Former FeelingsYou realize she did not even exist,
Though her beauty you could not resist.
On finding her you used to insist,
But she kept disappearing in the mist.
When your muse came around,
In your heart she made a wound,
And you wrote to the one you love.
You asked for aid from the angels above.
With dark nights you got along,
They kept singing you their songs,
You penned them down one by one,
They were about your special someone.
Alas, it is all left in the past:
Your feelings for her could not last.
You forgot her very fast.
You lost a dream that was so vast.
Library of LifeMemories are just a variety of useless sources,Library of Life3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sadness is just an old and boring book.
Love is a cheap magazine
With a photo of a beauty queen,
But its articles every day a bit destroy me…
I want to burn it all;
I want my library to fall!
I do not want to see the past,
I want to change my fate fast!
Her image must be smashed,
All knowledge about her must turn to ash,
And my heart will never again clash!
Alas, no matter how hard I try,
Even if everything is gone,
She is still there…
Unanswered LoveRip out my heart and rid me of this madness,Unanswered Love3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Love causes nothing but sadness.
My admiration for you no one predicted,
By your gaze for years I’m convicted.
I'm acting like a fool because of you.
People think I’m crazy; they don’t have a clue,
That I gave my soul to you,
But now I do not know what to do.
Far away in the Caucasian mountains,
Words hit from my pen like thousand fountains,
To you they want to tell my tale,
Alas to reach you they always fail.
My existence to you is unknown,
No one cares about me, I’m alone,
No matter what, to write to you I attempt,
But struggle is useless to my contempt.
I’m a peasant, you’re a queen,
I’m lucky that you’re face I’ve seen.
With hair made of pure gold,
About which legends have told,
With sky blue eyes,
In front of which no man can himself disguise,
For an in eternity my mind you cursed,
This feeling inside me burst,
Among all things unanswered love is
Fake WonderlandA place where you want to breathe,Fake Wonderland2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But you cannot get enough air.
A place that you want to leave,
But you can’t, you are in despair.
Freedom is something I wanted long ago.
They used to tie me up with a rope.
I am packing and now I am ready to go,
To rebuild, to change it all there is no hope.
In lies we have to swim every day,
To love we are not allowed anymore.
Anything you want you are not able to say,
They throw you in a room and lock the door.
A fake wonderland that no one can escape,
If your body is gone, your soul will stay.
The truth they can no longer shape,
They want to throw it to the sea away!
You freed me from this chain,
Now my soul can for a while rest.
I want to love you, but I am insane:
To alter this realm I try my best!
ScarsThe mind forgetsScars3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But the heart remembers
The criss-crossing scars
Show like stars
The streaming tears
And haunting fears
Of the slain
The cries of those
Who never screamed
Praying for life
Without a sound
The pleas for help
The wishes that chance
The pain might dull
And the mind forget
But the heart
Will always remember
I Used To Have A ReasonI used to have a reason to do what I do,I Used To Have A Reason9 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Now it is just a habit I am trying to get through,
Meaningless motions, without emotions,
Trying to keep a clean conscience.
Embracing the darkness in the dim light,
I do not think I will sleep another night,
It is 4 AM, and there is no meaning,
To feel what I used to be feeling.
The pen slides through snow white paper,
It cuts it in two like a sharp saber,
But what is the point of doing this all
If It feels empty just like this Fall?
To fill the void I leave to fate,
There is no love, there is no hate
For times have changed.
Forging A HeartIn misery and pain I cannot live any longer,Forging A Heart3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Alas, my love for her gets stronger and stronger,
My heart with feelings agreed to comply,
That is why I believe in this lie!
I am not insane, I can understand,
To win her not a single chance I stand,
With every odd against me I continue to fight,
But time came to do what is right!
A new heart I decided to forge,
To save myself from her scourge,
To forget about her at last,
To leave her in my worthless past!
I melted the iron and turned it to steel,
I did not want anything to feel.
I added silver and gold,
To make my new heart icy cold!
When my mission was finally complete,
Time came to stop my old heart’s beat,
I ripped it out, threw it away,
And changed it to my own creation,
Alas, it perished in front of her face,
It could not stand her blinding grace!
No matter what I do, no matter where I go,
I never forget her blue eyes’ glow,
For her I am ready all my wealth of a cliff to throw,
Poet vs RapperPoet:Poet vs Rapper3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I’m in the darkness; she is in the light,
I’m forever lost from her sight!
This feeling eternally to my soul was sealed,
When her beauty my eyes filled.
I’m melting from unrequited love,
Why does she make suffer?
She is flying in the sky, like a dove,
She will never notice what I offer.
You fool, enough is enough!
I’m sick of your melancholic poems of love!
You are loser, not a poet anymore,
Your writings fill hearts with sorrow and gore.
Fight for her if you’re a hero for real,
You must break this unbreakable seal.
You cannot be stopped when I overwhelm you,
Now listen kid I have a few words to tell you,
If you want to win her never give up,
But if you do drop your sword, please shut up.
Your poems are not that strong,
To reach her with them will take very long.
Free style is the key to her heart,
Don’t be shy, play this card!
When will this meaningless struggle end? Never!
Chains Of RealityDon’t you wish to just rewind the pastChains Of Reality2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
And live a life from the start at last?
Wishes like that never come true
And there is nothing you can do.
You do not understand how the World looks.
You try to comprehend it through books,
Though reality sometimes is not what you desire
And you become the greatest liar!
You break chains with your pen,
And get out of the darkest den,
You discover a brand new place,
Where happiness and peace will us embrace.
Alas, it is all a dream, you are still trapped,
In cold metal you are wrapped.
You cannot face it, it is too sad,
And if you do, it will drive you mad.
Doors To DestinyMy heart beats, but my mind is stronger,Doors To Destiny2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I am now free; I am not her captive any longer.
With battle scars from days of despair,
When life to me was unfair,
I travel the realms that I once created,
Some still stand, some already faded.
Suddenly I find myself near a ticking clock,
By time doors to my destiny are locked.
Behind them I hear laughs and cries,
The path to the future is full lies.
Maybe my muse for me looking,
And once again my pen will write,
So I could again see the light!
Or an appointment with misery I am booking.
I am trapped in darkness, though I feel content,
Nothing in this life can me now bend!
I will go straight without any fear,
Though I know no one is near.
i love youdo i darei love you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
write the words
that have created
this twist of fate
etch into history
it has been
do i insist
it is but
i dare not
write the words
like church bells
at my funeral.
True LoveHopelessness has filled my heart,True Love3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I know forever we shall be apart.
Who are you and who am I?
You are a star in the sacred sky.
Since I last loved, ten years have passed,
I thought my first love was my last.
I have been proven wrong,
How can I not love for so long?
In a small town of a distant land,
Someone wants to hold your hand,
Alas, there is no chance,
To even say a word of romance.
I hear your voice from far away,
Sadly, my voice is low, what can I say?
If I shout: "I love you".
Like a bird it will fly above you.
One gaze at you and love came,
I have been charmed by a blond dame.
Her grace is unimaginable
And my love is barely manageable.
I think about you, I can't sleep at night,
Waiting for the morning light.
Sleepless, because of love,
Because of you my precious dove.
I know, I am not the only one,
There are thousands more, you are a shining Sun!
What can I do with a pack of words?
I hate this feeling, love really hurts!
I don't care about fame at all,
If you were poor, you st
You Are Just A MirrorYou are just a piece of glass,You Are Just A Mirror1 year ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
You do not have style or class,
Why do you haunt me with my reflection?
Why do you kill all my affection?
You are just a mirror!
I can shatter you any moment,
To end this endless, painful torment,
But seven years of bad luck are not worth it,
You make me everything simply forfeit!
You are just a mirror!
When I look at you I feel so hopeless,
You kill every bit of light,
When I look at you I feel so worthless,
You take all that’s left of my might.
You are just a mirror!
You make me dive in the darkest abyss,
There is no one detail that you miss,
You reflect my feelings and my face,
And I just wish to be erased…
But you are just a mirror!
Mirror,Mirror, get off my wall,
I wish one day you would just fall,
Break in to pieces and leave me alone,
But I doubt that you will ever be gone,
Because you are a mirror,
You are everywhere,
And when I find you,
I feel in despair…
An Error In My DestinySometimes I feel that I was wrong,An Error In My Destiny2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
That I have lived in a lie for so long,
Maybe we won’t even get along,
Maybe in my life you have sung your song.
I do not know if we are meant to be,
It could be another error in my destiny!
You still though live in my heart,
You are my muse; you are the spirit of my art!
When you were for me no one,
I thought, for sure, that I am done.
Suddenly you stroke me with your gaze,
I was blinded by the beauty of your face.
No human knows, if I have made a mistake,
I put everything I have at stake.
Even if I will drown in a bottomless lake,
No one can now you from me take!
Farewell LoveI am standing in a field full of dying flowers.Farewell Love2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I heard that once they used to bloom
And picked up by many lovers,
Until one day they met their doom.
Whispers from my past haunt me,
I followed them to this forsaken land,
Grief and despair instantly found me
And buried my dreams under endless sands.
Farewell, love, we had good times together.
You made my pen lighter than a feather,
Yes, you were unanswered and brought pain,
You saved me from the burning sun and heavy rain.
One day I opened my eyes and my muse was gone,
Again in this World I am left alone!
Without aims and full of doubts I wander around,
Searching for something that cannot be found:
A blooming flower…
HeartI left my heart's door open,Heart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But no one walked in.
I laughed but no one laughed with me.
All that's left is a symphony.
It's coming from the back of my heart.
I'm waiting for someone to hear it.
Will you listen?
fallingi.falling3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i met you in fall
while i was too busy
with the changing leaves
and the changing tides
to notice the shocking
blue of your eyes
when i did
the sun was as high
as we were and the
sky azure as they
the next season i
needed your warmth
it wilted with the trees
a gap between us filled
with silence and cold
in sync with the
world like dying
last year we couldn't
touch without breaking
my own rules and i
dreamt every night of
reaching out and
closing that gap again
and i missed you
more than the sun
or it's warmth
this year i've been
too long untouched
too much unknown
to die with the season
or mourn your warmth
so i'm flying to you
in your endless summer
TearsFeel the rain dripping on your faceTears3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sitting somewhere in an unknown place
You might just had your heart broken
Those feelings of yours go unspoken
Let the rain wash your pain away
Let it wash away and find your way
Let the rain slowly heal your wounds
It heals your heart and will hide your wounds
The rain will stay with you for years
It's one of those things that always cares
Because in the rain nobody will see your tears
To the VeinTo the vein that wasn't cutTo the Vein3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To everyone who called me a slut
Just let it be known,
I can stand on my own
Though I still have the need
I refuse to bleed
My scars haven't healed
but my wounds have all sealed.
I'm ready to throw out my blade
and to watch my deepest hurt fade.
For three long years,
my blood was my tears...
So To The Vein That Wasn't Cut
I am Enough.
FragileHow could something so fragile,Fragile3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As the humble heart of a lover's longing,
Be so easily torn in twain?
Was it his desire to deal in danger,
When he first gazed upon your glance?
How could something so fragile,
As the sweet soul of a valentine's virtue,
Be so tragically annulled once again?
In his honour and humility for you he did hunger,
But never did you care or give into chance.
How could something so fragile,
As the flickering fire of a sweetheart's seduction,
Be so pathetically ruined in the rain?
His amorous advances are all but asunder,
With malice you've split his love with your lance.
SurvivalSurvival.Survival3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.
Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.
We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.
We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.
We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as we are well endowed with songs of praise.
We are opportunists.
We are convincing and ruthless.
We are the modern day Judas.
Duel With A CupidIt was the coldest winter day in history,Duel With A Cupid3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What happened to me then is a mystery.
I was lying on the couch, watching TV,
When I saw a little cupid targeting me.
My future was about to be destroyed by love,
The thought of that was scary enough.
Before he could shoot me, I had grabbed him,
With a sharp knife I almost stabbed him.
The creature cried:
“Stop, you fool, think about your action,
From killing me you won’t get any satisfaction!
I will be avenged by thousands of others,
By my cousins, sisters and brothers.
To a duel you I challenge,
If I win, you will be in love forever,
But if you win, I will bother you never!”
People still call me stupid,
For challenging a cupid!
Many things were at stake,
Love is a dream, from which no one can awake,
It is like diving in a bottomless lake!
My way of life I did not want to change,
But something made me this duel arrange.
How can I shoot a creature with an arrow,
That is smaller than a sparrow?
In my living room the battle w
Lonely GirlShe tried to follow her heart beat by beat,Lonely Girl1 year ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
But the angry winds swept her off her feet,
How can she live in this small Kansas town?
She sits around all day and frowns…
Do you notice a guy who acts like a clown?
Kansas, why are you doing this to me?
Kansas, why never I with her could be?
Kansas, what’s going on in this dark old world?
Kansas, who is this sad and lonely girl?
Sometimes it feels like I burn with hellish fire,
Oh, God, is it something that I desire?
No, it is a curse,
And will I never break free…
Last ''Thank You''Be my muse of just this once,Last ''Thank You''1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And forever I will you let go,
The curse you cast has long faded,
But nonetheless I appreciate it.
My sanity you erased from the very core,
I had a life, to pieces you all of it tore,
But to rebuild a chance was given,
And that’s how you are forgiven.
Never thought I would write to you again,
Because it does not matter anymore,
I look back who I am now and who I was then,
And I am thankful forevermore.
To venture all these lands alone,
To conquer obstacles on my own,
To face my fears when they strike back,
To repeal every attack,
You taught me by blinding me with your grace,
With that pretty smile on your face.
Now it is all in the past,
Feelings don’t forever last,
They disappear in thin air,
With all the pain and despair.
You're Losing MeI lost you and you’re losing me,You're Losing Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And from day one I could see,
That you and I were never to be.
Some things are wrong, some things are right,
You can inside me fire ignite,
And the flames can blind me with their light,
But I know all; I feel all, I see all in the night.
What costs we are paying we don’t know,
Maybe it is the right way to go,
Maybe I’ll fall apart or maybe I will succeed,
Maybe to happiness this all will lead.
I am sad,
I am mad,
And I’m glad
That you are gone,
And I am left forever alone.
At least I am free and I’m nocturnal,
I know this will not be eternal.