25.Cross-posted from my blog. The entry is a little bipolar, my emo and epic nerdy fangirling all rolled into one. You have been warned.
Where do I even start? I'm glad to be alive.
It takes a lot of courage to put certain thoughts and feelings into words, too easy to be hurt for who we are, our heart's fragility can only withstand so much when it comes to our weaknesses, I think.
And so, I hadn't known how to write this, and I still don't exactly, not really. But last year -- getting over depression -- was surely the grandest achievement of me being 24 (and of course my doctor, who didn't even have to put me on antidepressants, thank you).
In many ways, I'd been afraid to write about it because I didn't want to jinx my recovery, it wasn't often I had something good like that. (Because you know, more than once, I'd thought that I was fine, just to find myself living in the very opposite of that the next months.)
It was a lo
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Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous MusicMusic to die to, sleep to, dream to. Feel free to suggest more dreamlike melodies for me to add! ♥Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous Music10 months ago in Personal More Like This
The first two are actually my favorite songs. Most are composed of chill beats, pianos with heavenly
tunes, and the like. Nothing real heavy. If you haven't heard any one of these, I highly encourage you
to look! ♥
Any song by The XX is good. Look them up.
My Love - Sia
Night Time - The XX
Sunset - The XX
Angels - The XX
Any Other Name - Thomas Newman
Somewhere only we Know - Lily Allen
Contest? Contest!Update: ;A; I haven't gotten any entries in so I'm going to have to be a bit stiffer on this I guess. I'll give out 1 prize for 1-5 entries and 2 prizes for 5-10. Past that I'll give out 3 prizes. Honorable mentions at any level. sorry to do this but I'm kinda depressed that I've not gotten any real feed back on this esp considering that it's got about 2000+ worth of prizes in points and art. Aheu.Contest? Contest!1 month ago in Personal More Like This
MORE PRIZES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
With the help of this super amazing fantastic sauce babe right here JessiiRoo / Ask-RiverbedPrincess I have enough points to hold my first contest!
The Run Down:
◊ Draw one of my characters on here and link back to this contest in your entry!
◊Link your entry to me here or via note. Only submitted pieces will be accepted, no sta.sh files.
◊Can be NSFW just please keep in mind that the piece should be reflective of the character for best chances at winning.
Colourful Contest! [EXTENDED!]Hi there > v < I thought as a thank you for 200+ watchers, I'd hold a contest!Colourful Contest! [EXTENDED!]1 month ago in Personal More Like This
I'd like for you to draw my characters [shown below] in a colourful and cute situation. You can either draw one alone, or both of them together!
Personality - Super shy, a big scaredy cat.
Likes - Sheep, naps, hot chocolate with marshmallows.
Personality - Outgoing, joyful, extremely oblivious.
Likes -Stuffed toys, icecream, blossoms.
To Enter -
- Watch me.
- Share this journal.
- Must be fully coloured / lined.
- No bases / traced art.
- You can change their outfits, but please only their outfits!
- Max of 2 entries per person.
- You CAN donate a prize and join,
- Comment with a link of the shared journal/poll.
- If there's 3 or more requests to extend the deadline, I will do so > v < There won't be any more extens
ObsceneBarbie's Art Contest!! Open!Hello everyone!ObsceneBarbie's Art Contest!! Open!3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Barbie here and holding her first contest! ; u ;
I'm super excited to see all the entries and hopefully many people enter and have fun and make friends! ; u ;
There are going to be a list of prizes!! Can you imagine? Haha!
You'll find out prizes near the end of the journal, so stay tuned!
So, the constest, as the title suggests, is an art contest!
I'd like to have people draw my lovely OC's ; u ;
I have quite a range of them, as you'll find out if you didn't already know!
So I'm hoping I have an OC that can fit everyone's tastes and inspire people's creative juices! ; u ;
//list of my OC's can be found at the bottom of this journal
Goal of the contest:
Make art of my OC's!
(minimum requirement: 1 drawing/art piece of one of my OC'S)
Art I am willing to accept:
♥ Paintings (I'd like them to be sent to me so I can hang them!)
Pay it ForwardHey guys so I got a pay it forward giftPay it Forward2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Pay It Forward by ossanslegs
>u< I got this adorable bbu from bunniiadopts~
Soooo wanna participate?
1) Fave this journal if you want to participate
2) The winners will be randomly chosen by a number generator
4) The prizes will be surprise gifts from the artist- can be anything, really!
5) Those chosen will have to continue this chain using these same rules
6) Have fun! Remember the whole point of this is to show your appreciation!!
7) Watchers only please!
Ridiculous LawsuitsSince my last few journals were rather serious...time to have a little fun and since we are on the subject of law? why not look up the most redicolous lawsuits?Ridiculous Lawsuits3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
I have had a wonder and found a few that I find very amusing or frustrating...
WHEN LAWSUITS ATTACK!!!
And now for our favourite! Those folk from the RIAA and MPAA! I am now convinced the're not an organization...they are actually a circus.
You don't have to worry about being sued for copyright infringement...because they will try sue you regardless .
Draw my OCs Contest Revamped! + points giveaway!So my last contest didnt do as well as my first one.... so i thought i would try doing it again! I still have some entries from the previous one that i will put here just so they arent left out QwQ anyhow, im also inspired by my friend sammy who is holding theirs and they have hecka entries Q_Q so i hope some ppl will wanna join mine QvQDraw my OCs Contest Revamped! + points giveaway!2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Places an prizes:
1st place will recieve an adorable character that really does need a new loving home, as well as 3 halfbodies and a chibi like: and
**Plus first place gets 300 as a prize!!
An second place will also recieve a free adopt, as well as 1 halfbody an a chibi QvQ
2nd place gets 90 !!
(Nervous and loves mustaches and chocolate c
Raffle(closed)Raffle(closed)3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
:iconsparklesplz: First place is #10!! :iconnikki-hasselhoff:
:iconsparklesplz: and in second is #52 :iconwolfstarrp123:
:iconsparklesplz: I also picked a third winner since so many people joined! :iconelsychan:
Congratulations to those three- and thanks everyone so much for participating!! <333333
1st place please note me with which option you'd like (page button or chibi page doll) +ref
2nd and 3rd place please note me with which option you'd like (chibi trad page button or trad chibi full body) +ref
EDIT: Just getting any last people in! Sorry for the spam!
I need a better title ummm
ok but getting to the point -
It's RAFFLE TIME *slapped*
I just wanted to thank you guys so much for getting me to 500 watchers eve
Raffle Time ! CLOSEDCLOSEDRaffle Time ! CLOSED1 month ago in Personal More Like This
I will announce the winners in . . a week or two, I'm really sorry but I'm very sick at the moment ;v ;
Long story short, I took new medication I was given, didn't react well to it, so I have been in bed with laptop for two days now ~ <33
Thank you to everyone who entered, I will announce the winner next week or after !!
I promised you all in a previous poll that i would to a raffle in January, so here it is !
If I had to say why then I guess it's to celebrate
1. The start of a new year, I wish you all happiness this year and many more after.
2. Reaching 3OO+ Watchers
3. Reaching over 9,000k page view's around 2 - 3 day's ago !
So the prize for this raffle will be one of my new experimental styled chibi's.
There are some rules though SOWWIE.
1. You must watch me
2. Must be a female chara
Draw my oc contest!As the title says its a draw my oc contest <333Draw my oc contest!5 days ago in Personal More Like This
Ive wanted to try a contest for so long!
-chose one or more of my oc's to draw
-no bases (sorry)
-can be traditional or digital
-full bodys, icons, chibis, headshots etc... accepted
-can be non coloured but better chances with colour
-don't change my oc in anyway
First place <33
Textling closed speciesTextlings will be able to be bought as eggs <3Textling closed species1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Textlings are Kemonomimi.
They are very social creatures and tend to be found in groups.
Textlings wear modern fashion and tend to dress in all the trends. They love sweaters and patterns. They are creative creatures that usually end up in the fashion industry, blogging, or art. They love to style their hair and brush it from 1-10 times a day, you will never catch a Textling with bed head unless that's how they styled it. Even though they love to look good they aren't usually all about themselves, they use fashion to express themselves and their likes, rather than to show off. Textlings are all natural meaning they don't usually where make up or color their hair they highly believe looks dont matter, like I said their cloths are just them expressing themselves so they never judge one another's style. To them insulting another's cloths is insulting the person directly.
700 watchers icon giveaway!!! [OPEN]I wanted to do something when I reached 700 watchers, and now I have, and I decided to do a small icon giveaway thing!700 watchers icon giveaway!!! [OPEN]1 week ago in Personal More Like This
I know I have commissions and art trades but watever ;w;
I wanted to do this so I'm going to do this!
There will be two winners!THERE ARE NOW 3 WINNERS
They each will get one pixel icon that'll look like these:
- You must be one of my watchers to participate (new watchers are welcomed, of course, but don't just watch me because of the raffle...)
- Favorite this journal, and that'll be your number!
-making a journal/poll advertising this giveaway is optional, but is much appreciated.
- if 45 people join, then I'll add a 3rd winner
UPDATE --- 3RD WINNER ADDED
giveaway ends M
Final day of contest!!End of contest : Feb 13thFinal day of contest!!2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Ok so since pretty much all of you decided that "ur crazy oc's are too hard to draw lol" how bout ponies then? Nice and simple. Plus since majority of you that follow me only love me for my ponies :iconpapcryplz: Anyways.
All you gotta do is draw these TWO ponies together. Rule : No single chars. If you are brave enough to make them into humans, be my guest. I'll just dump a bunch of ref's here. Clothing doesn't really matter, you guys can switch it up if you want.
The prize shall be a membership! Either if you don't have one or just want to extend. Or if you just want the points, thats fine too
---> Important Note!!! : The cute mark for the purple pony is this! http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/4/40/E4_USAF_SAM.svg/2000px-E4_USAF_SAM.svg.png
Blue lined and the inside is white!! Its a symbol for the USAF (Air Force)
My Stories' TimelineUpdated: "RyRy: Mrs Harris" is under the Past. Like super long ago in the past. Like they haven't even reached puberty in the past. Yep, that's right.My Stories' Timeline4 years ago in Personal More Like This
One of the most common questions I get is: "When does this [insert story title here] happen?"
In general, how should one start reading the stories in order?
I don't have a clear answer for this. Watchers is set to start 3 years after the squad was formed. Thus, I will arrange the stories I've written in 3 categories: the past, the present and the future.
1. The Past - The time the squad get to know each other.
- RyRy : Mrs Harris http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/RyRy-Mrs-Harris-373493451
- RyRy : One Shot http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/RyRy-One-Shot-331957557
- Zava: The Unexpected http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/art/Zava-The-Unexpected-322530756
- Zava: Before the Squad http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d3ec8fd
- 10 Ways Challenge: Action http://nixcoo.deviantart.com/gal
Candyfloss Monsters CS||Custom Adoptables [CLOSED]Find out more about the candyfloss Monsters and keep up to date with events and other owners with the Candyfloss group~!Candyfloss Monsters CS||Custom Adoptables [CLOSED]4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Before ordering please read up on the Candyfloss species here--
When you adopt a Candyfloss you are agreeing to these terms of purchase --
|| How to order ||
To order please comment bellow saying you would like to order. After I approve you will send a note with this information--
|| FORM ||
Letter from mission!!!here is :iconpixiecold: again!!! ive got an email from my brother sanguis!!! he told me he wants to let you know the newest newsLetter from mission!!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Here is the message:
"Hey my awesome fans This is sanguisgelidus speaking. I am doing well on my Mission, sometimes it is like a rollercoaster ride, it is not always so easy to be far away from home and my loved ones, but still I enjoy the time and I learn so much!! I feel God`s love for me and all of his children everyday, that is what keeps me being motivated, even though there are some People, who are quite rude sometimes. But well, that is life I guess! ^^ I miss you all a lot, but I am still practicing my drawing/painting skills whenever I have some spare time. I just started rediscovering my love for pencil drawings I am looking Forward to the time, when i can start my career as a freelance Artist, but till then I still have some work to do to find those People, who really Need the hope of the love of God. I love you all and I than
Giveaway! - CLOSEDHey guys! Valentine's day is coming up so I've decided to do a giveaway that will end on....Valentine's day! (wow)Giveaway! - CLOSED3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
I'm going to be giving away 2 FREE COMMISSIONS!
WHAT I'M GIVING AWAY:
-Two of these!
HOW TO ENTER:
-Comment on the journal with references of your OC you would like me to draw (Please only link one OC!)
-Watch me, as this is to thank my watchers!
I will be choosing the winner by assigning everyone an arbitrary number and using a random number selector to select two DIFFERENT winners so everyone has an equal chance of winning! I will be contacting the winners after Valentine's day and will also list them here.
Click on any of the clouds for my other links!
Congratulations to :iconscribbling-mima: and :iconhedgehogian: !
Any promos will be greatly appreciated!
Purple is for FebruaryPurple is for February1 year ago in Personal More Like This
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Yesterday evening by MustafaSEZER
Violet by jane-beataForgotten fairytale by TheDewdropFairy
Amethyst Cave by dinodude511Wisteria by HikarinoChouSay Something....Anything...... by theresahelmer
Delicate Iris Updated by Scooby777Sometimes Change is Beautiful by TeaPhotographydont let me go tonight by augenweide
FAQ(updated)Art - Facts & ToolsFAQ(updated)4 years ago in Personal More Like This
What programs do you use to draw? *updated 11/12/14
Colored illustration: Adobe photoshop CS6 and Paint Tool Sai
Manga: Manga Studio
*Please don't ask me for pirated download links because I highly suggest buying the software.
When did you start drawing ?
All of us started to draw when we were young, right? However, I started taking art seriously when I was 15 years old.
Do you use a tablet? what brand? what size? *updated 11/12/14
Yes, I use Huion 10 x 6 inches.
*I experienced some odd issues with its driver which causes frequent BSoD. I really recommend you guys to buy/use a Wacom tablet. I'm planning to doing so soon once I have time to. ^^
Why do you only draw female characters?
Because I adore how beautiful girls are. I also tend to have more ideas when drawing girls. But i'm trying to draw things out of my comfort zone, like males and backgrounds.
How long does it take you to fin
a moment's blissa wave is crashing over me. it is comfort, it is warmth, it is everything good in the world. it is covering me, enveloping me, soothing me. it is becoming me:a moment's bliss5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
sunlight streaming as heat onto my back while at the same time, a cool breeze ruffles my hair and i twirl in the shine and refuse to go inside, instead choosing to revel in the perfect weather.
thunderstorms from window sills and screen doors in the summertime, heavy droplets hitting my face and arms and getting goosebumps from the chilly, wet wind as i wonder at the dangerous beauty of weather.
the sound of a book spine cracking the first time i open it to inhale the smell of paper and ink, promising to myself that no matter how i change, this smell will always remain my favorite.
my cat as she presses up against my leg, a comforting weight that never feels oppressive, even when it is sitting on my chest; a presence that, no matter how old, will always be there when i wake up or go to sleep or cry or
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The Allied meeting was disrupted by the sudden outburst. All members turned their attention to the youngest ally, who had suddenly taken an interest in the meeting. The impulsive American was glaring through his glasses at the Russian he had interrupted.
"Why should you get Japan?!"
WARNING: This story contains "abridged history." It is my own take on the occupation of Japan after WWII. I do not claim that this is how the decision on who would occupy Japan was made. This was born out of speculation that I had heard on the subject. It is only a Hetalia fan-fiction and is not meant to offend anyone or any nationality that may be mentioned within. Please read my artist's comments for more information on this subject. Thank you.
Close Shave: Part 1"Engwand?"Close Shave: Part 13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Why do you do dat?"
England had to finish working on his upper lip before he could answer. "Do what, America?" he asked; never taking his eyes off of the looking glass, as he carefully moved on to another part of his face.
"Dat," America repeated, pointing up to England's face innocently. "Why do you do dat every mornin'?"
England finally glanced down at America to see the curious child pointing at his face. "Oh, you are referring this?" he asked with a gesture to his razor. "I am only shaving." The nation turned back to the mirror to continue his work, but his young colony was not satisfied.
"Why do ya shave for?"
"It's 'Why do you shave?'" England corrected. "And I do it, because I must."
"Well " England tried not to lose focus on his delicate morning ritual, while at the same time, his mind worked to come up with a more informed answer that would sati