So You Think You Know MeSo You Think You Know Me14 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So you think you know me:
You think im overwhelming
When really im just overwhelmed
You think i am controlling
When really im just scared
You think i have no feelings
When really i have too many
You think i am obsessive
When really im just paranoid
You think i have no trust
When really i trust too much
You think i have no love
When really love is all i have
So you think you know me
When really i wonder if you do.
I Hate MyselfI don't like my body,I Hate Myself5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I think it's too fat.
So I painted over my pale skin,
now it's beautiful black.
I hate my hair,
so I cut it all off.
I look in the mirror,
and call myself a jerk.
I poured dye into my eyes,
and tried to cover the blue.
I don't want my body,
I want to be like you.
I hate my voice,
so I refuse to speak.
I hate my muscles,
so I act so weak.
My mouth is so small,
I stitched it shut.
I hate my heart,
so I don't love.
People say I'm changing,
they don't understand.
I don't need help,
I don't need a hand.
I'm perfectly fine!
I'm just like everyone else!
The only difference is,
I hate myself.
Brotherly Love. [AmericaxCanada] Brotherly Love.Brotherly Love. [AmericaxCanada]2 years ago in Romance More Like This
[America x Canada]
A sigh escaped Alfred as he sat alone in the conference room. His cerulean eyes were slowly gathering tears at his waterlines, causing his vision to blur. When he attempted to blink back the tears, though, they only seemed to fall and stain his blemish free cheeks with their moist trails. His eyes squeezed shut as tightly as possible and his grip on the edge of the table tightened. Trying not to cry these days was taking a lot of his strength.
Alfred remembered a time when he was really happy, and his loud laughter was honestly joyful. Now, though, it only seemed forced. Hi
Surprise! Rin X (read to find out)I stared out the window one morning, watching the rain fall steadily down. Recently, Act 3 had been released, so I was fading into the background as a whole lot of new Vocaloids took center stage.Surprise! Rin X (read to find out)10 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
Len walked into our bedroom. "Hey, Rin," he said, stretching and yawning a little. "that one kid, what was his name? Olive? Or something, well, his first song was released today."
"Oh," I said, turning to face him. "Cool."
I paused and looked back at him. "And it's Oliver."
Len gave me a confused look. "Why do you care? I mean, he's nice and all, but really? What, do you have a crush on him or something?"
I quickly turned away from my brother. " No," I said, trying to stay calm.
He shrugged. "Whatever. Maybe we could become friends, kinda like having a younger brother instead of an annoying twin sister!"
I tossed an orange at him. "Len!"
Inured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 4Inured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 43 years ago in Romance More Like This
*Ludwig's Point of View*
I was wandering aimlessly, not really aware where my soul wandered. I was lost, but not exactly afraid. My pain and suffering were fading the longer I wandered. I wanted it to end: the pain, the suffering, the strife, the hatred, I wanted it all to end. I didn't want to return where I knew only ridicule and pain awaited me. I welcomed the numbness that was closing in around me, enjoying it, embracing it.
The whole of my wanderings had been in relative quiet, nothing really breaking through the silence that engulfed my mind. Until one day, I heard something. It was a voice. My feet, which had ambled slowly and without direction, stopped. I was still. I listened.
Injured!Germany X Nurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch 3Injured!Germany X Nurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch 33 years ago in Romance More Like This
I walked cautiously into the curtained area today. I saw him lying there, his chest rising and falling beneath the white sheets, his strong arms placed at his sides, just as before.
"Guten Morgen, Ludwig," I greeted him as warmly as I could. I clutched the small brown bottle in my hand with trepidation. I had to clean his wounds today. I hated to cause Ludwig any undue pain, but this had to be done or his wounds could become infected.
I cut his blood-stained bandages as before, still growing a little warm as I looked at his mostly-bare chest, and propped him up to remove them. This time, he didn't wince quite as much. I was both relieved and worried. On one hand, it was good that he was no longer feeling as much pain, but on the other, it could mean that he was falling deeper into unconsciousness and closer to death. His wounds weren't bleeding as profusely as before, but they were still very tender and could easily be reopened.
"This may hurt a b
Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 6Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 63 years ago in Romance More Like This
I dipped my shaking hands in the cool washtub, trying to remove the slimy, shiny, hot blood from them. My whole body shook like a leaf in a gale as I tried to process what had just happened.
There was Elsie, calling to me from across the hall for more bandages. There was me grabbing the linen strips and rushing to her side. Then there was the soldier. His right arm was completely severed and gushing blood through what were once layers and layers of clean, white bandages and onto Elsie and two others nurses hands and arms. There was Elsie moving my hands to put pressure on the stump at his shoulder while she started to put a tourniquet on him. There was the blood, so much blood. There was the man chanting prayers under his breath, begging for God's forgiveness and mercy. There was the sound of Elsie's voice, telling me he was gone. There was the blankness in his eyes.
Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch 7Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch 73 years ago in Romance More Like This
I tied off the bandage to his chest, glad that we had both gotten through the agony of cleaning his wounds again. I was pleased to see less blood on his bandages, and the scabs continue to overtake the open red gashes. Ludwig's jaw was still tight from the painful ordeal. This cleaning was just as bad for him as the last one; he'd gasped and groaned so much that I almost felt every jolt of his pain.
"I'm all done now," I informed him. "It's over. You're not going to be in any more pain." I started lightly caressing his head, just looking at his face, still taught from pain. He started to relax as I stroked his hair. I could feel his muscles release and see the lines of his face soften.
I ran my fingers through his smooth, blonde hair, letting the strands flow across them like water. I enjoyed the experience as much as he did. I could feel my worries fade away and m
Reader x Austria - Musical DistractionThe day outside was pleasently shining and the sky had a cloudless blue. The air was as fresh as a daisy and everyone seemed to be enjoying it very much. You enjoyed it too but from inside the room where you were listening to Austria play his piano with sweet emotion. You relaxed as you heard him play and felt yourself swaying in the music.Reader x Austria - Musical Distraction4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The music sounded so beautiful until-
You turned and looked at Austria with a stunned look on your face. He never would mess up when playing. His fingers were shaking and he was looking at the piano so red and sweaty.
"A-Austria?" you called out. He turned away completely and stood up from the piano bench.
"______?" he asked nervously looking at the wall and his fist clenched in a fist.
"Y-yes?" you asked, surprised that your voice didn't come out shaky.
"How long have you been living in my home?" he asked.
"A couple of years sir."
He turned slowly to you and asked in a shaky, nervous tone, "And what do I have as my number one rule?"
Bullied!RussiaxReader: To Save You Ch3Bullied!RussiaxReader: To Save You Ch32 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I believe, but in the corner of my mind
There is a shadow of uneasiness
“Where the hell were you?”
One of your friends raced towards you and tightly embraced you. You were almost knocked down from the impact. The rest of your friends swarmed around you, bombarding you with ridiculous questions that you could barely make out.
Getting everyone to quiet down was a hassle, but you somehow managed to do it.
You closed your eyes and took a deep breath, concentrating on the quietness. Sweet quietness from your friends for once-
Your eyes shot open.
The quiet room that you were rejoicing in was replaced by one that was filled with whispering. It didn’t take long to figure out why. After all, it happened every day.
You glanced at Ivan. But that glance soon turned into a stare. The pleading expression on his face caught your attention. When Ivan was sure he got your attention, he glanced at your friends so quickly that you weren’t sure if you saw it. Then he shook
Mess of Colors [Denmark x Reader]Mess of Colors [Denmark x Reader]3 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
"I mean... we just met and now we are going to get naked together and lounge in a hot spring?!"
Air, thick and heavy, settled around you, allowing you to see only a few feet in front of you. The hiss of steam and the occasional ripple of water were the only sounds to be heard. The room was heavily perfumed but the perfume itself wasn't all that strong; the smell somehow made you feel more... comfortable. Everything was peaceful at the hot springs resort.
Personally, the experience would be much nicer if there were less people at the resort. As selfish as that sounds, sharing a hot spring pool with at least ten other nude people wasn't as enjoyable as it could be; still, it was very relaxing compared to your everyday life. Just that and the whole nudity policy were the only areas you were a little iffy about. Honestly though, who've thought people would be more relaxed around a bunch of naked strang
Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 5Injured!GermanyXNurse!Reader: 'Til I Awaken Ch. 53 years ago in Romance More Like This
I dipped the rag into the warm, soapy water. Suds clung to my wrist as I wrung out the excess moisture. I began with his face. Taking gentle, slow strokes, I cleaned his forehead, his cheeks, his neck, careful as a mother cat cleaning her kits. I dipped the rag into the water again and proceeded to his chest.
I hesitated before I began to clean it. I knew this would hurt him. I pursed my lips as I looked at the near-fatal wounds I was about to touch. I gathered my courage and began to clean it. I lovingly wiped his upper chest first, above where his wounds began. I was amazed that, even with almost a week of disuse, it was still as firm as a drum head. Once again, something in my stomach fluttered. I ignored the sensation as best as I could and began to clean the left side of his che
Injured!Germany X Nurse!Reader 'Til I Awaken Ch. 2Injured!Germany X Nurse!Reader 'Til I Awaken Ch. 23 years ago in Romance More Like This
'What a rough day,' I thought as I plopped onto the seat proffered to me by one of my fellow nurses. Leaning my head back, I slouched down and let my whole body relax. I had been on pins and needles all day, there were so many wounded that needed tending to. Some had missing limbs that needed rewrapping, others needed morphine to kill the pain that plagued them, and still others needed bullets removed.
I sighed and looked down at my blood-stained uniform. The steely-blue dress was spared for the most part, but my white apron was completely gone. There was more purplish-red than white on it now. It never failed to amaze me just how much blood there was in a single human. I shuddered as I thought of the soldierI think his name was Franz--who had died of blood loss just today.
I kept thinking it would end, the tide of blood.
'That's it,' I ke
I'll Be Here Forever. (Germany x Reader)I'll Be Here Forever. (Germany x Reader)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
You sniffed. Tears forming in the corners of your eyes, you shivered and sobbed on the cold metallic floor. Sitting on your knees you were upmost shocked yet, had the feeling your heart was forever gone. You thought about him. You thought why, how, he was gone when it still felt like he was here. You just expected one day to wake up and see him downstairs reading the newspaper with a coffee mug in his hand. Then he’d look at you and smile while telling you good morning, and give you a kiss and just hold you. You just kept hoping that this was just a nightmare. That it wasn’t real, it couldn’t be real. That you would just wake up and feel yourself being safe and secure in his arms again.
But you knew you wouldn’t.
“__________?!” A loud voice was distinctly heard, but you ignored it. You were too much worried and devastated to pay attention to anything right now. A hand was quickly placed on your shoulder as you tilted your head up to see
American Road Trip (Hetalia Fanfic)"I'm Tired!!"American Road Trip (Hetalia Fanfic)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING THE WHOLE TIME!!!"
"But Germany .."
"America, pull over we've been driving for hours and it's late."
"Yeah, I need my beauty sleep!"
"Stop complaining France!"
"Well I need my beauty sleep! I don't want to end up looking like you in the morning."
"Everyone shut your holes!! I'm pulling up to a hotel now!!"
America pulls his van into an old, crappy hotel. Hey, it's the only hotel for miles. Where else are they supposed to go?
"O God, America, you must be kidding!"
AMERICAN ROAD TRIP
"This is ridiculous!!" Germany vents to himself as the allies and axis enter the hotel. "I can't believe America and those damn allies dragged us on a vacation road trip with them!! All they do if fight with each other!!"
The group enters the lobby of the hotel that is equally as run down as the outside. A man approaches them and introduces himself.
"Hello I'm Percy, I'll be catering to your needs this evening." He says with a
Bullied!RussiaxReader: To Save You Ch5Bullied!RussiaxReader: To Save You Ch52 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that’s gonna find you
I will be the one that’s gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire
You’ll never be alone
When darkness comes I’ll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
“I found you Ivan!” you giggled, running up to Ivan and wrapping your arms around him.
He laughed, returning the embrace, closing his eyes and smiling, making his usual smile.
It was a smile, indeed, but it was fake. Underneath his eyelids were eyes drowned in sadness and loneliness.
“________,” he whispered, leaning in to kiss your lips. Your hands wrapped around your boyfriend’s neck as your legs straddled his waist.
You pressed your lips against his, and he pulled you closer as he held your waist. Your friends watched, cheering as if this was a football game.
He picked you up br
Tug of War- SpainxReaderxRomano(AN: I realize this is really ridiculous- that's part of the point. It was just a goofy warm up to get me out of writer's block. Enjoy!)Tug of War- SpainxReaderxRomano2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Here, (f/n), let me take your books!”
“No, idiota! He’ll just drop them! Hand them to me!”
“I will not! I can probably hold twice as many books as you can!”
“Okay, enough!” You shouted. This had been going on all day. Your two friends Lovino and Antonio had been having this strange macho-man battle of chivalry over you. They had been going back and forth, walking you to classes, carrying your books, opening doors for you, anything.
In the beginning it was kind of nice: being waited on hand and foot, although unnecessary made you feel somehow… special. It gave you this warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach like a million little butterflies were rustling their wings inside your chest, to be cliché. But
Love Lifted Me GermanyxReaderLove Lifted Me GermanyxReader2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
These Nazis are demons! you thought miserably, ducking your head as they pelted you with spit and any trash they could find. How could humans be so evil? You were only one of the millions that the followers of Hitler hated. A Jewess they called you. You had never even been in a Jewish temple! Couldn't even remember what they were called. Your father had been an orthodox Jew until he was ten, when his entire family was converted to Christians, and you were his daughter. Apparently, that was more than enough to justify hating you.
You were lucky though. You had Ludwig. He would do anything to protect you. And on top of that, his perfect Aryan pedigree and his military heritage was enough to stop most people from messing with him. Even now some of the Nazi Aryans were hesitant to target him. His proud glare and stiff posture seemed to be enough to stop the younger ones. It also spared you from getting hit with the worse of it.
It was time to leave Germany. Ludwig announced that a we
GermanyXReader Guilty Part 2GermanyXReader Guilty Part 22 years ago in Romance More Like This
“I’m telling you Ludwig she’s innocent!” Feliciano wailed. There was a moustache of foam on top of his mouth. He was drinking to make himself feel better- drinking hot chocolate that is. However it wasn’t working. Not this time.
“Couldn’t you hear the misery in her-a voice?” he looked ‘determined’ for a while. “I will prove her innocent” he promised.
“Good luck Feliciano” Ludwig grumbled stirring his coffee. His friend blinked at him.
“Aren’t you going to help-a me Ludwig?” he asked looking slightly confused.
“She’s a prisoner Feliciano” Ludwig gave a sigh taking a sip from his cup. He stared at his friend to see his reaction.
“She’s an innocent-a girl Ludwig, she can’t be much younger than us” Feliciano snapped.
“Her looks are fooling you” Ludwig comment
GermanyxReader - Treason Part 2Panting with terror from the dream, he turned the lamp on with shaking hands, seizing the picture beside it so that he could trace over the lines of her features with his fingertips. It was the only thing that drove away the nightmares, as ashamed as he was of it. He had never been one to have night terrors, even as a child, Ludwig had slept soundly with only the occasional dream, and rarely nightmares. Now, he had nightmares every time he closed his eyes so that he slept little and was almost afraid of the dark. And they were always the same, the recurring dream of that night the Allgemeine Schutzstaffel, men he had known and counted as friends, had broken into his apartment to seize her. The twist that made the dream so horrifying was that she would rise and laugh with them, those black phantoms with red armbands, and they would congratulate each other on finding the real traitor: him. And every single one of their faces was a blank,GermanyxReader - Treason Part 23 years ago in Drama More Like This
America x Reader ~ CompetitiveAmerica x Reader ~ Competitive2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You let out a loud sigh.
It was a warm Thursday afternoon, a normal Thursday afternoon, a very bring Thursday afternoon. You finished all your video games, you've read all your favorite books for the fifth time and you even finished all your homework, which is pretty rare for you to do. You were laying on the soft grass of your back garden and watched the clouds (since you didn't had anything better to do). You were hoping that something interesting would happen soon, because you didn't want to waste your last day off with watching boring clouds, but nothing seemed to happen. You thought of what would happen if Alfred, your best friend, would be here right now, he would say something like: "You have to look for adventures yourself!" or "Nothing interesting will happen if you stay in your backyard all day!". You knew that was true, but you were just too lazy to look for your own adventure or to even get up from your comfortable spot on the grass. You
Hetalia ~ Kwiaty przynioslemHetalia ~ Kwiaty przynioslem1 year ago in Drama More Like This
Wiesz, proste bratki, z taką czerwoną wstążką. Kwiaciarka mi mówiła, że nie pasuje, że powinna być inna, ale ja się uparłem na czerwoną. Chyba wiesz dlaczego.
Długo się zastanawiałem, czy to zrobić. Kwiaty, mam na myśli. Zawsze mówiłeś "będziesz sadził kwiatki na moim grobie", rzucałeś tym jak słabym żartem.
I właśnie dlatego stwierdziłem, że powinienem. Kumple najwyżej wyleją piwo na nagrobek.
Właściwie nie mogę tu niczego sadzić, rodzina uparła się na granit. Granit jest tak bardzo nie w twoim stylu, powinieneś dostać pagórek z krzywo wbitą tablicą, żeby przyroda splotła chwasty i wciągnęła cię głęboko w siebie.
(Ha. Pewnie już wymyśliłby
I Am HetaliaI am Russia,I Am Hetalia2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
walking through the storm
with heavy steps, around me
it's a field of ice and snow.
The wind howls like a wolf,
a wolf as lonely as me,
Winter's looking for victims
but I'll leave it hungry.
You're not enough to kill me.
I am Hungary,
searching for a peaceful home,
How can you live with someone
and still feel so alone?
Why is it that the one you love
is your greatest enemy?
I am beaten whenever
I try to become free.
There's no way out.
I am Germany,
sitting in my dark room,
mourning the long lost,
the one who left me alone.
Don't worry so much, Italy,
soon I'll be fine,
I'll come and see you again,
just give me some time.
Why did you have to go?
I am Romano,
you might as well shut up.
You make no sense, so get lost,
you make me want to throw up.
I look at myself and I see
someone's who's not meant to be,
I could have died so many times.
Why do you even keep me alive?
I'm terrible to you.
I am Canada,
what would happen
if I became noticed.
How loud do I have
Reader x Norway - Behind an Icy HeartReader x Norway – Behind an Icy HeartReader x Norway - Behind an Icy Heart2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Note: Again please read description if you have not read the intro please :3
“Vell (name), vhat do you vant to do?” Germany asked in a calm voice.
Your eyes scanned the room, looking at each of the nations who eagerly awaited your decision. How could you choose one out of them all? You loved them all and this made it even harder to decide.
However your thoughts were cut short when you felt an icy stare coming from the right side of the table. You turned towards the gaze’s owner to find Norway looking at you. His icy blue eyes bored into you like they were trying to figure out something. His stare sent a few chills down your spine and you cuddled further into the blanket Japan brought you.
But those eyes that were once staring at you quickly closed and he slightly tur