Phan - DesperatenessA/N: 'Seed' by The Academy Is... seriously inspired this, so check it out if you wanna c: Thanks for reading!Phan - Desperateness2 years ago in Scraps
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"What did you say?" Dan asked, looking at me with wide eyes. We were sitting on the couch in the living room, less than a foot away from each other. I'd been feeling depressed, and I had nothing to lose by telling Dan how I felt. I was already at my lowest point, how much farther could I go?
Bipolar was an illness I just couldn't beat. They gave me various medications and treatments for it, I saw a therapist once a week, I did everything that they told me to do, but it never got any better. I wanted someone to tell me that things would be okay. I wanted someone who could put up with my constant mood swings. In other words, I wanted Dan.
"You heard me. I love you, Dan." I was far from myself. I was usually so shy and reserved, but the feelings I had for Dan were weighing me down so much. He'd say something that was 'meaningless' and it'd leave me breathl