//stealing this pass-it-on because feelsI rarely do this anymore, but oh my god it hit me right in the feels; via Dashing-Tophat
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.
You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing,
Too many people want to see my cat so--THAT IS ALL.Too many people want to see my cat so--2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Please read.Back whenever I started hitting the front page of DeviantArt, abit after I'd turned fourteen I admit that my ego popped up a notch. And not just one, mind you. No I was both surprised and in awe that some kid like me could end up taking up space in a place where only masterpieces and loved pieces were seen. And honestly, it stuck out like a sore thumb because seriously, My art isn't that good. I was blindfolded by pride in belief that I could actually go somewhere with what I had. But after awhile, pressure began to set in and I felt that more was expected of me and I couldn't meet those expectations. I'd never been exposed to constructive or negative criticism before that point; so I admit full heartedly that I acted out of line and childishly. Which led to people being angry and hurt by my stupidity, and I am sorry. It should have never happened, and I promise that it won't ever again.Please read.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
So as time pressed on, I began to get desperate,
An idea I wanna know if you guys are interested inSo I've had an idea to start offering things for raffles.An idea I wanna know if you guys are interested in4 years ago in Personal More Like This
So like, I'd have raffles for different things.
Like a raffle for a custom plushie.
Or a raffle for an animated video.
And other things like that.
And each "ticket" would be $1 -$2.
(I'd also probably put a limit on how many you can get, maybe only up to 3)
So you would have to put the money out for each ticket, and may not get anything.
But if you do win, you would have only ended up paying about $2 for something that would have been between $40-$50+
Anyone think that sounds like a good idea, and if so, would you possibly be interested in it?
I kinda think it's a good idea, but then I think if I did offer something like that that I might just end up losing money. owo
But I could always just see how it goes I guess? XD
SPIKE updatesJust thought I'd share with you guys some updates on the progress of finishing my "SPIKE" novel.SPIKE updates3 years ago in Personal More Like This
A lot of people have asked me how it's going, when it will be published and stuff. I really appreciate getting asked these things because it shows that people are actually interested in my writings, and that it just such a great feeling
I've got two news for you guys today though: one bad news and one good news. Let's start with the bad news.
I haven't finished writing SPIKE yet.
And I honestly don't know when it will be finished - which oddly enough brings us to the good news:
I've made a new, major decision in the SPIKE story that I think a lot of you will be happy to hear. As usual I don't want to spoil too much, but there is a part in the story where Spike and Sam are separated from each other for quite a long while. At first I was planning on only writing from Spike's point of view, like, what he's experiencing during this separation period. I figured that since he's the main cha
HetaliaI started watching Hetalia today.Hetalia3 years ago in Personal More Like This
All I can say is, I see why people like it so much. ;w;
It's so much cute.
Just... So much cute.
And Germany and Italy.
I lub them.
Might have to draw German's little group one day. XD
THIS JOURNAL IS POINTLESS I'LL LEAVE NOW
many meme1. Name: Kylemany meme2 years ago in Personal More Like This
2. Nickname(s): Kylele, uKYLEle, nips
3. Birthday: April 16th, 1997
4. That makes you: 16
5. Where were you born: Corvallis Montana
6. Location right now: Lebanon Oregon
7. Shoe size: 8.5
8. How many piercings?: both lobes, one cartilage, and one lip ring uvu
9. Tattoos?: once I'm eighteen~
10. When you wake up you're: tired, want sleep, such rest
11. When your about to sleep you're: stuck thinking aobut the next day and troubles
12. Zodiac sign: Aries
13. Chinese sign: Ox
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: innie
16. School: CHS
Section Two: Looks
17. Nationality: American, Hungarian, and a wee bit Scottish :Y
18. Hair colour: Dark brown and teal currently
20. Weight: 148lbs uvu
21. Height: 5'7 3/4ths
22. Braces? no
23. Glasses? sometimes
Section Three: Private Life
24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? no :c
25. If so, nobody
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? yeah but it's in vain as per always
27. Who has a crush on you? hahhhahaha you're
Commission information (out of date) If you want something, send me an email, not a note!Commission information (out of date)5 years ago in Personal More Like This
Make sure you check the queue before sending me anything!
What you can commission me for
Parasprite plushie - £10 and in whatever color you want that I have in stock.
Trixie, Twilight Sparkle, Fluttershy, Applejack, or Derpy plushie (see above link for example) - £50
Rarity or Rainbow Dash plushie (see above link for example) - £55 (£5 extra is due to complic
Free Plush ContestI will be hosting an OC contest after the first of the year. I will make the winner's OC into a plush. No Alicorns!!!!!!Free Plush Contest3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I will have a list of rules after Christmas.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!
Win a Premium + Updates!Hi guys.Win a Premium + Updates!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm still alive.
Thought you could get rid of me that easily eh? 8D
I actually just wanted to get some announcements out x'D
I'll try to make this short, so I went ahead and divided them into segments to make it easier for y'all 8D
Okay, i just wanted to try out some codes. So sue me.
Win a Premium!
It's only a month's subscription, don't get so excited, geez
Truth be told, I've received a generous amount of points from some lovely little donors, (Thank you all for that btw <3) but don't really have much use for them atm x'D So I figured I may as well put those points to good use. -- But of course, since I was a born troll, I won't make winning this so easy xD
Somewhere in my gallery, You'll find this little bugger:
And by gallery, I mean description of one of my deviations
Which deviation description it's on will change everyday for the next week. And heck, to make i
Munny-making processYup, I've started customizing Munny dollsMunny-making process3 years ago in Personal More Like This
If you don't know what a Munny is, then go right to the search bar here on DeviantART and type 'Munny' - you'll find loads of cool stuff
Do it now and read this journal afterwards!
So, well, it all started with scribble-rapo introducing me to the world of Munny and Trikky dolls. I was just amazed at how much one could do with a Munny, so I ordered some, or.. *cough* six of them *cough*
And I got them in the mail yesterday
I was well prepared, I'd gotten almost everything I needed ('cept the primer, which is pretty important, but I'll get that one later), so I actually got started on it yesterday - making my own Munny
I had loads of ideas for what type of figure to make, but oh so typical of me; I started with the hardest one. Spike. I mean, his hair is going to be a pain to make XD lol
Anyways, if someone's interested, I posted some progress photos in my blog. yes, I actually have a blog...! But it's in Norweg
Death Note Main CharactersDeath Note4 years ago in Personal More Like This
Daily Deviation #6Well, wasn't that the most wonderful surprise! I was just checking dA before I started work this morning and saw a comment about a DD. At first I thought 'But memory f i s h hasn't been featured as a Daily Deviation' - and then I woke up a bit and realised that obviously it had now. I really just wanted to be excited all over the internet but unfortunately I had to start work as soon as I found out. You have no idea of the agony I endured not being able to flail on dA until some 9 or so hours later.Daily Deviation #62 years ago in Personal More Like This
Thank you so, so much for the feature, cinyu! It truly means the world to me.
I actually feel strangely emotional and just want to cling to you all while I'm desperately sobbing. Don't worry, I shan't do that - but I want to, just so you know. I just... I'm constantly overwhelmed by the really kind reactions to my artwork. And completely humbled by them.
I love you guys. I real
School is FunnyREADY FOR SOME SCHOOL STORIESSchool is Funny1 year ago in Personal More Like This
YOU GUYS KNOW I HAVE THE BEST DAMN STORIES BECAUSE MY FRIENDS ARE HILARIOUS AS
Are you ready
Are you prepared
*Lion King plays in the background*
Story One~ Mental Porn:
Okay, so I'm currently reading a book, and one of the characters name is Anthony (another fictional character for me to love great thanks a lot book) and anyway, he's sort of a bad boy *nervously laughs because bad boys are kinda hot but at the same time get on my damn nerves I have conflicting feelings* but anyway, he does thing thing called Mental Porn where he imagines a girl and then has sex with her in his mind so he doesn't have to pay attention in class
SO, I explained this to my friend Tyler. Now, Tyler is extremely perverted. Extremely. Perverted. He stares at my boobs a lot. A lot. But he's really funny and my best friend so it's cool HA. But anyway, this is how it went, I hope you're ready for some mature content over here HAHA okay just here
Why are we this wayThing is, i am absolutely frustrated with humans.Why are we this way1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Every single day im seeing constant injustice, constant racism, constant MISUNDERSTANDING.
It annoys me to no end. How in the world can you judge a culture, a race, a another whole REGION of human beings by a few terribly researched and portrayed news anchors? How in the WORLD can you hate an entire culture, race, ethnicity or judge an entire chunk of people without knowing them at all?
Since when have we gotten to the point, that we don't even give them a chance? That we've dehumanized those who are different from us.
Nobody said you had to agree; you were born obviously in a different mini world of your own. But these people have families, homes, friends, they joke with eachother, they play catch with their child, they smile at their grandmother, they eat breakfast, they watch the sunrise.
We are all human, and we all do almost the same things every single day. We are NOT that different, and if
Crynime RECRUITMENT: Voice actingVoice acting App & Trial Script: https://docs.google.com/file/d/0B0EyGQSJHgc6RXgzd05qNFcyNlk/editCrynime RECRUITMENT: Voice acting2 years ago in Personal More Like This
*NOTE: Most lines from the trial script are not from the final script, but for audition purposes.*
Submit to email@example.com
Leave any questions in the comments below or ask our tumblr blog directly, we'll try to answer. Thank you for your patience!
Until the next update.
( PLEASE, donīt send me questions about voice acting and helping 24/7 ;__________; just follow the instructions <3 thank you )
got an email from Penguin Publishers!...and I just gave them information about the book. Guys, this whole publication dream might actually come true! Thank you so, so much to all of you who have stuck with me from the beginning, and to all of you who have just started following me. I love and adore every single one of you and will make sure you each get a copy of Paper Stars if it gets published, because you're the reason I've made it this far. I can't even begin to explain how much support you all have given me when I've felt useless or untalented or insignificant: you, my watchers, my friends, have been with me and believed in me even when I'm at my lowest, and I cannot put to words the extent of my gratitude. From commenting on every single one of my pieces to simply clicking the "watch" or "favorite" button, you have given me the confidence and drive to pursue my dreams despite my anxiety and fear, and I could never ask for anything more wonderful. Thank you.got an email from Penguin Publishers!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Sign The Petition to Stop SOPAAlright, hey Everyone, it has come to my attention that SOPA is trying to make a comeback.Sign The Petition to Stop SOPA2 years ago in Personal More Like This
As many people know SOPA is a company that wanted to take down sites like DeviantArt,YouTube,FaceBook, ect., basically anything not revolving around "Business".
Now they have come back and trying to make 'CopyRright' a law.
Meaning, in Example, Any OC from any Anime, show,Cartoon, HomeStuck, Volcaloid ect. is Copyright. If you beloved character is based of something, it is Copyright, You will be Charged for it, And, If Old enough, Be set for jail if SOPA Passes the Law
This also is a problem for Youtube, All your favorite 'Let's Players' or Gamers, Pewdiepie, Cryaotic, Tobuscus, YogsCast, UberHaxorNova. They will all be out of a Job and Every Game Video they've ever done, WILL be taken down.
Possibly sent to Jail for it.
And not just Gamers, but many Normal People.
Example: A Mother takes a cute video of her Son singing a song by Chris brown, Kesha, Gorillaz, ect.
Durarara!! PlzMikado RyūgamineDurarara!! Plz4 years ago in Personal More Like This
Free Features!Hey everyone!Free Features!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am doing a free feature on my profile page! Yep! Absolutely free . No need to do anything for me, watch me, or even look through my gallery.
Feature box status: OPEN!
Oh and, I'd appreciated it if you'd faved this journal so that more people can see it
Because I am busy and still have school, I may close the feature box every once in awhile if I get completely flooded with notes (very unlikely to happen). IF THE FEATURE BOX IS CLOSED, DON'T SEND ME A NOTE FOR A FEATURE! YOU WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY REJECTED AND BANNED FROM THE FEATURE BOX FOR 3 MONTHS, NO QUESTIONS ASKED.
I will only feature an unnoticed artist. This does not mean that you have under whatever amount of watchers, but that you deserve more way more watchers for the art you have. (don't be shy because of this, I'm not that strict about it, I just don't want to feature artists with a whole bunch of watchers already)
Current Queue Please read my commission information before sending me anything!Current Queue5 years ago in Personal More Like This
Mini parasprites: :iconcommissionsclosed:
:iconnopointcommissions: :iconnorequests: :iconnogifts:
Lyra - bli...@gmx.de
Parasprite (turquoise) - phi...@gmail.com
Parasprite (turquoise) - bla...@gmail.com
[Dollar (US)] Twilight - wil...@gmail.com
[Bullet; Purple] [Dollar (US)] Twilight - buo...@gmail.com
[Bullet; Purple] [Dollar (US)] Trixie - lor...@gmail.com
[Bullet; Purple] [Dollar (US)] Twilight - ebay
[Bullet; Purple] [Dollar (US)] Fluttershy - ebay
[Bullet; Purple] [Dollar (US)] Trixie - fis...@yahoo.com
shunshine~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~shunshine4 years ago in Personal More Like This
So I've noticed that so many people are having such a rough time. Just being upset or going through some upsetting things, or just being down in general. And it really honestly upsets me alot: especially since I'm referring to alot of my close or not so close, friends.
I wish that there was a way for me to console or help every single one of you, because I care so much; and you and honestly nobody deserves to have negative feels.
Why am I writing all this?
Because I love you. All of you.
To be honest, I see most people as friends unless they give me reason to not.
B-but, if anyone needs an ear to listen; or in this case, eyes to read. Feel free to rant all you like here, or you could jsut comment or note me. I'm a pretty good listener. ;7;
Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan PlzEren YeagerShingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan Plz2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Krista Lenz/Historia Reiss