Fall AwayI.Fall Away5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
There's just too much in this world. I don't want to waste it. I don't want to reach out and have it all fall away, an autumn come too soon. I want to sink down into the Earth and just feel it spin, twenty-three thousand miles an hour and still not fast enough. Pin me down, just this once.
There's no way to catch on. The stars will float away before you know it. You can't float away from here. All you can do is hold on tighter. You should be fine. You should be able to just stare up at the sky and realize that no, there's nothing up there. Cities don't have that many stars, so live it up. What are you waiting for?
I want to tell you you're wonderful and have you fall like I do, breathlessly and without regret. That kind of rush is just so hard to come by these days. The world is changing so slowly, and I'm still waiting for my sunrise.
I won't tell anyone if you want to run away from here.
Your MistakeYou were cleaver enough to fool meYour Mistake5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You were cruel enough to play me
You killed me every time you got the chance.
Shattered my skin
Humiliated my love
Drowned me in tears of pain
You tortured me in every kiss, every touch, every hug
You even saw my eyes and lie to my face all the time
You did me wrong my love
You destroyed my hope
You took away my breath, my willing to fly
I lived in the shadows of pain and suffering feeling the agony of your cruel ways towards me
My heart stopped beating it wasn't broken it couldn't feel anything for the pain you put in it
But you made a big mistake darling
You forgot to tell me how to hate you
You forgot to teach me how to twist you and forget you
You kept intact all the love I feel inside for you
All the passion
You forgot your senses on my lips, your heart beating over me
Your smell on my side your lovely eyes looking back
Entangled.I watchEntangled.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your fingers twist
They slip, grasp, wringing them of all they've done.
Every mark is tattoed there, in your palm.
Erasing your hands
Tangling your sins
Couldn't we all curl in on ourselves
Be alone with our blackness; implode in isolation, desolation--how can you repel what's within you?
Cold gray rain slips down the bridge of her nose
Freckles like tiny pale fires splashed across
There is no silent scream on her lips
Each inhale she makes
Sounds of a heartbeat
It grows faint and I can't see, rain or tears blur
What have you done
What secret lies between your twisting fingers
What have you done, what have you done?
Bipolar LoveWhen I think of you I feel so happyBipolar Love5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel so alive
I feel like I can change the world with my bare hand
When I see you standing there my heart flies
My heart feels complete
feels happy again
When I talk to you I feel fine
But then I remember you aren't mine
Then it all comes back
The pain of knowing you belong to her
You smile because of someone else
Then I want to cry
Then I cant hide
All the hurt that buries deep inside my heart
Then you say you want to see me
Then you ask where I was
And my mind starts to fly
starts to wonder and I laugh
I feel so happy
The thought of seen you again makes me feel so great
The dream of watching again
Your pretty eyes and lovely smile
But then I remember
I remember you are only a friend
You don't love me
You don't care
that is when my heart hits reality and dies again
That is when I remember that you are never here and you never will
This bipolar love I feel inside makes me feel alive
Makes me want to die
Makes my heart melt and cry