Let me DieIn my hate...I feel my forsaken soul rebornLet me Die11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Bound by fate, my spirit tattered and torn
Vision of a shattered reflection, to an infection
Of affection, the disection of thy life
Brought by strife to end yours, with your death
You curse my name with your last breath
And once more, my unseen smile survives
Deep in my core I feel the sick satisfaction settle
Even reveling in putrid gore; I defile all that was Once good, you should have killed me, now my Sorrow shall make me regret you see tomorrow; I Will never forget who I once was...
It is because of you I live, and I shall forever hate You for your kindness...its destroyed me
Now, I look up, my hungry eyes
Upon burning skies
I succumbed to lies, but no more
All my enemies lie bleeding upon the floor
Damn you, you let me fall, and I thank you for it
Even now I hear the devil's call
Marching hordes beneath demonic lords, hell born Songs are sung, war shall be raged across mortal Worlds, until the battles won
Even now I swear to avenge mys
InfinityMy soul is set on perfect,Infinity9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Engulfed by your embrace.
My heart stood next to frozen,
Softened by your finger's trace.
By the way you breathe.
Is the love you weave.
Forever's closing in;
And soon we'll be,
My skin is set on passion,
Excited by your touch.
Maybe I'm too dramatic.
Maybe I think too much.
By your simple grin.
I'm bounded by,
The love within.
Forever's closing in;
And soon we'll be,
Not Every AngelWas I waiting for you?Not Every Angel9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I don't remember if I was.
I don't think I had you on my list;
I don't think I knew you could possibly exist.
Was I looking for you?
I can't remember if I was.
I wasn't planning for your arrival,
But I'm sure I need you for my survival.
Angels appear from nowhere,
When all you want to do is hide.
An angel's kiss blows through you,
So that you feel amazing things inside.
An angel's smile embraces you,
And you shine from the amazing gifts he brings.
But not every angel has a halo and wings.
Were you watching for me?
Was I supposed to cross your path?
Did you know I would come around?
Or was I some coincidental mistake you found?
Were you waiting for me,
Smiling above me all the while?
You plunged inside and stole my heart;
You've been my angel from the very start.
Angels appear from nowhere,
When all you want to do is cry.
An angel's smile will lift you,
Through the clouds and help you learn to fly.
An angel's smile fills your heart,
So you glow when you're immerse
Things I never mentionedThings I never mentioned10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Things I never mentioned
You see me smile,
Never heard me crying.
You see me fail,
Never saw me trying.
You know I'm here,
Never felt my presence.
You read my words,
Never understood my feelings.
You want me to be everyone,
Never once be me.
You've heard my jokes,
Never really known my sadness.
You've looked at my face,
Never into my eyes.
You've spent hours with me,
Never really a moment.
You've touched my body,
Never really felt it.
You've given me things,
Never really a present.
You've spoken to me,
Never really meant it.
You told me the facts,
Never the truth.
You talk about my future,
Never bothered about my past.
You say that you've known me for years.
You say that we're together.
Is it really so?
Do you really think I care?
Just so that you know...
You gave me your time,
but never your love.
hearts on Styxhearts on Styx11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When the smoke cleared,
just like I feared
I followed your smell down the stairs.
I flew through the walls
and ran down the halls
suddenly losing my fears.
I swam through the sea,
and ran through the trees
And stopped at hole in the ground
I walked the path
to a sign that laughed
"Here, suffering is abound."
I braved all the monsters
the evil, the hate
I valiantly stood
at the merciless gates
and screamed out your name
as loud as I could
"I give up my soul,
as I said I would."
Then the brass ground
a sickening sound
and your scent grew thicker and close.
With the smoke at my feet
I missed not a beat
marching through all of the ghosts.
I closed my eyes
but the longing cries
of the tortured would not leave my head
Nothing on Earth then
could prepare me for when
I heard the grims cries of the dead.
Then I ran to the river
I arrived just in time
I saw you standing
in the front of the line
And when I drew closer
your eyes filled with tears
The boatman was cackling
as I drew near
You ran to
Where The Fuck Were You?Where The Fuck Were You?10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I told you not to hurt me
And you swore that you would never
You said you'd never leave me
And now you're gone forever
You had me fooled,
Thought you were here to stay
You gave me everything,
Then you took it away
You said that you were just like me
But you don't know who the fuck I am
You don't know anything about me
Because you couldn't ever give a damn
You hurt me constantly
You don't care for me
You weren't there for me
Like you said you'd be
When I needed a friend
And didn't know what to do
When I needed your help,
Where the fuck were you?
You said you'd always be here,
You swore you'd never break my heart
But tell me, where the fuck were you
When my world fell apart?
You never knew
what you meant to me
But you ruined everything
Now you'll never see
You don't know
What I've been through
You never wanted to
And I stood by you,
Through all your shit
But when I had my problems,
You just fucking quit
You forgot about me,
Like we never were
And you left me here,
To be with
...red......red...10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The colour of war
Is still the colour of love,
The colour of healing
Is the colour of blood,
It's the colour of unity
That drives us apart,
The colour of your anger
Is the colour of my heart.
It's the colour of warmth
That is so deathly cold,
It's the colour of fear
That's so vibrant and bold,
It's riddled with pleasure,
Still the colour of pain,
It's that feeling when sunshine
Turns into rain.
It's the feeling of beauty
That has turned into hate,
It's the colour of impulse
That's encouraged by fate.
It's such a truthful colour,
Makes your heart want to fly...
So don't blame this colour
For the times that you've lied.
happy valentines day 2005.
AdamAdam10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
'sometimes when I breathe in
it's like a kick in the heart -
but I do not need saving'
When I was seven years old I wrote those words
in a letter to fairies. Then I slipped the note inside
a pink pillow case, then listened out for their wings
smacking air out of the way.
I did not like sleeping alone.
When I was 11 I kissed a boy with blond hair
and blue eyes, his name was Adam
and his lips were too warm, but I still kissed him
sixteen more times.
He had a royal blue fleece jacket and always smiled.
Always, but I never felt like smiling
and he always asked me why -
'I am too sad' I would say,
then he would hold my white cheeks
in his palms.
On January 24th 1999,
Adam must have felt sad too
because he turned into exactly how I felt on the inside.
But I did not cry when I was told,
it was more like a cold dream
dropping sharp-edged stones on my chest,
and surely soon I would wake up with one or two
still jammed inside my throat,
three minutes later I realised it was just dirty a
Love hurtsIt hurts to love some and not be loved in return, but what hurts more is to love someone and never find the courage to let them know how you feelLove hurts8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
BloodBlood11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It runs through my veins
Like liquid fire
Causing so much pain,
Yet bringing such joy
Flowing through my muscular heart
And stright into my thoughtful brain
Giving me life
It is the blood of time
Carrying me out of the past
And propelling me into the unending future.
Rescue MeRescue Me10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Everything went dark when I felt my fingers slip away
I lost my grip and I lost sight of another painful day
The pain will return when darkness catches my fall
I don't feel release, I don't feel any better at all
This disaster I've created only made me hurt more
I still feel cold, my heart is still bleeding and sore
The pain still lingers and I feel so empty inside
I can't seem to find anymore painful ways to hide
From everything that I've ever done
From what I've become
Nothing is the same, but it never really mattered
The glass between life and death is shattered
I feel no more freedom than I do alive and thriving
And I see no point in the time that I'm surviving
I'm screaming for help and I can't explain why
I don't want to exist, or live, but I don't want to die
I want something that's actually worth living for
Something, like you, that I absolutely adore
From everything that I've ever done
From what I've become
I see the
BlindThere once was a girl who knew a boyBlind9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She loved him from first sight, deep inside for forever although not known it
She thinks he is too good for her, hides her pain beneath her scars
Scars from her heartbreak,
When he yanked her heart from her chest and threw it to the ground
Staining his hands with her love for him,
And yet these two years gone, she cannot seem to escape her pain
Escape the way he made her feel, the way his hands could soothe the flames
He probably has forgotten now, forgotten the love they shared
But even as these years passed by her dreams are filled with visions of him, visions of the past.
Every day she can't help but remember the ways their lips would meet,
The way their arms would wrap around each other like roses drawn to water.
The pain in her eyes is never spotted by another, she breaks in pieces in her own little room,
Cries each night
Loses her mind
Knowing he'll never see the love she feels,
Shattered soul, bitter endShattered soul, bitter end10 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
who i am inside
is not who you think i am
i just want to cry
to love something that's not real
i wish i could die
these feelings will not leave me
but only you can save me
i need to be so absolute
you've barely scratched the surface
i want to let you in
my soul has ripped apart
you're piecing it together
I don't want to live past this day
you are the angel in my life
My god i'm so afraid
I've always been there for me
i cant believe you're here
you're the angel on my shoulder
We can run away
we'll live inside our own world
This tale is in my head
you've gone and now i'm dead
you never actually existed
i've dreamed of this quick answer
Now i've become so lost
i cant lose what i have won
this curse is getting hard
i can't take this constant bitter end
i'll just weep in the corner
and ignore the world outside
I am what I am
this profound life has passed me
i am now cold and numb
these drugs are so misleading
police at the door
an overdose existent
the ghosts all watch the show
the front ro
Him and HerHim and Her9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It wasn't meant to be like this,
it wasn't meant to happen,
He weren't meant to fall for her,
She wasn't meant to fall for him.
She didn't want to do,
she didn't want to get hurt.
he was afraid,
he didn't know she felt the same.
She so desperately wanted to tell him,
He desperately wanted to hold her.
Her mind was made,
her mind was set,
she had to tell him just how she felt.
For she had fallen hard for him,
He had no idea.
She didn't want to hurt him,
she knew she couldn't stay.
Deep down inside she knew,
it was worth the chance.
Just to hold him that one time,
she knew it was what he wanted,
he had told her himself.
He'd told her he was falling,
she'd told him she'd be leaving.
Hurt him it did do,
She hurt to know she'd done this.
But she knew she had to tell him.
So here I am,
if you think its worth a go,
If you think its worth the chance,
if you think our love is strong enough.
Id like to get to really know you,
to know your fears,
Quotes 41. I never doubted you; I just doubted your love for me.Quotes 47 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
2. Something taught me that I have to move on like the rest of the world is and to stop living on a bunch of old yesterdays.
3. Your heart is completely cold, and now I am wondering how I ever though you were capable of love.
4. I guess we were the dreamers that became lost in their own dreams.
5. I wish I could write my name all over you and say your mine.
6. Never regret a moment that made you happy.
7. Laughter, some say that was my cure, but we both know it was you.
8. Falling in love, or falling apart?
9. Youre my miracle without you there would be no tomorrow.
10. If happiness was a gift I would it to you.
How to write an exciting blog1How to write an exciting blog110 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
How to write an exciting blog in 10 easy steps!
1: Live an exciting life and write about that. If you don't have a great life, make up stuff you COULD have done during the day.
2: Update atleast once per day. You don't get those all important pageviews if people don't come back every day.
3: Provoke your readers. Politics is a great way to do that. If you live in the US; write about why you support Bin Laden. If you live anywhere else; write about why you support Bush. If that fails you can pretend to have homophobia, hate _all_ animals, be a racist or become a nazi.
4: Tell about your sexlife. If you don't have one, make one up. The more sexpartners, the better.
5: Write horrible things about your friends, family and coworkers. Don't leave anything out!
6: Take and post a lot of pictures, often. Clothes are no good, try to aviod those. If you don't own a camera you should steal other peoples pictures. You should atleast get a webcam to show off yourself, and your cat/dog/whatev
Temporarily Out-Of-ServiceMy heart's temporarily out-of-serviceTemporarily Out-Of-Service9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
until I give further notice.
I've closed it for repair and maintenance
and you're the one who broke it.
Scrub away the memories with
a bucket full of tears.
Scrub away the misery,
scrub away the years.
Construct a bridge across my heart
so I can put it back together.
Wash my mouth to rid the taste
of you, I don't want to remember.
Dust your fingerprints off my skin,
clean the windows of my eyes.
I must remember to play something
else in my head besides our bitter goodbye.
I'm temporarily out-of-service
closed to heartbreak for all the above,
my heart's temporarily out-of-service,
closed to romance and closed to love.
Gothic BallerinaGothic Ballerina10 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
She's got a pierced nose
And three tattoos
Long black hair and
White makeup, too
She only wears black
It fits her mood
She's got a 'Don't-mess-with-me
And she's not
The kind of girl
You would look at and think:
"That girl was blessed with an angel's feet"
But that all changes
When she dances
In a black leotard
Across the stage
She twists and turns and
Stretches her legs
She never gets tired
She could go for days
That's what everyone says
And the look
On her face
An expression serene
She's as happy as she's ever been
A true vision
When she dances
The song comes to an end
And she loses her wings
Falls back into her skin
The light in her eyes
Just fades away
Gets drawn back into her heart
For another day
And she slips
Out of sight
In shadows by the wall
Where nobody can see her
And she waits there
For more chances
To see the world
When she dances
VoidNo mild rush.Void8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No shallow crush.
A gaping hole.
An empty soul.
The void in my heart.
When we are apart.
EucalyptusEucalyptus8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
her skirts are so thick
if you spun her upside down
she would open up like a rose-
violent yellow pumps
and bubble ankles on
lanky blue legs, waving like stamen in the rain.
she's pollinating all over the room
a good thing to ask would be
why have I waited so long.
Do you remember burning me around your neck? I singed your hair, but didn't say anything.
It just curled from my fingers.
I sit far away now-
wrapped around my new love like a cat,
telling ghost stories and missing your shoulders,
flicking back and forth against the subway walls.
I got a letter today
a train schedule
another reminder of my
residence in the wings.
why have I waited so long?
I remember the day
you sat in my livingroom
somber, surrounded by fruit,
while I ran back and forth
miserable and sweating, trying to
find something appropriate to wear at the funeral.
you played at his memorial
and I watched
leaning back on the carpet and forgetting
entirely where I was.
Mesmerized by your Eyes"Mesmerized by your Eyes"Mesmerized by your Eyes8 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Love at first sight –Victor Alfred G. Munar
Melancholy strikes again tonight
No other victim but myself.
My longing for your presence preserves
In my heart and in my mind I can feel,
Your eyes recite a thousand sonnets
They glisten with truth and innocence.
Stories of the past, mistakes and downs
I'll wipe your tears dry and never say goodbye.
But now I know I'm not the one your heart holds,
Someone else out there I suppose.
And now I know I'm not the one that gives life to your day,
I'm the night, when the sun doesn't play.
But though I am not the one who completes you,
I want to tell you that you complete me.
You make my black turn to white
I am death, but you give me life.
You're the very reason I smile everyday,
The very reason I don't go astray.
I walked at the right path because you were by my side
But now I guess I have to do this solo fight.
Goodbye, my source of inspiration.
Goodbye to those days I'm going to hear your voice.
No longer will I see thos