Point Commissions (always open!)Please read the rules before commissioning me, thank you!Point Commissions (always open!)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Rules For Commissioning:
-I'm using the currency 100 is equal to one US dollar. Currently I don't have a paypal, so I'm just accepting points at the moment.
-You can put my art on your profile page, and are allowed to post my art in your gallery only if you were the one who commissioned me! You must give credit to me for the artwork however!
I will draw:
-innocent yaoi and yuri
Just ask if it's not on my list and I'll give it a yes or no.
Things I will NOT draw:&
Weeping WillowWeeping Willow1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Standing beneath a weeping willow
Shut eyes and soft breathing
Light shimmers off the beads rolling down her face
She's painted blue inside
Like the endless sky above her
She's silently screaming
Not to be heard out loud
And clenches her fist
Deep in her heart
She wishes someone could hear her
And so she weeps under the shadow
Of the willow that weeps
P r o m i s e"No broken hearts," he promisedP r o m i s e1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Entwining his fingers with mine
Kissing the scars of the broken memories
And promising for better days
I numbly rub back
Wondering why he promised something
When one of our hearts was already broken to began with
Lonely..I'm really lonely...Lonely1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Even the stars can't touch us
As we fall back in our beds
Falling to the darkness of night
Engulfing our minds
With such depression and terror...
Is anybody out there?
Is anyone listening
To the cries of the hated
To the screams of the dark?
Is anyone telling us
That there's a way out?
..we're really lonely...
But if perhaps we tie the red string of fate around our fingers..
Maybe our paths will cross one day
And we won't be lonely anymore.
HalfHalf a lieHalf2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Half a mask
Half the truth
From a haunting past
Half a grin
Half a wave
Half paying attention
As the world spins by
Half a try for conciousness
When the day is done.
i am beautifuli.i am beautiful1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
i am beautiful
with tear streaked eyes
and shaking hands
clutching my blanket as hard as i can
i am beautiful
as i walk down the school hallways
faking a smile
watching masks slipping off of people's faces
as i walk by
i am beautiful
as i stand facing a bathroom mirror
clutching only a towel around my bare body
thinking about how numb seeped it's way into my heart
and how it feels like there is nothing there to stop it
from destroying me...
i am beautiful
with closed eyes and shaking hands
i can believe i am truly beautiful
and not pretend at all
the snow is white
as i stand at heaven's pearly gates
looking at a reflection
at a girl
who has the widest smile i've ever seen
and is by far the most beautiful girl i've ever looked at
ReliefReliefRelief1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trickling down like blessed rain
You can breathe
You can laugh
You can throw back your head
And let the tears of relief flow down your face
You can breathe
You can finally breathe
Thank God, you can finally breathe!
It's been suffocating you for five months
Almost half a year
And now you can finally relax
And be relieved
That the secret is out
And everything's okay
You don't have to be afraid.
GoneFind myself standing in a crowd of peopleGone1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The world migrating by like a wheel in motion
I search around to find your face
But when I look, I find no trace
No hazel eyes
No smiley goodbyes
So I stand silently
Wait a few minutes,
And then leave
The moment shattered like broken glass
Clutching tightly to the past
Bleeding wound, fresh and open
Glance one last sorrowful look in the empty room
Just as the door swings close
Your footsteps run down the empty halls
Desperate to find my face
But as you slow to a stop
Define BeautifulDefine beauty.Define Beautiful1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it that smear of lipstick across your face,
Or is it that smile that you can't replace?
Is it that paper thin dress those girls fit into
Or is it those beautiful creations you make that only you can do?
Is it the media's screams shouting in your ear
Or is it the whisper of God, saying "You look beautiful, my dear"?
Which definition of beauty do you choose to hear?
Shattered GlassI'm fine.Shattered Glass2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm only walking on shattered glass.
I only have to step in it every day;
I ever liked you
Ever wanted you
Ever needed you
Next to me...
But each painful crunch is a reminder
Of why I cared for you
Why I liked you
And why I went so far only to have it
All shatter and break benath my feet.
So if you ask me how I'm doing
I'll say I'm fine
While gritting my teeth
At the pain of the shattered glass.
Only Human..I'm only humanOnly Human1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Falling down to depths unknown
Lost in thought
Heart beating slower
Clock ticking a beat to late
Crying with a smile
I make a heart with my scars
Breaking in silence
SafeBut you'll keep me safe and warm from this internal stormSafe1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Raging and roaring
Fighting and biting
Screaming; I wish I was dreaming
In your arms you'll keep me safe and warm..
A place of refuge in this internal storm.
MiraclesCan we pretend miracles can happenMiracles1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
While I wait in the depths of the shadows
and the taste of death is the only thing lingering on my lips?
Can we pretend that nothing has happened
While I pass by old memories of the past
In the hallway each day?
Can we pretend that this is a fairy tale?
You can be my Prince Charming,
And I'll be your damsel in distress
Can we ride off into the sunset?
Casting away shadows, fears, and doubts
Can you make me believe miracles can happen?
OvercomeI wonderOvercome1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
If our mind is an open door
To somewhere else-
Something else in store
For our future
Set your hand on mine and smile
For we have no idea
What we've truly overcome.
Holding Onto Empty AirYou know when the sky turns greyHolding Onto Empty Air1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And you know not everything's not going to be okay
And your world starts shaking and you don't know why
And you just want to go home and cry
You know when the autumn leaves die
And you reach out to the wind
Not wanting to say goodbye
To the ones you love
The ones you need
You don't want to bleed internally..
You know when the color flees from your life
And your head fills with sadness and strife
Loneliness and grief,
Suffering and pain
What more in this life is there to gain?
You know that moment when you stand the
FineSwallowFine1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Say I'm fine
Don't know why
Blow off steam
One last text
...I'll be fine...
BreatheBroken heartsBreathe1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Close your eyes
And think back to yesterday
When everything was okay...
Everything was okay.
As drops of tears stream down your face
You scream at the sky
"Why can't everything be okay today?!"
Thank YouThank you LoveThank You1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
For teaching me
How to smile
And how to breath
How to laugh
And how to grin
How to cry
And not to hide
How to love
How to give
How to snuggle
How to cuddle
Thank you love
For teaching me
That it's okay
To be me.