.how am i feeling? well today.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
i'm a phoenix, doc, here get me
an ash tray i'll show you
and please i just wanna sleep
like lena does, i got a brain
like a ten ton weight
(and i'm still holding what's dead because no one else can carry it, and i can't get into bed until i find somewhere to bury it)
.september -.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
i've been under
the illusion it's
for four days,
i sit on your knee
at the kitchen table,
roll one of the
bullets under my finger
cold gold and
do you know what
that is? -
but i don't think
you do -
you're fuckin weird,
you know that? fuckin
cold, maybe i'll just
start calling you
and he does
they grace me with
three days, and i cannot
to come with me
the only time i like you
is when you're asleep,
i gnaw one leg out of
just to crawl my way
(it takes everything i have not to smash my bottle over your head)
.what i meant.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
to say was, somewhere
a siren beaches itself
all the sailors out
at sea have gotten
wise - i meant to say
to cry, i did,
kept my appearance, stood
and wasn't that right?
i meant to say
i think the unholy burrowed
into me at birth,
spread itself out like
and hardened me,
i don't deserve to even set
one foot into this place -
i meant to say
i had a dream
i tried to hang
myself in a cave,
no stupid, go like this,
i don't think
you're even trying,
a good spot -
what i meant to say was,
i'm losing the will,
and i don't care that you
have cut me out
of yours - i want
to say i've still got
of the devil, i get
drunk and reminisce,
i think it's time
i pressed delete
and stop letting my eyes
hurt my mind -
i meant to say
that he seems to age
(tried to strike the lightning back, still came off worse)
WIP: Neko [K] - I'm just the cat :3Hello everyone <3!WIP: Neko [K] - I'm just the cat :32 years ago in Personal More Like This
some more pictures for upcoming costumes to show <3~~
see me (totally easy and nothing special ;....) Neko costume !
Shooting end of February/March (it's too cold outside before T_T. And I don't like indoor shoots).
and some funny pic XDD
I hope you like it <3! I will still style the bangs better and make some more cat-like make up for the shooting!
.she told me i had soft palms,.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
i said yeah but i've got a hard
heart, because when
i was young i got given
two goldfish, and one day the
big ate the little
and that's when i learnt i'd
be fucked by the world, it would
do the same thing to me too
(i heard the language of evil and i started to speak it, saw the actions of evil and i started to be it)
.sometimes the cold holds my hands so tight.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
they start to burn, turn red and raw, i know it has
something to say but has no voice
so i must feel the chill instead, it knows
no other way, i know
no other way
that i am thinking of the sun
(the tide comes in and licks her sandy lips, drinks in the moon and i am gone)
.i tell her.5 months ago in Personal More Like This
i do not want
i do not know
i say my mind
to me alone, and i
to the earth
(tomorrow said to yesterday, please meet me in the middle)
.my mind said he was.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
going out to get some
sanity, don't think he's
coming back because
his things are gone
and now i'm up to my
neck in words that have
snapped cos i twisted
them all too far
(it gets me down so much that it keeps me up at night)
.the last thing i write for you.1 month ago in Personal More Like This
will have no form no meaning
and seem erratic -
two magpies is double the sorrow.
the stars have been barred from their temple again
and i have stopped listening. suffer.
there was no love in you
where love should have been.
a dark soul
a bitter soul
a sick soul
walk into a bar.
somewhere here there's a joke
and i think that it's me.
(you will forget in a little while)
.bear teeth.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
white knife -
this is where i laid
the devil to rest
in purification of self
and space, the flowers
nod their heads in the wind
that one hundred
and one in the lore
can go and get
(i am angry, i am sorry, and i cannot stop)
Poster Sales, stock clearance (Closed)Hello, I received some requests for poster online sales so here it is.Poster Sales, stock clearance (Closed)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
A2 size poster = 15 USD each
42 x 59.4 cm
16.53" x 23.39"
Glossy laminated by default, Matt lamination available upon request (no extra charge)
PAYPAL only, paypal fees is not included.
There will be small color different from in the actual product.
In some cases there will be very small bubble on the poster, it's a lamination defect which is totally beyond my control. ( It's rare so the printing house will not compensate for it.)
If you have any other poster you want but it's not listed above, you can ask me about it.
Shipping fees (inclusive of tube, tracking number) of 500 gram:
Brunei Darussalam and Singapore (Deliver in 4 - 10 days)= 10 USD
.they came from.2 months ago in Personal More Like This
the mud. one
by one i hold their skulls
to my ear. they
are bone conches, empty
of all things
now. there is nothing
they lay sunken
at the bottom of the river. it is
to look down
on them. the spine
of their sky is collapsing.
there is no holy
book, no red-winged ghost
of a devil
to blame, no black magic apart
from their own.
are seperate beings. my tongue
of its mother
and fluent in hate.
i burn our photographs
and touch your face with my thumb
just to push
you in further. my instinct
adam, with your all-seeing eye.
you have gutted
the human from her and sent
her to war. she is scraping life
on the back of her knife now,
scarlet. she loves the thud
of the ripe ones
(there is a light in the water at night, for those breathing the air of their own blue sphere)
Kimono DressesAfter playing around last night, I was finally able to make a kimono dress with some extra fabric I'd bought years ago! They take a ton of fabric and lace, but the type of fit and measurements needed will make me able to start offering them in the store!Kimono Dresses10 months ago in Personal More Like This
I have so many ideas for some wonderful Japanese-inspired cosplay outfits. I'm already planning some Eeveelutions in this style as well as a TARDIS, Inuyasha, Link, and whatever else I can adapt it for!
I also love that fact that they have three parts: the jacket, the skirt, and the obi/tie. THis way they can be worn differently =3 Someone on Facebook asked for pictures of it on a person, so I threw together three different outfits. I'm not thrilled with the tights and shirt I chose for the skirt portion, but it works for something really quick =3
So excited to start making these! <333
.know this; i loved the fire.2 months ago in Personal More Like This
and i walked into it willingly, heaven
is not up above but deeper down below
(there is a snake with the world in its belly, eat it; you are a killer the same)
Best on deviantARTBest on deviantART2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Here are the best submissions from our DA group this week. Many thanks to our members for always keeping on submitting on our deviantART group.
.the moon shudders;.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
silver dust lands
in my hair and i sigh,
knock it off -
what's your problem?
i'm frustrated -
i've been trying to
strike a match that won't
light for two hours,
you carry a lighter,
.there are a million different worlds.8 months ago in Personal More Like This
that have been built on top of this one,
and i know this cause they whisper through
the cracks of doors in secret
to each other -
i heard you're never more than six feet
from a rat, eight from a spider and
seventy from the sea, please, don't let
yourself drift any further out from me
(holy ghost, are you flammable?)
I HAVE A C IN LIFE[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriendI HAVE A C IN LIFE1 year ago in Personal More Like This
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ]You have an MP3 player/IPod/Discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies
T 0 T A L: 8
[ ]You have over 500 friends on Facebook.
[x] You have pictures on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[ ] You get allowance/loan.
[I assume mail is normal] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to college.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school/college.
T 0 T A L: 15
[ ] Y
Urban Dictionary memeStolen from :devLittleMissAlexius:Urban Dictionary meme1 year ago in Personal More Like This
1. What's your name?
A generous, outgoing guy who goes out of his way for his friends. Can be sweet and caring towards people, he has a laid back and calm approach. Truthful, gullible,lovely and Sexy. Can be a bit of a stress head at times, can also hold grudges for a long period of time. Nice to get to know, easy to fall in love with.
2. How old are you?
the age at which an American can drive a car and get a job, but still can't vote.
3. Who is one of your friends?
A very rather amazingly blowjob. Is the best b
Show me your Ocs (Free Requests) + Contest newsHello there, my darlings!> w <Show me your Ocs (Free Requests) + Contest news2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Because I need a olot of practice I decided to ask for your ocs so I could draw them.<3 If you want to request canon characters from a series that's fine as well!- w -
I will look through the comments and decide which characters I like the most and that would be the most fun to draw.> w
Point giveaway?I wonder if you'd be interested in a point giveaway. I think I will do a one some day in this winter, but it depends on you, my watchers!Point giveaway?2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
I will probably 'give away' around 1000 , so I think it really could be worth of it. I'll just choose one of my watchers who will do something (for ex. just fav the journal etc.) and then.. somebody will receive 1000 points
Tell me - would you like this giveaway??
Espeon Pattern Now AvailableSo due to popular demand, I went back and wrote out the pattern for Espeon. Body base is pretty much exactly the same as Eevee's, but I went ahead and wrote out instructions on how to do the ears, extra ear pieces, and tail. Mightttt be a little confusing.. but I tried my bestEspeon Pattern Now Available8 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm currently working on.. all the other ones at the same time Dismembered Eevee evolutions everywhere!! I wasn't going to make Sylveon, Leafeon, or Glaceon, since I had never even heard of them until maybe a year ago.. but I think I will.. for completion purposes. It will bother me forever if I don't have all of them.. whether I like how they look or not *COUGH SYLVEON COUGH* Sue me, I'm a hater.
Also don't think I'm going to finish my "Dreams" contest entry in time Still so much fur to add.. but just touching that brush kills me (though strangely enough, crocheting doesn't bother me). Ah well.. I'll finish him e
.in a poem.10 months ago in Personal More Like This
to life, so i write
about you, i write
about you, and i
am still keeping
(light the path then, lantern eyes, if you know the fucking way out of here)
Contest*shrug* I feel like doing a contest xD hah so um, yah xDContest1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I really enjoy involving my friends and fans in my Games, videos and ideas, sooooo, this one will be related to the middle ground (my game)
the rules are simple,
All you have to do is Draw the Three fake guards oooor The Fake Guards Battle Mode heh xD
here are some pics of them:
The Fake guards:
pretty much their design is just, blue guard has a blue gem, red guard a red-pink one, and green guard has a green one. xD
pretty simple, eh? xD
the battle guard(s) look like this: three arms in the front, two in the back xD hah and their ears have holes xD hah
soo yah xD
This will be a quick contest x) Have fun! Try to not put your own characters in your entry, sorry <:"C It might lessen your chances of