//oocWell.//ooc2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Tonight, in the last half hour, I failed at talking one of my friends out of suicide.
She lives in Canada, so I couldn't go to her house to stop her.
I tried talking her out of it.
The best I could.
I really tried.
And I failed.
I let someone down.
I let someone die.
Because I wasn't good enough to help them.
Their life was shitty.
Her mom. The worst person ever.
I curse her name ten times over.
If it wasn't for her, my friend would be alive.
Her sister was awful.
And her school.
She had such a strong will...
I can hardly believe this happened.
I don't know what to do.
I failed my friend.
And now she's gone.
She was such a great person...
She taught me how to fight, even if it was online.
That helped me avoid getting into trouble once.
I was one of the only two people she had.
And I couldn't help her.
It's so horrible...
Losing a friend to suicide.
I'm never going to forget her.
I'm not big on religion, but I hope she goes to heaven.
She deserves it.
aaa heyi'm not super good at responding to compliments but i wanted to at least say that i appreciate immensely all of the feedback and you are all very kind! thank you so much!aaa hey1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal EntrySTOP FUCKING ALL MY ANTS I'VE BEEN IN THE ANT BUSINESS SINCE 1909Devious Journal Entry9 months ago in Personal More Like This
AND I'M SICK OF YOU TEENAGERS HOPPING OVER MY FENCE
PICKING UP MY ANTS
AND FUCKING THEM
I'M TIRED OF HAVING TO CARE FOR ALL THESE HORRIFYING HUMAN/ANT CHILDREN. THEY ARE JUST BARELY CLINGING ONTO LIFE.
THEIR CELL STRUCTURE IS INCREDIBLY UNSTABLE AND THEY KINDA JUST MELT AT RANDOM TIMES LIKE THE UNIVERSE JUST DOESN'T WANT THEM TO EXIST. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW LIVID GOD IS RIGHT NOW? HE'S MAD. HE'S REAL MAD.
JUST STOP FUCKING ANTS
IT'S RUINING THE ECOSYSTEM
Commission InfoCommission Info2 years ago in Personal More Like This
:iconrei-moonveil: AJ RD and their Twins http://rei-moonveil.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d5r7gro
:iconlittlestarwolf: Her OC http://littlestarwolf.deviantart.com/art/dizty-love-329994426
So, Im very busy but I decided to open an Commission info for boredon
PS.: I'll make the ponies in a lesser amount first
Commissions in progress or to start:
:iconxXI-iRavez-IXx: (2 OC's)
:iconArtemisLuna13: (Oc vector) [Done]
[Bullet; Green] :iconJasperClaw: [Done]
[Bullet; Red] :iconJasperClaw: (Oc courple for the same) ref: http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/s720x720/550465_382648645127517_739262858_n.jpg
[Bullet; Red] :iconSammyatro: (Oc w/ Oc) refs: http://sammyatro.deviantart.com/art/Neon-got-her-cu
200 Points Giveaways[CLOSED]200 Points Giveaways[CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The call of Real Life is getting stronger by days and I have no choice but to answer. But before that, I want have a giveaway for all of my active watchers and friend that supported me in my stay here in DA for this past months.
I'm having a giveaway where a total of 200 can be won by 3 WINNERS.
Just do the Following:
1. WATCHERS ONLY.
2. Fave this Journal
3. Fave ALL of the Following Deviations:
turkey - princess island by MAX6500Ch-ch-check it out by La--VolpeWildlife by KW-Scott:thumb287079797:Arachnid Love by Molybdenum-Blues
4. Write a Comment. Comment only ONCE.
5. Want to increase you chance of winning? Feature this on you Journal or Poll, and you can Comment the Second Time. Giving you twice the chance of winning.
When I get back, probably 2-3 weeks from now. I will make a Journal with a numbered list of al
MLP #'s 301 and 302: The Crystal EmpireAirs: NOVEMBER 10th!! (according to this: http://family-room.ew.com/2012/10/18/my-little-pony-season-3-premiere/)MLP #'s 301 and 302: The Crystal Empire2 years ago in Personal More Like This
And for those who were curious it DOES look like the whole thing is airing at once. Wonder why Hasbro hates cliffhangers so much. LoL
Directed By: Jayson Thiessen & James Wootie Wooton
Part One Storyboarded By: Tom Sales & Johnny Castuciano
Part Two Storyboarded By: Raven Molisee & Nicole Wang
"A magical empire has suddenly appeared in the arctic north of Equestria, and PRINCESS CELESTIA needs TWILIGHT SPARKLE and her friends to find a way to protect it. While her friends try to keep the Crystal Ponies occupied at the Crystal Faire, TWILIGHT SPARKLE searches for the hidden Crystal Heart that is the key to keeping their empire safe from harm!"
Free HQ Orchestra SoundfontsEnjoy 1.5 gigabytes of the best free orchestral soundfonts available. This pack includes almost half of my personal favorites, and has added many more. This is, hands-down, the best sound you will get out of your DAW without buying professional samples.Free HQ Orchestra Soundfonts4 years ago in Personal More Like This
Part 1 (182 mb)
Part 2 (163 mb)
Part 1 (171 mb)
Part 2 (117 mb)
Part 3 (28 mb)
Brass and Woodwinds (166 mb)
Choir, SFX, and Various (138 mb)
Collections- soundfonts that feature many instruments spanning several categories, such as GM banks.
More Stuff to be Enraged AboutOkay, I don't know why people are not talking about Obama and his friends that are lobbying to censor the internet but here's some stuff that I found out.More Stuff to be Enraged About2 years ago in Personal More Like This
What Obama did in Spain link: http://torrentfreak.com/us-threatened-to-blacklist-spain-for-not-implementing-site-blocking-law-120105/
Yes, they are blacklisting Spain for not passing SOPA-like bill.
Now I found a new internet censor bill called, 'Cybersecurity Act of 2012,' sponsored by Senator Lieberman, inspired by Harry Reid, and our pal, Lamar Smith. A petition right here: http://petitions.conservativeactionalerts.com/6236/tell-congress-oppose-cybersecurity-act-2012-etc/
Then there's another internet censor bill that I forgotten it's name.
Now I found this: http://www.conservativeactionalerts.com/2012/03/obama-uses-irs-to-squash-critics/
Bad news you won't believe what the UN is doing: http://thenewamerican.com/tech-mainmenu-30/computers/10953-obama-quiet-as-un-a-dictators-push-to-control-internet
This bad guy needs to
no one will be disappointedwith season IV.no one will be disappointed11 months ago in Personal More Like This
totally friggin' rockin'.
story is so good, editing, cast, rockin' it.
Everyone MUST watch this.Hey guys.Everyone MUST watch this.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So I was just catching up on some Pewdiepie, when I found his playthrough of Revenge of the Sunfish....
(I know it's old, but I actually haven't watched Pewdiepie for a while, sooo...)
This game is just....uhhg....for some reason, it's REPULSIVE.
I just wanted to share it here to make sure no one missed it. xD
The funniest part is at 5:30. xD
EAT THE DIRT
I was really disappointed when he didn't stroke the spacebar.
WHY PEWDIE. WHY.
PEWDIEPIE, Y U NO STROKE SPACEBAR?!?!? :iconyunoguyplz:
I found another playthrough of this game were the guy goes past the keyboard part, if you want to see the whole game. Also you can see a lot better in this one. o.o I'm not sure why, but most of the screen was cropped out in Pewdiepie's video, probably because of the
Love is a Lie.I've learn that the hard way. When I learned my long distance girlfriend died, I thought I actually lost someone I loved, but the truth is, she never existed. She and her brother was all a ruse played by a someone I wish to not have contact with anymore. What's worse, in my state of depression, I tried to take my life multiple times. Today I was about to do again, this time, I left a note to my friend that I'm going to do it. I made them worried, and for that, I am sorry.Love is a Lie.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
As I failed to take my life again thanks to my mother, I received a call from my lawyer who told me the truth. There was no record of Angelica Gainnes in the United States. My depression turned to full rage and I texted "her brother" to know the truth. My mind was blinded that I forgot about that note I left for my friends, so they thought I was in danger. When I finally got the truth and explain them the situation, I said some stupid things. I told them that I never felt love for "Ange", that I was playing "her" game
Wow....That was the Season 2 Finale. Some much bits to digest. SO MUCH FANART TO DO for the coming days! MY GOODNESS! MY GOODNESS!!!! Yes... some time to digest....Wow....2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Thanks to everyone at Studio B, Daniel Ingram, the VAs, Hasbro, writers for a great seaon!
Apples.Mov, Dress.Mov & Shed.MovCredit to the original creator: http://www.youtube.com/user/hotdiggedydemon?feature=watchApples.Mov, Dress.Mov & Shed.Mov3 years ago in Personal More Like This
this videos are for anyone who never heard of them!
It's true.I'll keep this short and semi-spoiler free.It's true.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Yes, the rumors are true.
Yes, it's going to be permanent.
Spoiler-tastic article here: http://family-room.ew.com/2013/01/29/my-little-pony-friendship-is-magic-exclusive-twilight-princess/
Do NOT click that link if you wish to avoid season finale spoilers. Also, I'd recommend avoiding the comments section, which will inevitably explode over this.
Commence tinfoil hats!
DJRD, Secretary of Princess Luna
Luna Nos Custodit
FF Cushion Case Contest!Since this is set for the release date in america THIS CONTEST ENDS ON THE 31ST OF JANUARY new york time (that'll make it end around wednesday 4pm for australia). after that no more entries will be accepted, so get in quick!FF Cushion Case Contest!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
First placeA FFXIII or FFXIII-2 cushion case (retailed at $18). Examples of the cushion cases are here:
Our FFXIII cushion cases (featuring Lightning and Snow) have arrived we just have to take pictures of them along with the vincent/sephiroth and zack/aerith cases that came in!
the first place winner will get to choose either lightning/snow or serah/noel. I can take a custom order eg. lightning/serah, but that'd take an extra few weeks to come in (up to the winner)
Images are same as those in the buttons
If we get more than 20 individual entries second place will get buttons of Lightning, Snow, Serah and Noel, or keyrings with their choice of combos (up to winner)
If we hit an extra number of i
1,000 POINT GIVEAWAY!!HEY EVERYONE!1,000 POINT GIVEAWAY!!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I've decided to start a 1,000 giveaway!!
Once I reach 1,000 , I will choose a random deviant who comments on here to win 1,000 !!
To participate, just comment, simple as that!~
To help me get there faster and to get a better chance of winning, please donate to my donation pool!!
So, About the Fanfictions...(UPDATED)So recently I've noticed that a few people have been submitting fanfictions to the Fan Club gallery, and since I have not *yet* taken the chance to fully read them, I just have one thing to say about all this...So, About the Fanfictions...(UPDATED)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
PLEASE, NO YAOI.
Yaoi, gay pairings. Please don't do it.
I don't want to see any PewdiexStephano up in here, alright?
I don't hate homosexuality, but I mean...this is a real person that you're making up stories about here.
You can go on and do your fictional character yaoi pairings, I don't care; but to do it with a real, living person with a mind of their own is just....just.....well, it's kind of creepy, actually.
Tell me this: If you wrote a yaoi fanfiction about a real person, and they read it, what would you do if you met that person in real life? Awks much? I'm sure they would be very alienated and uncomfortable around you. Why do you want Pewdiepie to feel this way???
I don't have a problem with fanfictions, not at all, but if it has any
~ SUMMER CONTEST! ~ May 4th, 2011~ SUMMER CONTEST! ~2 years ago in Personal More Like This
EDIT: Okay guys, we have only one entry... Are you procrastinating?
Be sure to get your entries in this folder: http://the-vocaloid-fanclub.deviantart.com/gallery/36394112 before the deadline! In case you've forgotten, here's the rules and guidelines for this contest!
Hey there, kids!
I'm going to go ahead and announce the official rules and guidelines for our 2012 Summer Vocaloid Contest! We're ready to see your summer-themed entries, but there are a few regulations we'll need you to keep in mind...
This contest is all media! Fan fiction, cosplay and photography, animations, pixel art, digital and traditional art are allowed! Please no stamps, screenshots, or uncolored sketches.
All entries must be made by you. Please no tracing, screenshots, bases, or pieces that incorporate the work of others.
2 entries per person a
New Years ContestHello Everypony!New Years Contest7 months ago in Personal More Like This
It's been a while since we've held a contest in this group, but the new year is upon us, and with it, a new contest!
The theme of the contest? Ponies celebrating New Years!. They could be celebrating it anyway possible - dancing, watching fireworks, hanging out with friends. That's up to you to decide!
Prizes? Instead of having first/second/third place, we're just going to have a "top three", and each winner gets a three month premium membership. It's easier for us to decide, and gives you a better chance at winning!
A few rules:
- Human and anthro characters are allowed, as long as they're a canon character.
- Original characters are allowed, but they must be show-style ponies only (no dragons, humans, cyborg ponies, etc).
- Although alcohol is normally a part of New Years celebrations, we don't allow pictures of characters drinking alcohol. Cider is allowed though.
- Images must be 100% original works - no tracing (from the show or other artists), no
ponies Ponies PONIES!!!!!!:iconrainbow-mplz::iconrainbow-lplz::iconrainbow-pplz::iconrainbow-exclamation::iconrainbow-exclamation::iconrainbow-exclamation:ponies Ponies PONIES!!!!!!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
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EDIT: Thanks for the info on reindeer gender-antler technicalities. I did learn this in my teens, but I just kind of enjoy drawing the deer as white-tails like I did as a kid. I know it's incorrect, but the nostalgia factor is more fun for me. Merry Christmas fellow biology nerds!
When I was would little, my obsessive love for Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer would inspire me to draw Santa's eight reindeer to string together for Christmas decorations around the house. Even as a kid, I wanted some of the reindeer to be girls (it only seemed fair) and Dancer, Vixen and Cupid where always featured without antlers to show Santa didn't discriminate against the does!
So here's sweet-natured Cupid to wish you Happy Holidays! Have a wonderful day, everyone!
Fighting for OneselfIt's been a week since my mental breakdown and the loss of my friends. In that week I've been doing some thinking, some deep soul-searching if you will, and I realized something as the days passed on. Why do we fight? Why do we fight to survive each day? Would it not be easier to give up and end it? Now, now, I'm not thinking of killing myself. Let me explain.Fighting for Oneself2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I have non alcoholic fatty liver disease (NAFLD), and I'm scheduled to die at around 5 years at the rate it's going. 2-3 years from now, my liver might/will reach to the state of cirrhosis. Luckily, I can fixed this. Though the damage in my liver will forever be there, you only need 1/3 of your liver to live. If I lose the weight, the fat around my liver, I can live a full life. Not 5 years, but 40, 50, 60 years. That's great and all, but I ask myself, is there a point to it? Many will say I should continue on fighting for myself, but then I realize...
I can't, for there is no purpose to fight for myself.
I've been like this way
But Friendship is not a LieAs some of you have already seen, Project Saturation's team has been disband. While "Ange" was a factor to it, it was also my own doing. I said somethings I wish to deeply apologize for and I shall state them here. But before I do, I must say these people are the greatest friends I'd ever had. They were there to pick up the pieces from my divorce and help me stabilize my life after that. They are my family.But Friendship is not a Lie2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Now for what happen that day when I got the truth about "Ange". Basically, I was full of myself after I got the truth and I was flaunting around with a lie. The lie was that I knew "Ange" was fake and that I played my team to get the answer I wanted for a month. To start, I left a suicide note to my dear friend. Later I told them it was fake, I used it make "Ed" feel nervous and guilty to get me my answers because they were talking about it in the Skype chat and were worrying. The truth is, it was real, I was planning to take my life. I told them that I staged and faked my love, tha
How many of you are screwed and might face Jail?If you ever used MegaUpload when you might be in some serious shit! Just watch the first video and leave a comment. It is full of evidence and it is shocking!!! If you have time, watch the other one too!How many of you are screwed and might face Jail?3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Copy paste, fave, share, STEAL!!!, this journal, do whatever, spread the word. WHAT ARE THEY THINKING!? I Mean, REALLY!!!