HACK ATTACKSTOLE THIS FROM ANOTHER JOURNAL:HACK ATTACK1 year ago in Personal More Like This
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Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up," "Get lost", or "I don't want to see you on my page anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.
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So I talked to my aunt like some of you guys saidand this was legit her response when I told her I was bi:So I talked to my aunt like some of you guys said4 months ago in Personal More Like This
"What the fuck makes you think I didn't already know that"
then she said "Well, if you dad finds out and kicks you out of the house, you can come live with us, kay?~"
hhh I love my aunt so much
Dear god motherMom: "Leigh's going to be my little nigger for now and do my stuff whenever I'm too lazy or I just can't~"Dear god mother5 months ago in Personal More Like This
fake friends and real friendsFAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.fake friends and real friends5 months ago in Personal More Like This
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying "Damn … we really messed up … but that sure was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to
'Cause everyone else is doing it ._.Emo'Cause everyone else is doing it ._.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
[x] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[x] I wear black everyday.
[x] I write sad poetry.
[/] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy , My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[/] I self mutilate myself. (in recovery...)
[x] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[x] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black or white or angled.
[x] I wear many band shirts.
[/] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[/] I wear black eyeliner.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[/] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[x] I always say 'life sucks'.
[ ] I have straight A's.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I always do my homework and study.
[ ] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[x] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have
Because I was bored1. Any scars?Because I was bored6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Lots. From my bad scootering injury: Several small ones on my arm from scraping against the concrete and a really nasty one on my knee from the fall and rocks being jabbed into it. One on the right middle finger from accidentally scraping in on a pool table, one on the web of my left hand by the pinky from a fall, some on my hands from Miss Kitty (I miss her) and a few on my chest from Cupcake
2. Self harmed?
I possess one.
4. Kissed anyone?
Yep. Two people and a dolphin.
5. Coke or Pepsi?
6. Someone you hate?
There's a lot of people I hate.
7. Best Friends?
:iconneonpenz:, :iconradicalsketcher:, :icongoldenhollow: in real life. I lurv the rest of you too (>.3.)>
8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?
The only drugs I do are prescription. Inhaler for asthma an
HAPPY ZELDA DAY!!!So as it turns out, today marks 27 years of the Legend of Zelda series! I wish I had a Wii U, the HD remake of Wind Waker looks so cool! I liked that game a lot, it was the first one I got through without a walkthrough (because I had difficulties with OoT and TP), second being Skyward Sword.HAPPY ZELDA DAY!!!10 months ago in Personal More Like This
So yeah, HAPPY ZELDA DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!
KT, you're the best! Thanks for helping me find this skin~! :iconzeldaheartplz:
PlayThe performance for the Vagina Monologues was on Valentines Day on Thursday. It went fairly well and I 'm happy that I did it, the cast was fun to work with and I'm proud that my shy self got up in front of audience and did that. I really think I made the right choice by changing my major to theater, I think it will work out nicely. I want to do more plays before I leave college, it's really what I have a passion for I think. So, my valentines day went fairly well even though I bloody hate the holiday. So since the play is over and I have my life back, you guys will be getting more work for me either this week or next.Play10 months ago in Personal More Like This
To-Do List!I realized I needed one. This winter break I have been traveling and extraordinarily lazy besides.To-Do List!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
To-Do List! tell me if I'm missing anything
ChorusWe had our first concert tonight at seven! and we were amazing!Chorus1 year ago in Personal More Like This
We sang...."Beside thy cradle here I stand." by Bach (but we sang it in German)
"The river sleeps beneathe the sky" Which my mom loved
We sang...."Tum balalika"
And a lotta other Russian songs but it was amazing and I'm just so happy right now....underlined with some sadness-BUT STILL HAPPY! ON TO EAT MY PIZZA!!!
America...What has this country really come to?America...4 months ago in Personal More Like This
I am hating it more and more. It was bad enough.
On Friday afternoon in Oklahoma, an Australian baseball player was just jogging and suddenly three wannabe 'gangsters' teens got nothing else to do and decided they wanted to kill someone. So they targeted this poor guy and shot him in the back, fatally wounding him and he staggered along the road as they sped off.
Those teens soon tell the police that 'they were bored'...
Like wth? That is just stupid and wrong! You have no brains at all!? Killing someone just because you were bored!?
These teens just make America seem worse....I already hate it, but I hate it with a passion now.
Kids with guns? Really? >:/
Sorry for this journal...but...it's been bugging me since that incident I saw on the news.
Christopher Lane, I hope you rest in peace.
Hetalia x Reader: 'New' Country~!I don't own Hetalia. Warnings give away too much, but I'll just say that there are a few surprises.Hetalia x Reader: 'New' Country~!4 months ago in Personal More Like This
"(First initial)!" Your boss called. "Comin'!" You said irritadedly and got in the car. Your boss was driving you to one of those meeting you've been hearing so much about. You've never went to one because your country's doin fine as small island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. Your country was formed after Pangea broke up. Hell, You were Pangea. Yeah, You were super old. Because you were the only "person" on Earth, you were lonely. So you slowly broke up, letting your larger lands drift away, waiting for someone.
You were lonely for too long and began to lose hope, resulting to self-harm. It was terrible but you couldn't die, you were a nation. You tried so many ways, but you just gave up after staining your sand in crimson red, covering most of the island. You one day could't stand being trapped on that island so you left. After a horrifing month out in the ocean, dying, ge
Those who oppose me... As many people already know, I'm developing a screenplay which is basically another Lion King movie that I will take to Disney when I finish. I've already talked about using a petition or something of that nature, and I am aware that there are people out there supporting my endeavor, but there is something about this project that, once again, is shouting into my ears, and exhausting my mind, those who oppose me.....Those who oppose me...3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I was aware that, from the moment I started taking this script seriously, that there would be people who were against my plans, my ideas, and whom wanted nothing to do with my ideas. Unfortunately, I have come across some people like that. It's one of the worst feelings in the world, for us artists, to hear people say that are ideas are stupid, that we have no talent, that we only THINK we can draw when we really can't. I'm not sure if it's because of the anxiety attacks associated with my Asperger's, but whenever someth
HALLOWEEN COLLABS [OPEN]who wants to do some Halloween collabs? [i will have examples in another journal so keep looking for if i update this or not] it can be creepy adopts OR my species HALF-HEARTS [based off fears]..as long as its scary/creepy/ugly/Halloween related i'll be happy with it~HALLOWEEN COLLABS [OPEN]2 months ago in Personal More Like This
for normal collabs fill out:
what kind of adopts: (ok ok i know 'Halloween' but do u wanna do monsters, furries/anthros/humans wearing Halloween costumes, what?)
how many adopts will we do: (how many do u plan on making ? )
what kind of shading: (do u want basic, some, more?[note: shading'll itll take longer so idk when ill finish so if u want please be patient))
how much would they be sold:
how much profit each: (if u are doin lineart and shading u should get more than me cause i just do basic)
btw half-hearts arent supposed to be pretty [BUT sometimes ugly things can be draw pretty so you can make it 'pretty ugly *rimshot*'] so.. i can not do pretty colors
Commissions OPEN!!Drawings On PaperCommissions OPEN!!4 months ago in Personal More Like This
+ 5 points for additonal ocs
Pictures With Base
Pictures with no base
Drawing with Background
Drawing with no background
+5 points for each other adoptable sheet
+ 5 points for each additional part
Am I (are men) Needed? Warning 18+A lot of times in popular culture, like TV and film, straight men like me are portrayed as having this fantasy. The fantasy is having sex with two women, most of what I hear is two lesbians. I get the feeling that straight men who don't have this fantasy are looked down upon, perhaps by other straight men. I don't have this fantasy, and I'll explain why.Am I (are men) Needed? Warning 18+2 months ago in Personal More Like This
When two or more lesbians are together, they wouldn't really need a man. They are more attracted to each other than anything else, and that would make me personally feel like a third wheel. I already feel worthless, I don't need a threesome with two women to make me feel more worthless.
There is something I need to clarify, I support lesbianism, as well as all human rights. I am a straight ally, and I have friends and family who are LGBT. I will support your right to love even if no one loves me (which is the case). I joined the GSA at my college, and immediately felt like a third wheel, being the only straight guy there that (I
Secret Santa'sSecret Santa's2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Come on and join my Secret Santa Group :iconxsecretsanta-express: ♥♥♥
This is a group where you trade gifts and bring the Christmas spirit. We will keep everything organized, and make sure that everyone receives their gift. ♥
I hope you will enjoy yourselves ♪
Important Pokemon Info after Sad StuffSan Diego was great. Till I caught a cold. Somehow...Important Pokemon Info after Sad Stuff2 months ago in Personal More Like This
So I'm feeling pretty nasty. Not to mention another one of my rats is dying. She has been for awhile but my mom finally talked to me about letting her go naturally, or putting her down. She used to be a really fat, adorable rat. Now shes super skinny, has lost a lot of hair, and can hardly work her back legs. So... my mom is taking her to the vet today.
I'm going to immerse myself in homework, Pokemon, and Mass Effect until I feel better. Which may be never. I don't deal with death very well. I still can't talk about Mercedes or Murphy without feeling like I'm being punched repeatedly.
I might draw as well.
Also I would appreciate it if no one said anything. At all. Or, comments with something about Pokemon or Mass Effect to distract me.
On a Pokemon note, I'm about to breed my Charizard to get little Charmanders. Anyone want one? I can give you an egg or a hatched Charmander. I'm not really l
A different kind of suicidalIt was was always hard to explain to the doctors and my parents why was depressed and felt suicidal.A different kind of suicidal2 months ago in Personal More Like This
It wasn't like I want to cut myself. I don't get any relief that way. I only cut myself a few times but never made things better.
It never seemed like the doctors were helping. I always had to work it out my own. I work hard to stay positive and to do my best but it felt like my depression was the same or wasn't being addressed right. Then I read something someone wrote, it went something like this "I won't hang myself or shoot myself or cut myself but It feel like I just can't go on. It's not that I want to hurt myself but If i was walk a cross the road and I was about to be hit by a speeding car I don't think I would jump out of the way when the time came." That is how I feel. I don't think I would do anything to harm myself but if I was put in a situation where I had a split second to decide to live or die. I think I would rather die. Doctors ask if you cut yourself or if your
Half-Hearts P%2U Species Bio 'Don't Judge' halloween/half-heart collabs open - > http://half-hearts.deviantart.com/journal/half-hearts-HALLOWEEN-COLLABS-405979936 i want to spread the love and promote 'Don't Judge a Book By its Cover'. thus-> i have made 'Half-Hearts' (it's a p%2u [pay under 50% of ur profit so not 'pay 100-500 points] species since i cant draw them on my own ;A; )- > p%2u part info [rules are still wip~ ]Half-Hearts P%2U Species Bio 'Don't Judge'2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Half-Hearts refs/ideas : - > fanart - >
-Half-Hearts are a combination of a single person's fears. They have symbols that look like half
Classic Spooks contest: Prize updateHosted by :iconpookagonerabid:Classic Spooks contest: Prize update3 months ago in Personal More Like This
EldritchShores :iconeldritchshores: is having it's first contest just in time for Halloween and the theme is classic ghost stories. So pull out your old favorites like Sleepy Hollow, A Christmas Carol, the Hound of the Baskervilles, or the Woman in Black for inspiration. And by classic I mean at least 50 years old so no Nightmare before Christmas artworks thank you. All visual Mediums will be accepted. Submission will be critiqued based on 3 criteria.
500 from pookagonerabid
300 from donation pool
an ACEO drawing of the winner's choice from :iconktobermanns:
a print of your choice from pookagonerabid
a lama badge from
Deviantart theme songDeviantart theme song4 months ago in Personal More Like This
I want to be the very best,
Like no one ever was.
To draw them is my real test,
To edit them is my cause.
I will travel across the website,
Searching far and wide.
learn from deviants to understand
(Gotta draw 'em all)
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
You're my best friend,
In a world we must defend.
(Gotta draw 'em all)
A heart so true.
Our courage will pull us through.
You teach me and I'll teach you.
(Gotta draw 'em all)
Every drawing along the way
With pencils I will face.
I will draw everyday
To claim my rightful place.
Come with me the time is right.
There's no better team.
Arm and arm we will win victory.
It's always been our dream.
(Gotta draw 'em all)
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Oh, your my best friend,
In a world we must draw.
A heart so true.
Poetry: Jokes ft. Jew NaziThis poem and others may be found at the following link:Poetry: Jokes ft. Jew Nazi2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Request for requests.Hello again!Request for requests.1 month ago in Personal More Like This
I had a plan to draw a lot in a comic style, mostly full body characters, because I have a problem with them - same about digital paintings showing a bit more than just a face.
Well, it didn't work.
I spend some time looking for a reference for a drawing, got a bunch of ideas, and, of course, couldn't decide which one should I choose.
So I'm giving you a request for a request, but not a typical one.
Just leave a comment with a link to a stock and I'll use it as a reference, because apparently I'm not able to make a choice on my own.
You may leave more than one link, I'm pretty sure I won't get as many of them as I need anyway. I draw every day, and the only thing you can get is the feeling of power, so probably this won't be very popular.
I also plan to colour and shade all those drawings (probably during weekends).
Some quick rules
1. Everyone can give me a reference, and one comment can contain more than one link. Just keep it r