The truthBeing alone is how I liveThe truth3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Been this way since I was young
I watched the other children play
And heard the happy songs be sung
But I was exiled to myself
Expected to smile with my back to a wall
It takes a village to raise a child
But it seems they all just watched me fall
I heard the others make plans to hang
And I was never invited to be "in"
Not "in" amongst any of the crowds
as if my very presence was a sin
Those who do choose to have me around
Just call me depressed and tend to avoid me
I searched for someone to treat me as a friend
Someone who would be willing to set me free
But every time someone starts to show
That maybe i'm not a complete waste of time
They start making excuses of why they can't hang
So often that I could memorize every line
So now I sit alone yet again
Alone as I have been since I was very young
Unimportant once again but they aren't to blame
I'm just blinded by truth as if it made up the sun
A Child's TragedyFling yourself off the swingset,A Child's Tragedy3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hold your head to the sky
Spread your arms wide apart--
You said you wanted to fly
Soar like an eagle
Shooting up towards the clouds
A beautiful angel
Who feels oddly proud
Dear mommy, dear daddy:
Don't be so glum.
I've climbed the highest mountain,
I sit on God's thumb!
He said to not feel burdened
For the cards that were dealt;
I just wanted to be happier
Than how I'd always felt
To Wake...Must now I rise?To Wake...1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My spirit in shambles,
this life to pay cost.
Am I to rest?
A corpse set in-ground.
Hallowed the reminder,
echos silence as sound.
Yet be still I must,
no breath shall I take.
I long to stay dreaming...
For Hell is to wake.
SuicidalHow could you know?Suicidal5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How could you possibly understand?
The hurt I feel,
With a blade in my hand.
I hunger for pain,
It cuts deep in my veins,
Crying every night--
Don't come closer,
I might just bite!
Blood gushing and rushing out,
Makes me want to scream and shout
Anger inside, I'm nearly fried.
I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist,
I beat myself up with my fists.
Bruises on my face,
I run or I'll be chased.
The sirens are blaring
*Shit!* I start swearing.
In my pocket I pull out a rope
Because I know that for me there's no hope.
Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck,
Turn my head side to side, just to check.
Jump off without hesitation, it's getting late,
Black tears come from my eyes, black tears of hate.
Don't Ever Make LemonadeDon't Ever Make Lemonade5 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I sat chewing on yet another lemon rind as I stared across the lemon fields. Yellow fruits as far as the eye could see, and I was sick of it. Why couldn't my grandparents have been wealthy peach field farmers? Peach farmers have giant, three story mansions and wrap around porches. I have a three room shack. They have barn-fulls of high power equipment. I have a single tractor that's costing me a thousand bucks every other week for repairs.
Lemons, it had to be lemons. Rows and rows of sour, golden fruit. Maybe it was growing up on sour lemonade and lemon pie, but I don't even like the things. Can't stand them really.
I leaned back against the fence a bit more, studying those colorful little pests. I spit the rind out. It landed a few inches shy of the rind pile and its gnat storm. Shaking my head, I peeled another fruit and slurped its juice.
"I'd of though you'd have gotten used to the taste of lemons by now." My neighbor, a large man with a loud mouth personality th
Hidden Leaf 2Hidden Leaf 23 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The motorcycle finally stopped. Sasuke seriously was about to have a heart attack.
"What the matter teme? You look like you've seen a ghost!" Naruto was laughing.
"Idiot! The light was red! Not green, not yellow, RED!!"
"Ch, like a light is gonna stop me."
"Oh it will DEAD!"
Naruto shrugged off Sasuke's last comment and took the extra helmet from Sasuke.
"Well, what you think?"
What he was thinking was 'how is this idiot not dead by now?' , however that wasn't what Naruto meant. The motorcycle was parked just in front of a small brick building. It was two stories tall, and painted on one of the windows in lime green was the words 'Hidden Leaf'.
" It's a dump."
"Oh you're just jealous." Naruto then walked towards the door. "Well, you coming?"
Sasuke sighed. He only had to put up with him for one case. Just one case. Sasuke followed behind.
It didn't look too bad on the inside if you're the kind of person who loves offices, since that's exactly what it looked like.
Between the stallsAmung the sinks and filthy tilesBetween the stalls3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I stay between two dirty walls
I really just need to be here alone
No where but here amung the bathroom stalls.
As I sit upon the toilet lid
I can see the water between my knees
I glare into this toilet bowl
And all I find is a circular sea.
I watch as they drip again and again
The tears come streaming down my cheek
They fall into the bowl directly below
And vanish into the water so bleak.
This is the place I come to hide
This is the place I always go
Where theres a place I can be myself
And not my emotions' puppet show.
I hear the tap of my shoes echo the room
But its shushed asleep by the sound of the flush
This way I can drown my emotions dead
To finally get them to shut up and hush.
I use my sleeves to wipe my eyes
And walk out from between these walls
I walk with nothing but a smile to show
Like nothing happened, even at all
Nerds and Jocks go to college 2Nerds and Jocks go to college 23 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
“You gotta be shitting me.”
Naruto wasn’t the only one who bumped into someone from high school. Neji jolted.
“Gaara, don’t even think about it.”
Gaara clinched his fist.
“He needs ta die.”
“No, no he does not!” Neji then clinged onto his arm. “Come on, he doesn’t seem to notice we’re here. Let’s just go sit in the back.” Neji then dragged him to the back of the class. But Gaara never took his eyes off of him.
“AH HEM!!” Both Deidara and Naruto glanced up to see their teacher. “People are trying to LEARN here.”
They both sunk their heads as the teacher walked by. They then glanced at each other, then snickered.
“What a grouch.”
“I know right? Un.”
They both chuckled again.
“So, why you taking this political thoughts class?”
“I needed another Social Science class. You?”
Naruto leaned back on his
Blinded by love ch.11- SasuNarBlinded by love ch.11- SasuNar4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Blinded by love- SasuNaru
Naruto had been stuck in the hospital for a week and was about to break down the wall. He didn't want to stay there anymore. He wanted to go out to the fresh air, well all he wanted was ramen. He hasn't had any since Sasuke came with it. And Sakura had been watching the blond like a hawk. All of his friends still came an visit if they didn't have missions. Unfortunately Sasuke had to go on a mission and would be away for a few days. Naruto was sitting in bed still thinking how he could get control of Kyubbi. ' I still don't know how I can get control over him. This is getting irritated' he thought when he heard the door open.
"How are you feeling brat?" Tsunade said as she walked in.
"I'm fine for the hundred time! No let me go home already you old hag!" Naruto bursted out without thinking.
"I TOLD YOU WHY! AND DON'T CALL ME THAT YOU DAMN BRAT!" Tsunade screamed. She could never control herself when it came to Naruto.
She rubbed the side of her temp
Falling off the EdgeDo you know what it feels like?Falling off the Edge3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To nearly fall off the edge,
but not quite...
just so that you're dangling;
clinging for your worthless life
lest it fall into the sea of loneliness.
Your callused, pink fingers turning
to a shade of purplish-red of pain
as it does it best to hold on.
In the sea of loneliness,
everything is crisp, translucent.
There is nothing around you,
you are alone...
unlike other people,
you have no one
clamouring to save you;
you have no one
diving in to get you out.
There is no point
screaming for help,
you will only waste
the little time and air you have left.
You only have the darkness
of the sea enveloping your body
while you sink into the unknown,
taking your last breath.
SasuNaru Only One Ch.5SasuNaru Only One Ch.57 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
SasuNaru Only One
Chapter Five: You are my only One
Sasuke laid on his bed thinking about what has all just happened to him with just 2 days now, he thought maybe it was just too fast of what he and Naruto did. At this point he really didnt care, he was furious at Naruto and not just Naruto he was mad at himself for letting him go so easily and it killed his thoughts just thinking about all of it. Sasuke looked up at the mirror seeing his reflection.
God he looked to awful, his hair was all messed up and draped over his face where he could barely see his own reflection. His cheeks were all red and wet from crying for several hours, Sasuke didnt like the feeling that it started hurting when you cry too much. Sasuke just started breathing so fast and his head was hurting so much from thing so much and he lost control of his anger. He was mad at everything, the way he looked, at Naruto, at Hinata, at himself, at memories, at the world.
NaruSasu - Together 7NaruSasu - Together 73 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T own Naruto. Naruto is the property of Masashi Kishimoto and TV Tokyo.
WARNING: This fanfiction contains YAOI ( boyxboy) don't like? Don't watch!
This is NaruSasu fiction, but it also have NaruSai.. -.- yeah I had to put somebody to make things more interesting
There will be NaruSasu lemon later..
Uh and sorry for my lousy english . ^^'
And don't forget that Sasuke is in plasters!
Sasuke's POV :
I was sleeping. It was so warm and comfy I was enjoying because every day Naruto would let me sleep how much I want . And I did. Sometimes I've slept bit too much but who cared? That was for my own good! I need to recover, and for that I need sleep!....... Okay, maybe I was just abusing the fact that I can waste my time in the bed, and enjoy myself But this morning it wasn't like that. I could hear someone w
Sugar Coated LiesSometimes in loveSugar Coated Lies2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
you are the only one to try
You do everything you can
to see that person smile
You are there when they need you
and wait when they go away
Even though you're left to fight alone
when the darkness calls your name
You are charming and funny
but you leave no doubt in mind
that the lover that you call yours
is the best you'll ever find
Your doubts about your lover
that sprout when they are away
disappear with a little love and affection
And hopes that they are back to stay
But alas they are off for whatever again
And you always wondered why
It's because the little love you share
are really sugar coated lies
Hot Devil 2Naruko’s POVHot Devil 23 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Everyone is getting ready for Sasuke to come up, I wait by the lift for him with a note book and pen in hand. I hear a ding which means that the lift is here and the doors open.
“Good morning Sasuke” I say as he steps out and he hands me the book which has all the notes and some pictures in for the next issue. Sasuke always adds his own notes in and sometimes he takes pages out because he doesn’t like them or to use in a later issue.
“Hu, what are you wearing Naruko?” he asks as we walk to his office. I look at what I have on, a dark blue tank top, black shorts and boots with a heel.
“Oh, well I was out with my brother when you called” I answer him and he stops, then turns to look at me again
“You have a brother?” he asks and I nod
“Ye, his names Naruto” I say looking at him and notice him thinking, “What’s wrong?” I ask
“I want to meet him, tomorrow” he tells me, I know h
Yaoi for a date 23Yaoi for a date 233 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
“WHERE THE HELL IS YOUR BROTHER!?!”
Sasuke just stood there and blinked at him for a while. Why did Naruto want to know where Itachi was? Hell, Sasuke sure as hell didn’t.
“Naruto are you okay?”
“That bad huh?”
Naruto merely nodded.
“What did he do?”
Naruto blushed furiously.
“You don’t wanna know.”
“Oh there you are!” Itachi came out of no where wrapping an arm around Naruto’s neck. “Have any nice dreams?”
Now Naruto’s face exploded red. He then clasped his nose as images ran through his head. No no no no no NO! Naruto screamed in his head, I can not have a bonner in front of everybody! Dead puppies! Old men in mini skirts! Itachi and Kyuubi having-! … Naruto’s eyes grew wide in realization and he didn’t move. Kyuubi’s weird reactions…
“… Itachi, did you have sex with Kyuubi
Nerds and Jocks go to college 3Nerds and Jocks go to college 33 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Kiba sighed. There was something obviously going on between Gaara and Shino. Which of course was gonna get them no were but trouble. He then did a side-glance towards Naruto. Should he even tell him? I mean, it was centered around him after all, surly he had the right to know. …but then again, he looked towards the overhead, it may actually make things worse. Sides, it’s his fault for not noticing it in the first place.
“Gah.” Naruto bonk his head on the desk. “This shits hard.”
“You need help?”
Naruto was silent.
“I’m gonna go ask Sasuke…”
Kiba smacked himself on the forehead. Duh he’d say that. That’s all Naruto ever thinks about.
“But I’m right here.”
“And you’re not my tutor.”
Kiba sighed. He gave up trying to reason with this moron.
Soon class was over and everybody was starting to head out the door.
“What do you have after this?”
I wish my eyes were a mirrorI wish my eyes were a mirrorI wish my eyes were a mirror3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so you can see you as i see
your heart was crushed by an image
built by a cruel society
I wish my eyes were a mirror
So that i may help you to believe
that what they say is lies
and show you how you are to me
I wish my Heart could speak clearer
to help you understand
that you are the only person
that can fill my empty hands
I wish i could be your savior
Wipe away your fresh tears
i would gently say i love you
as i hold you through the years
And i wish my soul was a healer
to undo all of the pain
Make all their hostile efforts
finally end in vain
But to you im just a stranger
or "Just friends at best"
because you fear that i will hurt you
just like all the rest
So i wish my eyes were a mirror
So you can see you as i see
And ill continue to count the days
until you become one with me.
Nerds and Jocks go to college 4Nerds and Jocks go to college 43 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
“Someone, anyone… SHOOT ME!!”
“Aw come on Kiba, college’s not that bad.”
Kiba jolted his head towards Naruto. Damn prick didn’t even have a CLUE what he was having to go through!!
“Now now, there will be no killing my boyfriend.”
“But, but-!” Kiba whined as Shino came to sit next to him.
Naruto then noticed something.
“Where’s Gaara and Neji?”
“Oh, Neji had a class going on during this time and couldn’t make it.”
Kiba gave a nervous laugh.
“Yeeeah, about that-“
“Gaara hates my guts. Again.”
“God damn it Shino what did you do?”
Naruto continued to pout at him but Shino ignored him and continued to eat. ‘Great’ Naruto thought to himself ‘right when things were FINALLY looking good my friends just HAD to start some sort of feud’.
“Shino, you really have to stop pissing
If i die tonightIf I die lay my body on the river bed,If i die tonight3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me become one with
The muddy grass,
Let the fireflies chase a round my head,
Let me float with the tide,
As the fiery leaves of autumn begin to fall
And rest upon my chest.
As the frost of winter turns my hair into crystals,
Jagged beside my head.
As the green of spring spreads blossoms in the air
And sweetens the morning air.
As summers sun glares down,
Turning the water warm through my open hands.
Ducks will swim past my head,
Reeds will tangle through my hair,
My eyelashes coated in bright pollen,
My face the resting place for fallen petals.
But in the night,
Under the glow of the moon,
Let your body float in the river
And put your hands through my hair.
Leave me in the morning
And know in your heart
That I will always be here,
Floating along the riverbed,
The reeds in my hair,
The grasses laced through my fingers,
The petals across my face,
The lilies that cradle my body,
Your silent mistress,
Blackmail Time 21Blackmail Time 213 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Sasuke just stood there, as he tried processing everything. Naruko fell out of the women’s restroom. Naruko would have been hurt as a result. Sasuke came to the rescue. Found Naruto instead, on the floor, where his sister should have been, clutching his knee.
Okay maybe two….
TenTen slapped herself on the face. SERIOUSLY SASUKE, SERIOUSLY!?!?! SHE’S RIGHT FUCKING THERE!!! But alas TenTen kept her furious thoughts to herself.
“Uh…not here?” Naruto commented nervously.
TenTen was pulling at her hair buns. Why, why couldn’t Sasuke figure it out!?! She practically laid everything out for him and he STILL couldn’t get it?! … for an A plus student Sasuke was pretty dumb.
“I can see that.” Sasuke then offered Naruto his hand. “Need help?” Naruto sighed in relief and took Sasuke’s hand as he helped him up. Naruto then winced. “How’d you g
Hidden Leaf 6Hidden Leaf 63 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Okay now he's just showing off." Naruto mumbled as he glared at the painting "Not only can he steal a painting but he can steal it when we're right there."
"I knew there was something off about him."
Naruto was pacing back in forth, chewing his thumbnail annoyed. How could he let this happen? Naruto then looked at the painting again.
"Didn't Asuma say that this guy left some sort of signature?"
"Uh yeah, " Sasuke walked over to get the case file "He tends to leave a random poem at each scene of each stolen painting." Sasuke then dialed Asuma's number.
"Asuma, are you at the art gallery?"
"Yeah, the painting was stolen just like you said it would."
"No, now that you mention it."
Sasuke walked over to the painting and picked it up. There underneath the painting was a small sheet of paper.
("Art is a step from what is obvious and well-known toward what is arcane and concealed." -Khalil Gibran)
"Sasuke? You there?"
"Yeah found the art and the no
Get a life 26Get a life 263 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Sasuke just sat there. In one day, ONE, Naruto got into a fight with Sasuke and turned around and got hooked up with someone!?! WHAT THE @#$%&@#$%&!!?? Sasuke was undergoing a lot of emotions right now. He wanted to talk to Naruto, he didn’t want to talk to Naruto. He wanted to confirm the rumor of him and Neji, and he didn’t. A part of him wanted to come up and pull Naruto away from Neji and scream in his face HE’S MINE MOTHER FUCKER!! …and the other parts of him thought, are you f-ing nuts? Sasuke ground and buried his head in his face.
“Well well, what’s this?”
Oh dear god, NO.
“Karin, buzz off.”
“But Sasuke-Kun.” She then rubbed his shoulders. “You’re all alone, what happened?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean you’re not with Geek boy over there.”
“I was never ‘with’ him in the first place.”
Hidden Leaf 11Hidden Leaf 113 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Hm looks like we've been caught. Again.
Naruto rolled his eyes.
"Nice to see you too Kyuubi."
Kyuubi chuckled inside Naruto's head.
Naruto knew all about the Kyuubi Drugs or in other words, the Demon Tail Drugs. Kyuubi told him all about it. He even knew Gaara was a host, since Gaara used to tell him all about the one tail demon inside him. Naruto never told him, since Gaara was convinced that the demon was just make believe. Naruto knew better though, he knew they were real. Hence why him and Kyuubi could still talk to one another and why Gaara and his demon couldn't. Once a host pushes the demon to the back of their minds the link of connection was unreachable.
"Hey Kyu? Why is Sound involved?"
Because Orochimaru knows the truth too. He wants my power.
Naruto began tapping his foot.
"But couldn't you contain your powers?"
Kyuubi raised a brow.
Are you asking me to prevent him from taking my power? Why?
"He kidnapped me! I don't want to give him what