Well, Honey...You think depression is a choice?Well, Honey...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you think I choose
To feel worthless?
To feel empty,
To feel sick to my stomach because I think too much?
To feel broken,
To feel hopeless,
Angry at myself..
To feel suicidal, sometimes without knowing a reason?
To feel the need to lay in bed all day,
Without moving a muscle,
Because getting up would just make me want to fall back down?
Depression is never a choice.
You don't choose depression.
Depression chooses you.
We don't need ignorant people to choose us, too.
The Katrix Connection 1The Katrix Connection 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
To Set A Black Rabbit Loose
While that one phrase about a frying pan and fire suddenly came to mind, Alicia realized she was someone who skipped the pan altogether. She supposed it came from her father’s side…but then again it was her mother who had always been the one to fight first and ask questions later. Her parents had obviously done a marvelous job raising her, given that she was now being dragged with black chains around her wrists. Luckily for her, the female guards had given her a matching set for her ankles as well, so that she didn’t commit a further crime in fashion with the rags she was dressed in.
They stopped short, appearing to have reached her jail cell. A barred window lay high above and the dim sunlight displayed web-like cracks in the bricks, while in the darkest corner, a small wooden bed sat covered in a sheet, strands of hay visible. The guard on her left opened the door, the one on the right gripping her arm harder than necessary before
Crap, this isn't my bed.......Crap, this isn't my bed.......5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Rai rubbed his head, "Ow....." he murmured as he got to his feet. He looked around the room for a few seconds, it definately wasn't HIS room that was for sure; darkly coloured walls and carpets, death metal CDs, porn mags and some creepy ass figurines.
"Oh shit." Rai said as he realised where he was.
"I'm in Sebian's room...."
He scrambled about trying to find his clothes and after about five minutes careful searching he found one of his socks. Rai froze as he heard footsteps approaching from down the hall. In a panic Rai searched frantically for anything that would cover him, finding only a pair of black hot pants. Gasping as he pulled them on, he dived under the bed just in time as Sebian waltzed into the room looking pleased with himself. Egotistical bastard. He was wearing a pair of ripped, ass-hugging jeans and.........Rai's shirt.
"Aw crap." Rai whispered to himself, "What the fuck happened last night?!"
Sebian stopped and stared at the bed.
"Ra-chan?" he whispered.
He began look
stupidошибка природыstupid5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Знаешь,когда ты на миг закрываешь глаза
Без лишнего пафоса чистых эмоций,
За смелой улыбкой, хочу я сказать,
Скопление царских ненужных пропорций.
The Vampire Hunter's Daughter ch.1They had always been told never to go in that house. The really old Victorian mansion on the end of the lane, that sat high on a hill far back from the road that no one ever came out of or went in yet at night there was always a soft glow of light from the windows. The neighborhood kids said it was haunted. Their father told them it was structurally unstable, and condemned for demolition ant there were probably homeless people and crack heads taking shelter in the abandoned building.The Vampire Hunter's Daughter ch.14 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
But at the reckless age of 12 Miranda Fernandez Carriedo didn't care, curiously had gotten the best of her, and against her twin brother's protest she had decided she was going to find out what was really in that house!
So she pulled on the old thick leather jacket that had belonged to her grandfather, armed herself with an old crow bar, and took one of the walky-talkies, giving her brother and older sister (who had also tried to talk her youngest sibling out of her foolish ambitions, but in tru
History of the fallen angel. Past and present.История падшего ангела.History of the fallen angel. Past and present.3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Прошлое и Настоящие.Не разделяя грани.
Перед прочтением,хочу сказать,что история между прошлым и настоящим,воспоминания я пометила так-... .
Little episode PLNiebo nagle zasłoniło się ciemnymi chmurami. Wszyscy wyczuli nadchodzące niebezpieczeństwo.... Nadchodzącą wojnę, finałowe starcie. Kate siedziała u podnóża góry. Nieopodal siiedział Kai i pełnił wartę. Wciąż nie mógł pogodzić się ze śmiercią brata. Jednak nie wiedział, że to co nagorsze miało dopiero nadejść. Nagle niebo rozbłysło a z chmur zaczęły lecieć niewielkie krople deszczu.Little episode PL4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Z oddali słychać było krzyk Oskara. Wilczyca pobiegła, aby sprawdzić co się stało. Kai chciał iść z nią, lecz ta kazała mu zostać na warcie.
- Jeżeli Katsumi z wilkami zaatakują, msisz podnieść alarm. Zaraz wrócę do ciebie i będę z tobą obserwować teren. Na razie zostań.
Wilczyca zniknęła za wzg
Yaoi Story 8Part 8Yaoi Story 87 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I was still in shock after I saw Colin fall from the roof of the school and rushed to the hospital. Mr. Min was there to me comfort me. I looked up at him and asked with confusion, Youre Colins brother?
He looked down and nodded, Yes, he is. He took my arms and pulled me up, Youre bleeding. You should go to the infirmary.
But, what about Colin? Hes in the hospital because of me. I didnt want to do anything to hurt him. Its all my fault. I said looking down. Tears were still running down my face and I couldnt stop them.
Mr. Alvin walked up to me and said, Its not your fault, so dont blame yourself. He looked down at the trail of Colins blood on my shoe and the ground then turned away. I know youre worried about Colin, but think about yourself first.
I glared at him and said with a frustrated look on my face, Th
Yaoi Story 6Part 6Yaoi Story 68 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I chased after the mysterious person that was spying on me in the infirmary. I ran as fast as I could to catch up to him, but his seems to be too far ahead of me. By the time I got up the stairs to the second floor, he was almost gone. When I heard a slam of a door and saw the tip of his shoe, I followed him like a fly being lured to honey. When I got up to the door, there was a sign on it that says Keep Out. I thought to myself This leads to the roof. Why is he going up here? I heard rumors that someone committed suicide by jumping of the school roof, so thats why the roof is now off limits to students. Whered he get the key to unlock this door? I put my thoughts aside and raced up the rest of the stairway leading to the roof.
A bright, sunny light was shining from the open door at the end of the stairs. I went through it and it felt like I was going through a portal to a different world. The wind was strong, but yet relaxing at the same time. A loud squeakin
PlaygroundPlayground3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All that autumn her ghost haunted the playground;
no wisping phantom, but strident bits and pieces
clamoring for attention - a pair of black patent
leather shoes waiting expectantly by the teeter-totter.
And Sister Teresa had to pry red woolen mittens
off the jungle gym every morning.
Jimmy Boyle kept seeing her sweater at the swings,
its green wooly arms daring him to go higher
and trying to tag him "it".
And her best friend, Jenny Black
could see the flash of her pigtails
throwing copper across the kickball field
where recess waited to swallow them.
The toys vanished from the sandbox every evening
leaving nothing but a soft trail of disappointment
in their wake -
their accusations of neglect
and longing crouched under the
maple trees, swarming with the bees.
But winter proved a discordant grave -
the protest of frozen ground
an errant melody in the schoolyard
and her shoes kept shrinking
and stumbled down the slide,
leaving a thick crust of frost
like somber tracks that said good-bye
Yaoi Story 9Yaoi Story 97 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The next day I waited and waited until it was 11:00am for lunch. I had exactly an hour to get ready and escape from school grounds before the lunch period was over. Of course, I, myself, didnt have any feminine clothing of my own.
When the bell rang for lunch, I waited for about five more minutes before I rushed to the theater room, where the drama classes were held. The place was emptied. I snuck backstage to where most of the things had been put away. The most important thing I was looking for were the costumes. As I passed the wall of hanging curtains I saw boxes upon boxes of old and dusted costumes stacked on one another. The newer ones were hung on the racks and the older ones were thrown in the boxes. I opened a few of the boxes and the smell of mixed odor rushed into my face. It wasnt very pleasant.
Suddenly, I heard the tapping noise of footsteps. The footsteps got closer and louder. There were two of them. I heard talking and laughter. I panicked
FMA - Roy Mustang POV - WarЧто значит "армейский пёс"?FMA - Roy Mustang POV - War4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Это жизнь по расписанию и смерть по приказу. Это мысли в рамках директивы и дорога, чужой рукой прочерченная красной линией на помятой военно
Yaoi Story 7Part 7Yaoi Story 78 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Colin! I screamed out his name as he fell over the side of the school building. I looked over the edge and he was hanging on the side of the brick building with both hands. We were on top of the roof of a two story school building. It was windy outside and a guy I hardly know is about to fall to his death.
H-help me, Pet! he said alarmed. I put my hands around his arms and tried to pull him back up, but his weight was much greater than mine and I couldnt budge him up even an inch.
I cant! I yelled at him, Youre too heavy! I squeezed tighter. He let go one of his hand to grab on to my left arm, so that I wouldnt let him go. By doing this, it made things even worst for me. I felt like I was about to be pulled down by him. I was having a hard enough time trying to balance my weight with his, but now hes just putting all his weight on his side. Let go! I ordered him. Im going to fal
Yaoi Story 5Part 5Yaoi Story 58 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Why would Mr. Alvin want to get his revenge on you? I asked in a low voice.
Mr. Min found a chair next to the bed and sat in it. He sighed and started, Well, I started working here a little bit before you transferred into this school, not to long ago, maybe about two mouths before you came. Sean I mean Mr. Alvin, Sean is only his first name, he was more easygoing when I first met him. He was always nice to me and whenever he saw me he would come right over and ask how I was doing. Mr. Min shifted in his seat. When Mr. Alvin confessed to me how he felt every time hes around me, I was in shock. I didnt answer him until the next day. I told him No and he took it hard. Ever since then, I tried my best to avoid him as much as possible, but he some how mange to find me roaming the hallways.
So, I started, he was somewhat of a stalker?
He looked at me a little funny, Umm you can say th
Harry + Louis (Romeo and Juliet) Character SheetHarry + Louis (Romeo and Juliet) Character Sheet3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Harry Styles as Harry Styles (Romeo), besexual son of Styles and Lady Styles
Louis Tomlinson as Louis Tomlinson (Juliet), gay son of Tomlinson and Lady Tomlinson
Zayn Malik as Zayn Tomlinson (Tybalt), cousin of Louis and Harry's enemy
Niall Horan as Niall Styles (Benvolio), Harry's cousin
Liam Payne as Liam Payne (Mercutio), Harry's best friend
Eleanor Calder as Countess Eleanor (Paris), a rich woman who wants Louis's hand in marriage
Danielle Peazer as Danielle (Rosline), Harry's love interest before he met Louis
Simon Cowell as Friar Cowell (Friar Lawrence), the priest who marries Harry and Louis and comes up with a plan for them to be together again.
My Heart Bleeds for YouMy Heart Bleeds for You4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm dying, I'm crying but outside my smiling
you don't even know me, you don't even recognize me
Why does the world have to be so cruel to me?
Living in a world that wasn't made for me
Trying to be the best I can be
Finding what's meant to be.
Can't you see the thousand tears that I cry
the heartache that I sigh.
I'm tired of trying
tired of fighting
Was our love a lie?
Was this a game?
a game that you played
You ripped my heart out
My soul died out
nothing left but to cry now.
Why is this happening?
In the world that I live in
This everlasting scheme
Is only beginning.
A head full of anger
held in my chest.
Why did It have to end?
Now I wonder why?
Was it cause of me?
The answers are found
in darkness where light used to be.
Yaoi Story 4Part 4Yaoi Story 48 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I woke up in the infirmary and heard whispering voices behind the white curtains. My head was still dizzy and I had a bad headache. I turned my head over to where the voices were coming from. Two dark shadows appear on the curtains. One was Mr. Min and the other was Mr. Alvin.
No, you cant have him, Mr. Min said, pointing at him. An itch was tickling my nose and I tried to rub it away.
If I cant hav- Mr. Alvin stopped.
Ah-coo!!! I sneezed, as if a gun had just gone off.
The lager shadow came closer and opened the silky white curtain. I looked up at Mr. Alvin and then Mr. Min. Mr. Alvin sat down next to me and patted me on the head. Did you hear what we said? was the first thing he asked me when I had just woken up.
I shook my head and said, I just woke up. I didnt really hear anything at all. He smiled.
Are you alright, Pet? the other teacher asked, worried. He came closer.
My head hu
NectarNectar4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Like a flower she bloomed and died
Giving all of herself to the swarm
Only to have her nectar sucked dry
Killed By A FriendKilled By A Friend8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It was at the last minute
That he told me his name
At the very last moment
Kira gloried in fame
I died in peace as his judgement came
Killed by a friend
Whom I thought felt the same
Though not directly
It was according to his plan
I stood in his way
My death was his demand
I wouldve discovered him sooner
If not for my mistake
I am known as anti-social
But who wouldve known, for Gods sake?
Before I could stop
And ponder my thoughts
I was ran over by love
Something that couldnt be fought
You could say I was stumped
Why on earth? Why now?
And of all the damned people,
Why him and how?
Though he was my prime suspect
I didnt want him to be
My feelings for my friend
Were taking over me
I felt him surround me
As I fell off my chair
I felt utterly weak
Knowing he was there
Both our eyes met
And in my back spreaded frost
I saw a maniacal glint
And I knew I had lost
And so now in death
Now I know I was wrong
Killed by a friend
With whom I thought I belonged
Bipolar DreamsIn DreamsBipolar Dreams13 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your midnight thoughts
And feelings clot
My eyes and my emotions
My dreams untold
Will soon take hold
Of more than just the oceans
Your thoughtless words
Inside me spur
A violent swarm of rage
You'll soon see
And come down off your stage
I never knew
The things you'd do
You shadowed your deception
You've hurt before
And I've lost score
This time is no exception
I await the day
When I can say
I don't give a damn about you
The road's been rough
I've had enough
Of the bullshit you put me through
Now bid farewell
And go to Hell
Don't ever return to me
Go on and stare
Cause I don't care
That's how it's going to be
So take this knife
And end your life
Just make sure you are gone
Will I miss you?
I promise to
But surely not for long
Beauty and the Blue Spirit: Chapter ThirteenBeauty and the Blue Spirit: Chapter Thirteen3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Chapter Thirteen: "The Enchanted Solstice"
The Blue Spirit slowly got to his feet, and then helped Katara up. "Are you all right?" he asked, not knowing what else to say at the moment.
Katara smoothed the front of her dress, which was smudged with ash and wet from snow. "I'm all right," she answered.
"You saved us," Zuko said, sounding awed.
Katara smiled a little. "Then we're even." After all, he had saved her from drowning and freezing earlier that very night.
The animated objects came in cautiously from the adjoining room. "Did we win?" Aang asked.
Katara laughed. "Yes, we did. Is everyone okay?"
"No one broke," Meng reported. The Blue Spirit turned and saw the table which held the fire lily. Katara thought she heard him breathe a sigh of relief.
"The rest of the staff is not going to be happy about this," Aunt Wu said, observing the dust and debris left in Azula's wake.
Katara felt Zuko move away from her. She turned and saw him kneeling down next to the toppled pipe organ. He pick
Tale of a Crow Tiefer Donner rollte über die Berge hinweg und ließ Mensch und Tier unter seiner Macht erzittern. Noch vor wenigen Minuten war es hell am abendlichen Himmel gewesen. Doch von Osten her schob sich eine dunkle Mauer gen Westen und nahm dabei den gesamten Horizont ein. In einem kleinen Dorf am Fuß einer langen Bergkette kamen nun alle Bewohner heraus, um das Spektakel von Beginn an zu sehen. Die Bauern warfen immer wieder besorgte Blicke auf ihre Korn- und Maisfelder, die in diesem Jahr besonders gut gediehen. Golden schimmerten die schweren Ähren in der Abendsonne, der Mais wog sanft hin und her. Nun verdrängte das nahende Unwetter die wärmenden Sonnenstrahlen und breitete sein langes dunkles Kleid über die Erde aus.Tale of a Crow3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Den Schatten voraus herrschte eine unerträgliche Windstille. Und jeder im Dorf vom Kind bis zum Greis wusste, dass Windstille vor einem Unwetter ein schlechtes Zeichen war. Ein sehr schlechtes. Mit
Yaoi Story 10 -End-Yaoi Story 10 -End-7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Aww crap! Not good! What do I do now?! Im surrounded by these five boys and I cant think of any way to get out of it. My plan has been successful until now.
Theres no need to hurry. Come and spend some time with us, okay? one of the boys standing in front of me said.
Try to think girly. Think girly! I thought to myself. No, I-Im sorry but, I cant. I already have plans for the afternoon and you guys have school anyways. I said in a girly voice. I grinned a bit and tried to leave but, due to the fact that Im a girl right now they wont take no for an answer.
He grabbed my arm and said to me in a joyful voice, Come now, we dont see girls very often around here. Itll be just the six of us. What do you say? The others smiled and agreed with him.
I was starting to get impatient. Sorry, but I dont have the time for you guys. I
MH4G Chinese/Japanese Monster Name TranslationsHerbivore 草 食 種 (Grass Eat Type)MH4G Chinese/Japanese Monster Name Translations8 months ago in Profiles More Like This
Rheneplos 草 食 竜
草 - Grass, shrubbery
食 - To eat
竜 - Dragon
Slagtoth/ ズワロポス Zuwarupossu 垂 皮 竜
垂 - Hanging, sagging
皮 - Skin, Hide
竜 - Dragon
Piscine Dragons 魚 竜 種 (魚 Fish 竜 Dragon 種 Type) [G]
Cephalos* and Cephadrome/ ドスガレオス Dosu Gareosu 砂 竜 [G]
砂 - Sand
竜 - Dragon
*Both Cephalos and Cephadrome yeild the same items aside from Cephalos having a much lower chance to give them and they also have a high chance of yeilding other, simpler items like Piscene Liver for certain quests/points.
Pelagus 牙 獣 種 (Fang Beast type)