25.Cross-posted from my blog. The entry is a little bipolar, my emo and epic nerdy fangirling all rolled into one. You have been warned.
Where do I even start? I'm glad to be alive.
It takes a lot of courage to put certain thoughts and feelings into words, too easy to be hurt for who we are, our heart's fragility can only withstand so much when it comes to our weaknesses, I think.
And so, I hadn't known how to write this, and I still don't exactly, not really. But last year -- getting over depression -- was surely the grandest achievement of me being 24 (and of course my doctor, who didn't even have to put me on antidepressants, thank you).
In many ways, I'd been afraid to write about it because I didn't want to jinx my recovery, it wasn't often I had something good like that. (Because you know, more than once, I'd thought that I was fine, just to find myself living in the very opposite of that the next months.)
It was a lo
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On 10th September, my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer and metastasis on other organs. She left us
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Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous MusicMusic to die to, sleep to, dream to. Feel free to suggest more dreamlike melodies for me to add! ♥Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous Music1 year ago in Personal More Like This
The first two are actually my favorite songs. Most are composed of chill beats, pianos with heavenly
tunes, and the like. Nothing real heavy. If you haven't heard any one of these, I highly encourage you
to look! ♥
Any song by The XX is good. Look them up.
My Love - Sia
Night Time - The XX
Sunset - The XX
Angels - The XX
Any Other Name - Thomas Newman
Somewhere only we Know - Lily Allen
Letter from mission!!!here is :iconpixiecold: again!!! ive got an email from my brother sanguis!!! he told me he wants to let you know the newest newsLetter from mission!!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Here is the message:
"Hey my awesome fans This is sanguisgelidus speaking. I am doing well on my Mission, sometimes it is like a rollercoaster ride, it is not always so easy to be far away from home and my loved ones, but still I enjoy the time and I learn so much!! I feel God`s love for me and all of his children everyday, that is what keeps me being motivated, even though there are some People, who are quite rude sometimes. But well, that is life I guess! ^^ I miss you all a lot, but I am still practicing my drawing/painting skills whenever I have some spare time. I just started rediscovering my love for pencil drawings I am looking Forward to the time, when i can start my career as a freelance Artist, but till then I still have some work to do to find those People, who really Need the hope of the love of God. I love you all and I than
ObsceneBarbie's Art Contest!! Open! DEADLINE ADDEDObsceneBarbie's Art Contest!! Open! DEADLINE ADDED3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Edit: ANYONE can enter! you do not have to be my watcher or anything.
Edit 2: ALL of my OC's can be drawn! You don't have to ask me to draw a specific one- the answer will be yes ; u ;
Edit 3: If you choose to draw a closed species OC that I own, PLEASE credit the species when uploading!
Barbie here and holding her first contest! ; u ;
I'm super excited to see all the entries and hopefully many people enter and have fun and make friends! ; u ;
There are going to be a list of prizes!! Can you imagine? Haha!
You'll find out prizes near the end of the journal, so stay tuned!
So, the constest, as the title suggests, is an art contest!
I'd like to have people draw my lovely OC's ; u ;
I have quite a range of them, as you'll find out if you didn't already know!
So I'm hoping I have an OC that can fit everyone's tastes and inspire people's creative juices! ; u ;
//list of my OC's can be found at the bottom of this journal
Updated Commissions!Hello everyone! I just wanted to update my commission information since most of it is using old artwork as an example and I have also started offering custom adopts, so here is the information:Updated Commissions!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Chibi with simple background:
-$3.00 or 300
-My normal style
-full shading, simply color background with patterns or none if requested
If you want to add an extra person, it would be another 200 or $2.00 (max 3 characters)
-$4.00 or 400 per character
-$4.00 or 400 per character
-$3.00 or 300 per character
Chibi with more complicated background:
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Aerial by escumeThe Alchemist Gold by TABASCO-RAREMASTER
Yesterday evening by MustafaSEZER
Violet by jane-beataForgotten fairytale by TheDewdropFairy
Amethyst Cave by dinodude511Wisteria by HikarinoChouSay Something....Anything...... by theresahelmer
Delicate Iris Updated by Scooby777Sometimes Change is Beautiful by TeaPhotographydont let me go tonight by augenweide
Raffle(closed)Raffle(closed)3 months ago in Personal More Like This
:iconsparklesplz: First place is #10!! :iconnikki-hasselhoff:
:iconsparklesplz: and in second is #52 :iconwolfstarrp123:
:iconsparklesplz: I also picked a third winner since so many people joined! :iconelsychan:
Congratulations to those three- and thanks everyone so much for participating!! <333333
1st place please note me with which option you'd like (page button or chibi page doll) +ref
2nd and 3rd place please note me with which option you'd like (chibi trad page button or trad chibi full body) +ref
EDIT: Just getting any last people in! Sorry for the spam!
I need a better title ummm
ok but getting to the point -
It's RAFFLE TIME *slapped*
I just wanted to thank you guys so much for getting me to 500 watchers eve
April Raffle (OPEN) UPDATE: 3 Winners! A raffle to introduce my new species TrechéApril Raffle (OPEN) UPDATE: 3 Winners!2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Info of them here:
Thier are two kinds of treche, Sun and Night: info here:
The raffle will end May 11th 2015! at noon Pacific time! : D
Their will be 3 winners! each will win a custom treche
Be a watcher!
Comment with a color!
Advertise this Raffle (optional, but most appreciated)
Any questions just ask!
My Treche Tailore:
Customs for others:
Some up for adoption~!:
+ MY FRIEND IS HAVING A RAFFLE TOO, GO JOIN! : D
Draw my oc contest!**DATE EXTEDED TO MAY 10** SOme people have notes me for an extension so the contest will now run to May 10 (may end sooner if they finish their entries)Draw my oc contest!**DATE EXTEDED TO MAY 102 months ago in Personal More Like This
-chose one or more of my oc's to draw
-no bases (sorry)
-can be traditional or digital
-full bodys, icons, chibis, headshots etc... accepted
-can be non coloured but better chances with colour
-don't change my oc in anyway
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Contest? Contest!-[CLOSED, JUDGING IN PROCESS] The contest is now closed! Thank you so much to everyone that participated or promoted this contest! I'm going to try to have the placements listed in the next few days! Please stay tuned!Contest? Contest!-[CLOSED, JUDGING IN PROCESS]4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Update: ;A; I haven't gotten any entries in so I'm going to have to be a bit stiffer on this I guess. I'll give out 1 prize for 1-5 entries and 2 prizes for 5-10. Past that I'll give out 3 prizes. Honorable mentions at any level. sorry to do this but I'm kinda depressed that I've not gotten any real feed back on this esp considering that it's got about 2000+ worth of prizes in points and art. Aheu.
MORE PRIZES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
With the help of this super amazing fantastic sauce babe right here JessiiRoo / Ask-RiverbedPrincess I have enough points to hold my first contest!
The Run Down:
◊ Draw one of my characters on here and link back to this contest in your entry!
◊Link your entry to me here or via note. On
100k kiriban giveaway + 2k Watchers4/15: 1k left until kiriban is reached! :iconlaze3plz:100k kiriban giveaway + 2k Watchers4 months ago in Personal More Like This
3/16: Well! I made it to 2k watchers!! :iconomg-blushplz: Holy smokes what an honor!!! Thank you all so much for deciding to watch lil ol' me and my derpy art
I'm coloring a thank you as we speak!! Hopefully I'll have it up today or tomorrow!!
ALSO!!! 100K kiriban coming up for my front page!!!
I know I said I wouldn't do these anymore but--- 100k is a number to celebrate, man! I'm really honored by all the love and support :iconblushuplz:
So yeah! Whoever is able to grab it will get a free otp pagedoll commission or colored headshot (Your choice)
- Examples -
Good luck! :iconslowhugplz:
I also plan to do something special for when I reach 2k watchers. <333
Candyfloss Monsters CS||Custom Adoptables [CLOSED]Find out more about the candyfloss Monsters and keep up to date with events and other owners with the Candyfloss group~!Candyfloss Monsters CS||Custom Adoptables [CLOSED]6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Before ordering please read up on the Candyfloss species here--
When you adopt a Candyfloss you are agreeing to these terms of purchase --
|| How to order ||
To order please comment bellow saying you would like to order. After I approve you will send a note with this information--
|| FORM ||
Textling closed speciesTextlings will be able to be bought as eggs <3Textling closed species3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Textlings are Kemonomimi.
They are very social creatures and tend to be found in groups.
Textlings wear modern fashion and tend to dress in all the trends. They love sweaters and patterns. They are creative creatures that usually end up in the fashion industry, blogging, or art. They love to style their hair and brush it from 1-10 times a day, you will never catch a Textling with bed head unless that's how they styled it. Even though they love to look good they aren't usually all about themselves, they use fashion to express themselves and their likes, rather than to show off. Textlings are all natural meaning they don't usually where make up or color their hair they highly believe looks dont matter, like I said their cloths are just them expressing themselves so they never judge one another's style. To them insulting another's cloths is insulting the person directly.
My Stories' TimelineUpdated: "Zava: Precious Seconds" is set in the present. I like how they can just never get hold of each other.My Stories' Timeline4 years ago in Personal More Like This
One of the most common questions I get is: "When does this [insert story title here] happen?"
In general, how should one start reading the stories in order?
I don't have a clear answer for this. Watchers is set to start 3 years after the squad was formed. Thus, I will arrange the stories I've written in 3 categories: the past, the present and the future.
1. The Past - The time the squad get to know each other.
- RyRy : Mrs Harris http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/RyRy-Mrs-Harris-373493451
- RyRy : One Shot http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/RyRy-One-Shot-331957557
- Zava: The Unexpected http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/Zava-The-Unexpected-322530756
- Zava: Before the Squad http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d3ec8fd
- 10 Ways Challenge: Action http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d36uj9h
- Febuary 2nd http://nix
Colourful Contest! [CLOSED!]Edit: It's closed now! Judging in progress. >v < The winners should be announced tomorrow! Thank you all for entering!Colourful Contest! [CLOSED!]3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Hi there > v < I thought as a thank you for 200+ watchers, I'd hold a contest!
I'd like for you to draw my characters [shown below] in a colourful and cute situation. You can either draw one alone, or both of them together!
Personality - Super shy, a big scaredy cat.
Likes - Sheep, naps, hot chocolate with marshmallows.
Personality - Outgoing, joyful, extremely oblivious.
Likes -Stuffed toys, icecream, blossoms.
To Enter -
- Watch me.
- Share this journal.
- Must be fully coloured / lined.
- No bases / traced art.
- You can change their outfits, but please only their outfits!
- Max of 2 entries per person.
- You CAN donate a prize and join,
- Comment wi
Ridiculous LawsuitsSince my last few journals were rather serious...time to have a little fun and since we are on the subject of law? why not look up the most redicolous lawsuits?Ridiculous Lawsuits3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
I have had a wonder and found a few that I find very amusing or frustrating...
WHEN LAWSUITS ATTACK!!!
And now for our favourite! Those folk from the RIAA and MPAA! I am now convinced the're not an organization...they are actually a circus.
You don't have to worry about being sued for copyright infringement...because they will try sue you regardless .
Giveaway! - CLOSEDHey guys! Valentine's day is coming up so I've decided to do a giveaway that will end on....Valentine's day! (wow)Giveaway! - CLOSED3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm going to be giving away 2 FREE COMMISSIONS!
WHAT I'M GIVING AWAY:
-Two of these!
HOW TO ENTER:
-Comment on the journal with references of your OC you would like me to draw (Please only link one OC!)
-Watch me, as this is to thank my watchers!
I will be choosing the winner by assigning everyone an arbitrary number and using a random number selector to select two DIFFERENT winners so everyone has an equal chance of winning! I will be contacting the winners after Valentine's day and will also list them here.
Click on any of the clouds for my other links!
Congratulations to :iconscribbling-mima: and :iconhedgehogian: !
Any promos will be greatly appreciated!
Blade Under Mask F.A.QQ: What is ‘Blade Under Mask’?Blade Under Mask F.A.Q2 months ago in Personal More Like This
A: It’s a comic project, currently under development by WhiteMantis with the help of Marcotonio.
Q: Where I can read it?
A: For now, nowhere. It’s not done yet.
Q: When will it be done?
A: Hopefully, 2015! When the first idea sprouted in 2011, we had no idea the project was going to be this much of a saga. The script is 90% done and after that, some visual research and planning will still be necessary, but we are really eager to start getting our hands dirty.
Q: How will it be distributed?
A: Online. For free! We believe a good story is worth sharing. But should you be interested in some extra content (or being an early reader), we’ll set up a Patreon during the ongoing publishing and Kickstart every printe
Kenna's Creepypasta MasterlistBeing a scary story enthusiast, one of my favorite feelings in the world is the feeling of shock, suspense, and fear that stems from what I can only say is literary genius.Kenna's Creepypasta Masterlist5 months ago in Personal More Like This
Below is a growing list of gut-wrenching, breathtaking, and downright best of all, creepypastas!
NOTE: If you're looking for Jeff the Killer, Slenderman, BEN, Eyeless Jack, or any other mainstream garbage that isn't scary, just turn your booty back around.
These pastas are in no distinct order from best to worst, as they're all worth a read!
Or my favorite, a listen! My highest suggestions for enjoying these pastas are heading on over to youtube and listening to one of these two great readers -
Links to the works are provided! But don't forget to check out these channels for a nice st
FAQ(updated)Art - Facts & ToolsFAQ(updated)4 years ago in Personal More Like This
What programs do you use to draw? *updated 11/12/14
Colored illustration: Adobe photoshop CS6 and Paint Tool Sai
Manga: Manga Studio
*Please don't ask me for pirated download links because I highly suggest buying the software.
When did you start drawing ?
All of us started to draw when we were young, right? However, I started taking art seriously when I was 15 years old.
Do you use a tablet? what brand? what size? *updated 11/12/14
Yes, I use Huion 10 x 6 inches.
*I experienced some odd issues with its driver which causes frequent BSoD. I really recommend you guys to buy/use a Wacom tablet. I'm planning to doing so soon once I have time to. ^^
Why do you only draw female characters?
Because I adore how beautiful girls are. I also tend to have more ideas when drawing girls. But i'm trying to draw things out of my comfort zone, like males and backgrounds.
How long does it take you to fin
Dream Catchers Original Species Custom Adopts CLOSRULES~Dream Catchers Original Species Custom Adopts CLOS2 months ago in Personal More Like This
★ You CANNOT modify traits of your Dream Catcher without FIRST asking permission.
Traits listed as uncommon, common, and rare CANNOT be altered. Traits that are not listed MUST be asked about before changing. (IE hair length, skin tone)
★ You are NOT allowed to edit this original adopt or remove my signature AT ALL
★ Dream Catchers are a CLOSED SPECIES. You MAY NOT create new Dream Catchers in RP's or as OCs. You may NOT impregnate your Dream catcher or create a child for them without buying one from me.
★You MUST credit me as the species owner EVERY TIME you draw them/do not claim the design as your own.
When you commission other artists to draw them you MUST tell them to credit Tenshilove as the species creator.
★ You may use the adopt for whatever you like (drawings/stories/animation/etc.)
EXCEPT NSFW drawings or pornographic images.
★ YOU MAY NEVER TRADE OR RESELL THE ADOPT. If you do not want them anymore you MUST
Who Gets Him? 1"Hold up! Time out!"Who Gets Him? 14 years ago in Sketches More Like This
The Allied meeting was disrupted by the sudden outburst. All members turned their attention to the youngest ally, who had suddenly taken an interest in the meeting. The impulsive American was glaring through his glasses at the Russian he had interrupted.
"Why should you get Japan?!"
WARNING: This story contains "abridged history." It is my own take on the occupation of Japan after WWII. I do not claim that this is how the decision on who would occupy Japan was made. This was born out of speculation that I had heard on the subject. It is only a Hetalia fan-fiction and is not meant to offend anyone or any nationality that may be mentioned within. Please read my artist's comments for more information on this subject. Thank you.