Jade's Sleepover (John x Reader!)Jade's Sleepover (John x Reader!)9 months ago in Personal More Like This
You smile, typing away on the computer of yours. A nerdy snort comes from your right, as you glance over. John is laughing oddly at a weird video Dave has sent him. You lean over, thinking he'd have the video playing, but it was just a blank screen. You stayed there, leaning over his keyboard, all in all, confused. Why would he be laughing at nothing?-
You felt him suddenly wrap his arms around your waist and drag you into his lap, on the wheel chair. He pressed your back up against the edge of the desk, which was in front of the computer screen. A warm blush was coming on your cheeks, you could feel it. You were too shocked, to do anything for a few moments. You were getting ready to move, but he smiled. He leaned in, his lips touching your ear ever so softly. "Mind if I do some research? I hope it's ok, though.", he said softly into your ear. It made you shiver. You slowly opened your mouth, and whispered out,
Jade's Sleepover P.2! (John x Reader)[Due to so many replies, I guess you all want a second part. xD]Jade's Sleepover P.2! (John x Reader)9 months ago in Personal More Like This
You peeked open your eyes to a bright morning light that was pouring in John's room through his windows. You felt his grip around your waist tighten as he began to wake up. You two were spooning, as he put his chin on your shoulder with a smile. "Morning beautiful.", he whispered into your ear. You smiled softly, and were about to reply when you heard Jade get up. John must have too, because he was shocked. You scrambled out of his bed, fixing your night gown quickly and rushing out of his room. While blindly running down the hall, Jade came out, looking, and you crashed into her, bringing her down with you. She stared up at you wide eyed and you were panting. "S-Shit, Im sorry Jade! Are you ok?", you muffled out.
"Oh just fine, dont worry..", she whispered out.
You nodded but felt two hands grip your shoulders, yanking you up and off of Jade. You turned to see John behind you in his night clothes, and bent
tumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |Di was bored. whatever. meme. from tumblr. what am i doing with my lifetumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |D2 years ago in Personal More Like This
A: Are you a virgin, and who did you loose it too?
nope. and uh... thats personal but kodee .__.
B: 3 biggest pet peeves
1. When people leave windows open at night (unless there is something pretty to look at) 2. When people in the house forget dishes in random places. 3. When i'm spending time with someone and they play on their phone every 5 seconds. 4. I have LOTS more but I don't want to come across as an OCD freak.
C: Celebrity crush?
Adam Lavine, Jony depp, Milla Jovovich, Tom hiddleston and Robert Downey Jr. (I can't even-) PRETTY MUCH EVERY ACTOR IN AVENGERS. JUST.
D: If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I wouldn't have changed a thing.
E: Do you smoke?
attempted once. gross
F: Do you drink?
ehh... not very often
G: If you had to rank yourself on a scale of 1 to 10, what would you be?
oh god.... uh... what am i ra
Lesson from some kids. //life.I'm just going to get right into this.Lesson from some kids. //life.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The other day I was sitting in class rather frustrated with everything and the people around me. I'm in a split class with grade 10's, 11's and us... the 12's, so there was about 15 minutes left in class and i had noticed this grade 11 boy glance over at me every so often.. thinking it was strange i finally exchanged a long look with him, it caught me off guard when all he did was smile at me then turned to leave. Now i've never talked to him, and i know he didn't mean anything with the smile. But the look he gave me almost said: "you look upset today but thats ok, smile with me?" So i smiled back.
That actually changed my outlook on my entire day. Something as small as some kid sharing a smile with me, It kinda made me think about how simple the whole thing was.
Sorry i'm just blabbering my feels towards the world.
Then today a little girl in my other art program was just talking about how excited she is to grow up and graduate and move out an
HI AGAIN(edit from Vikki)EDIT:HI AGAIN(edit from Vikki)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
HEY. AS YOU KNOW, I'M SNEAKING ON FOR A FEW MINUTES
I LOVE YOU ALL. SO . DAMN. MUCH.
I MISS YOU ALL, I MISS ALL THE ART
I can't really explain how bad this all has been.
I just got about 20 tests run on me. No joke. And going back there monday. aaa.
We're looking at simple chemical imbalance to hyperparathyroidism to absorptive hypercalcuria
My fingers are crossed to a healthy recovery
It's just going to take time.
The pain may be bad, and I may be hospital ridden,
but all this support has really kept my head up.
David's been showing me everything in bed and I just
So thank you ; u ;
I love you all!
BEST WISHES UNTIL I COME BACK IN ONE PIECE.
WE'RE STILL FIGHTING THIS BATTLE.
SHE'S NOT GETTING MUCH BETTER, BUT THANKFULLY THE DOCTORS ARE MOVING QUICKLY.
WE'RE AWAITING THE RESULTS OF YESTERDAY'S TESTS AND ARE HOPING IT'S A SIMPLE FIX FOR GOOD.
THE SYMPTOMS ARE HORRIBLE THOUGH.
HER MEMORY IS FOGGY, SHE CAN'T GET AROUND, NAUSEATED
Raffle time! [ W I N N E R S ]Thank you so much for participating! <33Raffle time! [ W I N N E R S ]7 months ago in Personal More Like This
♦ 1st & 2nd places [ Each one gets a pixel dolly ]
:iconroxychick2003: RoxyChick2003 and :iconcappuchi: Cappuchi
♦ 3rd, 4th & 5th places [ They get a pixel icon ]
:iconkukeshii: Kukeshii, :iconaquaninja13123: xAquaa and :iconhomo-base: Homo-Base
Long time since my last raffle ; v ;
I'm on winter holidays now so I'll have more free time to draw~
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Suicide Awareness Day.Yep, September 10th is Suicide Awareness Day.Suicide Awareness Day.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I thought I would make a journal about this because first off I did participate today--I found an old yellow tank-top in the back of my closet and wore my blue plaid over-shirt over it. :'u
basically if you or one of your friends has attempted suicide you're supposed to wear a yellow shirt.
And thats what I wanted to talk about,
I wanted to talk about my personal suicide attempt.
First off let me say that i'm NOT looking for pity by writing this, in fact I'm a little uncomfortable even writing this because its actually a really sensitive topic for me and I dont even like to talk about it around my closest friends--in fact no one even knew that I attempted it until about a month later when I wrote that "Truth About Me" journal--so please dont leave me a nasty comment cause its hard for me to talk about..
I'm writing this because I want to comfort those of you out there who dont feel like they really have anything to live for--because you do.
OKAY LET'S HANDLE THIS PROFESSIONALLY. *petition*http://axsoris.com/agentsmackweenies.htmlOKAY LET'S HANDLE THIS PROFESSIONALLY. *petition*2 years ago in Personal More Like This
First of all, what the fuck is this website. It's like, a shady cesspool posing as an interior design site.
Secondly, why is my art, as well as many artists I'm related to via friendship, similarities, or the most obscure relations such as commissioning posted on an interior design site.
Thirdly, why can't I actually contact any kind of fucking admin of axsoris without a pop up coming up and nothing else happening besides the page refreshing.
I'm thoroughly displeased right now.
I knew there was a reason I didn't want to visit my inbox. A fucking gut feeling that something stupid's afoot other than the usual shit.
So far, from what I can tell some artists whose work is appearing under this...I don't know, is it a tag, an account, I don't even fucking know, are:
way too many more
I don't even know what this shit is. Half of the titles aren
Date Seizure?WINNERS PRIZESFIRST PLACE: :iconMissCyrin:Date Seizure?WINNERS PRIZES3 years ago in Personal More Like This
A Picture Video of Seizure and your OC! (it will be like an anime opening! As if their lives were a tv show and this would be the opening!! It'll max be about 2 minutes!! ((Which is a long time LOL)) )
A chibi from me!
A full body picture from :iconsweetpeppertea:
A simple chibi gif of two characters from :iconsmaxel:
A couple picture (as in two characters from :iconkylaesthetics:
A full body picture by :iconamorousrapture:
A short story about Seizure and your OC by :iconlaescritora:
Either a fullsize single character(colored) or two chibis (chibis) Or two full color bookmarks! from :iconmarscapants:
[Bullet; Blue] A colored sketch of whatever you'd like from :iconMellsadopts:
[Bullet; Blue] A large pixled chibi by :iconrainbow-rabitz:
SECOND PLACE: :iconMeezel:
[Bullet; Blue] A single half body sketch from me! (r
imgonnacryso I know this isnt journal worthy but I just wanted to share my new distraction with you guys-- his name is Artyom AND FEEL HOW ADORABLE HE IS IM GONNA DIEimgonnacry2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Kyle's ocs - part1Felix: Angsty demon asshole who doesn't sleep and is kind of banned from hell because he's too much of a psychofuck. So far the most forever-alone oc I have and the oldest many have tried to pair him with their ocs and have failed because it's just too weird 8uKyle's ocs - part12 years ago in Personal More Like This
Location: Probably NY
Vincent (Vinny): Not quite as angsty little brother of Felix and quite more sane. Though he still is a dirty little asshole because he's a demon and likes to hurt people. He and Felix do not stand on common ground whatsoever from day one of their being aware of one another's existence; he never really liked Felix because of his neurotic and strange attitude and eventually was pushed to the point of brutally maiming Felix and they had been avoiding one another since.
Location: Probably Canada
Travis: This wee fello
Oh my god I scare myselfWhen I was little, whenever I saw snow on the ground I'd like have a mini spaz attack and like lose my shit by getting so fucking excited about maybe the chance of stupid Oregon schools thinking that it was too much to drive on. (half an inch, I shit you not.)Oh my god I scare myself2 years ago in Personal More Like This
And now my mum is like "omg Kyul look ders snow outside derp" and I'm just like,
:iconduudewtf: "Cool mam, make me coffee."
So long, inner snow child. You stupid fuck who thought it was a brilliant idea to go run out in the snow naked.
Kurloz X Male Twin ReaderKurloz X Male Twin Reader1 week ago in Literature Features More Like This
You sat in a chair, slightly hunched over as you tuned your guitar the way you liked it. You were the lead guitarist in school's band. Tonight was the concert, well a school contest for the choir, school bands, or even the normal band like in music videos or like in rock band. Well in AlternianHigh, they had only a band of 5. Lead Guitarist, Second Guitarist, Bassist, Drums, Singer, and a little bit of keyboard/turn tables. That actually made up six, but keyboard/turntables was only a back-up plan when need in for certain parts. Cronus sat upon the piano bench, testing out the new strings he had gotten for his guitar. The bass player, Jade, was at the dentist, You liked how she was able to keep a hold on the heavy bass. Some girls wouldn't be able to hold one, well you should've known that Jade was raised differntly than any normal human female. She was raised by a single father who techially raised her as if she was a boy. So meh. Suprise! Sh
To start..So the last few days i have been talking to everybody about my transition buisnessTo start.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
what their thoughts and opinions were, since so many people ask me questions and send me notes on here i feel i should talk about this subject again. I do plan on documenting it over another site, maby youtube or tumblr... i don't really know yet.
I really don't want to do it over Deviantart though because i feel that this isn't the place for it, this is just for posting my artwork. Though I will be officially starting T in the next couple months and starting my treatment.
Now my feelings on this subject are;
I don't really feel like i need to draw the attention of the world to this, truthfully i wish i could just do this and no one would know. But the questions and intrest of other people is why i'm posting this journal. I want to help people with my experiences in anyway i can, So when i have everything set up i will post a link to my updates for anyone intrested in asking me questions or t
I Told Myself I Wouldn't Do This. :IBut this is seriously bugging me.I Told Myself I Wouldn't Do This. :I2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm about to fucking rant.
If you don't wanna hear it,
I suggest you stop reading now.
So here lately, a few of you have been just absolutely ignorant.
I thought I could trust you guys,
when I came out as being transgendered.
to some of you that's just the end of the world.
Or the most shocking news you've ever heard.
But ever since I mentioned it,
you guys don't leave me alone about it.
And it's making me really upset.
My gender should not be a big deal.
Recently I've been hearing comments like...
"OMG WAIT. YOU'RE REALLY A GIRL?"
"BUT YOU'RE A GIRL."
"SO YOU'RE NOT A BOY? I DON'T GET IT."
"OMG, PARKER, YOU DIDN'T TELL ME, WTF?"
"WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SOMETHING?"
"EXPLAIN YOUR SEX TO ME."
Shut up. Seriously?
Shut the fuck up.
It's my body.
It's my disability.
It's my struggle.
It's my fucking business.
Call it what you will,
But it's not yours.
I didn't h
HEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDSGUYS ITS MADI HAHAHAHAHA LOOKS AT THAT CUTE LITTLE SUNSHINE AND STS OH GOD I THOGUHT I SAW KYEL AND I THINK GGES HES GONNA KILL ME WHEN HES SEES IM WRITING THISHEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDS2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I SEE ABELS ASS IT IS THE LIGHT
IM STARING INTO THE LIGHT SO KYLE MUST BE KILLING ME RIGHT NOW
WITH HIS MIND
OH WAIT NEVERMIND
IM STILL ALIVE
KYLE DO YOU EVEN LIFT
DO YOU EVEN SEE ME
HAHAHA WAT R U GONNA DO
IT SOUNDED LIKE THIS SONG SAID I CAN SEE YOUR ASS
IM COMPLICATED SO IM CALLING YOUR ASS??
THESE ARE SOME DEEP LYRICS
HELLO YES THS IS ASS
IM SORRY SIR WE CANT BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I AM ONLY AN ASS
IM OGING TO WRITE AN EROTIC FANFICTION
the ass slowly galloped to the bed where the man was singing and he keaned in real close and gently stroked the cheek of the ass and was lke
"i want you so bad" but the ass was ike..."we cannot sex, i am pregnant with kyle's babies" so then the man wept and kyle punched him in the noggin.
FUCK YOUAGAIN. IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE CAN DRAW AMAZING DRAWINGS IN A TIME SPAN OF LESS THAN AN HOUR.FUCK YOU2 years ago in Personal More Like This
GO LOOK AT MY GALLARY.
SEE THOSE PICTURES?
THEY ALL TOOK A 3 HOUR MINIMUM TO COMPLETE
How the hell does everyone complete such amazing art in not even a half hour....
While here I am spending litterally 6 to 8 hours in a row on one drawing.
By the end of it I litterally feel like a crumpled old person.
HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE SO SKILLED.
GIVE ME YOUR WAYS.
I AM UPSET ABOUT THIS.
IT IS NOT FAIR.
Dear watchers who have been here since the start.Remember when i was 15 and i just joined dA and i was a major nerd, RPing Warrior cats and playing pokemon. All i drew was animals and i thought i was the shit. I was such a scene kid, It hurts my eyes just looking back at my old pictures. Remember when i had terrible grammar, hah glad I fixed that. Remember when i was too scared and shy to come out as trans*. Wow, the time has really flown by. Just think, I met most of my online friends when i was 14-15 and now i'm 18. Holy damn.Dear watchers who have been here since the start.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
For all of my watchers that have been here that long i just wanna say i love you guys. I hope to improve a lot more and when i'm like in my 20's i can do the same thing, looking back at when I was 15-18.
For all of you, here have some old memories~
In love with a gamer by xcloudedblueyesSmile Bright. by xcloudedblueyesThe Cool Kids. by xcloudedblueyesCoonFox by xcloudedblueyesScary Monsters n' Nice Sprites by xcloudedblueyes
OOPS im rantingyou know what really fucking pisses me off?OOPS im ranting3 years ago in Personal More Like This
when super amazing popular artists think they're being cool by bashing other peoples' art
"LOOK GUYS I MADE A BLOG FULL OF ART THAT ISNT AS GOOD AS MINE AND LAUGHED AT IT LOLOL I'M SUCH A FUCKING CHAMP."
and when they're totally disrespectful to people who innocently ask them a question
"hey can i have a request?"
"LOL NO GET THE FUCK OUT! -swag-"
and, if it was someone who was popular asking them for a request:
"Hi can I have a request?"
"uummm i dont do requests but you can have one since you're cool haha!!"
and when they only do art trades with people who are as "equally talented" as them
So if a kid comes by wanting to do an art trade with their idol they'll get told "no" because they dont have good art.
some of you people are fucking pricks.
this is why i'd rather hang around people who dont have as many watchers as me, those people are usually quite more decent.
OK I'M DONE
NOT CHEAP Commission Info [CLOSED - Thank you!]Please read first before commissioning!NOT CHEAP Commission Info [CLOSED - Thank you!]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Prices are miraculously high, I'm very sorry Q A Q
These prices are for 1 character! For 2, multiply the price by 2 and so on.
Some prices already include the fees (those who have cents)
I'm doing this to help with my grandma's hospital bills and medical care
❥ Please have a somewhat neat coloured reference of your character.
Otherwise, I will have to reject your commission. (This does not apply to sketches)
❥ You will be charged extra for detailed clothing, weapons, additional items, etc.
I will determine the total of your commission after you have sent me your note and references.
❥ I must receive the payment first before I start on your commission.
You may also pay 50% before and 50% after seeing the sketch. (This does not apply to sketches and icons)
I cannot draw
DRAWING CONTEST. (:Since enough of you seem interested,DRAWING CONTEST. (:2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm gonna go ahead and put up the guidelines/rules.
THEME: You will be drawing me and Skylar. Since we
are currently in a long-distance relationship,
it would be cool if you incorporated some subliminal details
that would hint around about that factor. If not,
that's cool too. : p Just get creative with it. These are all
going on my bedroom wall, after all. c;
Anyone can enter. (:
It has to be original, meaning you must draw it yourself.
Bases are allowed, I suppose, just because I know
some of you struggle when it comes to drawing people. Just
make sure you get permission from the person
who created the base, and CREDIT THEM. :U
You can use ANY type of medium.
(traditional, digital, whatever.)
Actually try. Seriously.
If it looks like a kindergartner made it, I'm not
taking it. And I won't hesitate to let you know.
NO REALISM. omgdonthateme.
Humans..This journal will be deleted eventually- I have no real purpose for it.Humans..2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Their emotions are interesting to witness.
I'm amazed by the way humans lash out at one another.
How they can be such gentle creatures, then the next minute, blood thirsty beasts.
I'm attracted to them.
Like a scientist to lab rats.
I like to watch.
Humans can make strong relationships over time,
But none of them are forgiving or understanding enough,
To work hard and push through together,
While those relationships they made turn into a war over night.
To me this is nothing but a Comedy.
Humans can act like such children, even if they are old.
Everyone is always right.
Yet everyone is always wrong?
I truely do believe that humans are strange beings, and I'll never fully understand why they do the things they do.
Does anyone else think the way I do?