trust my lies.trust my lies.10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I see dark. I see light.
I see everything in sight.
Fields of ice, drifting snow,
No one plays and keeps their soul.
Come to me. Trust my lies.
Believe my words and not your eyes.
I will twist, your poor soul.
Draining you's my final goal.
Take the gun. Spin the wheel.
Eventually to me you'll kneel.
I am bliss. I am pain.
I will bathe you in my reign.
Shards of glass. Splintered steel.
Far to late to see I'm real.
Gone to far. Slipping down.
You've broken through and now you'll drown.
Cry for help. Beg and plead.
Only I have what you need.
Try to run. Try to hide.
I'm the thorn that's in your side.
Road you choose. Bloodied stone.
You find yourself in the end alone.
Icy hands, steal your eyes.
A perfect end, an addict.
Yours, Mine, OursYour words cut me to the bone.Yours, Mine, Ours6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Your kisses burn worse than acid tears.
Your hugs infect me with your diseased heart.
Your love is a fairytale straight from story tale pages.
Your eyes I get lost inside of each time you stare.
Your smile makes me throw up silently in my mouth.
Your mind makes my head spin and my thoughts race.
Your lies hurt more than you'll ever know.
My words fall off your back like water off an umbrella.
My kisses are passion filled but you're blind.
My hugs are sincere but you don't care.
My love is pure, real and true but it doesn't matter.
My eyes fill to the brim with tears that fall effortlessly.
My smile is sweet and innocent but you took that away.
My mind is full of thought of you and us but you find it humorous.
My lies are nonexistent because my words are from the heart.
Our words together don't mesh
Our kisses together are like fishes under water.
Our hugs together are flimsy.
Our love together is not right.
Our eyes together interlock and the passion fizz
Knowledge from ExperienceKnowledge from Experience10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I know angels in smart shoes,
just waiting to turn eighteen,
and to savour the taste of kisses in public.
I know kisses in the rain,
turned eighteen and slightly twisted,
and galvanised the pieces of my heart.
I know mathematics and kudos,
interesting and flavoursome fortunes,
and in the distance I hear a biscuit snap.
I know the crisp cold of snow,
diving inside the icy burrow,
and shaving the hair from my toes.
I know the innocent pleasure of eating,
and of riding a bicycle to work,
and of sharing a sandwich in the park.
I know the bitter twist of anger,
orange juice bottled and cap not fitting,
and the spray of emancipated droplets.
I know the silence of loneliness,
justified by the happiness
already grown up and flown.
LieI don't expect you to stayLie6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know sooner or later you will go away
You'll turn your back on me
But I guess that's the way it is supposed to be
You will leave with a smile on your face
Because you never wanted to be here int he first place
Of course I will be wearing a smile too
But really I will be dying without you
You showed me true hope
Always there to help me cope
What am I going to do when you are gone?
I am afraid I may not see another dawn
Don't feel bad, just smile like you don't care
For this pain is mine to bare
Go off and have the life you always dreamed of
And don't forget to spend it with your true love
I know you never really loved me
That's just what you got yourself to believe
But know one thing my dear
I will always need you here
So kiss her like I always wanted to kiss you
Do anything you wish to do
But tell her I say to love you everyday
For you should be happy in every way
Say you love me one more time
Though those words don't combine
I will look at you holding her
SubmissionSubmissionSubmission6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To be bound by the will of another, willingly,
Is to give your self up to trust
Is to relax the muscles of defensiveness
To soften the armour against the world
Is to release new power from the places hidden in our darkest fears
Is to open the petals of invitation to a new identity
To be released from the bindings of everyday pleasures
Is to discover a new world of pleasure in the everyday
Is to worship in a temple of indulgences from beyond history
To give up the struggle to live
Is to dive into the well between words and eat of a new apple tree
Is to feel the freedom to dance naked before your enemy and god
To lie with your darkest fantasies
Is to live with the reality of who you can be
Is to live with the unbounded truth of who you want to be
To reach for power
Is to discover limitation
Is to submit to its freedom.
Waitingsleep goes then sleep comesWaiting6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
what should we do
sleep and never wake up?
or stay awake and fear death--
Here I am to choose
I'm ready to leave at anytime
but I don't want to leave you behind
So here I am staying awake
for one last minute
waiting for you to show
seems as if I don't matter to you
I am here alone
to lay my sleepy head to rest forever
Only seconds left and then you show
entering the room to say goodbye
as tears swell up in my eyes
falling down my face
One last moment together
Here it comes
Last words were said from my lips
"I love you forever and always"
AddictionYour eyes are as blue as the ocean framed by a red darker than bloodAddiction6 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Your pupils are as dark and wide as the hole in your chest that once held your heart
The once smooth and perfect olive tan of your complexion is tainted
The strong arms that once upon a time wound around me, held me tight
Are now a distorted depiction of stars and stripes
[a rainbow of only green, yellow, red and purple now inhibits your skin]
Your mind and body fight for what they want and what they cannot resist
The small person in your head named; Consciencia yells for you to fight it
But your body can no longer function without it
You cannot win
Bondage SinsSilk sheets.Bondage Sins7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tie me up.
Fuck me hard.
Take me there.
If you dare.
Fell in love.
Love me back.
Cuff my wrists.
Kiss my lips.
For One Night OnlyTick tockFor One Night Only6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
AddictionYou're addicted.Addiction6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
First, to the relief, the release.
Next, to the attention, sympathy and care.
Then, to the pain, adrenaline and rush.
Lastly, to the selfdestruction. The hatred. The illness.
AddictionI don't want to talk. I don't want to smile, and I don't want to laugh. I want to experience solitude. I want to filter out the world and retreat into my own mind.Addiction6 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
I don't want to be vulnerable. I don't want to put myself out there for you to trap, to snag, to inject laughter into.
So I'm building a wall. A barrier of poetry. It will let no one pass, and I will be free to bask in the calming waters of silence.
I will think of everything known to me, take them all apart and rebuild them so they make sense to me. I will dance like no one is watching and write my darkest desires on my heart. I will throw my arms at the ceiling and torture myself with the mirror. I will turn on the faucet and throw the water at the floor to make me slip and fall. I'll prance down the halls and throw open all the doors and shriek out at the world. I'll turn on all the radios and TVs and lights and tell my deepest secrets to the pictures on the walls. I will laugh and scream and sing and twirl until I've fal
AddictionThis is where I let it go...Addiction6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is the essence of impracticality, impossibility.
But you tie her down to keep her near,
and she pretends your ropes can hold her.
To need so direly something so unreal, how can she protest?
[She is only a figment of your imagination] Can you see through the clouds?
The stars themselves have frozen
And you somehow manage not to notice.
The rose that fails to bloom
is locked in a perpetual state of almost
and even in the warmest nights of summer sweet,
Is edged in a shro
AddictionThoughtsAddiction6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have no idea anymore
I crave you
Your touch, your feeling
Its like an addiction
To my body
That feeling of you
your lips, locked with mine
We push farther
You grab me
I pull you closer
Its cut short
My arm goes around you
As if nothing happened
Every time I hesitate--
The addiction dominates
More than before
For that feeling
Of you and me
A Pleasing AddictionMy body tingles teasing me forth.A Pleasing Addiction6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Out of breath but in love with the feeling
our bodies rock back and forth.
Attached at the hip the
thrill we seek keeps us in sync.
A slower pace fuels the fire just
enough to quench our inner desires.
This pleasure is like a drug
taking control over our bodies.
Thirsty for more to feed our addiction;
our bodies start to feel on fire.
Muscles so tense
our bodies stop moving.
We're addicted to this game of
coming together that entwines
thrills amongst our bodies and
together, our pleasure
I know youI know youI know you8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You want to break me
You want to destroy me
You think you can break me again?
Id like to see you try
I know you
I know what you do
I know how you did it
You played with my mind
Twisted my thoughts
Into something impure
You created this illusion
You made me doubt him
I Hate you so much
What you did to me Hurt
What you did to Him Hurt too
Your demented personality
I shall Never let you break me again
I have learned
I have overcome
I have support
I am Stronger than ever before
Sex Slavemetal spikes and fishnets.Sex Slave7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
ciggaretes and bourbon breath.
leather coat velvet dress.
smooth chest rough sex
black nails and bloodied lips.
guitar hands and pierced flesh.
bite my neck whisper soft.
go on, do it, get me off.
never had, you before.
not like this, anyway.
dont forget, I want more.'
let me be your sex slave.
The WastelandI am addiction. I take control of your mind. I take control of your emotions. I take control of you. Once you have met me I never let you go. You are mine forever. A slave for me until the end of your days. Never again will you be the same. Now you live the life I want you to. Theres no turning back.The Wasteland6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I am emptiness. I live inside you, but Im not really there. You know I exist, even though I do not. You can feel me, but you cant. Slowly, I make you hollow until nothing else remains. I am nothing, but I am everything.
I am darkness. I consume your soul. Rotting it until there is nothing left. I devour you, making everything a never ending unfathomable black. I whisper in your ear the evil secrets that lurk inside you. I tempt you, with the desire to fulfill your wildest dreams. You think I make you strong, untouchable. But in the end I will be your downfall.
I am evil. I control all injustice in the world. I have no mercy. I am the gun you hold to someone
FallenFallen10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am now dry
no emotion to show
tired of this life
and taking every blow
it's taken my all
to get where I am today
and yet that's all it needd
to change my world gray
I've run out
of needle and thread
I can no longer stitch
the wounds that have bled
My heart's so complex
not JUST worries and cares
if you can't find the door
'climb in through the tears
it's taken a toll
as the years have gone by
I'm a wondering soul
who doesn't know how to fly
So will you take the challenge
to stitch up these things
will you be my Angel
and help me, be my wings
- Addiction -- Addiction -10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The pain inside is never gone
But you gave me something new to feel
Something else to focus on
Something better, something real
They tell me that you're bad for me
They say I need to leave you
But you're the only one who's been there for me
They don't know you the way that I do
You make me feel alive
I've never felt so free
I've never needed something so bad
I won't let them take you fom me
I love the feel of you
Against my skin
I'm addicted to you
You're my perfect drug
My new best friend
To the very end
On LoveOn Love10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Cold and empty, hollow sphere
No trace of loving affection there
Trapped inside this rolling ball
Must escape to experience it all
Great big void, nothing within
Internal argument on filling it in
Is this a losing battle fought in vain?
If I give in, what will I gain?