Suppressing feelings and letting go, always praying for you, your safety. Please, will you still remember me?....miss you... 元気でね。。。- Genki de ne - Be good, be alright, bye...
This is a piece i have been working on for awhile already.
2 weeks ago we gave our cat to someone else.... That was a very sad experience. Even the person taking him, was asking why are we giving him away if we all look so sad. Actually I live on the 15th floor and our cat was constantly jumping in the balcony, walking on antennas looking at birds... he could fall anytime. No matter how much I told to close the balcony even though it is winter my grandma kept letting him out. Our cat even started to jump to the down floor's balcony..... I know cats are awesome and can jump or fall and be alright, but this is 15th floor!! Even cats won't survive the fall... We were searching for a person to take him in for a long time... such a long time that we attached to him a lot, and got used to this situation, it became part of our lives, and the feeling that it will end someday was too far away to actually feel it. The day before he was taken i was begging not to give him, making all kinds of excuses like there are not good people and all... yet I understood that this was something that concerned my cat's life, so I should let go... Even now it is still sad, i keep seeing him in my dreams, thinking he will come any moment, doing things i did for him and then realizing that it all ended... aaaaaaah it is sooo sad >< Still it seems those people love him a lot, and are caring after him much better than we did, and it is a good thing!
drowning deeper and deeper... and the silent call for help.. S.O.S... wasn't heard.... Save our Souls...I really like the meaning of SOS Used of the image amazing stock by www.deviantart.com/art/269-rea… done in SAI, edited in PS. i started this picture about 1 month ago. finally got to finish it... still that water.... it is still bad.. i tried soooo many things with that water but it just doesnt turn out the way i want it to. well anyway if i work on this any longer i will not post it at all lol XDDD but i just really wanted to draw something like this.... and i want to draw fanart!!! D: this may be a stupid question but how do you draw fanart?? i just end up coping the picture i like.... =.= lol XD anyway about my job... finally im starting with the backgrounds and getting to the comic itself. saying that i hate backgrounds!!! oh Mighty Perspective, why are you so difficult!!!?.... lol
probably my only reason for liking the fall season, besides the colours it brings and the more relaxing night's sleep, is when the maple leaves turn red.
This photo was featured as artworks of the day at redbubble.com, which i have signed up at recently. so far the community is quite friendly, just like here. ranging from professionals to total beginners like me
you can find my bubble ( lol ) at [link] - not that you have to, but there will be some works which might not be posted here, that will possibly be found there.
Perspective is one of my most weak points so i wanted to challenge myself doing this pose. On the other hand i've been pretty down recently, so drawing this kind of pose i wanted to make some kind of art therapy lol ^^ In this picture i wanted to represent the determination of taking the step forward. Challanging the sky with the determination to win and not give up. The sky above is reflected on the ground, like she is tanding already above the pink sky, above everything....