The Girl Who Didn't ExistThere was a girl who didn't seem to existThe Girl Who Didn't Exist2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In either time or space.
The world spun without a care.
It's like she wasn't. Even. There.
It was like she was a chill in the night
That ran up people's spines,
But no one ever noticed her
And her visibility to others continued to decline.
She felt like she existed-
But that was just a lie.
Because one night as she watched the world
In the shadows
She let out her final cry.
And so the girl who didn't exist
Became a whisper in the night
And her sorrowful whispers haunt my mind
Every. Single. Night.
My Worst Enemy.It rips.My Worst Enemy.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Please just stop, please stop.
"You're a fucking bitch. "
"How could you fucking do it?"
I'm so sorry. Please stop, please.
"You ruined him, you broke him, and you're completely okay with that?"
I didn't want to, I really didn't, please. please. stop.
"Can you fathom the tears, the undying hope that he felt?"
I don't know.. just please.
"You drove him to insanity, you hurt him."
I didn't. I didn't. I didn't.
"You pretended to love him, you didn't love him, did you?"
I DID. I DID. I care about him so much.. just stop. please..
"What? Are those tears? You don't deserve to cry."
"Is that blood? HAH. I hope it never ends. Would you like some salt with that?."
It won't stop.
"No one will come to help you, you never deserved it."
I don't want help..
"You are fake, you are
Don't You Ever Wonder?Don't You Ever Wonder?10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't you ever wonder
Why people think you're beautiful?
Why they think you're talented and smart?
Why they would waste so much time on you?
Does it ever confuse you
When people give you support?
I have no value, why do they care?
I can't do anything, I can't be a help.
Why do they even stay?
A simple reason, really,
Why they think what they think.
They see who we truly are.
Beyond what your mind has thought up.
They don't see you through broken glass.
Through the window that's been fogged up.
By the insecurites and flaws you l
DisagreeI believe in miraclesDisagree1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
and the unexplained
We define in parables
what has not been named
I haven't asked
if you disagree,
but I'm not one tasked
by the enemy
I support all womens' health,
not just physical
Social, emotional self
and the spiritual
I haven't asked
if you disagree-
don't feel attacked
by the enemy
I expect those who would lead
to show honesty
Compromise is what we need,
grounded in reality
I haven't asked
if you disagree,
but I'm not one backed
by the enemy
I hold that love isn't made
but can be given
It's not about "getting laid"
or who's sex-driven
I haven't asked
if you disagree-
don't believe I'm masked
by the enemy
Between you and me
there is no doubting
the world we see,
so I'm not asking
Cherish all that you concieve
and I'll let it be
because I'll always believe
you are not the enemy
My Greatest FoeThere you sit, tauntingMy Greatest Foe1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Gleeful in your pristine state
Unadorned you scoff
Radiant you preen
Teasing with blank expression
Come here, defile me
Make me willing slave
Cover me with word and verse
I am a blank page
Answers Why was I ever born?Answers10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are here for a purpose.
You are worth more that the moon and the stars.
There is no point to live.
I will show you the point of your existance.
I want to go home to you.
I am not done with you yet, my child.
I can't do anything right.
I will give you the strength to fight on.
But you don't understand.
No, you don't understand.
Painful LostWhy do I painPainful Lost4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When it was I
Why do I feel
Without you by my side.
Why am I
If I made the choice.
Why do I hunger
Though I let you go.
I never realized
How important you were
Until you've gone.
Now I want you back
Back by my side
But I cannot find you.
Shall I see your face.
Or hear your quiet laugh.
I've hurt you
Stabbed you too hard.
That sweet love
We once had
Our love is lost
'Cause I didn't treasure.
I threw away what mattered most.
I'm SickI'm sick of liars never getting caughtI'm Sick3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sick of karma never catching up
I'm sick of every little bitch like you
Who screws the world and thinks they'll never get screwed
The Hunger Games Fan Fic Chapter One Will NerverThe Hunger Games Fan Fic Chapter One2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was raining outside. I could hear the raindrops on my bedroom window. Today was the day of the Reaping. I wasn't nervous at all. Ever since I turned 12 and I could have been chosen for the annual Hunger Games, everyday I go running until I feel that my legs can't hold me anymore. Then I start training for my upper body lift waits, do pushups. I can't accept the fact that I may not only die if I get chosen, but my whole family would be watching. Shocking, isn't it?
This morning I felt emptier then ever. I just turned 17 around three months ago, and I feel that my chances of entering the games are escaping from me. It's not like I want to get chosen. But it would be nice to do nothing all day and not have to worry about the consequences. Everyday I have to get up and go to work with my father. He is almost 40 years old and I'm getting worried about him. The fact that we have 3 more mouths to feed my
Forecast Never Was That GreatThey say there's a seventy percent chance of rainForecast Never Was That Great3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
in the forecast for today but I refuse to believe
that we will be flooded and washed away
much like the dreams I had once upon a time.
I'm cold and the thermostat is broken
but nothing ever seems to work these days
anyways. Night's now staved off, bringing longer days
so I take advantage of it, letting the sun rain
down on me and serve as relief for my broken
heart. It's amazing what happens when you believe
in what you can't see. I used to pray all the time
but then I lost faith and watched it slip away
like the time I went numb as you pushed me away
as if I was cancer. It was the darkest of days
for me and there's never an hour or time
where thoughts of the past cease to rain
down on my fragile mind. The doctors believe
they can stitch me up but I'm sure I'll stay broken
and never be whole again. I'm the kind of broken
that you never see fixed. There must be a way
but I'm starting to lose hope and believe
my state is as permanent as t
PrussiaxReader - Dirty Dishes Part5Blip, blip blip, blip, blipPrussiaxReader - Dirty Dishes Part52 years ago in Romance More Like This
The steady beeping of heart monitors roused your sedated brain to consciousness.
Blip, blip, blip, blip, blip
It felt as though your head was stuffed with cotton wool everything was warm and fuzzy, and you felt sort of disconnected from your own body. You couldn't feel anything, though your drug-pumped brain couldn't process why.
You slowly started to regain feeling in your limbs, and were alerted to a slight pressure building on your upper left arm. Keeping your eyes firmly shut, you listened to the whoosh of the blood-pressure machine as it deflated quietly.
As you silently took stock of the new feelings and sensations coursing through your slowly-awakening limbs, you took in some deep, steady breaths. From what your groggy mind could work out, it sounded like you were in a hospital?
But why? What was going on?
Swallowing thickly, it felt as though you hadn't drank anything in days. Frowning, you fought to ope
Just kiss me in the rainWhile I still believe in love.Just kiss me in the rain4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
CinderellaCinderella1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Waiting for a coach
that never came,
a ball gown
out of sackloth;
are not dependable
are best left
to their own devices.
Midnight was never a friend,
and under that suit
he is the same as any other
EnglandXReader New Perspective 1Based off of 'New perspective' by Panic! At the disco. Enjoy! （＾∇＾）EnglandXReader New Perspective 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
'Who cares! Define intervention, I wanna be praised from a new perspective! But, leaving now would be a good idea, so catch me up on getting outta here.'
'I want to be someone else... They must have an easy life...' Isn't that a universal thought? Haven't you ever wanted to be someone else? Don't lie either.
"I hate this! Shut up all of you!" You shouted, slamming your hands on the meeting table, earning jumps from a few countries. "Miss _______ is right... SO SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN!" Germany yelled from the other side of the room. The G8 meetings were stressful, especially for a new country such as your self... You looked around the table, seeing the new faces in which you hadn't been introduced. Your eyes stopped at a blonde man, whose eyebrows
Vamp!PrussiaXReader: Lost in BloodThe steam from the hot bucket of water was visible today as you dunk the floor brush in and out, scrubbing the cold stone floors of the estate. Never in your life did you expect to become a servant to Edelstein's.Vamp!PrussiaXReader: Lost in Blood2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You were still heir to family's fortune, once part of a high class of aristocrats that ruled the land east of here. As a young child, you had no cares about anything until that dreadful night came.
It happened so fast. One moment you were sleeping in your warm bed when the windows exploded. They appeared, moving swiftly and killing anyone in sight. These creatures feasted on the blood of others: Vampires. From your bed, you woke, hearing the screams of the servants and family, yelling to the Lord to save their souls. You remember your father barging into your room, sweat mixed with blood and tears ran down his face as he held the door closed. He tossed a particular item on your bed. It was in a worn brown sac, tied in red string. His last words to you still rang in your h
How to make Muffin-Tin PiesHow to make Muffin-Tin Pies2 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
This is a really fun recipe I use for the Holidays and parties! ^-^
The steps listed below will make approximately one/one-and-a-half batches of twelve mini mixed-berry pies. Just use a regular muffin tin, and you can use paper muffin cups if you like, but if you don't I recommend spraying the ENTIRE muffin tin (not just the cups) before putting in the dough to help them come out easier.
The Oven will need to be pre-heated to 350 degrees before the pies can go in the oven.
2 1/2 cups flour
1/4 cup sugar
2 teaspoons of salt
1/2 cup shortening (I generally use Crisco)
3/4 cup butter (chilled)
6 Tablespoons of ice water
Making the dough:
1.) Cut up butter into medium-sized cubes and return it to the refrigerator for later use.
2.) Cut up the shortening and drop in chunks into a bowl of ice water.
3.) In a separate bowl (large), combine flour, sugar and salt and then mix well.
3.) After they are chilled, remove the shortening from ice water, the but
Graduation DayGraduation Day:Graduation Day1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
They told us we would be alright...
We had fought with honour and won our titles.
We had overcome trials together -
Watching dozens of our siblings fall in the line of duty.
For this they had promised us, a wondrous welcome;
A bountiful world of adventure, with a myriad of paths.
All this, they said, awaited us in the stone cities.
Large metropolises, where the working folk resided...
There were hundreds of us, who made that journey.
Walking miles across the scorching desert,
Clinging to a hope of the fortunes beyond.
Yet what awaited us was not a promised land -
Nor was it a life based on the merit we had earned...
Instead we found ourselves quarantined,
Pitching tents of inexperience-
Huddling together for comfort and warmth;
As the great gates of employment stood eerily silent.
-Chen Yuan Wen, 18 June 2013
3. Scared Elle, furious MiasMias hated what he saw before him.3. Scared Elle, furious Mias3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Once the tears slid down her face, he felt his insides turn in to painful knots.
He sat down next to her, placing one arm around her waist with his free hand on her arm. She flinched at his touched as though she had brushed against something burning hot.
"Wha-what-" Elle stuttered through her sobs, unable to finish her sentence.
"I cannot bare to see you like this." Mias said soothingly.
She scowled at him through her tears, "If that's so, then take me home!" Elle snapped with clenched teeth.
Mias was no dunce. He could practically hear the uncertainity through the sharpness of her words. Who knew this rose would have thorns?
Mias looked at her like he knew what she was thinking, making fear grip at her insides.
Silence hung around them until Mias said: "Tell me, where you really happy at your home?"
Elle didn't answer, she just gave him a cold glare, wishing that looks could kill.
"Do you have family who would miss you terribly?"
You'll Never DieHear me read it!You'll Never Die1 year ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
They say that if a writer falls in love with you then you never really die.
Instead your body is laid out in its funerial shrouds and moulds are made. Soft impressions of you to be pressed onto the blank faces of future loves.
Every time I write of taking comfort in a safe place in a storm, it will be your forearm. Every half-made smile will be on your lips, and every touch will be constructed from the residue beneath your fingernails.
When I metaphise of trees' blood, the leaves that give the energy so that a willow can provide shade for those in need, it will be your blood, it will be your light drenched kisses.
Every tear on every face will taste of the sweat that you put into keeping me happy. Every soaring song of love will be played through your windpipe, your trachea my instrument of choice.
For every time that a hero has the strength to walk on, I will use your feet. I will weld them to my own and walk a mile. Wal
The DoveThe DoveThe Dove1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is my dove
Look at how white it is
Very pure, downy feathers
Illuminating in the sun.
She's beautiful, is she?
I can't imagine what would happen
What it would bring if I'd lose her
Something so sacred to me.
I just can't give her to anyone
And I don't know how she lived so long
They don't usually live this much
Maybe I take good care of her.
Most people hardy care for them
But I've had mine since childhood
And I'd be brokenhearted if I'd lose her
Because Father gave her to me.
It's a beautiful gift
And He said that if I wait
She'll be more beautiful
And I'll be as beautiful as her.
So I keep His promise
And save her with care
And keep her clean and healthy
Because I would like to be like a dove.
Others would give away their doves
Keep it as a child and grow careless
As they grow and give them away
Turning them into pigeons.
But I don't want her to be a pigeon
I don't want lose her
Knowing He gave her to me
And I cherish her.
And I remember he told me,
"If you love someday
a virtual lifebehind my avatara virtual life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am queen of a wonderful world
I am a female warrior of a strange country
I am a werewolf
in real life
I am a girl who waits for the love
I am a girl who dreams from another life
I am a girl insignificant buried in the mass
England X Alchemist!Reader: Love Potion"A love potion huh...? Do you know how to make it, Kiku?" you askedEngland X Alchemist!Reader: Love Potion2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You and your classmate, Kiku Honda were in the library, searching for a certain person.
"I don't know but I know a book, it has the instructions"
"Give it to me"
He left you for a sec and came back, pulling a thick and gigantic book.
"Don't get the wrong idea, __-san, I bet you're thinking that the whole book is the instructions for the potion, don't you?"
"You know I'm so lazy to read books right?"
"Good thing, I memorized the contents..."
"All of them?!"
"You've got to be kidding me!"
"So, the instructions were on page 666. Oh, by the way, you can also see a summoning spells here, tell Arthur-san and the other members of Magic club"
"T-thanks... Oof!" he handed you the book
"Good luck~!" he left without looking back
You four were the only students who can use magic but you were different, you can't cast spells but you can do alchemy. You had a crush on the club president, Arthur Kirkl
A lion among sheep.There are ghosts in my bloodstreamA lion among sheep.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
kissing concrete cells &
the bedroom eyes of nerve endings.
( foreign words
engraved into my marrow, birds in my chest
& wars not yet fought between my hips. )
I've taken myself apart every night
since I learned how to swallow a pen
limb by steady limb.
Passed around by grabby hands,
a sold, & borrowed daughter;
I am a lion among sheep,
drunk on life & ink.