DarknessSomeone help meDarkness2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Someone hide me
Someone save me
From the darkness inside me
I try so hard
To see the light
But the darkness has
no end is sight
I must keep fighting
Don't know why
In hopes one day
I'll touch the sky
Then I'll be free
And then I'll soar
Won't fear the darkness
But until then I'll struggle
But never give into pain
For if I do, my struggles
Will have all been in vain
MirrorI look in the mirror,Mirror2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and what do I see?
a disgusting reflection
staring back at me.
Perfection and beauty,
I'm simply not the person
whom I want to be.
Flawed and broken,
inside and out;
the truth is that I'm someone
the world can go on without.
Id like to tell a storyI'd Like To Tell a Story...Id like to tell a story5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'd like to tell a story
About someone I used to know.
Just a little something
That happened long ago.
It's not something of legend
Or of greek mythology
But just a sad little tale
Kept in my memory.
The first thing I remember
Are her brilliant green eyes
And the way they used to shine
Even on the dullest of nights.
Then there's her firey hair
That cascaded into curls.
And her snowy face and freckled cheeks...
She was a very pretty girl.
But sadly she didn't think so
Due to the words which others said.
The evil comments and snide remarks
Soon polluted the poor girl's head.
Days went by and it grew worse
I'd find bruises on her skin.
She'd cry when I'd confront her
And she'd say it was nothing.
Her chair at school stayed empty
For days and weeks on end
She'd stay at home, all alone
And pray her heart would mend.
Then one day I got a phonecall
It was her mother on the line.
"I've got something to tell you..."
And then she began to cry.
You see pe
Maybe . . .Maybe somedayMaybe . . .2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'll be okay,
All of the tears
Will be all dried away,
Sky will be blue
And no longer grey,
Monsters and shadows
No longer to stay.
My heart will be healed,
Love and elation
Be things that I feel,
Moods no more changing
Like turning of wheels,
No longer burdened
By things that I feel.
But, for today,
Skies remain dark,
Love and elation
Seem something so far.
Are just out of reach,
Things that I want,
But just cannot believe.
Ten ButterfliesOne for the thingsTen Butterflies4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'm too nervous to say.
Two for the nightmares
That won't go away.
Three for the fears
That still manage to win.
Four for the people
I won't see again.
Five for the boy
I was hiding behind.
Six for the girl
I can't get off my mind.
Seven for the panic
Still stuck in my head.
Eight for the things
I should never have said.
Nine for the voices
That come late at night.
Ten for the lie
That I'm really alright.
Pen-scratch hopes and ink-winged lies
Because I always kill my butterflies.
Die, DiePain, painDie, Die4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I feel no more
I am numb
Numb to the core
I can't even think
Take my life
I won't even blink
Slit my wrists
Keep on yelling
I won't be missed
On the floor
Fuck my life
Give me more
Empty and dry
Get me more
I want to die
Keep them sharp
I'll use tonight
Alone in the dark
The weapon of choice
I'll use it now
You won't hear my voice
Cough up a mess
One less person
I'll be one less
Kill me now
I want to go
I don't care how
Ticking clockThe clock is tickingTicking clock2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Time flying by
For one poor soul
The end is nigh
The clocking is ticking
The reaper waits
To deal the worst
Of many fates
The clock is ticking
When midnight comes
It won't be fun
The clock is ticking
Time running out
No one will hear
You scream or shout
The clock is ticking
You're too late
Midnight is here
So meet your fate
DepressionShe stands on the edge of the lonely abyssDepression5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Contemplates jumping to death's final kiss.
Anger and bitterness fire through her veins
Silently she waits as strength slowly drains.
No life is allowed near, just rock ash and sand,
This place is her mood, just a barren wasteland.
Though suffered before this type of bout.
She cant break free, no way out, no way out
Harsh wind whips through tousled hair
Its haunting cry echo's her mounting despair.
Heart beats so weak, beginning to list.
So tense her stance, hand gripped into fist.
Gasping for air that refuses to come,
Skin so cold, her time so near to be done.
Feeling so dizzy, close to a faint,
Misery building from emotional taint.
Time and again she has come to this place,
Walking the same path at the same sullen pace.
Feet always falling into the holes of her tracks,
Made when she flees here, to hide what she lacks.
So desperate now, and wanting to flee,
These curses of depression, these feeling so empty.
Nothing good can be made, this obs
Dead PrettyDead PrettyDead Pretty5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I saw a girl in the street today
Her grace and beauty took my breath away.
She had dazzling eyes of bottle green
The most beautiful eyes i had ever seen.
Her hair was the colour of autumn leaves
It shimmered in the light as it danced in the breeze.
Her porcelain face and tinted pink cheeks
were enough to make any man's knees weak.
She caught my eye and then flashed me a smile
I have to admit i was dazed for a while.
She stepped into a car and it drove away
Still, i saw her again that very next day.
Though not in the flesh, Oh no not at all.
I picked up a paper and my heart sank when i saw...
Upon the front page, typed up in bold
Were words which made my blood run cold.
Another girl murdered, found dead in the park
Though twas the image below that broke my heart...
Though the colours were faded, I could still see
A pair of green eyes staring up at me...
Set into a porcelain face framed by auburn hair
Life is so cruel, injust and unfair.
I read the rest of artic
What You KnowSometimes the disinfectant hurts more than the infection,What You Know2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Sometimes the pain is better than the protection.
Sometimes the tears sting more than the smile,
Sometimes the yard tires more than the mile.
Sometimes the blood shines brighter than the blade,
Sometimes the heart is blacker than the spade.
Sometimes the kiss is sharper than the slap,
Sometimes the lure is worth the trap.
Sometimes the night is lighter than the day,
Sometimes the beast is weaker than the prey.
Sometimes the cut hurts less than the sob,
Sometimes the break is harder than the job.
Sometimes the lie is prettier than the truth,
Sometimes the alibi is better than the proof.
Sometimes the hate is kinder than the love,
Sometimes the buzzard is holier than the dove.
Sometimes the loser gains more than the winner,
Sometimes the saint is worse than the sinner.
Sometimes the girl is stronger than the boy,
Sometimes the child is more broken than the toy.
Sometimes the poison is sweeter than the cure,
Sometimes the dirty are
Fear and HopeI prepare for the worst,Fear and Hope5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but hope for the best.
I prepared for the news,
but hoped it was not true.
I prepare the shrouds,
but hope she'll not need them.
I prepare the phone tree,
but hope I'll not have to call.
I've prepared the songs,
but hope I'll not need to sing.
I've accepted that she's made her peace,
but I still hope she'll never just give up.
I know I may never see her again,
but I hope to hold her one last time.
I know I may not get to kiss her again,
but I hope to stroke her cheek.
I know how brave she really is,
but I hoped she'd not have to prove it.
This is how my people, my family,
deal with life, it's ups and downs.
We prepare for the worst,
continuing to hold hope in our hearts.
Sebastian x Shinigami reader, Demonic love,part 33Sebastian x Shinigami reader, Demonic love,part 331 year ago in Romance More Like This
I furrowed my brows together and the other servants blushed.
"Mister sebastian...what's going on with _____?" Finnian whispered and put his ear against the door again.
"It sounds like she is in pain..""ofcourse, she said ouch didn't she?" Mey-rin and Baldroy whispered to eachother and i pinched the bridge of my nose.
________ hasn't left her room since last night.
A few days ago, when i brought her to her room, she was fine and nothing was wrong with her.
Pluto should also be in the room with her.....he is there to protect her after all.
He is.....only protecting her...right?
"Would you all stop spying on her like that? It looks creepy..."
My lord said behind us and we all looked towards him.
"But, my lord!, it sounds like she is in allot of pain!"Finnian said with a concerned look.
"We can't leave her alone like this!"Mey-rin said and Baldroy nodded.
My lord frowned and pinched his nose.
"Then open the door and don't stand here like
Blood, sweat and tearsBloodBlood, sweat and tears2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The blood dripping down my limbs
As I fight my demons
The sweat soaking my clothes
As I work to overcome this numbness
The tears I shed
As my hopes and dreams keep dying
EyesDeepEyes1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It feels like
They are staring
Into my very soul
And rendering me
VoidFloating in the voidVoid1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wrapped in darkness
I can't see a thing
I can't feel my body
I'm completely lost
Am I dead?
I sure hope I am...
Beautiful liesBeautiful liesBeautiful lies2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hiding the cold truth
A truth we can't handle
So we avoid it
Because it's better to live
In a world of lies
The Apostate-ChampionThe Apostate-Champion4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Is is there no other way?" Valena asked standing in front of mighty Arishok, the leader of qunari who was almost twice her height. Although she knew there were no variants left: the only thing that could convince qunari leave peacefully was now farther and farther away from here with each passing minute.
This story will not end without bloodshed, she knew it.
"The relic we came here for was stolen from us again, the last attempt to retrieve it peacefully was ruined by you, saribas!" Arishok swiped his huge bloody axe and spattered Valena with viscous dark-red glop that once was under someone`s skin, young mage almost chocked on horrible rotten-metallic stench.
'Damn you, Isabella!' She thought, 'Damn you selfish gucky bitch! These men`s blood is on your hands!'
She took a look on scared citizens around her as they watched her with beg in their eyes What an irony she, the apostate mage was their only hope here, in city where people with magical gift were treated wors
The light withinThe dark side of meThe light within2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is right at the surface
Right there for you to see
Can you help me find
The light within?
If it's still there?
And if you're not afraid
Of losing yourself
In the darkness of my soul?
BloodlustIn our private heavenBloodlust1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
We satisfy our bloodlust
By breaking each other's skin
With a shinny blade
And tasting the crimson flow
The flow of life
A life of lust and love
The love we feel
For each other
A bloody and guilty love
Of voluntary wounds
And beautiful scars
Our reason to live
Our dirty secret
A secret we both carry
With great pleasure
The only way
We can feel happiness
Fight the demonFire all aroundFight the demon2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Igniting my rage
Gauntlets soaked in his minions' blood
Hearing his growls
This is the final stand
The fight goes on
He's too powerful
Eager to destroy me
Death is close
My body will become
On this hellish place
Nobody stands a chance
AnorexiaPicture perfectAnorexia8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
How thin can you go?
Up for a challenge?
Painful and slow.
Waiting it out
Obsessed with forbidden
Skip one more meal
Keeping secrets hidden
Watching seconds tick
Saying you're not hungry
Denying you're sick
Tastes long forgotten
You're still savoring
Feels so cold
Then legs fold
Lives are broken
Storm withinHellish nightsStorm within1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Ryhme Of The Laughing ClownThe Ryhme of the Laughing ClownThe Ryhme Of The Laughing Clown2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
"Come Little Children Laughing Jack's got a song now.
Listen close and you shall see....Pop goes the weasle ahahah"
All around the carnival town
The clown chased the child.
The blood was shed,the soul bled and bled.
Pop goes the weasle..ehehehehhe
A treat 1 or 2 a sweete treat for another.
That's what i'll usually do.
Pop goes the weasle...ahahhahaehehe
Hanging corpses filled with treat's you begin to quiver.
Haunted dream's and twisted fright's i Begin to chuckle.
Pop goes the weasle..ahahhahahahahaha..eheh
Child dear do not try to run you know i will find you.
Let's Play a game of hide and seek.
Pop goes the weasle...eehehehheheheheh....