there's a lot of questions like : what about G and Vadera? who's dating G right now? what about Filip? etc etc.
so I made THIS + right now G is dating Fayette. + before he was in relationship with Vadera, but they break up (V left him) + when he came to UK he dated a teenager Ellie (V was bloody jealous!) but it least only few weeks. + before Vadera he was in relationship with Filip but now they don't know each other and don't remember that they were together. + also G had one-side moment with Nathan (Nath tried to get into G's pants but nothing happend). now they don't like each other (probably because of Vadera - she dated Nath and G was jealous) + Aurora is Filip's twin sister. she dated G loooooong time ago. oh, also she dated TJ and her own older brother Arthur... (long story) + Anne Marie is forest witch or sth and close G's friend. really close. they used to be kinda together. now they're just friends (with little benefits? who knows. I think that she was George's "first one") + G and Lucek... just friends! just friends! D: no fanservice here! pure friendship! + G and Chelle... she's tring to treat him like a friend but she kinda likes him a little more. G treats her like a sister but who knows what's inside his head? :I + G and Off... they're just friends
+ (also G had lot of unknow fuck buddies or one night stands... it's from the time when he was an angry teenager and whore)
+ about Off and Rita : Rita left Off and moved to L.A where she started a fetish porn star carrier. Off felt kinda empty and alone for a few days and then decided to take a little break. she spend one month in India travelled around and finding inner peace. now she's fine and even a little less mean ^^
to know what's going on at this picture first read a story from Chelle's past under this picture:
so. Chelle is still meeting her psychologist and psychiatrist. hard to believe, yeah, because she's not insane or sth. she's quite fine but still has many problems with herself and her feelings. also sometimes, very rare but still, she wakes up at the night with hard feeling of loosing something. last time when G slept at her flat, she had her anxiety attack. she started to walking nervously around her flat, opening drawers and throwing out content, repeating "i lost it. i lost it. i lost it." like she was looking for sth. she looked insane and G was stunned. didn't know what's going on. he grabbed her, because she started to bump into walls and furnitures, and waited until she calmed down. then she explained, that even after years after Cement's she still has the stron feeling of loss. and sometimes she has these anxiety attacks. when she went to bathroom, G started to clean her room, putting back things to drawers. he found a box od specialistic ani-anxiety meds. he took it and when Chelle was looking for it he told her that he won't allow her to take this shit and he'll try to fix her sick head on his own.
we will see...
(sorry for my poor english. hope you're able to understand what I'm trying to say. also I make a lot of typos so sorry for that..)
thank you guys for your warm words and cheer-ups. yes, I have a bad time but I'll be better. I don't think I have depression. I'm just naturally sad person, that's all and sometimes I just need to have sad mood. I'll be fine, don't worry. I don't plan to commit a suicide or cut my whole legs and arms. it's alright, really. and thanks for the funny cat videos ^^
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ohmygod. I even don't want to read that "you-are-wrong!-no-you-are" comment-fights about self-harming. probably both sides have right. serioulsly guys, chill out. my statement? yes, it's kinda annoying when emo teenagers cut their wrists legs whatever, make photos/.gifs and post it on tumblr. it's just crying for attention and it's annoying, because uh, to be honest, most of them are just lost and don't know how to handle their problems and their life isn't that bad. "my scars ale like tattoos but with the stories behind" whaaaat... how old are you? like 14? but in other hand I like to watch photos with wounds, bruises and that kind of stuff. I just like it and find it cool. also what's the difference between cutting yourself a X mark and scarification? getting scarification - cool. cutting X mark - lame and unamture. (uh. YES I know that there IS a big difference but chill out) I grew up from cutting wrist/legs I think it's fine when you're 15 not 22, when you want so show to the whole world all your pain and sad life and stuff. uh. I had just bad mood and wanted that X mark from long time so I did it. it's probably the same thing as making piercings on your own (which is bad because you can make yourseld harm, better go to proffesional piercer). anyway - kids, self-harming is bad and makes you looks like a cutting board. it's not sexy it's just crying for attention. better go and talk with your friends or something. drugs are also bad.
make coffee not war. or whatever.
wish my english could be better to write more decent and wise notes.
at 14.06.2013 me an my boyfriend split up. we had some problems and decided to be just friends. and it works. we still have a good time and lot of fun. (of course I cried a lot for 2 weeks and felt alone and didn't know what to do with myself and cried more when I olny thought that we are not longer together and now nobody will hold my hand and carry my heavy bags and cuddle me to sleep...) but time heals all wounds, now I feel much better, maybe kinda stronger? don't know yet. I figured out that I'm too busy for being sad :I over nine thousands commissions to draw + school + job. meh.