I am seriously excited.
You guys don't even realize how happy I am to be carrying this sweet, innocent thing within me.
I worry I won't be good enough.
I worry you won't grow up to love me.
But I know that no matter what I'll always love you.
I hope you take after your father, he was never as troublesome as I've been.
I hope your friends don't judge you for how young your mom is, or how many tattoos she has, or the piercings.
I want to be able to give you everything you could ever want.
I don't want you to get high and drink like I've done so many times, I honestly just do not want you to live your life the way I did.
But I know that no matter what, no matter what you do or say or who you end up with, I'm going to love you unconditionally like any mother would, because you're my baby.