The RapeThe Rape10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I feel the world going round; my feet no longer touch the ground
Music blasting, I can hear no sound. Even my heart I can't hear pound
Feeling so much pain, but am unable to speak
No sound coming out of my mouth, yet I was screaming at my highest peak
I looked around and saw my blood leak, the sight of it made me feel so weak
What happened? I tried to recall, I was just having fun at the ball
I took a drink and did not know it would make me fall, then he grabbed me and we left the ball
The guy was such a hunk, into his sweet-talk I had sunk
He knew I was drunk, so he pushed me on his bunk
I felt something wasn't right, but I didn't have the strength to fight
Then he switched off the light and went on abusing me through out the night
I woke up to find a dark red spot on the covers, it still felt hot
Then suddenly I was pale, knowing that a virgin I was not
It was only me to blame, I was the one to carry all the shame
My anger I could not tame, mad at myself for being so lame
HurtIn lust you fell for me,Hurt9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For self-indulgence you seeked me.
In despair you took me,
In pain you left me.
You changed me.
You hurt me.
You turned my insides into chaos,
You rebuked me.
No more shall I call out to you for comfort,
No longer will I hang on your every word.
Never again will I believe you when you say, "I love you",
Never again will I be the same.
You killed my soul,
You killed my hope.
You stole my youth,
You stole my joy.
I could never look at you the same.
How could you do something like this?
How could you hurt me?
How could you rip me from bliss?
How could you leave me in such agony?
How could you fill me with such sorrow?
How could you bruise my insides?
How could you? HOW COULD YOU!?
In wretchedness I lie,
In fear I will dwell for the days of my life.
In affliction I'll remain,
Knowing that my smile is a lie.
Knowing that my innocence was destroyed in the hands of a monster.
You hurt me,
You wounded me.
You demolished me,
You raped me.
The Plague"The Plague"The Plague4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Dovepaw sat just outside the ThunderClan camp, listening. Listening to the sounds of ShadowClan fighting amongst themselves.
Six cats had already succumbed to the Disease. Three healthy cats had been killed. One of them, Blackstar. With the warriors fighting those with the Plague, including the deputy, Russetfur, no one had stepped in to be the new leader.
Littlecloud was tending to the four cats that had been bitten by the Infected. They had already started losing patches of fur. Dovepaw cold hear the medicine cat arguing with his apprentice.
"We can't kill our patients, Flametail!" Littlecloud meowed, shock in his scratchy voice.
"What else are we going to do?" the young tom replied. "Soon enough, they'll become just like Ratscar and the others."
Littlecloud stared his apprentice in the eyes. "Like your mother?"
Flametail visibly flinched. "It doesn't matter that she's my m
Sometimes I Freak Myself OutGoodnight, Tom. Night, I answer. Bill doesnt know this will be his last night ever.Sometimes I Freak Myself Out7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
It seems to take ages before he finally sleeps. I look at him for a while to make sure he wont wake up. It would ruin it all.
It had been this way from the very first beginning. He always had to stay in the front at photo shoots. And even when he got in the back, the photographer replaced him to his position. Was he really so much prettier? In my opinion he was still the slightly feminine part of an identical twin. Maybe it was because he is the front man. But does that make him so important? Like his voice is so special I mean; there are so many people with a beautiful voice. You simply have a voice and he is blessed with the fact to be a good singer. You can do it, or you cant. But playing the guitar isnt the easiest thing. You have to learn a lot and not everyone is predestined to be a good guitar player. You need perseverance, patience and jus
Falling 4 U-Bill Tom twincest-Falling 4 U-Bill Tom twincest-6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Everything had been pretty much normal for us lately...we aren't touring, nor are we recoding, so things have been, well, slow. Everyone has just been hanging out around the house, playing video games, swimming, writing songs, practsing. Personally, I enjoy sleeping! But, the other night a few things began to change...and at first I thought it would pass, but I was wrong.
It was a Saturday, and Tom, Gustav, Georg, and I were watching a movie. I wasn't paying much attention really, I have other things on my mind right now. I had this tune in my head, and I couldn't get it out. It was so annoying! It was a song that I came up with in a dream that I had the night before, only the tune, not the words, but still! Ugh! It was a romantic song, deffinately, the kind of song that you play at prom for the king and gueen. But I don't have a girlfriend, and I don't love anyone at the moment, so...where is it all coming from?
Shortly after I finished processing this in my he
-Twincest- Rescue Me -T+B--Twincest- Rescue Me -T+B-7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Georg had sent me out to do the grocery shopping. He was the one who usually did it, but hed put his foot down, and since there wasnt any food in the house, I had eventually caved in to the nagging. It wasnt that bad, actually. I quite liked it.
I was cruising through the vegetable section, ignoring the weird looks some people were giving me after all, how many guys do you see with more eye makeup on than most of the women here? when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around. Two men were standing behind me, staring at me.
Youre that guy from that band, arent you? the shorter of the two said. He was wearing a white baseball cap and a black t-shirt with black tracksuit bottoms.
I scrutinized him and then nodded once.
Its called Something Hotel, right? the taller one said. This one was wearing a white jacket and dark jeans.
Tokio Hotel, I supplied.
Yeah, that. My sister listens to yo
ScapegoatRing down judgmentScapegoat9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One session explosion
Blame me for everything
I beg you, please
Most certainly don't forget
Hit me, beat me
I want your bruises
Push me down the stairs
Stab me in the back
I'm asking you to
I'll sit back and let you
Make me scream
I want your pain
Rain fire on me
I am scapegoat
Luna's LoveLuna's Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sister I cry to you, please come rescue me
Drowning myself in misery I cannot sleep
Banished to the place where I feel alone
I beg, I pled, I want to come home
I cannot lay my soul to rest
With the empty pain I feel in my chest
My color slowly turning to grey
My patience slowly fading away
I thought you loved me and cared
By telling me you would always be there
But now I see where you lacked
I thought you always had my back
My vengeance growing and turning cold
The days getting older, centuries old
If you don't love me than no one will
I'm tired of feeling sick and ill
The Luna you love is buried away
Tonight shall begin another new day
Nightmare Moon shall rise from hate
Before it's too late
First KissI open the car door for her. This had been an excellent night. Only one thing could make this the most perfect night between us.First Kiss4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Oh man, this is it. I am so going for it tonight. Alright just get her to the door, but don't rush. You don't want to look over eager.
Taking her hand, I help her out of the car. I lead her away from the car door and close it. I continue to hold her hand as i walk her up the driveway, and to the front door.
God, I hope my hand isn't sweaty. This is crazy. I'm insane for even thinking this is a good idea. Okay, panicking is not helping. HELP!!
At the front door I look down at her. Then I let go of her hands, and wrap my arms around her, pulling her close. I hug her tightly, trying to convey how I feel through my whole body, through this one movement.
This is nice. She's so warm. I love how she feels against me here. Now if only we were nak... focus boy. Alright this is the time. You cannot screw this up. Cripes, I'm so nervous. Must not pis
Watch thisWatch thisWatch this1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
A hero has just fallen
A hero has been slain
Watch as they weep
But I know a secret
Heroes are never gone
They rise from the ground
From the soil
From the pavement
They get up from hell
And wipe off their tears
They finish what they’ve started
What they fight for
When everyone’s weeping
I stand by the graves
And listen to empty coffins
Waiting for the hero to come
Out from the shadows of hiding
Out from the back streets where they
Had laid their bones and gotten new names
A hero has just been slain
Their battles wounds won’t scar
People are weeping
But listen close
Can’t you hear the scratching?
Its the fingers digging through dirt
Watch our heroes rise
Heroes never truly fall
They just wait in dark corners
A hero has just died
While everyone is weeping
I’m pressed against a window
Because I know that some time
They’ll get up and walk down the street
To finish their jobs
They get another chance
Because heroes never die
Peter Pan SyndromeI always wanted to be a kid forever.Peter Pan Syndrome4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I never wanted to have to worry about my thighs
Or my boobs
Or my lack of boobs
Or my waist
Or my hips.
I wanted to be the girl who didn't mind swimming with boys,
Didn't know why the older girls shied away
The kid who wore dorky glasses and yellow
Who thought the next door boys had cooties,
Who always drew a smiling sun in the upper left corner of her paper,
Who was innocent enough to think the world was generous enough,
So simple, kind enough
As to let love be sweet as the candy bars she could eat with abandon.
I always wanted to be the kid who didn't know any pain
Worse than the sting of antiseptic on
Scraped palms and skinned knees
Not the one who had tear-soaked tissues on the floor.
I always wanted to be young and ignorant and stupid forever
And never grow up
Never grow up
Never grow up
Peter Pan OneshotPeter Pan Oneshot4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Moira slowly dropped into the air as her fingers slipped from his grasp and felt the intense wind being pushed below her. Before she had hit the hard cement, Peter dived through the air and caught her simply in his arms. She looked up at him, breathless from the fact she could have been dead at that very instant. His eyes were hard, nothing as which she's seen before in the four years she's known him.
His eyebrows arched and his face suddenly grimaced as he spoke, "Don't you dare do that again."
"Why do you suddenly care?" She snapped. "Just a minute ago you were teasing me with Tink! The darned girl tried drowning me as well as the mermaids!"
Her statement caught him off-guard. Why did he care? It's not as if this girl was particularly the nicest to him. She never listened. She often spoke in sarcasm or even profanity. Out of all the Darling's he's met, Moira was obviously the most irritating. He glared at her for a minute more, before he turned off, aggravated by her behavior.
Natures DanceDance among the great willow trees.Natures Dance3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Run around the woods.
Listen as the rain falls softly on leaves.
Embrace the winds.
Twirl around the lake when the moon glows.
Watch the shooting stars.
Believe someone's wish just came true.
Swim in natures tears which gently run down a cliff.
Play in the fields of wild flowers as the sun beams brightly.
Listen to the rustle of autumn's orange and red leaves.
Blow on a dandelion and watch the seeds float in the wind.
Feel the rose's soft petals.
Hear the hum of the bee's as they buzz by your garden.
Dance with the trees.
Shadow's Sleepover: Part 4Car: (*parks by Chaotixs house*)Shadow's Sleepover: Part 47 years ago in Humor More Like This
Cops: (*get out of car and run towards Shadow and friends*)
Silver: I didnt do it, I swear! (*puts hands up*)
Lady Cop: Lets get em, boyz!
Cops: (*runs past Shadow and friends and go to the Chaotixs front door and kick it down and run in*)
Shadow: What the-? (*confuzzled*)
Rouge: Oh, my God! Theyre going for the Chaotix, not us!
Espio: (*oh noes*)
Blaze: I knew itd happen some day. TT
Cop Lady: (*comes out front door with Vector in handcuffs*) Youre under arrest for disturbing the peace and vandalism!
Vector: Aww, crud. TT
Cop #1: (*brings out Charmy and looks at Lady Cop*) What about this one?
Charmy: You better watch out, Mister! I can sting you! And it hurts, lemme tell ya that! (*struggling in Cop #1s arms*)
Cop Lady: Hes too young to go to jail. Hmm (*looks around and spots Espio with Shadow and the others*) Ah! Mr. Chameleon! Will you please come here for a moment?
I'm done, Wendy.This is a poem from your Peter Pan.I'm done, Wendy.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've lost you somewhere along the way,
I'm writing you this to tell you that you still matter,
even if we ran away, washed away,
scattered in the breeze, like falling autumn leaves.
I'm done, Wendy-love,
I'm done playing in the dirt
I'm done getting hurt,
I'm done with the boyish curls,
I'm done chasing pretty girls.
I'm done believing in fairies.
I'll put the little wooden sword away now Wendy-love,
and hang up my green felt hat, it never suited me.
I'll put on proper clothes
and I'll even wear shoes now.
I'll stop running, so much running...
I'm ready to stop pretending I'm a pirate,
pretending I can fly, pretending...
I'm not lost anymore, Wendy love,
I'm grown up now, I've got responsible,
I do medicine rounds now Wendy,
I wear a uniform and I care for people.
I've learnt to put others first
those more in need, oh Wendy,
why wasn't this clear before?
Wendy, love, I'm not going to beg
for something you maybe can't give,
SasuNaru Fanfic Chapter 2SasuNaru Chapter 2SasuNaru Fanfic Chapter 28 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Naruto slides out of bed and slowly gets dressed. Getting home late and barely getting any sleep, he was exsauhsted. He slips on his shoes and leaves his house. Walking down the street towards the hokage's, promising to help her with a favor this morning. The sun was bright, he squinted trying to shild his eyes. He felt tap on his shoulder. Hoping to see sauske, he turns around to see a smiling Sakura. Disappointed, he gives her a half-hearted "hello".
"Hey Naruto! Whats new?" she askes beemingly. Naruto thinks of what happend last night, but didnt really want to talk to Sakura about it.
"Umm, not much, just going to see the hokage." he says.
"Well i won't keep you then" Sakura responds while looking over Naruto's shoulder. Then, much to Naruto's surprise, out of nowhere, she leans in and kisses him.
"Later Naruto!" she says as she runs off before he could ask her about it. He just stands there thinking 'what the hell?' Then coming up from behind him Sasuke pa
Careful, She's Frail"Don't hit a girl, they're made of glass."Careful, She's Frail3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hearing this when young
we didn't know, it was true
Crystal surface on the outside
reflecting vulnerability on the inside
One crack attacks like a parasite
growing from the inside out;
one crack would suffice
in the breaking of doubts
Once broken, shards slice deep
into the skin of all who cause harm
So delicate woman are,
people take advantage of that,
breaking them ruthlessly,
creating more cracks
Beauty is fragile
appreciate it gently
Remember this before you hurt them
for the sound of breaking glass
shall haunt you forever...
Dear Peter PanDear Peter,Dear Peter Pan3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I'm seven years old. I believe in fairies and mermaids, and I like to pretend I am Wendy. I want to go to Neverland too. Will you take me one day? I don't want to grow up either, and I know how to sew. If you ever lose your shadow again, I can fix it for you.
I'm eight years old. I thought I saw Tinkerbell outside my window last night, but it was just a moth. So I stared out my window and searched for the second star to the right until I fell asleep. I'm still waiting for my turn to go to Neverland, I'm sure it is wild and beautiful there.
I'm nine years old. I used to have a nightgown that looked like Wendy's, but I can't find it anymore. I played in the snow today, does it snow in Neverland? Playing in the snow is fun, but I like coming inside and drinking hot chocolate with mommy to warm me up. I think I would miss that if I went to Neverland.
I'm ten years old. Today, mom told about growing up and changing from a girl, to a woman. I d
Wendy DarlingxWendy Darling7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
She's too clean to fit in the forest. She doesn't look right, doesn't suit it. Too clean and pretty and too much like what I'd once forgotten.
She's stupid, too. No smart person would wear a skirt in a forest. You can't climb trees with skirts. You can't run as fast as your legs can carry you with skirts. Skirts get you pinned to trees by arrows and make you yell at boys who just want to practice even though it was your fault for wearing a stupid skirt in the first place.
She's too clean and too stupid for the forest. For my forest.
She's just like the others. Rude. Mean. Too smart for her own good. She thinks she's better than me. She thinks that because she's civilised and I'm not that it makes her the better person.
But it doesn't. It just...
Why am I so curious? Is curious the right word? Intrigued. Interested. I don't remember how to write them but I can think them and that's what I am. She's so irritating and posh and prim and pretty and s
PeterPan,Don't Break My HeartDear Peter Pan,PeterPan,Don't Break My Heart5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My arm is broken.
Bones snapped, dried blood
In the weeds, a cast that remains
But I'm not giving up.
My dearest Peter,
Everyone thinks I'm a
(except you.) but when I jumped
Out my two story window,
I had been so sure I had found my
These bars on my window
Are making it increasingly hard
To keep a smile on my face.
But I'm still a kid,
And I won't grow up
Did you forget me?
Please say not.
I think of you everyday,
But still I grow in height
And my feet won't leave the ground.
Take me to Neverland,
Take me away, please.
I don't know the way.
To my lovely Peter Pan,
You won't believe it,
Father has left, Mother
Said that he is going out to
Peter what does that mean?
If I need to find myself
I look no further than the mirror,
Or your eyes.
I want, now more than ever,
To have nothing to do with adulthood.
And everything to do with you.
Everything is happening at once,
dear peter pandear peter pan,dear peter pan5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
my name is not wendy and i'm not little anymore. i lost my
teddybear along the way and i don't really like candy anymore.
there are bruises on my arm and scars on the back of my
neck because i did make mistakes. i did not listen when really,
i should have. i made them all myself and maybe i even made
some of yours, because you never had the change.
i'm sorry i have lost track of the little glittery stars you left me.
i'm sure they led to soft whispers and pinkyswear promises.
instead, i have polaroid pictures and coffee stains. i have old
pocketwatches that no longer work and paper and ink, but no
written letters. i have regret dancing on the edge of my
tongue and lips tainted with kisses i did not make. i have little
cuts on the tips of my fingers, left by the pretty boy from down
the street. he really is pretty, you know.
i am sorry i stopped waiting for you on the roof at night, but
don't you know that winter only gets colder when waiting? i
understand your di
I Hate you Wendy DarlingI Hate you Wendy Darling6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
I hate you, Wendy Darling.
I hate the way that you drew me to you, with your stories. The stories of faith and trust and pixie dust. The stories of good triumphing over evil. The stories that would raise hope in the most hopeless of children. The stories are as evil, are as much of a trap as anything Hook and his entire band of pirates could come up with in ten lifetimes. The only difference is that this trap looks, feels, sounds, tastes so good that it is impossible to resist. Not just for me, for all the boys.
No. Actually that is the excuse I used to keep coming back. Well, that and the fact that I like Hook getting defeated in as bloody a way as possible, even if it is just in a story.
I lost my shadow for you, Wendy. Although it was sort of fun, sneaking up on people (Hook, mostly) without my shadow giving me away, it did get rather tiresome, especially with Slightly rambling on about The Shadowless and how having no shadow was a sign of evil. I came very very close to stopping up
Top 20 Celebrity CrushesTop 20 Celebrity Crushes2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Top 20 celebrity crushes...
1. Gerard way
2. Frank iero
3. matt sanders
4. Brian haner jr.
5. Zachary baker
6. jimmy Sullivan (forever)
7. Jonathan Seward
8. Tom Felton
9. Daniel Radcliffe
10. Rupert grint
11. Corey Taylor
12. Gustav wood
13. Josh Franceschi
14. Max helyer
15. Mikey way
16. Matthew Lewis
17. Oliver Phelps
18. James Phelps
19. Alan Rickman (as Severus snape)
20. Dean murray