Romano x Depressed!Reader: Promise
It didn't feel right to be in this world. Everything that life threw at you was never anything great. For the past six months, it felt like Hell. You were failing in school, your boyfriend recently broke up with you, and people were bullying you to their satisfaction. It began to make you very, very depressed. Your friends would try your best to cheer you up, but it hardly did much. Not even your lifelong crush, Lovino Vargas, could make you happy. They wanted to just hug you and tell you "It's OK" but they knew it wouldn't do any good.
You sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the wall with crystal tears in your red, puffy eyes. You didn't know what to do; you just felt like giving up.
Not yet you wouldn't. If you gave life one more chance, maybe it would turn out better. You just had to give it a try.
You stood up and went to your mirror. In the reflection, you saw a beautiful girl with (h/l) (h/c) hair and dazzling (e/c) eyes, although they were red from crying. She had (
Romano X Depressed!Reader- Request.Life. Sucks.Romano X Depressed!Reader- Request.3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
You felt numb all over. You wanted to curl up and die right here and now. You were currently in the Girls bathroom of the mall crying into the sink as Elizabetha and Mei, your best friends since birth, were keeping guard so no one could come in. What was the reason you were here? Easy, everything in your live was crumbling. Nothing was happy anymore. No one noticed you anymore. Your parents split up two weeks ago, you were failing all your classes and had 3 hours of detention on you every day, and to top it all off, the guy you had been crushing on since forever, Lovino, and yes you liked him! No matter what others said about him! had been "secretly" dating Antonio, and by the way, you were the only one Antonio hated. And you know how you found out?
"Have you heard?" Elizabetha asked while she, Mei, and you were at the mall
"Heard what?" Mei asked, tilting her head.
"Antonio and Lovino are dating!" Elizabetha giggled.
"Oh that, that's old news, they've been dati
Romano x Depressed!Reader - Don't Lie (Commission)I stare outside of the window, looking at the night sky as I try to spot a few stars. I hold a cup of soda as loud music mixed with random conversations go on behind me.Romano x Depressed!Reader - Don't Lie (Commission)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"How is this supposed to help me, again?" I ask, turning to my friend Alfred, who's munching on a burger. He laughs, saying,
"Parties help everything!" Well, got to admire his spirit. It doesn't really help me, though.
"No offense, Alfie, but it's not working for me. . ." I say, honestly to him. I see his smile falter a bit, as if sure he could help me, but then says,
"Alright dudette. Hey, if you want, you don't have to stay. I know parties aren't your thing, but I wanted to try, you know?" I give a small smile, nodding.
"I know, Alfie. Thank you." Walking outside, I sigh. I look down at the sidewalk, and mumble, "Lonely, but not alone. . . Story of my life, right there." I have so many friends, but only a few actually try to cheer me up. One of them being Alfred. I just feel so lonely though,
Russia X Depressed! Reader!Russia X Depressed! Reader!Russia X Depressed! Reader!2 years ago in Drama More Like This
(WARNING MAY CONTAIN SOME SENSITIVE MATERIAL)
You were sitting in the class room, but you were not paying attention to the class, you didn’t feel like it, you never really did, you were depressed and why wouldn’t you? You had no friends; your family rejected you because you were not like them, and you were bullied all the time, you just sighed you wanted to get home and try what you did every night. ¨Class today we have a new student his name is Ivan Braginski, pleas sit next to Miss (last name) ¨ the teacher said and he did so, you looked at the man; he had sandy hair, he was really tall and purple eyes that send chills down peoples spines, he sat next to you and smiled at you ¨Privet, I am Ivan, what is your name? ¨ He asked you ¨(y/n) ¨ you said with a bored expression ¨Nice to meet you, Da? ¨ He said still smiling you just nodded and ended the conversation that way.
School had ended
England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone You glance at the clock. 12:30 AM. Way past your bedtime. Looking back up at the ceiling, you sigh, another tear rolling down your cheek. Nothing had gone right today. You had a writer’s block, and when you did start writing, it wasn’t good enough. Then when you were sorting your photography, you found that you didn’t really have a ‘thing’ that you took photography of. Like, some people only took pictures of trees, or flowers, but you did everything. Like you were a wanna-be photographer. And you hated it. Nothing was special about the way you wrote or photographed.England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Then, you had spent part of the day with your best friend. Stupidly, though, she was too busy skyping her friends and having fun with them to notice your depressed state. After she left, you messaged one of your other best friends on facebook. They only told you that a family member of theirs died, and then said they had to go. So here you were, listening to the radio, and lying on your b
Romano X Suicidal!Reader: You're Never AloneRomano X Suicidal!Reader: You're Never Alone1 year ago in Drama More Like This
(Y/n) stepped into the small trail of the bridge.
She couldn’t take it anymore.
Her mom and dad didn’t love her.
Nobody loved her.
The boy she fell in love with confessed to her, and they started dating.
But not for long. She found him betraying her with another girl, and he didn’t even try to apologize. He just grinned and continued.
The teachers didn’t care for her either.
Even though she was always so kind and gentle…Everybody seemed to hate her.
And it hurt her badly.
The only friends she made soon disappeared or left her.
But it didn’t matter; she was going to end it all.
She let out a few lonely tears stream down her soft cheeks and she smiled sadly and looked at the water below the bridge.
It was rare someone pass through there, so it was perfect.
It was not like someone would come, anyway.
She looked down and silently chuckled. This was it. There was not coming back. A place on Hell was reserved for her, or so she thought.
She moved her feet
Catching You Depressed!Reader x GermanyCatching You Depressed!Reader x Germany2 years ago in Drama More Like This
A/N: WARNING! Depression, sensitive feelings, suicidal thoughts, and some foul language! No like no hate. Just go back to the previous page now enjoy!
I'd fallen in love with a woman but she broke up with me and I was devastated. Six months later, I went into a suicidal depression from the break-up of the relationship, but I resolved to not do what my friends had done. And so I reached out for help.
- Aron Ralston
" I'm tired of this shit! Being hurt, being bullied, feeling misery, being depressed, I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT! I WANT IT ALL TO END! " I thought to myself as I ran. I ran towards the bridge of London, England, huffing and puffing, losing my breaths at each second. I felt like my life was draining in seconds, being sucked in a black hole, losing myself to depression and misery.
I wanted all of this to end.. I knew that I needed help, but.. What would my friends do? What would they even do?
Saying, " Don't worry ___, it's not even a big deal. " Or, " Just get through it.
Red Lines - BTT X Depressed!ReaderRed Lines - BTT X Depressed!Reader1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
It all began with a single text.
Why don't you die fat ass?!
It was from one of my only friends. She turned on me to become popular. Then more poured in.
They slowly got more detailed.
How about you do yourself and the world a favor and slit your throat.
Wassup bitchy? I got an idea! How about you go die under a bridge, kay?
I was just wondering if you might consider loosing weight. You know, so there won't be anymore earthquakes during gym.
They all stung, and the words rang through my head as I dragged a knife against my shoulders, letting the blood drip freely into the sink. I was home alone, because I lived alone, after my parents died last year, shortly before people started bullying me. So I let myself sob as loud as I wanted, trailing the bloody knife through my easily marred flesh. Satisfied that I was done for now, I washed the knife off
England x Depressed!Reader - You Could Love Me You sighed for the… you couldn’t even think of a number high enough. Sniffling, you rolled over on your bed for the whoknowshowmany time, clutching a pillow to your chest. Your tired, red, (e/c) eyes stared bleakly at the wall in front of them, having run out of tears long before. Your thoughts wandered back to the reason why you were in this horrible seemingly never ending mess.England x Depressed!Reader - You Could Love Me2 years ago in Romance More Like This
It all started with your lovesick depression. Yes, you were lovesick. You never had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk with, and someone to hold hands with, nope. The only person that you wanted to do those things with didn’t think of you that way.
And his name is Arthur Kirkland.
You and Arthur have been best friends since freshman year, and now you were both juniors. Or soon to be, anyways; it was summer at the moment.
Back to the reason why you are lying in bed
Romano x Reader: Sudden ChangesRomano x Reader: Sudden Changes1 year ago in Romance More Like This
You sighed and rolled over on your back for the millionth time at 2:00 in the morning. Why did it have to be this night of all nights that you couldn't sleep?!
You were filled with dread and you could feel the anxiety building up. You had just recovered from being sick and you just so happened to have school. You also knew there was no way to plead your parents into letting you stay home one more day, because you had missed too many days of school already. You had no idea why, but you just hated school! The only good part of school was seeing your longtime crush, Lovino Vargas.
Lovino Vargas was the greatest man alive. He had a perfect tsundere-like personality which made him adorable, a charming smile, Hell, everything about him was perfect! And not too long ago after being best friends for five years, he revealed his true identity to you. Lovino is the personification of South Italy, and whenever he told you that you were shocked, to be honest. You still remained friends with
RQ: Prussia x Abused!ReaderRQ: Prussia x Abused!Reader1 year ago in Drama More Like This
Kind!Prussia x Abused!Reader:
(name) sighed and pushed a strand of (h/c) hair out of her face. As it fell back, she sighed again and crossed her (e/c) eyes. Just wonderful. She grasped a hair tie from her wrist and messily bound her hair back. Then her gaze returned to the old graves. This was her place of peace... well as peaceful as her life could get. She could not flee from her own thoughts after all. But a moment without any screams, yells, attacks... yeah. A place of peace. Just an old, probably forgotten graveyard. Somewhere in the woods. Trees in between the graves. It was almost tranquil, like a stop in time.
If she would be able to choose where she'll die, it would be this place. Her last minutes should be nice ones. No kidding though, if life went on as it was right now, she would be able to choose her dying place.
She sighed again and watched as the sun slowly disappeared through the branches of the forest.
It was the usual time of day he went to the old cemetery in
China x Abused!Bullied!Suicidal!Dying!ReaderChina x Abused!Bullied!Suicidal!Dying!Reader1 year ago in Romance More Like This
China x Abused Bullied Suicidal Dying Reader
You sighed as you sat on your couch you just found out you had a month to live because you had some horrible disease that can't be cured. You were thinking about telling your best friend Yao but if you did he would just freak out. After you thought about it you went to sleep. In the morning you woke up and looked at your clock.
"Oh crap I'm late for school!" you shouted.
You got dressed as quickly as you could and ran out the door. When you got to class the teacher got mad at you and just told you to sit down. After the lesson there was still time so the teacher let everyone have free time. You pulled out your notebook and started writing something. You smiled and read over the letter you wrote in your head.
I've been wanting to tell you this for a l
Germany x Depressed! ReaderGermany x Depressed! ReaderGermany x Depressed! Reader2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Life was a bitch…it hurt me so many times! I finally gave up but I would never go so low as to commit suicide. I just cut…only two people know about this but there long gone now. My best friends (bf/1) and (bf/2) they both moved nearly the same time I can’t remember exactly how I felt but I cried that night. Then the cutting started…at first it was a few cuts a week. Then a few cuts a day, but it the stress grew more and more…well so did the cutting.
Unfortunately more people began to know…but at least one person didn’t know I mean I would just cry if he did! His name was Ludwig Beilschmidt he was a very good friend but I love him he is the only one that keeps me going. It was raining while I was sitting under a willow tree just listening to the rain beat against the ground and bark of the beautiful tree.
I didn’t notice when he came “____? Is Zhat you?” I knew who that voice belonged to so I
Teacher!England x Abused!Student!Reader (Oneshot)Teacher!England x Abused!Student!Reader (Oneshot)1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Teacher!England x Abused!Student!reader. (oneshot)
Teach Me How to Love Again
_____- your name
(e/c)- eye color
(No p.o.v )
No one really noticed her existence. She was shy...quiet. But most of all she was beautiful...or at least Arthur Kirkland thought so. He was her english teacher, but he loved everything about her...her smile, her laugh, the way her (e/c) eyes lit up when she was happy...everything about her amazed him. So when he saw she had a boyfriend, he was upset...then he saw the first bruise that was on her, (skin tone), angel like face, he made him so angry...how dare someone hurt his ____. He tried to talk to her about it, but she claimed she fell and that she was okay.....he knew better then that though. He knew her better then she realized.
It was her boyfriend....it had to be. He could just feel it in his blood. he was hitting her...abusing her...the bruises kept appearing but no one but him seemed to care
Bringing You back Depressed!Reader x EnglandBringing You back Depressed!Reader x England2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Depressed!Reader x England
Warning! Emotion!!! ALOT OF EMOTION!!!!
I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it.
1. Sever despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness ad inadequacy
2. A condition of mental disturbance, typically lack of energy and difficutly in maintaining concentration or interest of life.
Synonyms: Distress, Hopeless, Misery, Melancholy
Antonyms: Is there even antonyms when your lost? When your in misery? Crumbling and shattering into pieces? Is there?
Tears fell from your eyes, dripping rapidly down to the bathroom floor. You held the pocket knife sturdy and cutted your skin, making blood trinkle down your arm. You bit your lip, baring the pain and tasting blood from your moist red lips. It tasted disgusting yet wonderful. The pain you felt, the pain your heart
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End] Warning: This fan fiction contains sensitive material, such as vivid suicide fantasies and attempts, bullying, and depression. If you think this has any chance of triggering you in ANY way, DO NOT READ. Thank you.Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End]1 year ago in Romance More Like This
It had been a week since Hero had started texting you. And honestly, you could say that your life was becoming much better because of him.
He continually encouraged you to do your chores and homework, and when you were done, telling you that you did a good job, and praising you, even though he wasn’t physically there. He always asked how your day was, and how you were doing. Always knew when you were lying, and when you were, asked you the question again to see if you had changed your mind about telling him. But if you didn’t, then he wouldn’t push it; he would give you your
Prussia x Suicide!Depressed!Reader: You mean it..?Warning!: some fluff...Prussia x Suicide!Depressed!Reader: You mean it..?2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You kept running in the rain, tears running down your face. You heard your name being called in the distance. At this point, you didn't care anymore. Your legs began to get tired, about to collapse. But you shook it off and kept running, beginning to pant. Your (e/c) eyes were dull, lifeless, so cold. Your (h/c) hair was damp from the rain. You couldn't take life anymore...it was to painful for you. You ran into a dark alley as thunder rumbled, making you jump. You slide against the alley wall and panted. You buried your face into your hands and sobbed. After a while, the tears stopped. You tried crying, but the tears wouldn't come. You blinked. That was it...you cried your very last tears. You sighed and stood up. "I hate life...nobody gives a flying fuck about me...everybody hates me.." You pulled out a knife and put it to your wrist, right next to the others. Then, you sliced your skin quickly, letting the blood fall onto the ground. Your (h/c) b
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P2 “- and if you call now, you could save big! So call this number at –“Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P22 years ago in Romance More Like This
Your hand slumped against your alarm clock, successfully turning it off. Groaning, you rubbed your eyes of any sleep, and slowly hoisted yourself out of your warm cocoon of blankets. Shivering at the sudden lack of warmth, you quickly got up, or, well, as quickly as your sluggish legs could carry you, and headed into the bathroom, shutting the door behind you, and then turning on the shower.
Once you had peeled all of your clothes off, you carefully placed yourself under the warm water, letting it fall on your exposed skin, and then to roll down into the drain below. Letting out a content sigh, you stayed like that for who knows how long, just letting your limbs warm up and for your eyes to become more alert. Despite getting to bed early the night before, you were still tired, for you had missed so much sleep tha
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P1 You gasped as a body suddenly collided with your shoulder, causing you to stumble and drop all of your books and papers. As you lifted your head from the ground and looked up, you found that no one was looking down at you, waiting for their chance to apologize. Sighing, and thinking that you should have known better than to even hope that somebody had noticed you in your vulnerable state, you started to gather your fallen things up. You winced as you reached out with your right arm, since it had been the arm that you fell on. Ignoring the pain, you clumsily picked up your remaining things and stood up, careful to not hit anyone around you. When you were finally upright, the bell rang, and your eyes flew wide. You were going to be late for class!Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P12 years ago in Romance More Like This
Scrambling around the few remaining students in the hallways, you ran to your next class, wincing when you landed too hard and pain shot through your arm. When you finally made it to your next c
Germany x Depressed!Reader~Your POV~Germany x Depressed!Reader2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Beep, beep, beep, beep!
You groaned as you turned and shut off your alarm. As you did, you realized the long, perfect cuts on your arm. Shocked, you immediately shot upwards. That’s when you remembered.
“You’re useless. You are just a burden to me. Trash. I only went out with you because I felt sorry for you. Now, get off my doorstep before I have to make you, you sorry woman.”
Your ex-boyfriends words rung in your ear. He had said those words to you a week ago, and finally, fed up with stabbing only a pillow every night, you advanced to your arms.
You sighed. “I should probably put some bandages on, or else Ludwig, Feli and (Femalebestfriend) will get worried…” You thought. They were already worried enough as it was, seeing you push people away, not wanting to get close to someone ever again.
Taking a deep breath, you got up, got dressed, bandaged your arm, decided to skip breakfast, brushed your teeth, p
Russia x Depressed! Suicidal! Reader - I careRussia x Depressed! Suicidal! Reader - I care2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Warnings: Suicide attempt, mature content, crappy writing and me making things seem rushed =w=
"Dear parents, I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry i can't live up to your expectations.
Dear friends, I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we loose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
Dear people at my school, I'm sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all of you.
Dear myself, I'm sorry I was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.
Dear Ivan(Russia), I'm sorry for being a bad friend, I'm sorry for being , I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings, and I'm sorry if that I wasted your time.
I'm sorry to all of you, so I'll make it up to you. I'll kill myself, will that make you happy? Make you satisfied? Well, I guess I'll take my leap of faith. Goodbye world."
Taking in a deep breath,
Bully!Romano x Victim!Reader: Mean---------------------------------------------------------------------------------Bully!Romano x Victim!Reader: Mean2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man”
(3rd person P.O.V.)
You were walking down the halls to your next class, textbooks in hand and pencil case slipping out of your grip. As it fell, you were shoved into the lockers, crashing down like your pencil case. You heard its contents scatter across the hall, then cruel laughter. It took a few seconds for your eyes to refocus on a very familiar figure, and it wasn’t like you weren’t expecting this to happen; it happened every day.
“Idiota,” a deep male voice growled. His voice was like nails on a chalkboard; it sent shivers down
Student!Japan X Depressed!reader,Smile todayStudent!Japan X Depressed!reader,Smile today1 year ago in Drama More Like This
"____________ are you armost done?"
I heard Kiku say and i let out a sigh.
I forced a smile and then walked downstairs to Japanese man.
"Finarry"he said and smiled "i thought you wourd never finish" he said and i giggled.
"I'm sorry, i was just busy" i said and pulled down my sleeves.
I saw Kiku glare at me strangely but then he shook his head.
"Well, come on! Let's get going. I don't want to be late again" i said and he nodded.
When we finally arrived at school we rushed to class.
Always, when Kiku and i are in school, Kiku is very protective.
Almost as if he is protecting me for everyone around me.
I'm really happy with that actually! I alway feel a little bit saver with him around me.
But, sometimes, when he isn't around me. I get a kind of, lonely and scared feeling.
I can see persons around me whispering and hear them laughing.
Sometimes, it's just my imagination. But sometimes it's not.
When someone is acting mean towards me or anything, Kiku always helps me out.
GermanyXDepressed!ReaderGermanyXDepressed!ReaderGermanyXDepressed!Reader3 years ago in Drama More Like This
(Note: you are a country, (idk pick one) and you have joined the axis)
You are the new country (epic country) and you have been feeling rather shit for the past few months. Ok, a year or two. But what do people expect when you had no friends or family and grew up completely alone? Resonantly you had joined the Axis, and life seemed almost cheerier~! If you ever felt down Italy was always there to pick you up and everyone had a way to make you laugh. Your favorite Axis member was of course, Germany, talk about a hottie~! But unfortunately dark thoughts will forever loom in the black abyss of your mind. You would sometimes catch yourself stopping and staring at the knife while you were making dinner, if you weren't paying attention it would sometimes more closer towards your hand. Yet luckily you had never actually hurt yourself, only a crazy person would. Then again everyones a little crazy in this world. But at least now you weren't alone, you hated being alone
Fall for You (RomanoxReader)Fall for You (RomanoxReader)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
Separation was the best path for us to take. All we did was fight and fight over the stupidest of things. At this point all the anger between us was only leading to heart break. He was spending the separation period at his brother's house in Venice, while I stayed in our one room flat in Rome. A week has passed and life is peaceful, theirs less stress in my life when he's not around, but it would be a lie to say that I don't miss him. Because although there was a lot of fighting, there were also a lot of good times we shared.
(y/n) was all I had thought about this past week. If she was eating properly, getting enough sleep, being safe. but the thought that haunted me the most is that she could be off with another man. Someone better looking, wealthier, nicer