//oocWell.//ooc3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Tonight, in the last half hour, I failed at talking one of my friends out of suicide.
She lives in Canada, so I couldn't go to her house to stop her.
I tried talking her out of it.
The best I could.
I really tried.
And I failed.
I let someone down.
I let someone die.
Because I wasn't good enough to help them.
Their life was shitty.
Her mom. The worst person ever.
I curse her name ten times over.
If it wasn't for her, my friend would be alive.
Her sister was awful.
And her school.
She had such a strong will...
I can hardly believe this happened.
I don't know what to do.
I failed my friend.
And now she's gone.
She was such a great person...
She taught me how to fight, even if it was online.
That helped me avoid getting into trouble once.
I was one of the only two people she had.
And I couldn't help her.
It's so horrible...
Losing a friend to suicide.
I'm never going to forget her.
I'm not big on religion, but I hope she goes to heaven.
She deserves it.
Commission InfoCommission Info3 years ago in Personal More Like This
:iconrei-moonveil: AJ RD and their Twins http://rei-moonveil.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d5r7gro
:iconlittlestarwolf: Her OC http://littlestarwolf.deviantart.com/art/dizty-love-329994426
So, Im very busy but I decided to open an Commission info for boredon
PS.: I'll make the ponies in a lesser amount first
Commissions in progress or to start:
:iconxXI-iRavez-IXx: (2 OC's)
:iconArtemisLuna13: (Oc vector) [Done]
[Bullet; Green] :iconJasperClaw: [Done]
[Bullet; Red] :iconJasperClaw: (Oc courple for the same) ref: http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/s720x720/550465_382648645127517_739262858_n.jpg
[Bullet; Red] :iconSammyatro: (Oc w/ Oc) refs: http://sammyatro.deviantart.com/art/Neon-got-her-cu
MLP #'s 301 and 302: The Crystal EmpireAirs: NOVEMBER 10th!! (according to this: http://family-room.ew.com/2012/10/18/my-little-pony-season-3-premiere/)MLP #'s 301 and 302: The Crystal Empire3 years ago in Personal More Like This
And for those who were curious it DOES look like the whole thing is airing at once. Wonder why Hasbro hates cliffhangers so much. LoL
Directed By: Jayson Thiessen & James Wootie Wooton
Part One Storyboarded By: Tom Sales & Johnny Castuciano
Part Two Storyboarded By: Raven Molisee & Nicole Wang
"A magical empire has suddenly appeared in the arctic north of Equestria, and PRINCESS CELESTIA needs TWILIGHT SPARKLE and her friends to find a way to protect it. While her friends try to keep the Crystal Ponies occupied at the Crystal Faire, TWILIGHT SPARKLE searches for the hidden Crystal Heart that is the key to keeping their empire safe from harm!"
no one will be disappointedwith season IV.no one will be disappointed2 years ago in Personal More Like This
totally friggin' rockin'.
story is so good, editing, cast, rockin' it.
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doneanother day of professional music production comes to an end.done2 years ago in Personal More Like This
one down, 25 to go.
time to bunker down. time to get ready
So I went to the store and bought essentials:
corn flakes, milk, bananas.
I really feel that pretty much covers it.
well, and coffee. which eleanor likes to call "hatred in a cup."
Yup yup yup.
My studio is an abomination of creation.
Free HQ Orchestra SoundfontsEnjoy 1.5 gigabytes of the best free orchestral soundfonts available. This pack includes almost half of my personal favorites, and has added many more. This is, hands-down, the best sound you will get out of your DAW without buying professional samples.Free HQ Orchestra Soundfonts5 years ago in Personal More Like This
Part 1 (182 mb)
Part 2 (163 mb)
Part 1 (171 mb)
Part 2 (117 mb)
Part 3 (28 mb)
Brass and Woodwinds (166 mb)
Choir, SFX, and Various (138 mb)
Collections- soundfonts that feature many instruments spanning several categories, such as GM banks.
naming meme...1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet & street you grew up on)naming meme...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Swimy Rollingview ( What the f-- )
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Vanillia M & M
3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Fox xD
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Janay Virginia Beach ( what )
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Fenbr ( pffft )
7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Pink AppleJuice xD
8. Nascar NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
William... ??? ( Idk my other grandfather.. )
9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite scent, favorite candy)
Rasberry Milky way. xDDD
10. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (father's & mother's middle names)
Victor Scoot ( ooo kill'em )
11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name,
the near death experience sauna.many of you (ok one person) have been asking me about the NDES (near death experience sauna).the near death experience sauna.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
this is something i have been doing for years. let me tell you how it works.
after my walk, yoga, situps, push ups and meditation in the morning, i preheat my sauna to 180 degrees. my sauna is built into my bathroom. it is like the ones in a spa, except maybe smaller.
there is a bucket of water for dousing the rocks, and a temperature gauge.
i don't recommend anyone does this, but here are the rules for the curious:
go in and meditate while throwing water on the rocks to where the heat becomes so intense that the extremities of your body seem to burn (especially the tips of your ears), the air is hard to breathe and your heart races. stay in for 15 minutes. you will be absolutely drenched in sweat, heart racing. position yourself towards the door so that if you collapse you fall into it and hopefully open the door.
step two. go straight into a freezing cold shower. or better, a cold plunge whe
MLP Stamps~ (requests are open again)******NEW****** 1/22/14MLP Stamps~ (requests are open again)4 years ago in Personal More Like This
MLP Stamps are open again but will only be uploaded on my jewl-stamps account. Please go request there! This list will still be the master post and updated.
- OCs are now being accepted as well!
- Pairings are still NOT accepted. This includes OC/OC, Canon/Canon and Canon/OC.
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic stamps!
I'll pretty much make a stamp of any character in the MLP:FiM series as long as I can get a clear picture of them. I'm only using vectors (since most are free use, just need to give credit) or literally screen grabs from the show though, OR if you have one of your OWN works that you want me to use instead. I don't want to steal anyone's work.
Set 1: done~
- Twilight Sparkle: http://jewlecho.deviantart.com/art/Twilight-Sparkle-Stamp-205733934
- Rainbow Dash: http://jewlecho.deviantart.com/art/Rainbow-Dash-Stamp-205733915 http://jewlecho.deviantart.com/art/Rainbow-Dash-Stamp-v2-205733926
- Fluttershy: http:
It's true.I'll keep this short and semi-spoiler free.It's true.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Yes, the rumors are true.
Yes, it's going to be permanent.
Spoiler-tastic article here: http://family-room.ew.com/2013/01/29/my-little-pony-friendship-is-magic-exclusive-twilight-princess/
Do NOT click that link if you wish to avoid season finale spoilers. Also, I'd recommend avoiding the comments section, which will inevitably explode over this.
Commence tinfoil hats!
DJRD, Secretary of Princess Luna
Luna Nos Custodit
Shut your mouth before I finally hit you.Rant journal.Shut your mouth before I finally hit you.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I never thought I'd be the girl to have issues with her parents. Never thought I'd be the one hiding all my thoughts. Never thought I'd lie.
Well I fucking did.
And it turns out I can see them better now.
My mother is a fucking hypocrite. She's all for the LGBT right? Well she couldn't care less about transsexuals. She doesn't get it. She was talking about Cher's child, Chaz and said "what? You were fine being a model and all and the next moment you want to be a guy? They can give a man a vagina but it's just a hole. They can't give a girl a penis."
I um...went upstairs and cried...
I really would rather be a guy (which I haven't and WON'T be telling her). I'd like to just to get rid of the breasts I have if anything... I also DON'T want kids. I'll be fine adopting, I just...don't want to be pregnant and deal with that. But so far she's acting like I'm going to have them.
Well fuck you for deciding my life.
I told her I was Pan, but she doesn't GET IT
No One Cares About Your StoryGOOD NEWS: This is perfectly normal!No One Cares About Your Story3 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
I can't remember the source, but a few years ago I read this famous author's account of how it felt to have his first book come out, and he mentioned buying a copy himself because he was afraid no one would take an interest. Now this is a guy who managed to get not only an agency but a publisher (which is a whole pile of people who were like yesplz), and he's still afraid readers won't care. I was like, 'whoa mind blown.'
But anyway, the fact is that we are all strangers on the Internet and, by default, there is no reason for you to read my stuff or vice-versa. If you went and stood in Times Square with copies of your latest story, how many people would give you more than a passing glance? And how many of those people would get to the end of your work, and how many of those would offer critical feedback?
And, if you were one of the passersby, whom would you stop for?
Okay, I'm done scaring the shi
Classical Horror Halloween Contest NOW CLOSEDCONTEST NOW CLOSED, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO ENTERED WE WILL BEGIN JUDGING IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!Classical Horror Halloween Contest NOW CLOSED2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Bring out your dead side
Ever had that feeling, that a portrait is watching you? No matter where you stand in the room its gaze seems to follow you,.. staring... waiting...
We invite you to join us in making a grand collection of horrific hounds, voluptuous vampires, and ghoulish ghostly portraits this Halloween in best Haunted House style!
Its time to unlock your inner Dorian Grey, and all those other creepy strange ancestors, cousins, uncles, aunts and grannies that the family don't like to talk about!
Even if you aren't normally a model stock provider - or if you don't usually provide stock at all, this is your chance to dip your toe in the murky waters and have a go! Bring out your face paints and props and make a dashing Halloween portrait entry! The more creative you are, the more creative the results of the second half of the contest will be!
The Were-Bimbo AfflictionI just want to post this up so that I have a constant reference to it online. For those that actually read this, please let me know what you think, or even if you want me to add anything.The Were-Bimbo Affliction4 years ago in Personal More Like This
The were-bimbo affliction is similar to many other types of were-transformations in that it's transformation depends on the moon cycles and the transformations last from dusk to dawn. At the early stages of the affliction, the person has little to know memory of what transpired while they were int he were-bimbo state. The memory lapses only last for a week or two before they begin to remember everything. During this stage, the body seems to act on instinct, often leading to enormous credit card bills and large quantities of high-heeled shoes.
However, a were-bimbo will change every night at sun-down. The severity of the transformations depend on the current cycle of the moon, with a new moon only making the new bimbo act ditzy and have a realistic, yet still feminine, figure. As the moon progresses to
OKAY YOU GUYS, GET READY FOR THE BEST MLP THEROY.OKAY, SO I CAME UP WITH A THEROY FOR MLP ONE DAY. THAT TIES IN EVERYTHING.OKAY YOU GUYS, GET READY FOR THE BEST MLP THEROY.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Reasons for Queen chrysalis's attack on canterlot? What turned Luna into nightmare moon? What released discord? (Lauren Faust has hinted that Luna was turned into nightmare moon due to an evil-er force, same with discord being freed.)
CHECK FREAKING CHECK.
THEROIES FOR SEASON 3?
CHECK THAT FREAKING THING.
So, anyways, i was sitting on the bus with :icondorukoyufangirl: and we were listening to the Discord song, along with "Octavia's oveture" and all that stuff. So, we were sitting there, listening to the music, and I was wondering about what was going on in season 3.
I knew that John de Lancie was coming back to voice Discord for S3, and I wondered about the reason for that. I mean, once they defeat a villian on this show, (Like normal kid's programs..mostly) they never show up again. ever. So why would he come back?
THEN IT HIT ME.
THE BEST IDEA EVER.
So, I came up with th
The reason why I think Sombra's a good villain.The reason why I think Sombra's a good villain.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
There are questions that I get why I was so obsessed with King Sombra? Most people disliked the character mostly because he was like a bad OC, doesn't have any lines, screen time, back story, development, lack of motives, and was just a cliché villain. I do respect people opinions, so this is not a blog that I bash out on the people who think he is a lame villain. Just as long as I'm not judged by the fact that I think he is a good villain, I will tolerate your opinion. ^^
I will tell you though what I think of Sombra, when the episode first came out. Before the episode came out, I was so hyped that the episode will be full of action and adventure. I used to not care for spoilers so I known who Sombra is before I seen the episode itself. I expect Sombra to be one of those kick ass villains who can beat the living hell out of the ponies. Though I know its a kid show, not a Saturday cartoon show. Hehehe. xD I also thought he was go
Just Tell the Fucking StoryOkay, so I saw this journal that contained a number of tips, including a detailed section on 'show don't tell,' and I had an epiphany. There was an 'Oh' and everything so you know it's legit.Just Tell the Fucking Story3 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
For a while now I have wondered why amateur writers write the most mind-numbingly long descriptions that I could not care about even a little (yes, my attention span is short, why'd you think I put in so many GIFs? but anyway, I'm a bit atypical there). I mean, I don't want the 'flames of burning searing pain of the aching broken heart' all up in my grill. I'd genuinely prefer a 'he hated her after the break up.' That's all I need to know about that? Good. Move on.
And that's the 'oh' moment: when people tell you to show not tell, they always fail to mention 'pacing.'
Look, there are times when it's best to convey a mood. His trembling fingers reach for the full glass, her voice an angry buzz in the back of his mind--I'd consider that a reasonable establishing shot. But if you're halfway t
Scratch's EyesThe TL: DR is that Scratch's eyes as seen in the show are the same as Dash's. But here's a wall of text and helpful visual aids to help explain.Scratch's Eyes3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Magenta is not red (and it's not really violet either).
For reference, this is Dash's eye pulled right from the official artwork (and ergo how I made my color guide). The eye gradients are always composed of at least two to three colors, and they all go from a darker to brighter luminance. It never goes dark-light-dark, though it can certainly change hue.
I've also included a screengrab of Dash from the show.
The flash assets used in the promo sites are the real deal from Studio B, the web people are not reinventing the wheel (and anyone who says otherwise hasn't actually dug into the flash files in the past). This has been the case since day one of the flash promo sites. But for argument's sake, I'll repost the ripped elements.
Now, to be fair, I'll grant that there may be some color management issues (given that Flash is, generally, not colo
Is Your Skin Too Thin?A lot of writers on this site fantasize about having a book published someday. But even if you don't, pretty much everyone still posts for an audience, even going so far as to hope for honest feedback.Is Your Skin Too Thin?3 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
Hell, who doesn't like improving?
If you are honestly truly really, after much introspection, writing only for yourself and not particularly interested in critical feedback, I would skip this. There's no point.
Here's the thing: improving depends on having some thick skin. How do you know if you're there? Read on below.
Please imagine these comments directed at you, most likely in an email (though hopefully not the same email), about your favorite and most polished work ever, the one that you'd like to see on the front page of the New Yorker or with a prologue by Neil Gaiman or something. IDK man. Poets, fill in whatever you need here.
Your work is too long and boring.This is absurd and uninteresting.This is not funny.Not for us
Anthro Gallery - New Galleries Now Live!PRESENT - New Added Galleries For Anthro Art!Anthro Gallery - New Galleries Now Live!3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
We are honored to have Photomanipulations now available in the Anthro Gallery!
You can now enjoy your favorite Anthro comics in the new Comic galleries opened to both Digital Art and Traditional Art within the Anthro gallery!
Into Werewolf RETURNS
Pixel art now has a home within the Anthro Gallery!
Making of "Vantage Point"
You can now find Anthro specific tutorials in both Digital and Traditional art galleries within the Anthro art gallery itself!
You Spoke and We Listened!
If you remember from my journal <
Farewell, Harold RamisFarewell, Harold Ramis2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Well, I got the news today while at work, but wasn't able to post something until now. So yeah, everybody is talking about it, and I wanted to say something as well:
Harold Allen Ramis, Actor, Director and writer has passed away today from complications arising from vasculitis. I remember him not only from his most memorable role as Egon Spengler from Ghostbusters movies, but also as a director of one of my favorite comedy movies: National Lampoon's Vacation (Chevy Chase rocks).
Anyway, Rest in Peace, Harold Ramis ((November 21, 1944 – February 24, 2014).
And thanks to you, we will never forget..............TO NOT CROSS THE STREAMS!!
And now, for the ones who enjoyed the magic of the 80's, just like me, let's revive that cartoon most of us loved (God, I feel old):
And why not some music?!
Creatures of the Night Stock and Resources Contest"Ware those who leave the safety of the fireside after the midnight hour on Old Hallows Eve; lest the dead steal your soul and your body be turned into a creature of the night!Creatures of the Night Stock and Resources Contest3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Would you turn towards the waning moon or turn away?
Witch, or Witch Hunter, Demon or Demon Hunter... undead, ghost, vampire or werewolf?
Create your creature of the night as stock for your fellow artists to turn into Halloween themed art! Go to town with makeup and props and strike a zombie pose!
We are looking for some really outstanding "creatures of the night" stock, it doesn't matter if you are a zombie or a ghost, or a demon hunter - but we want you to push the boat out and be as different and as original as you can manage!
Digital work: i
Random RP part2This is update on the random RP. We both agreed that me "emogirl10590" was going to do all the ponies and the Dr., I also play Dib in the RP while " Ex-InvaderRaymond " his played the Irkens and the extra characters that maybe needed and his plays Zim too.Random RP part22 years ago in Art Features More Like This
:icondrwhothumbsupplz: ok you guys wait here will go get Zim. he doesn't like to much company.
:iconex-invaderraymond: "Alright,Doctor..."Raymond pulled out the Greek Mythology book and started to read it.
The Doctor walked towards the pathway to a weird green colored house, with weird garden lawn gnomes that follow every move. But the Doctor wasn't afraid, he actually thought it was adorable. It was that a long time since he saw Zim, the last time he saw him was before he regenerated into what we know as the 11th Doctor.
:iconeleventhdoctorplz: *Knock on the door*
:iconzimplz:I thought I told you Jehov-oh my Irk! Doctor?!
:iconeleventhdoctorplz: It's been a while, hasn't Zim.
:iconzimshrugplz:I'd say so. So what brings you here,Doct