Shattered soul, bitter endShattered soul, bitter end11 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
who i am inside
is not who you think i am
i just want to cry
to love something that's not real
i wish i could die
these feelings will not leave me
but only you can save me
i need to be so absolute
you've barely scratched the surface
i want to let you in
my soul has ripped apart
you're piecing it together
I don't want to live past this day
you are the angel in my life
My god i'm so afraid
I've always been there for me
i cant believe you're here
you're the angel on my shoulder
We can run away
we'll live inside our own world
This tale is in my head
you've gone and now i'm dead
you never actually existed
i've dreamed of this quick answer
Now i've become so lost
i cant lose what i have won
this curse is getting hard
i can't take this constant bitter end
i'll just weep in the corner
and ignore the world outside
I am what I am
this profound life has passed me
i am now cold and numb
these drugs are so misleading
police at the door
an overdose existent
the ghosts all watch the show
the front ro
BloodBlood12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It runs through my veins
Like liquid fire
Causing so much pain,
Yet bringing such joy
Flowing through my muscular heart
And stright into my thoughtful brain
Giving me life
It is the blood of time
Carrying me out of the past
And propelling me into the unending future.
Temporarily Out-Of-ServiceMy heart's temporarily out-of-serviceTemporarily Out-Of-Service9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
until I give further notice.
I've closed it for repair and maintenance
and you're the one who broke it.
Scrub away the memories with
a bucket full of tears.
Scrub away the misery,
scrub away the years.
Construct a bridge across my heart
so I can put it back together.
Wash my mouth to rid the taste
of you, I don't want to remember.
Dust your fingerprints off my skin,
clean the windows of my eyes.
I must remember to play something
else in my head besides our bitter goodbye.
I'm temporarily out-of-service
closed to heartbreak for all the above,
my heart's temporarily out-of-service,
closed to romance and closed to love.
Things I never mentionedThings I never mentioned10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Things I never mentioned
You see me smile,
Never heard me crying.
You see me fail,
Never saw me trying.
You know I'm here,
Never felt my presence.
You read my words,
Never understood my feelings.
You want me to be everyone,
Never once be me.
You've heard my jokes,
Never really known my sadness.
You've looked at my face,
Never into my eyes.
You've spent hours with me,
Never really a moment.
You've touched my body,
Never really felt it.
You've given me things,
Never really a present.
You've spoken to me,
Never really meant it.
You told me the facts,
Never the truth.
You talk about my future,
Never bothered about my past.
You say that you've known me for years.
You say that we're together.
Is it really so?
Do you really think I care?
Just so that you know...
You gave me your time,
but never your love.
Let me DieIn my hate...I feel my forsaken soul rebornLet me Die11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Bound by fate, my spirit tattered and torn
Vision of a shattered reflection, to an infection
Of affection, the disection of thy life
Brought by strife to end yours, with your death
You curse my name with your last breath
And once more, my unseen smile survives
Deep in my core I feel the sick satisfaction settle
Even reveling in putrid gore; I defile all that was Once good, you should have killed me, now my Sorrow shall make me regret you see tomorrow; I Will never forget who I once was...
It is because of you I live, and I shall forever hate You for your kindness...its destroyed me
Now, I look up, my hungry eyes
Upon burning skies
I succumbed to lies, but no more
All my enemies lie bleeding upon the floor
Damn you, you let me fall, and I thank you for it
Even now I hear the devil's call
Marching hordes beneath demonic lords, hell born Songs are sung, war shall be raged across mortal Worlds, until the battles won
Even now I swear to avenge mys
Not Every AngelWas I waiting for you?Not Every Angel10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I don't remember if I was.
I don't think I had you on my list;
I don't think I knew you could possibly exist.
Was I looking for you?
I can't remember if I was.
I wasn't planning for your arrival,
But I'm sure I need you for my survival.
Angels appear from nowhere,
When all you want to do is hide.
An angel's kiss blows through you,
So that you feel amazing things inside.
An angel's smile embraces you,
And you shine from the amazing gifts he brings.
But not every angel has a halo and wings.
Were you watching for me?
Was I supposed to cross your path?
Did you know I would come around?
Or was I some coincidental mistake you found?
Were you waiting for me,
Smiling above me all the while?
You plunged inside and stole my heart;
You've been my angel from the very start.
Angels appear from nowhere,
When all you want to do is cry.
An angel's smile will lift you,
Through the clouds and help you learn to fly.
An angel's smile fills your heart,
So you glow when you're immerse
VoidNo mild rush.Void8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No shallow crush.
A gaping hole.
An empty soul.
The void in my heart.
When we are apart.
A Fool's FoolA Fool's Fool9 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Am I a fool
For loving you the way I do
When all your other groupies say they do too.
Stupid, for thinking I was something different,
But you were playin' me like you did dem fools
But I'm the fool, the king of fools, NO reverse,
the queen of fools,
the fool who thought she could love and be loved by you
The fool who opened her heart to you
The fool who forgot past pain for you, the fool who,
torn down barriers, built, because of guys like you
The fool who glowed day to day, friends thinkin'
she's gettin' some "action" because of you.
Waking up in the morning dreaming she was next to you
The fool who waited every day for you
The fool who stood by you, in hope you'd see what you had infront
The fool who still remembers how you
kissed, smiled, touched, and looked at
this fool who still
may be in love with you.
The fool who knows you showed her love can
IchigoXRukia Chapter2-SuspectsIchigoXRukia: Chapter 2 SuspectsIchigoXRukia Chapter2-Suspects7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Ichigo slashed through the hollows head, and the hollow dissolved. Rukias cell phone ringed. She answered it and read the message. An order. She said. She turned to leave when Ichigo called out to her.
Hey! Where are you going?
Sorry Ichigo, I have to go back to the Soul Society. Youll be okay right?
Yeah I guess but-.
She didnt wait for the rest of his answer. She used her zanpaktou to open a portal. After that she was gone. Leaving the spiky orange haired Soul Reaper by himself.
That was strange, I wonder why she had to go back to Soul Society, or whatever its called, by herself. Oh well. Looks like my jobs done here. He started walking back to Uraharas shop.
*Back at Soul Society*
Rukia, returning from the Real World on orders, sir. Rukia said. She was talking to the Captain Commander. An elderly looking man with a long white beard, and a whit
Eyes of an Angel - Part 2 of 2Eyes of an Angel (Part two of two.)Eyes of an Angel - Part 2 of 28 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The second part of Eyes of an Angel will no longer be available for viewing here, as it’s going to be published by Pants On Fire Press! I apologize to those who were looking forward to seeing the rest of the story and I hope that you can share in my excitement that it will soon be an illustrated book, with artwork by the incomparable Natsuki-3.
Thank you for your support and stay tuned for more news! Links to Pants On Fire Press’ website and facebook can be found in the comments. I will update this notice once it hits the shelves!
Again, thank you!
Gothic BallerinaGothic Ballerina10 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
She's got a pierced nose
And three tattoos
Long black hair and
White makeup, too
She only wears black
It fits her mood
She's got a 'Don't-mess-with-me
And she's not
The kind of girl
You would look at and think:
"That girl was blessed with an angel's feet"
But that all changes
When she dances
In a black leotard
Across the stage
She twists and turns and
Stretches her legs
She never gets tired
She could go for days
That's what everyone says
And the look
On her face
An expression serene
She's as happy as she's ever been
A true vision
When she dances
The song comes to an end
And she loses her wings
Falls back into her skin
The light in her eyes
Just fades away
Gets drawn back into her heart
For another day
And she slips
Out of sight
In shadows by the wall
Where nobody can see her
And she waits there
For more chances
To see the world
When she dances
How to write an exciting blog1How to write an exciting blog110 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
How to write an exciting blog in 10 easy steps!
1: Live an exciting life and write about that. If you don't have a great life, make up stuff you COULD have done during the day.
2: Update atleast once per day. You don't get those all important pageviews if people don't come back every day.
3: Provoke your readers. Politics is a great way to do that. If you live in the US; write about why you support Bin Laden. If you live anywhere else; write about why you support Bush. If that fails you can pretend to have homophobia, hate _all_ animals, be a racist or become a nazi.
4: Tell about your sexlife. If you don't have one, make one up. The more sexpartners, the better.
5: Write horrible things about your friends, family and coworkers. Don't leave anything out!
6: Take and post a lot of pictures, often. Clothes are no good, try to aviod those. If you don't own a camera you should steal other peoples pictures. You should atleast get a webcam to show off yourself, and your cat/dog/whatev
InfinityMy soul is set on perfect,Infinity9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Engulfed by your embrace.
My heart stood next to frozen,
Softened by your finger's trace.
By the way you breathe.
Is the love you weave.
Forever's closing in;
And soon we'll be,
My skin is set on passion,
Excited by your touch.
Maybe I'm too dramatic.
Maybe I think too much.
By your simple grin.
I'm bounded by,
The love within.
Forever's closing in;
And soon we'll be,
Where The Fuck Were You?Where The Fuck Were You?11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I told you not to hurt me
And you swore that you would never
You said you'd never leave me
And now you're gone forever
You had me fooled,
Thought you were here to stay
You gave me everything,
Then you took it away
You said that you were just like me
But you don't know who the fuck I am
You don't know anything about me
Because you couldn't ever give a damn
You hurt me constantly
You don't care for me
You weren't there for me
Like you said you'd be
When I needed a friend
And didn't know what to do
When I needed your help,
Where the fuck were you?
You said you'd always be here,
You swore you'd never break my heart
But tell me, where the fuck were you
When my world fell apart?
You never knew
what you meant to me
But you ruined everything
Now you'll never see
You don't know
What I've been through
You never wanted to
And I stood by you,
Through all your shit
But when I had my problems,
You just fucking quit
You forgot about me,
Like we never were
And you left me here,
To be with
BlindThere once was a girl who knew a boyBlind10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She loved him from first sight, deep inside for forever although not known it
She thinks he is too good for her, hides her pain beneath her scars
Scars from her heartbreak,
When he yanked her heart from her chest and threw it to the ground
Staining his hands with her love for him,
And yet these two years gone, she cannot seem to escape her pain
Escape the way he made her feel, the way his hands could soothe the flames
He probably has forgotten now, forgotten the love they shared
But even as these years passed by her dreams are filled with visions of him, visions of the past.
Every day she can't help but remember the ways their lips would meet,
The way their arms would wrap around each other like roses drawn to water.
The pain in her eyes is never spotted by another, she breaks in pieces in her own little room,
Cries each night
Loses her mind
Knowing he'll never see the love she feels,
...red......red...10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The colour of war
Is still the colour of love,
The colour of healing
Is the colour of blood,
It's the colour of unity
That drives us apart,
The colour of your anger
Is the colour of my heart.
It's the colour of warmth
That is so deathly cold,
It's the colour of fear
That's so vibrant and bold,
It's riddled with pleasure,
Still the colour of pain,
It's that feeling when sunshine
Turns into rain.
It's the feeling of beauty
That has turned into hate,
It's the colour of impulse
That's encouraged by fate.
It's such a truthful colour,
Makes your heart want to fly...
So don't blame this colour
For the times that you've lied.
happy valentines day 2005.
Rhyme Scheme ExtraRHYME SCHEME EXTRARhyme Scheme Extra13 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one cares.
You left me
And so what I write
I don't need
Those ridiculous literary niceties
And an original idea.
Cyrano had his panache,
And I have my angst.
Oh look -
- a line break!
In normal poems, tautly timed,
The lines are stressed, worked through, and
They all end with words that kinda sound the same as the words on the previous
But measured form
Has no place here,
Being angsty poetry and
Here's test -
D a book,
Ride a bi
Watch some T
Shoot something and eat it -
...........a single line of this poem.
...........the title of this poem.
Rescue MeRescue Me10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Everything went dark when I felt my fingers slip away
I lost my grip and I lost sight of another painful day
The pain will return when darkness catches my fall
I don't feel release, I don't feel any better at all
This disaster I've created only made me hurt more
I still feel cold, my heart is still bleeding and sore
The pain still lingers and I feel so empty inside
I can't seem to find anymore painful ways to hide
From everything that I've ever done
From what I've become
Nothing is the same, but it never really mattered
The glass between life and death is shattered
I feel no more freedom than I do alive and thriving
And I see no point in the time that I'm surviving
I'm screaming for help and I can't explain why
I don't want to exist, or live, but I don't want to die
I want something that's actually worth living for
Something, like you, that I absolutely adore
From everything that I've ever done
From what I've become
I see the
hearts on Styxhearts on Styx11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When the smoke cleared,
just like I feared
I followed your smell down the stairs.
I flew through the walls
and ran down the halls
suddenly losing my fears.
I swam through the sea,
and ran through the trees
And stopped at hole in the ground
I walked the path
to a sign that laughed
"Here, suffering is abound."
I braved all the monsters
the evil, the hate
I valiantly stood
at the merciless gates
and screamed out your name
as loud as I could
"I give up my soul,
as I said I would."
Then the brass ground
a sickening sound
and your scent grew thicker and close.
With the smoke at my feet
I missed not a beat
marching through all of the ghosts.
I closed my eyes
but the longing cries
of the tortured would not leave my head
Nothing on Earth then
could prepare me for when
I heard the grims cries of the dead.
Then I ran to the river
I arrived just in time
I saw you standing
in the front of the line
And when I drew closer
your eyes filled with tears
The boatman was cackling
as I drew near
You ran to
She came to me...She came to me...8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This night was strange – I had a dream.
I sow Ana as she came to me.
I was afraid that she'll be mad
Coz yesterday I ate so bad…
In fact, I was glad for that,
I thought I won I thought I end,
But as she came to me this way
I know I have to loose more weight!
She took my hand, I felt her bones,
Her nerves so death her skin so cold.
She looked at me and said gently
You can make it, this is entry.
Nobody will see you cheat,
Exercise, sport – do not eat.
You will become good and free
You will be so free as me.
She spread her wings made from the web
I slowly woke up from the bad.
Knowing there's no freedom for me,
It is folly, so bad destiny…
But today I have to starve
I have to loose just one more pound,
I know its stupid, but this way,
I want to find my wings to fly away.
DM 01 Anticipation -Lovemaker***IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!***DM 01 Anticipation -Lovemaker7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
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The Draco Malfoy Story Chapter .o01
*Flashback* [Goes on for a few chapters.]
It was the end my sixth year and most of the students from fifth year and up met in the Room of Requirement for the end of the year party. But after many butterbeers and fire whiskey, I have to admit we were all a little floaty and couldnt remember or care to remember who was actually there, because we were all there for two things to have fun and get drunk.
After a few hours of downing shot after shot, weasel-bee and Lavender Brown started a game of truth or dare. Everyone joined in the circle except me, Crabb and Goyle. I dont know why those two didnt join but I have to guess that it was because I wasnt.
There was one reason that I did not join, and it wasnt that I didnt want to, because I bloody well did. It was just that my crush just happened to be in that circle. Of course he
KakaIru UnconsciousThe dark room was lit only by the pale moonshine coming through the white voile curtains hastily pulled shut across the window and the faint blue glow of the various bits of machinery that were scattered about the room. Each one hooked up to his jounin, each telling their own tale of whether he would live or die.KakaIru Unconscious7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
As Iruka sat at Kakashi's bedside he wondered, wondered when it was that he had started to call Kakashi his own.
Of course he had known for months that the jounin liked him, what with all the various presents left on his desk, the casual chats in his apartment when Kakashi would drop in after a mission, no matter how dirty or tired he was. Then of course there were all the rumors and all of his fellow shinobi telling him so, as if it wasn't glaringly obvious already.
It had all been very nice and highly flattering to be the object of ones affection, but something had prevented Iruka from responding. And that something had been the fear of history repeating itself.
Seasons of Violet.We called her Violet, and she was.Seasons of Violet.7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We knew her when she was young and pale, during Fall
And when we'd climb old trees, their brittle branches
Like welcoming arms
Would snap in two
And we'd cascade to the earthy ground
Carpeted with golden and red and orange
And as we fell,
Secretly, she'd wish with all the goodness in her heart
That she were a leaf as well
That like a leaf, she could be swept away to some distant place
In arms that would not break
In arms that belonged to people who truly loved her.
We called her Violet, and she was.
And with the changing of the seasons,
Winter had taken away her smile and replaced it with the cold blank
A frown that could only belong to a soul like hers
To a soul that had wished to be a leaf
But had became only the scent of pomegranate and midnight
Perhaps people would embrace her only to get drunk on her scent
But my love was sincere, and it mingled with her berried essence
As I would try to will life and warmth back into her.
A gift sh