Here I lie, motionless,
A prisoner within my own body.
Yet there lies a subtle clarity;
A moment of understanding, achieved by infirmity.
And though my body is racked with pain,
My conscious mind delves ever deeper into the pool of the soul.
My mind is flooded with a racket of noise.
I am cast into the swirling rip-tide of forbidden knowledge,
Clinging to the flotsam of sanity as a Leviathan roars below.
It swallows me into an acidic whirlpool.
Drowning me deep beneath the bubbling surface of the past.
And there, in the murky depths where my very self begins to rot,
A grinning maw of tongues and fangs, bids me a cold "hello!".
-Chen Yuan Wen, 26th June 2013
only.Times like these joy seems so simple to me, just the thought of you lights my way.only.3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
It is just enough to know you are there for me.
When ever i may need you.
Though i will always need you..
You may not know it my dear
but you take my breath away with every little thing you do.
From a simple look.
To the simplest touch..
It all means so much.
you may never understand just how much you really affect me.
All the words i could think of would not be enough to explain how i feel,
I strive to be amazing in every possible way just for you.
I know i would be lost without you, so please don't go anytime soon.
I want to love you for aslong as you can stand me.
You are my one and only.
I Held Their Hand and Let Go..I held their handI Held Their Hand and Let Go..4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
And I let go,
Why I did?
I'll never know,
They were hanging over the edge,
I reached and caught their,
Bleeding... Scratched up,
They were struggling,
For a while now,
I couldn't help to see them suffer,
So I let them go,
Their face of horror,
Their screaming of my name,
The air rushed into my ears,
So all I felt was their pain,
Sorry if I was worthless,
You never deserved this,
To be stuck with me,
For all eternity,
I just want you to know,
I am letting go,
To show you,
I love you enough to let you move on,
Heart breaking for me,
But all you will see,
Is that someone left you alone,
But you are better on your own,
For compared to me,
You are an angel,
You are the sun,
You are my loved one...
Im sorry...feels like my hearts ripped in twoIm sorry...5 years ago in Scraps More Like This
because of the fear i have for loosing you
you one of my best friends and i dont want you to go
and dont worry i just want you to know
that i'll always be here for you if you want me to be
but because of what i've done you now feel more misery
i just hope that you can be ok and that you can smile again
for i miss you and how you were before all this happened my friend
i just hope that one day you can forgive me for what i've done
and that we can continue like we were before when we'd both laugh and have fun
i know you said your fine,
but now i think that that's a lie
that you're only saying that so i can smile
but i know your not inside
and how you've always got to fight,
with the pain you feel
im just so sorry that i hurt you more
i just want to see you smile again
but now i know it'll be filled with pain
im sorry, im a terrible friend
a good friend doesn't hurt the ones they care about
and no, you didn't hurt me and dont worry i'd never shout,
In the interests of transparencyIt's clear to seeIn the interests of transparency2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
that I'm as fragile
as glass -
and every time
that you look through me;
I crack up.
A War InsideBroken eyesA War Inside3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Trembling hands and shattered hearts
Don't you see there's war inside?
Taken life and weakened mind
Don't you know she's fallen apart?
Where this soul stopped
and gave in
a war inside.
All AloneI do not, and sadly nor will I ever own Death Note or any other anime. This story can also be found on fanfiction.net. My screenname there is NejiTenfanforever.All Alone6 years ago in Scraps More Like This
This story is in L's POV.
All I ever needed was you
But now I'm alone
Doomed to eternal nothingness forever
Now that I'm gone, your perfect world will soon be complete
As you always wanted
But that's not what you told me!
You said that you'll always love and understand me!
But as I looked into your eyes for the final time,
I saw happiness that I was going to be gone
I want the times from before back!
When you would hold me close,
Cuddle and tell me that I'm the only one
Your lies sound like the truth
I should've known that
You were my suspect, my Kira, my evil and manipulating mass murder, my everything
I knew that you were Kira all along, but I told myself it wasn't true, just to be with you.
Why'd you have to leave me like this!
But I know that even though I'm gone now, I still love you
And I always will
SolsticeOnce upon a time, when you were still sunlighthouses and shimmering existence wherever you were needed most, you found him. He was November, shaky on his first last legs, and you saw through the mind-twistings he feigned to the mind-twistings that were really there, knotted up in his dreams.Solstice4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
You were still birdsong then, and thunderstorms, and your bodyheat melted the frost claws that held him tight. You held onto him as his November deepened. When he howled, you howled with him, and the wind played with your voices and pressed the softness of your lungs against your cageribsand then against each other's.
November became solstice, and you felt him shiver through that long night and didn't mind the coldbitten nails that grazed your skin. He slept when the moon drowned below the treeline, but the iceflakes began to drift in like small animals seeking the pulsing riverheat of your blood, and chilling you. He lay there, vulnerable as his world turned slowly towards the light, and you