That Girl (Literature)That Girl (Literature)4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
That girl looks happy, laughing, having fun, right? But inside, she's dying. She's hurt and broken and tired. She's tired of the drama and not being enough. Not good enough, not pretty enough, not thin enough, not talented enough, not cool enough or perfect enough... She's tired and wants it to be over. She is tired of her life. She doesn't want to look weak or attention seeking, so she hides it deep down. She paints on a smile and pretends everything is perfect, but in the deepest hour of the night when she lays alone in the darkness, she falls apart and cries. No one can see past the mask she wears so they think everything is fine. She seems like the happiest girl they know. It kills her to see the ones she thought loved her don't even notice a thing. Sometimes she wonders what it would take for one person to finally notice. But when she thinks like that, she picks up a pen instead of the knife and begins to write.
Not Ready To Be LovedWarm hands caress my skin,Not Ready To Be Loved2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and send chills through my body.
I shudder in the darkness
but my shaking only encourages him.
He leans in and softly kisses me
and I turn away in disgust.
Lonely eyes plead for my affection
I can't stand to look anymore.
As he confesses his love for me I sigh
I am just not ready to be loved.
"I've missed you" this one claims
it's been weeks since I broke his heart.
"Holding you, kissing you, making love"
romantic words that conjure sickness inside.
He talks of his honesty, his loyalty, his devotion
he is a good man, this I know to be true.
He cries that he is so lonely without me
and I feel like I should care.
He tells me he loves me with all of his heart
but I am just not ready to be loved.
This last one is the most difficult to resist
because I could have loved him back.
I went to him in sadness
Wartime Letters - 25 Nov, 194325 November 1943Wartime Letters - 25 Nov, 19434 years ago in Romance More Like This
Well it is a pro-american comic, Jones. Why would we sell it in large quantities here? Don't be ridiculous.
It's not confusing at all. England refers only to the country of England. Whereas The United Kingdom and Britain refer to the British Isles. Two very different things, love. America has just as many, if not more, names.
I told you, I was too busy cursing my brothers to bother with dressing in some infantile costume. I did dress up a couple of years though....maybe when you are back we can celebrate Halloween together and I'll dress up, special for you.
You'll rot your teeth with all those candies. I wouldn't mind some candy either, but as it is, we don't have any here in Britain at the moment...
What does it matter if I do believe in them?? It's perfectly normal to believe in something you interact with ever- *scribbles all that out*
Jones, you're a tosser.
So are you flying the Mustang now? Or is it the Vulture...Vullie...er...Vulcan...?
For YouListen:For You4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I would be lying if I said that I didn't
Think of you every time I close my eyes,
That my mind doesn't wander to thoughts
Of you whenever I'm lonely,
That I don't whisper your name
While I sleep.
Truth be told, I am inevitably in love with you.
In a way that makes my heart skip a beat every time
I see you smile, every time I hear you laugh.
It's the fact that I still get butterflies whenever
You lightly whisper my name in my ear
That lets me know we are something more.
Nothing has ever seemed so comforting than
The feeling of your arms wrapped around my waist.
I smile up to you as we share a brief connection of
Soft lips and grazing teeth that makes me swoon.
Believe me when I say that I think of you
Every time I close my eyes,
That my mind always wanders to thoughts
Of you when I'm lonely,
That I whisper your name while I sleep.
Believe me when I say that I love you,
That there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than with you.
2 Cold 2 BleedOn frozen nights when it is too cold to bleed,2 Cold 2 Bleed2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Those are the times I am afraid to dream.
When conversation brings unwanted memories,
Tears flowing in streams until I can finally breathe.
The truth is that getting over things
Is what I do best sometimes it seems.
But how the sun shines when he speaks to me!
And I find myself wanting to know everything.
I want to look through his eyes, to see what he sees,
I want to know if he ever thinks about me.
In the end though, I shyly retreat.
I can't allow him into my reality.
I know I could love him, most certainly.
But we all know what happens...
when someone is loved by me.
Learn To LieIf you want to light a woman’s fires,Learn To Lie2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
pay attention to what she desires.
Tell her that you love her lips,
and touch her with gentle fingertips.
Kiss her passionately like lovers do,
like she’s the best thing that’s happened to you.
Listen to all the stories she tells,
tell her you care that she’s been through hell.
Comfort her and hold her hand,
feel her pain like you understand.
When she cries her hearts torn in half,
make her smile and make her laugh.
Hold her in a strong embrace,
wipe the teardrops from her face.
When she tells you that she dreams of you,
tell her you dream about her too.
And if she looks at you with pleading eyes,
whisper to her the most incredible lies.
We Have Chemistry-We Have Chemistry-We Have Chemistry4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Summary: Alfred wants to prove to Arthur that's he's not a total idiot. How does he do this? Lame pick up lines. But hey, it's all original. I think. AU Gakuentalia-Verse.
A/N: ajkasfhsfff—I just needed this to get out of my head. I'll try to update "That One Awkward Moment" on Friday. Even though I have no HW today, I just wanted to have a lazy day. *don't kill me please* Sheesh. You find one random image on a Hetalia-related page on Facebook, and then something like this happens.
Disclaimer: I don't Hetalia. But I (think I) own some of these lame pick up lines…
Warning: Um. Yeah. Lame pick up lines. AU Gakuentalia-Verse. Fluff… I guess?
Alfred F. Jones tapped his pencil on his desk as he stared at the board with determination. Or at least, attempting to have a determined look on his face. He couldn't really tell anymore, with his unfortunate case of AD
Behind the smileBehind the smile there is sorrowBehind the smile3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
behind the smile there is anger
behind the smile is someone not knowing if he can tomarrow
behind the smile is a razor
behind the smile is a bottle
behind the smile a bruised and scarred soul
behind the smile is someone fighting with his inner devil
behind the smile a heart with a gaping hole
behind the smile smoke rings in the air
behind the smile someone who really is trying
behind the smile a mind that makes him pull out his hair
behing the smile he is dying
behind the smile a scarred wrist
behind the smile a frown that never flees
behind the smile thoughts of not wanting to exist
behind the smile is everything he hopes you don't see
AquariusShe is the winter's heartAquarius3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and a January zephyr—
amethyst ankles frozen in time.
(eleven stars circulate her glacial ribs)
Forever shin-deep in the seas of
a conformed humanity,
she shall always sanctify the stains.
Wartime Letters - 20 Oct, 194320 October 1943Wartime Letters - 20 Oct, 19434 years ago in Romance More Like This
Oh, really? Chocolate? I'll look forward to it. Shall I send you another comic then? They aren't much, and I have some leftover money. Tell the nurses to bugger off if they are bothering you. Really love, you don't need to put up with that, especially if it hurts you. *clearly annoyed*
Don't think like that, Jones. I will cease speaking with you of you do. They KNEW what they were getting into when they enlisted. They KNEW the risks, and they were fighting to protect something. You didn't blow up the plane, and you didn't kill them. Oh, darling, please, don't say such things...you still owe someone a kiss you know...
Tea and Scones....a fine name for a plane. Rather silly though, but charming. I'm flattered.
Alfred, I expect you to come back to me an Ace. If you don't, I will be thoroughly disappointed.
Well...I don't know. I'm just scared you won't come home... so many haven't...and I don't want you to be one of those...that don't...
Get well soon, da
Contest Entry Chapter 1Disclaimer: Hetalia doesn't belong to me. But if it did, USUK, Spamano, and LietPol would all be cannon. Well, in ways, they're cannon, but they're still technically You know what? Lets get to the story.Contest Entry Chapter 14 years ago in Romance More Like This
Title: Lab Creations
Chapter 1: Awakenings, Changes and Meetings
Before he opened his eyes, he could hear voices. He didn't know who, or what, was talking, but he knew it was talking about him. He also felt wet, as though he was incased in water. There was also something covering his face. His curiosity over ruled his exhaustion, as he forced his sticky eyes to open. Alfred was in a lab. Again. God, didn't these people get tired over experiments on him? His hand reached up to scratch his head Wait Hands ? Alfred looked at his hand quickly, wondering what had happened to his golden fur. His eyes soon wandered to the rest of his furless body, the only thing remaining was his tail. Oh thank
Stapled (Moving Forward)He stapled his mindStapled (Moving Forward)2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To his feet,
So that he will never
Do anything he
But it turns out,
He could could no
Longer move forward.
Wartime Letters - Dec 3, 1943December 3, 1943Wartime Letters - Dec 3, 19434 years ago in Romance More Like This
Because America is the best and everybody loves Captain America!!! Besides he ends up with a british chick. I think thats pretty lucky dude right there.
What are you then because I always call you my*scratches out* the british dude. Are you English then? Or united kingdomian? Yeah but America is awesome!!! We're totally the greatest nation EVER!!!
I KNEW THAT YOU DID!!! What did you dress as?? Was it a nurse? Dude. You should totally dress up as a nurse but wear a pink outfit and not a white one. But not in public. I mean not because I want to see it or anything or had any dreams about it while in the hospital or kept thinking about it or anything like that at all because I totally wouldn't that's crazy why would you think something like that? You must be crazy. Youll dress up for me??? SPECIAL for me??? As what??? Tell me tell me tell me!!!
Dude. Heros don't rot out there teeth!!! My teeth are totally fine!!! Youll rot out your teeth with all of
Wartime Letters - Oct 31, 1943October 31, 1943Wartime Letters - Oct 31, 19434 years ago in Romance More Like This
YOU SEND ME ANOTHER CAPTAIN AMERICA COMIC BOOK?!?!?! DUDE!!! YOURE LIKE... THE AWESOMEST PERSON EVER!!!!!!
HAPPY HALOWEEN DUDE!!!!! I never really got to dress up for it but i always wanted to and liked to see all the other kids dressing up and running around!!! I had a cowboy hat thoug so i always pretended that i was a cowboy!! What do you do for haloween? Anything fun? Did you dress up at all when you were a kid? I bet you looked totally awesome in whatever you did dress up in do they do haloween in england? I really want some candy now though...
Im going to send that chocolate bar with this letter. Well actually its not the same chocolate bar because i ate that one because i couldnt let it get old and then go to waste!!! It had to be eaten so i decided to be the hero and do it. It was all for the better good dude and it had to be done.
But i cant just tell them to go away!! Want if they start to think *scribbles out* figure out *scratches out* asum
AstrologicalI have lost myself toAstrological3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Venus & Mars,
tangled in their mismatched limbs.
Just dream dust & shattered prayers
begging for a new set of skin
(she can't remember where she orbits).
Pluck these fractured wings;
the Sun & Moon no longer ache
to see me fly in their luster.
Warm Hearts 1 - GerItaSummary: Germany loves Italy, and Italy loves Germany. Why? There were so many reasons...Warm Hearts 1 - GerIta4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Pairing: GerIta (Germany/N. Italy)
I love Ludwig.
I know there are many people, like my brother, who look at us and wonder why we're together. What could I possibly want in a strict and controlled German like him?
But they don't know everything. They don't know that he always welcomes me with a smile however small when he sees me at the door. Or that he always has room for me in his bed when I get scared by a nightmare or the loud noises of a storm.
Even though he always has that stern demeanor around others, when it's just us he never tries to hide his smiles from me. No matter how small they are I always know he is just happy to spend this time with me, as I am with him. I smile enough for the both of us anyway.
His strong arms are my heaven. When I'm worried or scared or just want to relax, his arms are open before I even ask, sometimes before I even know I need them
Studying part 3 :AmeriPan:Why?Studying part 3 :AmeriPan:5 years ago in Humor More Like This
Why has god forsaken me? What have I done so badly that this should be a justly punishment? Okay. Maybe that one time with my older brother was rather uncalled for but I did say I was sorry.
Kiku laid his head on his desk unable to even listen to his teacher rant/talk about the project. I have to pay attention to him now. I'm pretty sure Mr. Goodwin does this kind of thing to me just to spite me. While Kiku was glaring daggers at Mr. Goodwin, he told everyone their assignment and to get into their groups.
"Now, you can use the rest of this class to divide the work and work out a schedule. Begin~!" And with that Mr. Goodwin sat down on his desk and began to text to his girlfriend that he thought no one knew about. Really, the school isn't that big for word not to spread fast.
'"Heeelloooo~! Anybody in therrrrre???" Gilbert waved his hand in Kiku's face trying to get his attention. Alfred sat next to him looking worried but kept silent.
"H-Huh!?" Kiku jumped. "W-What?"
The Gods Are Fishingi.The Gods Are Fishing5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Stray satellites catch
hearts in nets designed for souls;
the gods are fishing.
is life's purpose,
She says. We are damned.
of the children? I muse,
They giggle - full with purpose.
are most lost of all, toys
of the gods. Toys, She insists.
grow from grins
to smiles constrained
with dreams into futures
of lists and week-to-weeks.
grope in the dark
for meaning; sustenance
found only in others --
adults play pretend:
donning shirts and ties.
They keep the keys.
Meaning is found in
musings of gods; promise in
i don't always tell the truthwe are not constellations,i don't always tell the truth4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
now -you whip past
in a violent frenzy, inches
away from my face-
to find purpose in a star
i rush back to the arms
of a possible protector, they only
hold me for a moment
in burdened silence,
letting go when the pain
outweighs the gain
by a few tons of
light years later, you
reappear on my horizon
just before the sun,
on vaporous feet
in an orbit of devotion
you look so lovely
and my eyes fall for it
but the rest of me is itching
to be something new
and someplace else
you insist that we
organized by chaos
by our audience
ending in chorus
from where i stand,
the cosmic shiver of your lie
is like an echo
through hypothetical bones
we are not constellations,
your heart in pieces
scattered across the void,
Sober I want to stay soberSober 1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But every time I stare
At the empty bottles you left
Me, it becomes harder to resist
it is lust,the desperate kindit is lust,2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
where you long to indulge
in each other's bones,
where you curse your skins: floodgates,
keeping separate your blood.
offer only exteriors
when you want to observe
all the uncharted worlds
she cradles in her collarbone,
to take a telescope
and look down her throat
and find the stars
wandering from their constellations.
under her dirty nails,
in the ridges
of her fingerprints,
of her palms like deserts,
by divine breath-
she reads like erotica.