.
Lovino Vargas was the greatest man alive. He had a perfect tsundere-like personality which made him adorable, a charming smile, Hell, everything about him was perfect! And not too long ago after being best friends for five years, he revealed his true identity to you. Lovino is the personification of South Italy, and whenever he told you that you were shocked, to be honest. You still remained friends with
China x Bullied!Reader: The New Student (RQ)China x Bullied!Reader: The New Student (RQ)1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I hate this school."
[Name] sighed and rested her head on her right hand. She felt the bandages on her head rub against her palm and she slightly flinched. She looked at the teacher, who was writing learning material on the board. [Name] didn't even bother listening, she already turned in her homework for this lesson. The phone then rang and everyone turned their head to the phone on the teacher's desk. The teacher then walked over to his desk and picked up the phone.
As he did, the whispering in the classroom increased. Everyone whispered to their friends, except for [Name]. She didn't have any, she lost them a long time ago. The teacher then hung up and the whispering stopped. He then stood in front of everyone. "Well class, it seems we have a new student. He should be arriving any minute now."
The door then swung in slowly, and a boy walked in. [Name] looked towards th
No Longer Invisible [Romano x Shy!Reader]There he is. Lovino Vargas. The hottest guy in class. The guy that every girl wants.No Longer Invisible [Romano x Shy!Reader]2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Here I am. [First Name][Last Name]. That one person who’s never really noticed by many. Due to my shyness, people notice Matthew Williams more than me…
Once again, I watch as girls flock towards the Italian. Most of them are wearing tight shirts, others wearing short skirts. They’re desperate to get his attention. So desperate, that they’ll wear the sluttiest clothes to get a reaction out of them. And the worst part about this, he actually notices. Lovino tends to flirt. With just about every pretty girl.
But this time was different. I watched as his hazel eyes scanned the crowds of people. As if he were searching for somebody… Probably his brother Feliciano. Who was making his way towards me. Feli was one of the few people who noticed me, thank god.
“Ciao bella~” He called out in a singsongy voice. I allowed myself to smile at the adorable Italian. He
England x Depressed!Reader - You Could Love Me You sighed for the… you couldn’t even think of a number high enough. Sniffling, you rolled over on your bed for the whoknowshowmany time, clutching a pillow to your chest. Your tired, red, (e/c) eyes stared bleakly at the wall in front of them, having run out of tears long before. Your thoughts wandered back to the reason why you were in this horrible seemingly never ending mess.England x Depressed!Reader - You Could Love Me2 years ago in Romance More Like This
It all started with your lovesick depression. Yes, you were lovesick. You never had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk with, and someone to hold hands with, nope. The only person that you wanted to do those things with didn’t think of you that way.
And his name is Arthur Kirkland.
You and Arthur have been best friends since freshman year, and now you were both juniors. Or soon to be, anyways; it was summer at the moment.
Back to the reason why you are lying in bed
Hetalia x Depressed!Reader: We're HereHetalia x Depressed!Reader: We're Here1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
You sat there, depressed. You were in your room, drawings on paper and unfinished stories on paper were scattered everywhere in your room, making you look like a workaholic. But you weren't, really. You just have tons of free time to do things and no one visited that much. You didn't even bother to set up a Christmas tree or lights.
But today, on Christmas, no one greeted you 'Merry Christmas' or 'Happy Holidays' or what not. You had a phone of course, cell and home, but no one called or texted you. It was like you were being ignored. No, not even your best friends. Not Alfred, Arthur, Gilbert, Feliciano.
You lived in a small single family house, that had enough money to buy and pay for the electricity and water bill. You manage to make a living as a [job 1] and [job 2], in which they paid you well. You didn't live with your parents or siblings. They died.
Bully!Romano x Victim!Reader: Mean---------------------------------------------------------------------------------Bully!Romano x Victim!Reader: Mean2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man”
(3rd person P.O.V.)
You were walking down the halls to your next class, textbooks in hand and pencil case slipping out of your grip. As it fell, you were shoved into the lockers, crashing down like your pencil case. You heard its contents scatter across the hall, then cruel laughter. It took a few seconds for your eyes to refocus on a very familiar figure, and it wasn’t like you weren’t expecting this to happen; it happened every day.
“Idiota,” a deep male voice growled. His voice was like nails on a chalkboard; it sent shivers down