Lesson from some kids. //life.I'm just going to get right into this.Lesson from some kids. //life.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
The other day I was sitting in class rather frustrated with everything and the people around me. I'm in a split class with grade 10's, 11's and us... the 12's, so there was about 15 minutes left in class and i had noticed this grade 11 boy glance over at me every so often.. thinking it was strange i finally exchanged a long look with him, it caught me off guard when all he did was smile at me then turned to leave. Now i've never talked to him, and i know he didn't mean anything with the smile. But the look he gave me almost said: "you look upset today but thats ok, smile with me?" So i smiled back.
That actually changed my outlook on my entire day. Something as small as some kid sharing a smile with me, It kinda made me think about how simple the whole thing was.
Sorry i'm just blabbering my feels towards the world.
Then today a little girl in my other art program was just talking about how excited she is to grow up and graduate and move out an
tumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |Di was bored. whatever. meme. from tumblr. what am i doing with my lifetumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |D1 year ago in Personal More Like This
A: Are you a virgin, and who did you loose it too?
nope. and uh... thats personal but kodee .__.
B: 3 biggest pet peeves
1. When people leave windows open at night (unless there is something pretty to look at) 2. When people in the house forget dishes in random places. 3. When i'm spending time with someone and they play on their phone every 5 seconds. 4. I have LOTS more but I don't want to come across as an OCD freak.
C: Celebrity crush?
Adam Lavine, Jony depp, Milla Jovovich, Tom hiddleston and Robert Downey Jr. (I can't even-) PRETTY MUCH EVERY ACTOR IN AVENGERS. JUST.
D: If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I wouldn't have changed a thing.
E: Do you smoke?
attempted once. gross
F: Do you drink?
ehh... not very often
G: If you had to rank yourself on a scale of 1 to 10, what would you be?
oh god.... uh... what am i ra
Oh my god I scare myselfWhen I was little, whenever I saw snow on the ground I'd like have a mini spaz attack and like lose my shit by getting so fucking excited about maybe the chance of stupid Oregon schools thinking that it was too much to drive on. (half an inch, I shit you not.)Oh my god I scare myself1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And now my mum is like "omg Kyul look ders snow outside derp" and I'm just like,
:iconduudewtf: "Cool mam, make me coffee."
So long, inner snow child. You stupid fuck who thought it was a brilliant idea to go run out in the snow naked.
Kyle's ocs - part1Felix: Angsty demon asshole who doesn't sleep and is kind of banned from hell because he's too much of a psychofuck. So far the most forever-alone oc I have and the oldest many have tried to pair him with their ocs and have failed because it's just too weird 8uKyle's ocs - part111 months ago in Personal More Like This
Location: Probably NY
Vincent (Vinny): Not quite as angsty little brother of Felix and quite more sane. Though he still is a dirty little asshole because he's a demon and likes to hurt people. He and Felix do not stand on common ground whatsoever from day one of their being aware of one another's existence; he never really liked Felix because of his neurotic and strange attitude and eventually was pushed to the point of brutally maiming Felix and they had been avoiding one another since.
Location: Probably Canada
Travis: This wee fello
HI AGAIN(edit from Vikki)EDIT:HI AGAIN(edit from Vikki)8 months ago in Personal More Like This
HEY. AS YOU KNOW, I'M SNEAKING ON FOR A FEW MINUTES
I LOVE YOU ALL. SO . DAMN. MUCH.
I MISS YOU ALL, I MISS ALL THE ART
I can't really explain how bad this all has been.
I just got about 20 tests run on me. No joke. And going back there monday. aaa.
We're looking at simple chemical imbalance to hyperparathyroidism to absorptive hypercalcuria
My fingers are crossed to a healthy recovery
It's just going to take time.
The pain may be bad, and I may be hospital ridden,
but all this support has really kept my head up.
David's been showing me everything in bed and I just
So thank you ; u ;
I love you all!
BEST WISHES UNTIL I COME BACK IN ONE PIECE.
WE'RE STILL FIGHTING THIS BATTLE.
SHE'S NOT GETTING MUCH BETTER, BUT THANKFULLY THE DOCTORS ARE MOVING QUICKLY.
WE'RE AWAITING THE RESULTS OF YESTERDAY'S TESTS AND ARE HOPING IT'S A SIMPLE FIX FOR GOOD.
THE SYMPTOMS ARE HORRIBLE THOUGH.
HER MEMORY IS FOGGY, SHE CAN'T GET AROUND, NAUSEATED
//flips logic out windowman I used to really like the trans-community on deviantart (or even just the community itself or even just any supportive community) until I witnessed the amount of judgement and belittling inflicted within it. Like people criticizing other people because they're "pretending", "too girly/manly", or even trying to tell them that it's a phase. FOR FUCKS SAKE, HOW CAN YOU GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE TO NOT DO THAT TO YOU IF YOU DO IT TO PEOPLE IN THE SAME SITUATION AS YOU? LIKE SERIOUSLY THIS IS GIVING ME LIKE A HEADACHE BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF LOGIC GOING ON HERE. Like seriously there's been over ten messages from ten different people in my ask box this weekend from people who have told me pretty much that their trans friend things that they're copying them for also coming out, that they're too girly to be a boy, and a few others which I answered privately due to requests.//flips logic out window1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And that is really NOT okay, I'm not even officially
Please read.Back whenever I started hitting the front page of DeviantArt, abit after I'd turned fourteen I admit that my ego popped up a notch. And not just one, mind you. No I was both surprised and in awe that some kid like me could end up taking up space in a place where only masterpieces and loved pieces were seen. And honestly, it stuck out like a sore thumb because seriously, My art isn't that good. I was blindfolded by pride in belief that I could actually go somewhere with what I had. But after awhile, pressure began to set in and I felt that more was expected of me and I couldn't meet those expectations. I'd never been exposed to constructive or negative criticism before that point; so I admit full heartedly that I acted out of line and childishly. Which led to people being angry and hurt by my stupidity, and I am sorry. It should have never happened, and I promise that it won't ever again.Please read.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So as time pressed on, I began to get desperate,
Stealin' yo memes- FullName: Kyle Felix Alexander Purkerson :YStealin' yo memes8 months ago in Personal More Like This
- Single or Taken: Taken
- Gender: merman
- Birthday: April 16th 1997
- Sign: Aries
- Hair Color: Black n' teal
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Height: 5'7"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: gay
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Hairtrition -- IT SMELLS OF COCONUTS AND HONEYBUTTER
- What are you listening to right now?: Rain - Mika
- Who is the last person that called you?: Brady, yesterday LOL
- How many buddies are online right now?: NOT ENOUGH
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
- Animals: Skunks, sharks, pugs, octopuses~
- Color: orange, cyan, pastel pink
- Drink: green juice
- Element: water~
- Food: octopus and cafeyumm okay 8'U
- Game: AssassinsCreed because dat Ezio
- Movie: I really liked World War Z uvu I don't watch movies too often though
Too many people want to see my cat so--THAT IS ALL.Too many people want to see my cat so--7 months ago in Personal More Like This
stupid confession...I feel like I've needed to write this journal for the longest time, I've been afraid to do it though.. I don't even know how to start off, but please do not think lesser or differently of me..stupid confession...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Warning: I'm going to pour my heart out a little on this, and mention some things I've never even told anyone. Sensitive topics WILL be brought up...
I hope this doesn't seem like I'm 'begging for attention' at all, everything I'm about to write is the truth and I..just need help..
I was diagnosed with social anxiety a long time ago, around when I started developing an addiction to the internet. I feel like I need to say this, and even on the internet, I'm not that social of a person.
In real life, I am absolutely terrified of talking to people, what they'll think of me or if they'll react badly. My family says it's 'just in my head' and that I'm too paranoid, but I don't think they understand how bad it is for me. But I don't even understand it myself..
I see other people, going to par
It's the first door to the leftSo once upon a time in the school library today, the librarian kept misgendering me after seeing my library records (they're separate form the main school records and for some reason my biological name and gender marker aren't changed in the library's system). Even after I'd corrected her, she kept at it and completely shouldered the fact that she was using wrong pronouns and pretty much harassing me; that of course really pissed me off and I ended up telling her,It's the first door to the left9 months ago in Personal More Like This
"You should really get that speech impediment looked at, I know a great doctor in room go fuck yourself"
I probably took it a bit far with that comment but seriously? What's wrong with people, that makes them think that they have the right to tell you what you identify as?
FUCK YOUAGAIN. IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE CAN DRAW AMAZING DRAWINGS IN A TIME SPAN OF LESS THAN AN HOUR.FUCK YOU1 year ago in Personal More Like This
GO LOOK AT MY GALLARY.
SEE THOSE PICTURES?
THEY ALL TOOK A 3 HOUR MINIMUM TO COMPLETE
How the hell does everyone complete such amazing art in not even a half hour....
While here I am spending litterally 6 to 8 hours in a row on one drawing.
By the end of it I litterally feel like a crumpled old person.
HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE SO SKILLED.
GIVE ME YOUR WAYS.
I AM UPSET ABOUT THIS.
IT IS NOT FAIR.
GUESS WHO WON THE ELECTIONOBAMA DIDGUESS WHO WON THE ELECTION1 year ago in Personal More Like This
no im sorry i shouldnt
talk about politics haha dont listen to me
Urban Dictionary memeStolen from :devLittleMissAlexius:Urban Dictionary meme7 months ago in Personal More Like This
1. What's your name?
A generous, outgoing guy who goes out of his way for his friends. Can be sweet and caring towards people, he has a laid back and calm approach. Truthful, gullible,lovely and Sexy. Can be a bit of a stress head at times, can also hold grudges for a long period of time. Nice to get to know, easy to fall in love with.
2. How old are you?
the age at which an American can drive a car and get a job, but still can't vote.
3. Who is one of your friends?
A very rather amazingly blowjob. Is the best b
Humans..This journal will be deleted eventually- I have no real purpose for it.Humans..1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Their emotions are interesting to witness.
I'm amazed by the way humans lash out at one another.
How they can be such gentle creatures, then the next minute, blood thirsty beasts.
I'm attracted to them.
Like a scientist to lab rats.
I like to watch.
Humans can make strong relationships over time,
But none of them are forgiving or understanding enough,
To work hard and push through together,
While those relationships they made turn into a war over night.
To me this is nothing but a Comedy.
Humans can act like such children, even if they are old.
Everyone is always right.
Yet everyone is always wrong?
I truely do believe that humans are strange beings, and I'll never fully understand why they do the things they do.
Does anyone else think the way I do?
//stealing this pass-it-on because feelsI rarely do this anymore, but oh my god it hit me right in the feels; via Dashing-Tophat//stealing this pass-it-on because feels11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.
You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing,
HTML CODESI've gotten a lot of questions about my text size, and thought it'd be easier to just make a journal with all the codes I knowHTML CODES2 years ago in Personal More Like This
(use all these without spaces; to end it, use a slash before the character in the < > things.
Text goes between < > < / >
Bold: < b > < /b > EX: poop
Italic: < i > < /i > EX: poop
Strikethrough: < s > < /s > EX: poop
Underline: < u > < /u > EX: poop
Subscript: < sub > < /sub > EX: poop
Superscript: < sup > < /sup > EX: poop
Heading: < h1 > < /h1 > EX:
(this one's pretty handy.) Variations: h2:
To type a username like this: mewdool23
type :dev(insert usermame here):
To use an icon like this :iconmewdool23:
This is also really helpful: http://browse.deviantart.com/?qh=§ion=&q=html#/d45xq0q
Hope this helps C:
Suicide Awareness Day.Yep, September 10th is Suicide Awareness Day.Suicide Awareness Day.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I thought I would make a journal about this because first off I did participate today--I found an old yellow tank-top in the back of my closet and wore my blue plaid over-shirt over it. :'u
basically if you or one of your friends has attempted suicide you're supposed to wear a yellow shirt.
And thats what I wanted to talk about,
I wanted to talk about my personal suicide attempt.
First off let me say that i'm NOT looking for pity by writing this, in fact I'm a little uncomfortable even writing this because its actually a really sensitive topic for me and I dont even like to talk about it around my closest friends--in fact no one even knew that I attempted it until about a month later when I wrote that "Truth About Me" journal--so please dont leave me a nasty comment cause its hard for me to talk about..
I'm writing this because I want to comfort those of you out there who dont feel like they really have anything to live for--because you do.
Devious Journal EntryOnce upon a time back when I was dating this asshole named Chris. Last year. xDDevious Journal Entry2 years ago in Personal More Like This
WELL ONCE UPON A TIME I WAS CLIMBING A TREE AND WAS LIKE "omgtreesaresocool". But then this fucking branch broke and I fell out and the branch was like indented into my side and I was like,
"OH MY GOD I THINK I'M DYING HOLY FUCKING TITSDHGFSH"
And my boyfriend was like swag walking in slow motion whilst I was rolling on the ground in pain. And awhile later he came up to me and was like,
"ARE YOUH OKHEY?"
And I was like rolling around and in tears being like, "I- I THINK I'M BLEEDING."
AND THE FUCKING BLONDE DOUCHEBAG WAS LIKE,
"DO YOU WANNA WEAR MY JACKET?"
And this is a true story.
To start..So the last few days i have been talking to everybody about my transition buisnessTo start.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
what their thoughts and opinions were, since so many people ask me questions and send me notes on here i feel i should talk about this subject again. I do plan on documenting it over another site, maby youtube or tumblr... i don't really know yet.
I really don't want to do it over Deviantart though because i feel that this isn't the place for it, this is just for posting my artwork. Though I will be officially starting T in the next couple months and starting my treatment.
Now my feelings on this subject are;
I don't really feel like i need to draw the attention of the world to this, truthfully i wish i could just do this and no one would know. But the questions and intrest of other people is why i'm posting this journal. I want to help people with my experiences in anyway i can, So when i have everything set up i will post a link to my updates for anyone intrested in asking me questions or t
Cute Bugs Contest!Hello everyone!Cute Bugs Contest!1 year ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Do you like creating cute things?
Do you like bugs?
If you answered "yes" to both of those questions, I think this contest is for you!
Draw or create anything including a cute bug! Any bug, insect, arachnid or parasite. It just must be cute.
All mediums accepted! Even literature, film, crafts, and cosplay! It only must be cute and bug related.
Entries are due by May 15th, 2013
For drawings and other visual entries - Your entry can be a sketch to a fully colored drawing/completed work; however, the sketches must be neat. If you're entering a sketch, please submit something within these qualities please:
For literature entries (poems as well!) - Your entry must be at maximum 1,000 words. Your minimum is 6 words. It's okay if you're 10-30 words over. I just want to keep it reasonable since I h