Forever FrozenSmall and petit is what I amForever Frozen2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All tiny and weak
Never will I grow
No matter how much I sleep
My face remains ever ageless
As though guarded by time itself
However, I wish I looked older
Instead of this small, childish self
Never can I walk into a resturaunt
Without being asked
"Would you like a kid's menu?"
With a smile that is masked
Never will I go see a movie
Supposedly inappropriate for children
Without a request to see ID
Because I remain ever frozen
As I watch my sister grow
I remain ever short
"She now wears the same bra size as you!"
My clever mother retorts.
Oh, how cruel life is
And how cruel my dreams can be
For I wish I could transform into
A taller, more slender me
Reincarnated LightJust because one has no job, doesn't mean they don't work hard. Just because one is blind, doesn't mean they can't see far. Life comes in many, many different ways. Sometimes there are, different shades of gray. Don't regret living, regret wrong decisions. Life can't be changed, there are no revisions. Opening the doorway, to your ancient past. Can either be painful, or a hell of a blast. Learn from it all, and then move on. Live in the now, before you are gone. Shorter than short, taller than tall. We've seen everything, or nothing at all. Gaze into Moon-Stars, the galaxy's there. The wind will surround us, swirling we stare. Into each other, our souls re unite. From lives long ago, Reincarnated Light.Reincarnated Light4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I'll be ok.you were my everything.I'll be ok.4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
you made the sun shine -
and now, the rain fall.
you made me feel
more than i've ever felt before
but you threw it away,
dashed my hopes to the ground
watched me bleed as
you stabbed one more knife in my heart.
i thought you were better,
i thought you were good.
but all you've proven to me is
you're not worth my time.
it's not easy, getting over you,
especially seeing you with her.
i will cry, and i will bleed,
but my heart will heal.
i will do it.
i will be ok.
you've left me no other choice
but to rise above it.
[and i shall.]
True Love's The BestAs I sit in my chair,True Love's The Best4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Of Meditating Minds.
I watch an angel sleep gently,
She was sent as a sign.
A sign from the Great Mother.
Earth's forgiven my sins.
Now my new life; the right life,
May finally begin.
I fall to my knees,
Sobbing as I rejoice.
For over a year I've been free,
My mind's its own voice.
My emotions have returned,
That warm feeling in my chest.
Butterflies in my stomach,
True Love's The Best.
Spring has revived me,
The winter; I survived.
The sun's always brighter,
On the other side.
A Moment for HeartsI sitA Moment for Hearts4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
on the table
and swing my legs
back and forth.
My face is level with
I look at them,
To your heart,
a warm heart,
I lean forward
elbows on knees
hand under chin
and look up at you
tilt my head to the side
and smile a little smile,
a little half smile.
You have told me that it
drives you crazy.
a full smile,
and full of love.
I remember when
I felt unworthy
of that smile.
You step in
put your hand on my knee
and the other on my nose
one finger brushing down it
gently, an endearing gesture.
I smile fuller, wider, brighter,
I bite my bottom lip.
You look at my eyes,
to my heart,
My love.My love, I would swim oceans for you. Anything to bring you closer to my side.My love.4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I cannot live without you. My days all mesh together as I wait for the day when you can be mine. You have torn my heart in two and pieced it slowly back together. My love for you grows each day that passes. I miss you.
My heart breaks every time I look at you and I can't hold your hand or whisper nothing in your ear. To sit close to you, to have our hair mesh together such things are privileges, not everyday occurrences. Other couples take them for granted we cherish them.
Don't ever let me go, my love. Our love is too strong, too precious, too beautiful. Don't let them pull me away from you. We belong together, and yet all we meet is resistance. Don't ever forget that I love you. I never want you to leave me. If forever is how long I have to wait, I will wait forever. Because for you, forever is worth it.
Told You SoI'm real, you're fakeTold You So4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I breathe the truth, even your voice is a lie
I can see when it's time to stop
You push on what's meant to be pulled
I am young and wise
You are old news and outsmarted by dust
Reality is my major
You rely on fairytales
All I need To Survive
While you could not go a minute
Without begging or whining
Until somebody gave you what you wanted
You sewed my mouth shut
So I couldn't defend myself
While you ramble on and on
About all of my flaws
You've stolen what was mine
And now that it no longer amuses you
You try and give it back
But I will not take it
Because you have infested it
With your fleas of greed and apathy
So now I say
'Take what you have claimed as yours
But you will not take me
As I will not be fooled
By your shows of beauty and flabbergasted expressions'
And by the time you realize
What all you have done
It will be too late
You will have nothing
I will look you in the eye
And breathe the truth
That 'I told you so.'
Night Thoughts IINight Thoughts II4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When all the lights fades at the end of the city streets
smiles turns to grins and the shape of the true self rise again
there, behind the last glimpse of your eyes I embraced your shadow
and falling back into my ancestors path I brought a brand new melody
a new filter for my prismatic soul to consider your multitude
to split your image and go beyond,
cause the only way to love somebody
is to understand, appreciate
and be joyful to discover all the colours spectre of your being.
My secret wish,
to leave my inner home and lead my ship into the perilous paths of your eyes,
into those infinite rainbow patterns which made the unique person you are.
In spring may your radiant heart guide my route,
in autumn may your tears take the shape of a water portal
to help me reach you faster and hunt your sorrow down.
Make it count...Make it count...Make it count...4 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
It was a cold evening, one of those that surprises you right after the summer days are gone, but before the autumn ones really start. I was walking, lost in the music playing in my ears, just thinking in the beat of my own steps on the hard asphalt. It wasn't late, but it was dark already and the road ahead of me was a blurry line of light and dark circles. Up ahead, one street light just died, ruining the evenness of it all.
Suddenly, a girl appeared in front of me, speeding somewhere. I watched her walking. She was smaller than me, but her steps were long and fast and I was wondering where she is going in such a hurry. Out of the dark patch a young boy stepped out. He was maybe seventeen, eighteen years old. They stopped for a second, facing each other, and then continued walking at a certain distance in front of me, blissfully unaware of my existence and the world around them as only teenagers can be. They were a fresh couple, I realized and smiled. They haven't eve
Finally free...The world was a giant surface of white and I stood in the middle of it, surrounded by nothing but wind and snow. Suddenly the imaginary path I was following turned red. I stopped and looked back for a second. The setting sun broke free near the horizon and painted everything red.Finally free...4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Snow and fire.
On the ground behind me, the footsteps I made just a minute ago started disappearing under the freshly fallen snow. It felt right, somehow.
The snow glittered, energized by strong winds and the last rays of sunlight of the day. It was a strange, calming sight; accompanied by thoughts of absolution and achievement. I have been waiting for this all my life, I realize that now.
Life entwined me with its own realities, plans and schemes, but this is what I was always meant to do. I guess I needed to grow older, collect all those little victories and defeats Life brings; experiences and memories; failures and lessons, before I was ready to make such a radical step.
Of course now, standing here, looki
Train Thoughs XXVTrain Thoughs XXV4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The winter dies
Wiping out the ashes
Of a moltitude of burning hearts
Sacrified to another hopeless love.
Whats left is a fertile desolation
Wild country fields which we all hope to heal
But not everybody is conscious
That to grow a perfect garden,
Manure is needed too.
Then, the rain
Which pours out our damnation for a while
It's a hard path
And many tries to plant the seed too early
Not having enough nutrition for it
So it starves
Others too late
But the soil is already spoiled
Not able to give anything
But catching the right time
Will transform the seed
Into a termonuclear sun
Which will give birth to an enchanted cradle of trees
Where to cuddle your best gem
If your spell is synchronised to its will
The gem will take the shape of your best dream
You'll be able to see the stairway to the nexus.
Abandon everything and follow it without hesitation
Thats the real goal of life.
Train Thoughs XXVITrain Thoughs XXVI4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
In my sacred playground
Hidden behind the underwater shade
Licantropes drinking martini
Are planning a new neural takeover,
Laughin and playing
Children of a soleil noir
Inhabitants of my inner realms.
Villains so destructive, so violent and wild,
So pure and so dear to me.
They aim to hijack my actions feeding my inmost dreams.
Lost and forgotten,
My rotten chest lies there,
Entropic misanderstandings breaks my knees,
And my body melt down
On this pavement covered by rusty nails.
Both living and dying force,
Getting closer to the worms,
A mix of natural essence,
And everything is balanced.
A dice rolls,
And a new wind is blowing.
Train Thoughs XXVIITrain Thoughs XXVII4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
wrapped by empty words
fill the air nowadays.
Dark red stains
sticks bound together in meaningless symbols and conventions.
The bee and the bear,
the deconstruction of logical architectures.
I am the everything, the world belong what exist in my solipsistic ego as many other realities.
Gathering the spirits, facing the silhouettes.
Enjoy this act of self inflicted freedom,
join me and let me join you.
Each interaction open the doors to infinite rooms of unique majestic hotels
ruled by all the creature which you met in your overcrowded hall.
They need the right keys.
Sharing the possibility to join arcaic events of other realities.
All is tied by a moltitude of tree branches.
They die they make u stronger,
they give you the possibility to change,
or hurt you.
Sometimes the salvation is to cut them,
sometimes, most of, to heal them,
and they will give you back great flowers.
Remenber, you are born from one of them,
you are part of a natural jewel,
you are the creat
Admission 5 Admission #5.Admission 54 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
I'm aching for your touch -
The touch of heartache, of a dream
Where distance confines no-one
And love can always be.
Admission 6 Admission #6.Admission 64 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Gripping my sides
Cutting off my airways
but if I lose you
because of my mistake..
I don't want to breathe.
when i hear musicWhen I hear musicwhen i hear music4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I think of you
I can remember when you used to sing to me
When I hear music
I hear your voice
It sounds so beautiful
The sound dances in my ears
Like the waltz being danced at a ball
When I hear music
I hear you play your music
My heart beats steadily for you
When I hear music
I just want to go to sleep
Dream a pleasant dream
When I hear music
It sooths the pain
In my heart and body
Sometimes I wish I could listen to it all the time
The Man WalksThe man walksThe Man Walks4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With the stride of someone who has come so far
But has nowhere to go.
There, in the burning brush,
A child smiles from within.
All the lonely people
the stormI can see dark clouds surrounding the housethe storm4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can hear the rain fall onto the green grass
Making rain puddles
I see lightening in the clouds
I see it striking down into the earth
I hear the thunder
I hear it booming in the clouds
It sounds like bombs from the military
I see hail coming down hitting the window
Making a crack on the window
I hear the window crack
I hear the hail fall and crack into pieces
I see white glistening snow fall
I hear it piling up
I feel the cold rush into my room
Making me shiver
What do I do?
FarewellFarewell4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
accelerated abscract patterns
flowing though my head
a scream breaks this dreadful silence
son of a sepulchral decadence
lies under this blank white sky
painting desires in this infinite canvas
may the skies be echoes of your name
and the brotherhood of fog
be always close to you
guiding through these misty realities
without being consumed by your eyes
and bound suddendly
to an unwanted routine
searching the truth inside of you
is the only way to be real
in this endless masquerade
till you find somebody
that will be able to see your eyes enveiled
and your heart will be filled by hellfire
Do You Want MeMy wings are brokenDo You Want Me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart is torn
You wanted me
Now your to busy to even talk to me
My heart is tearing more each day
But you don't see it
I can never tell you my feelings
Your never around
I'm as cold as ice
Your as warm as fire
You never come to warm me up
My heart has been stabbed
Yet you keep stabbing it
I'm bleeding my heart out
You haven't bandaged me
Do you want me now?
I don't think you do
Blind ExileBlind Exile4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel like haging on a tree
connected to it like a dead leaf
preparing for the last jump
getting my brand new clothes
for another funeral of emotions
my heart shattered in pieces
taking the shapes of black worms
crawling and crying out their will
to go down deep into the ground
hiding inside of earth warm chest
only a dead body hanging there
no more tears to weep carried by the wind
the soul has been locked inside an obsidian cage
and trashed away into the seven seas
A distorted voice in the distance
too far for my deaf ears
I did my best
my heart burnt like hellfire
this is the place I have to be now
with my pupils wide open, lifeless
inside of them lies your last farewell
oh these eyes
they've seen too much of what you are
your radiant soul's conflagration
your words, your goddess eternal beauty which lives inside of you
these eyes have seen it, and won't ever be able to forget it
so may them close forever
your unique essence has burnt them
exiled from such a view
broken hearts cant be healedMy heart is tornbroken hearts cant be healed4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My eyes are full of tears
Your love for me has dissapeard
I thought you would remember our love
But all I can think of is how you broke my heart in two
You have forgotten me
Like I knew you would
But you denied it
Now I'm just a no one
Like I knew I would be
What do I do now?
Tears keep falling
Becoming a water fall off my cheeks
Turning into a moonlight shining down
Making my eyes the blue they are
Shining bright like the stars in the sky
Why is this?
What has happened?
My heart has broken
Will never be the same
the organ-2The organ started, signaling the rise of the graduates. They all stood and walked down the isle. Freshman year awaited these young ones. The organ watched, wondered how many would return to her. One girl in particular caught her attention. She was not particularly beautiful, but not especially ugly either. She was just a normal girl, with the exception of one thing: she wasn't smiling. She was staring off into space, not wanting to do anything or to see anything. She was invisible to everyone: except the organ.the organ-24 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
The organ wanted to love this girl. She wanted the girl to feel the power that you feel when you touch the keys or play with your feet. She wanted the girl to drown her problems in the music. But the organ played on.
The organ began, signaling everyone to be seated for Church. As those in charge of the service began their ritual schpeels, the organ saw through their fake smiles, the cheery voices. She saw the hypocrisy of the entire ceremony, the pants in church, the heavy makeu