25.Cross-posted from my blog. The entry is a little bipolar, my emo and epic nerdy fangirling all rolled into one. You have been warned.
Where do I even start? I'm glad to be alive.
It takes a lot of courage to put certain thoughts and feelings into words, too easy to be hurt for who we are, our heart's fragility can only withstand so much when it comes to our weaknesses, I think.
And so, I hadn't known how to write this, and I still don't exactly, not really. But last year -- getting over depression -- was surely the grandest achievement of me being 24 (and of course my doctor, who didn't even have to put me on antidepressants, thank you).
In many ways, I'd been afraid to write about it because I didn't want to jinx my recovery, it wasn't often I had something good like that. (Because you know, more than once, I'd thought that I was fine, just to find myself living in the very opposite of that the next months.)
It was a lo
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On 10th September, my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer and metastasis on other organs. She left us
WATCHERS RAFFLE [CLOSED][UPDATE] 6/21 Officially Closed!! Winners will be announced in a few hours! ;v; ♥WATCHERS RAFFLE [CLOSED]3 months ago in Personal More Like This
[UPDATE] 6/18 - 2 days left!! ♥
[UPDATE] 6 /15 - 5 days left until the raffle ends! Just a friendly reminder :] ♥
You guys are just amazing, you know that?
I seriously would never have gotten this far without all of your wonderful support!!
Sooo I just reached 1000 watchers, and this definitely calls for a raffle!! ♥♥♥
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Who Gets Him? 1"Hold up! Time out!"Who Gets Him? 14 years ago in Sketches More Like This
The Allied meeting was disrupted by the sudden outburst. All members turned their attention to the youngest ally, who had suddenly taken an interest in the meeting. The impulsive American was glaring through his glasses at the Russian he had interrupted.
"Why should you get Japan?!"
WARNING: This story contains "abridged history." It is my own take on the occupation of Japan after WWII. I do not claim that this is how the decision on who would occupy Japan was made. This was born out of speculation that I had heard on the subject. It is only a Hetalia fan-fiction and is not meant to offend anyone or any nationality that may be mentioned within. Please read my artist's comments for more information on this subject. Thank you.
Updated Commissions!Hello everyone! I just wanted to update my commission information since most of it is using old artwork as an example and I have also started offering custom adopts, so here is the information:Updated Commissions!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Chibi with simple background:
-$10.00 or 1000
-My normal style
-full shading, simply color background with patterns or none if requested
If you want to add an extra person, it would be another 500 or $5.00 (max 3 characters)
-$8.00 or 800 per character
-$8.00 or 800 per character
-$10.00 or 1000 per character
Chibi with more complicated background:
Textling closed speciesTextlings will be able to be bought as eggs <3Textling closed species7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Textlings are Kemonomimi.
They are very social creatures and tend to be found in groups.
Textlings wear modern fashion and tend to dress in all the trends. They love sweaters and patterns. They are creative creatures that usually end up in the fashion industry, blogging, or art. They love to style their hair and brush it from 1-10 times a day, you will never catch a Textling with bed head unless that's how they styled it. Even though they love to look good they aren't usually all about themselves, they use fashion to express themselves and their likes, rather than to show off. Textlings are all natural meaning they don't usually where make up or color their hair they highly believe looks dont matter, like I said their cloths are just them expressing themselves so they never judge one another's style. To them insulting another's cloths is insulting the person directly.
Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous MusicMusic to die to, sleep to, dream to. Feel free to suggest more dreamlike melodies for me to add! ♥Kenna's Masterlist of Gorgeous Music1 year ago in Personal More Like This
The first two are actually my favorite songs. Most are composed of chill beats, pianos with heavenly
tunes, and the like. Nothing real heavy. If you haven't heard any one of these, I highly encourage you
to look! ♥
Any song by The XX is good. Look them up.
My Love - Sia
Night Time - The XX
Sunset - The XX
Angels - The XX
Any Other Name - Thomas Newman
Somewhere only we Know - Lily Allen
100k kiriban giveaway + 2k Watchers4/15: 1k left until kiriban is reached! :iconlaze3plz:100k kiriban giveaway + 2k Watchers8 months ago in Personal More Like This
3/16: Well! I made it to 2k watchers!! :iconomg-blushplz: Holy smokes what an honor!!! Thank you all so much for deciding to watch lil ol' me and my derpy art
I'm coloring a thank you as we speak!! Hopefully I'll have it up today or tomorrow!!
ALSO!!! 100K kiriban coming up for my front page!!!
I know I said I wouldn't do these anymore but--- 100k is a number to celebrate, man! I'm really honored by all the love and support :iconblushuplz:
So yeah! Whoever is able to grab it will get a free otp pagedoll commission or colored headshot (Your choice)
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Good luck! :iconslowhugplz:
I also plan to do something special for when I reach 2k watchers. <333
Draw my oc contest!**CLOSE** Results will be posted in the next few daysDraw my oc contest!**CLOSE6 months ago in Personal More Like This
-chose one or more of my oc's to draw
-no bases (sorry)
-can be traditional or digital
-full bodys, icons, chibis, headshots etc... accepted
-can be non coloured but better chances with colour
-don't change my oc in anyway
First place <33
2 custom adopts from me (Textlings are an
Close Shave: Part 1"Engwand?"Close Shave: Part 14 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Why do you do dat?"
England had to finish working on his upper lip before he could answer. "Do what, America?" he asked; never taking his eyes off of the looking glass, as he carefully moved on to another part of his face.
"Dat," America repeated, pointing up to England's face innocently. "Why do you do dat every mornin'?"
England finally glanced down at America to see the curious child pointing at his face. "Oh, you are referring this?" he asked with a gesture to his razor. "I am only shaving." The nation turned back to the mirror to continue his work, but his young colony was not satisfied.
"Why do ya shave for?"
"It's 'Why do you shave?'" England corrected. "And I do it, because I must."
"Well " England tried not to lose focus on his delicate morning ritual, while at the same time, his mind worked to come up with a more informed answer that would sati
My Stories' TimelineUpdated: "Zava: Precious Seconds" is set in the present. I like how they can just never get hold of each other.My Stories' Timeline4 years ago in Personal More Like This
One of the most common questions I get is: "When does this [insert story title here] happen?"
In general, how should one start reading the stories in order?
I don't have a clear answer for this. Watchers is set to start 3 years after the squad was formed. Thus, I will arrange the stories I've written in 3 categories: the past, the present and the future.
1. The Past - The time the squad get to know each other.
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Blade Under Mask F.A.QQ: What is ‘Blade Under Mask’?Blade Under Mask F.A.Q6 months ago in Personal More Like This
A: It’s a comic project, currently under development by WhiteMantis with the help of Marcotonio.
Q: Where I can read it?
A: For now, nowhere. It’s not done yet.
Q: When will it be done?
A: Hopefully, 2015! When the first idea sprouted in 2011, we had no idea the project was going to be this much of a saga. The script is 90% done and after that, some visual research and planning will still be necessary, but we are really eager to start getting our hands dirty.
Q: How will it be distributed?
A: Online. For free! We believe a good story is worth sharing. But should you be interested in some extra content (or being an early reader), we’ll set up a Patreon during the ongoing publishing and Kickstart every printe
Valentine 6th KissInuyasha was in a state, having just screwed up his courage enough to kiss Kagome. He was irritable. He was yelling. He was jittery. He was. . . blushing. Kagome finally came through the well; face flushed from the heavy pack on her back, and began climbing when suddenly she was lifted up into the air by the pack. Dangling before her hanyou, she blinked at his expression. . . what was wrong? Was he sick? Before she could do anything Inuyasha had brought the dangling girl before him and swiftly pressed a kiss to her lips, released her and took off.Valentine 6th Kiss9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Blessed FreedomAmerica tossed and turned restlessly in his bed. Now that's not a very easy thing to do when your arms and legs are chained and being forced apart in an almost spread-eagle position, but he somehow managed. He struggled to keep his breaths even as he laid there. He tried to will himself to stay relaxed, but it was no use. Something was keeping him awake, despite the fact that he was exhausted beyond comprehension.Blessed Freedom5 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Since he was not going to be falling asleep any time soon, he opened his eyes. The room was dark and empty. The curtains were drawn, and there was no lamp lit to shine any kind of light on anything. The room was so quiet, that the only thing America could hear was the sound of his own raspy breathing. Add the weight of the chains around him, and the young man could almost imagine that he was in some sort of pit or dungeon. Well, at least the atmosphere matched his spirit. &
AnesidoraWisps of inhumanity carve out spiteful words into my earthen insides; carefully clawing to the top of my neck. My seal is mangled and unkempt but it withholds the travesties that lie within and, for that, I am grateful. Her inquisitive eyes pry at my seams then pluck at them like petals; for now she is content to guess. To wonder, to crave of what lies inside--an ill-fated gift placed into cruel and longing palms.Anesidora6 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
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Giveaway! - CLOSEDHey guys! Valentine's day is coming up so I've decided to do a giveaway that will end on....Valentine's day! (wow)Giveaway! - CLOSED7 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm going to be giving away 2 FREE COMMISSIONS!
WHAT I'M GIVING AWAY:
-Two of these!
HOW TO ENTER:
-Comment on the journal with references of your OC you would like me to draw (Please only link one OC!)
-Watch me, as this is to thank my watchers!
I will be choosing the winner by assigning everyone an arbitrary number and using a random number selector to select two DIFFERENT winners so everyone has an equal chance of winning! I will be contacting the winners after Valentine's day and will also list them here.
Click on any of the clouds for my other links!
Congratulations to :iconscribbling-mima: and :iconhedgehogian: !
Any promos will be greatly appreciated!
Letter from mission!!!here is :iconpixiecold: again!!! ive got an email from my brother sanguis!!! he told me he wants to let you know the newest newsLetter from mission!!!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Here is the message:
"Hey my awesome fans This is sanguisgelidus speaking. I am doing well on my Mission, sometimes it is like a rollercoaster ride, it is not always so easy to be far away from home and my loved ones, but still I enjoy the time and I learn so much!! I feel God`s love for me and all of his children everyday, that is what keeps me being motivated, even though there are some People, who are quite rude sometimes. But well, that is life I guess! ^^ I miss you all a lot, but I am still practicing my drawing/painting skills whenever I have some spare time. I just started rediscovering my love for pencil drawings I am looking Forward to the time, when i can start my career as a freelance Artist, but till then I still have some work to do to find those People, who really Need the hope of the love of God. I love you all and I than
You're LateShe is late... again.You're Late9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
How many times must he go through this torment?! Wondering if this was the day she won't come back to him. The day she realized he IS just a worthless halfbreed. He occupied his boredom by grumpily grabbing various flowers without really thinking. Before he knew he had a bouquet of flowers in his hands.
In his Mighty Warrior Hands! Damn what is that girl doing to him!!
He started growling at the flowers when the Well signaled the return of Kagome. Stunned by what was in his hands and the fact Kagome came back, her soothing welcoming scent washing over him he didn't have anytime to get rid of the evidence. Ears pinned slightly back eyebrows drawn into a frown he affected his usual grumpy stance - only to have a blush dust his cheeks ruining the effect. Kagome decided at that moment to pop her head up over the edge and caught the blush and the flowers in his hand.
Stockholm She stood in the doorway, light flooding around her silhouette, staring down at the man seated in the cell, in the dark. She hated him with all of her heart; she wished that he would die, in horrible pain, so maybe he would begin to understand just how much agony she was in.Stockholm7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Because of him.
He lifted his head, and his ragged hair spilled over his shoulders. His eyes glinted slightly. With a short nod, he acknowledged her presence.
She remembered the very first time she had seen him. He had been waiting outside her school, watching her silently, smiling. The smile had looked just right on his open, handsome face. He had walked with her for some time, friendly and unthreatening.
She had been young. Young and outrageously naïve.
The chloroform, she only vaguely remembered. Being thrown in a car and driven hundreds of miles away, she didnt remember at all.
The man shifted, resting