Caught In A Shitstorm part 7- SpainXfem!Romano ..MIND. FUCK.Caught In A Shitstorm part 7- SpainXfem!Romano3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Actually, that wasn't even a mind fuck. That was a fucking MIND ANNIHALATION.
What the hell just happened?
Did he really and did I seriously and Antonio he .
I don't even know.
Alright. Calm down, Lovina. Just take a deep breath and ignore the fact that your shared a kiss with the albino potato bastard on your bed, and that it was actually pretty nice, and that the tomato bastard, himself, witnessed the whole thing SHIT!
And now, here I am, sitting on my bed, my hair a mess, my jaw hanging open like a fucking idiot, and there, at my doorway, is Antonio Fernandez Carriedo.
And let me tell you something, dearies.
He didn't look very happy. Nope. Not one bit.
His green eyes were expressionless, his jaw was rigid, and he was gripping the doorframe in a way that suggested that he was ready for cold-blooded murder.
So, what the hell am I supposed to do?
Now would be a good time for some help, peoples.
Dry Spell I am immobilized by time.Dry Spell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
by the idea that it is somehow slipping,
through the cracks of
my fingers and high
above my head.
I am terrified by the incessant notion
that no combination of thoughts,
could possibly satiate it.
I realize only now that it can never be filled:
all which is tossed into it is swallowed in haste
that it dissolves into non-being.
I find that I am caught within its furrows
much like the words it devours:
between its twisted arms
and I find myself aching
to do so much at once
that I end up doing
You, yes you. I love you. Deal with it ... please?The first boy to take me by the handYou, yes you. I love you. Deal with it ... please?3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The first boy to say "Hey, your hands are too cold!"
The first boy to hear my silence
The first boy to really understand me
The first boy to see my scars, before I even knew it
The first boy to really get worried for me
The first boy to really feel me
Now I hope, with my shaky, cold hands
with all complicated little me
Now I wait, with all my problems
with my loud silence
Now I give you time, without knowing how that works out
without any insurances
Maybe I get my happy ending
At any case
I'll always love you
No, I don't care about your flaws and mistakes
I just love you.
And yes, I blame you and all your wonderfulness for it.
Deal with it.
BttxDepressed!Reader: Part 4BttxDepressed!Reader: Part 42 years ago in Drama More Like This
Previously, after having a meet-up with 2P!Alfred, he finds out that you don't have any memories of when he attacked you, you went off to your first period class, history, with the BTT escorting you, then silently vowing to leave you be after that. Not paying attention in class, you finally zapped back into consciousness when the teacher started assigning what the groups for the end of the year history project would be. Unfortunately, to your utter disappointment, it turns out to be three of the people you would have least want to partner up with. The bad touch trio.
A/n: I didn't mention earlier that the history project is a big 'End of the Year' thing; so the time right now, is just a few weeks before the end of the school year. It'll make the rest of the story makes sense so... XD Gosh, I need to plan out future stories a bit better than what I'm doing right now, so sorry!!
You had a double-take when the teacher informed you that you were partnered up with the thr
WordsWords can mean a little,Words5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Words can mean a lot.
Sometimes it's what you make of them,
Sometimes they're all you've got.
Words can make a difference,
They can change a person's life.
They can send the world to war,
Or end a victim's strife.
"We are masters of the unsaid words",
Be sure to choose them well.
For cruel words can linger,
They can turn life into hell.
Do you really want to know?Do you really want to know?Do you really want to know?6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Know that I am fading.
Do you really want to know?
That I am slowly breaking.
I am not sure how much time,
I have until I'll pull this trigger.
I just want the night to be over.
But what's the difference,
When morning is no better?
When even the light,
Enough to chase away the dark.
Crazy peopleI once thoughtCrazy people1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
That everyone is normal
And I’m the crazy one
The only person who stands out
Well, in a negative way
I was the girl
who was smart
who liked indie and alternative
who liked to write and do crazy things
the girl that was different
and never talked to anyone
I really thought I was the only one
that it was the reason why people didn’t accept me
but I was so damn wrong
Some people hide their faces
behind a mask
they look so happy
and everyone likes them
‘till they take of their mask
and then you see their scars
the tears and de pain
it will be ugly to you
because you will deny
you could be one of them
there are people
who cut themselves
that try to feel physical pain
instead of the mental one
they see the blood
but they continue to write
they write what people did to them
and people always decide
what this person means to them
when they discover it
and they always choose
to leave this person
if they don’t leave then
they will leave another time
Suicide NoteSometimes I sit and wonder,Suicide Note6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
How long my monsters.
Will haunt me.
I feel that they’ve left me with nothing more than,
And sometimes this darkness,
Feels better than the light.
When all I’ve ever known was the cold feeling of the night.
And now I almost feel like it’s inviting.
Because I am finally sick of trying.
And tonight will be the end.
But don’t cry for me my friend.
When you find my body in the morning,
Don’t waste your time hoping,
That you’re still dreaming.
Because you’re not.
I am a goner,
I have been since the day I was born.
And I’ve slowly been fading and my body was getting older and worn.
I wore my smile well,
So you could never tell.
And I am so very sorry.
I hate to cause you worry,
Just know that you did nothing,
It was me who did everything,
To pull this trigger.
IndoctrinationLet me tell you this:Indoctrination10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The only thing that I could ever fear,
Is their freedom.
Because when they discover,
That they have inside them,
The purpose, power and strength,
To be anything that they choose.
Our lies and our lives,
Will simply be over...
Now repeat after me:
To go against the Chantry,
Is to go against God.
In My HeadThere’s a monster inside my chestIn My Head2 weeks ago in Free Verse More Like This
Always telling me I’m the worst
At what I do best,
I must confess,
That in my head I am just a mess
Of whats and whys
Sweaty palms and pounding head
But in my mind,
All my ideas are dead.
That’s what I am -
Buried too deep to get away.
Invisible noose around my neck
I can never forget
Those rope-burn memories.
In the end we’re all stories
And I am just a novella
Full of whatever
Makes me feel something,
At the time.
I am not fine.
My body is a coffin
And it’s all full of dust
Listen to me here;
Make this clear -
I will never win,
But at least I will never lose
Because I will always choose
For what I think is right.
But that monster,
In my chest,
A bullet of unrest
Lodged deep and true.
People love me,
I know they do,
But it won’t get through
And I feel so alone.
The monster poisons me
And I know,
For it must b
Time Starts to Slip AwayThere is a point in the middle of winter.Time Starts to Slip Away1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
Where we're left with just the bitter cold.
The snow is getting old
It is no longer a pretty wonderland of beautiful white.
The trees look ugly
As they stretch up into the sky.
Days start to melt together
Like trying to hold sand in my hands.
As the clock
Continues it's tick tock.
That is all I can hear in the gloom of my room.
And do you ever get that feeling,
Especially on these types of days.
Where you wake up
And it drags along so painfully slowly.
At the end of the day.
When the last of the sun's rays.
Slip below the horizon
You get sick to your stomach wondering,
Where the hell the time went.
These tend to be grey days.
Or that is how I explain them
These are deadly hours for me.
As time feels surreal
But the tick of the clock
Still terrifies me.
dearly belovedthese daysdearly beloved7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
your name has been slipping
in and out of my rib cage
my heart forgets to beat.
how even after all these months i still
don't want to believe that
you're dead. how during the
first couple of weeks i prayed
to a god i didn't believe in and begged to know
if death tasted sweet to you. how once,
when the monsters in my head
didn't let me sleep, i
wrote you three poems and then
you were a supernova that
lit up my life for
a few radiant moments before,
like all good things in this
you came to an end.
the sinner in me hopes that you have wings now.
but i think that,
most of all,
i hope you no longer
remember what pain
RobxKF: Christmas"Merry Christmas!" M'gann cheered as she zoomed into the kitchen.RobxKF: Christmas3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Heaving a yawn that she covered in a groan, Artemis tightened her rushed attempt at a ponytail. "M'gann, it's five in the morning. I thought you said this was an emergency."
The alien's green face contorted into a mixture of shock and horror. "It is an emergency!"
"Christmas is not an emergency."
"Have you not been pestered by Wally about the amazing gifts he's getting us?"
"Yes," Kaldur answered firmly. "I believe we all have."
As if materializing out of the shadows, Robin piped up. "Speaking of Speedy Gonzalas, where is he?"
"Jesus!" Artemis yelped, jumping forward. "Don't do that - I coulda taken your eye out!"
Robin smirked, glancing down at Artemis' automatically pigeon-toed stance. "Yeah, I'd like to see you try."
She straightened, lip curling animalistically at the boy.
"Don't tease her," Conner warned in a dangerous tone.
Seizing the opportunity to calm her boyfriend, M'gann rushed to his side, wrap
Jeans Colin+DamianDamn Colin. Damn him. Damn him and his damn jeans. Now, of course these are Damian's words, not mine. Colin was Damian's only outlet to act human around another person, other than in a monkey suit with Grayson surrounded by paparazzi.Jeans Colin+Damian4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Even then Damian wasn't talking.
Now back to the main topic. Colin's jeans. Sometimes Damian didn't even know why his spite for his friends jeans was so strong. Maybe because they fit Colin so... perfectly. Just... all the right curves. It always made Damian's face heat up.
Unlike Damian, Colin didn't like and didn't wear skinny or straight leg jeans. He stuck with kapris and bootcut style pants.
Besides, Colin wouldn't have been able to afford most jeans and such. Not trying to be rude. The nuns at Colin's orphanage supplied hand-me-downs and skinny jeans weren't 'appropriate' or 'decent' attire.
Damian still couldn't figure out what it was about Colin. It couldn't only be his jeans. That would be ridiculous. Damian began thinking about all the ad