Save YourselfDear mommy…Save Yourself2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I could have saved you.
I know you promised me you’d save yourself,
But I should have known you were lying.
I could have protected you.
I know you said you were fine,
But I should have been able to see all the tears behind your eyes…
The lies, I should have seen straight through them,
I should have known better than to believe you,
I should have known better.
I should have known.
I should have saved you...
I'm sorry Mommy.
I shouldn't have let you save yourself.
Mermaid Bones - a beat poemTRIGGER WARNING: Sexual assault and eating disordersMermaid Bones - a beat poem2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Mermaid Bones - a beat poem.
I'm hiding an ocean of teeth under my scales
it's in the forbidden taste of salt on my tongue
the weight of the measuring tape,
of those numbers pushing bubbles through my blood and through my gums.
It's written on the circumference of my waist.
In the words cursing the ghost ship of my shape being plundered against my will.
It's spoken by the fish telling me that I have no right to fill my gills with oxygen
underneath a sea bed of regret laid heavy with the shape of a tail.
You are a whale they said
and they made me push my bones out to see the fish bones that they could wish on
to beach myself on the sand reaching for a reason to say "no"
I will not make sandcastles out of sandwiches, and pick at the entrails of the jellyfish noodles on my plate on the first date with puberty that said
"you will now be endowed with an oyster set with strings of pearls that hang heavy round your throat like a
Crossdressing!ItalyxReader Liar Princess Part 1Crossdressing!ItalyxReader Liar Princess Part 13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Crossdressing!ItalyxReader Liar Princess Part 1
Hair tied back into a ponytail, and has a wild curl of hair dangling down at the side of her head.
Her eyes are amber color, her hair is also curlier and a lighter shade of brown.
Just who is she?
Of course it, the princess of the school, Daisy Vargas.
"Daisy help me with my make up!"
"Daisy you look beautiful today~!"
"Daisy this~! Daisy that~! " you mimic all the people as you saw all the classmates rushed after Daisy. "Daisy in m-"
"Don't you say bad things about Daisy!" you best friend,Esmeralda, said as she playing hit your head with her paperback book.
You glared at her while rubbing you head. She scoot you over so she can sit in the chair with you. She lean at you and whisper, "There are to many fan girls around here."
You deeply gave a sigh and nodded in agreement. There were to many fan girls, just for Daisy. Over there in t
They Also Serve Who Only Stand and WaitI don't know when we first went underground. I don't even know if it was one mass exodus, a swarm of mankind trickling through the earth's crust so vehement we carved our own caverns by the force of trampling feet, or whether it was a gradual process, perhaps even a repetitive one, a family here, a neighborhood there. For all I know, the echo of the damp subterranean machine has always reverberated off the cave walls, created long past by the Angels, who think of our well-being even while they shake their heads helplessly at our flaws.They Also Serve Who Only Stand and Wait3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
They say that those who remained on the surface were raptured away in a great flash of light, like a million suns converted into raw energy all at once. While it was rumored once that the flash was our doing, our own horrid creation, we all know better now. It was the Maker who brought it forth from the void and cast it onto the earth's crust, as though shot from an immense sling, taking only those who were brave enough to trust in Him. We, who live in t
AmericaxReader Movies -Oneshot-AmericaxReader Movies -Oneshot-3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
AmericaxReader Movies -Oneshot-
"Alfred, are sure you want to see this?"
It was noisy Saturday night, people up and down the streets. Alfred made you go to the movies with him. You expected him to see some dumb,funny movie but it wasn't. Instead it was a really,bloody movie. You glanced at Alfred, he was standing quite normal, but knowing him, deep inside he was about to cry. You stiffly laughed, as you walk to the ticket booth. 'Arthur is going to kill me for doing this to Alfred.'
"Two ticket to (random scary movie.)"
"Here you go, m'am."
You thanked the man, and went to grab Alfred. Every since you were little, you two always watched scary movies. It really didn't frighten you, but to Alfred.... It was like someone coming to kill him. That was the reason you didn't want to see the movie, Alfred will pee in his pants just seeing the first 30 seconds. Alfred happily skipped to the front row of the screen. 'He d
then i burst into flames and fell i heard your cosmic blowthen i burst into flames and fell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
crack the crusted knuckles
of his hands
lodge itself into the mantle
of the world i cradled
in my arms
i spent many nights reeling
with the telescopic webbing and
thenar space of sun-burnt skin
Popular!AmericaxNerd!Reader The Growing-Up ProjectPopular!AmericaxNerd!Reader The Growing-Up Project3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Popular!AmericaxNerd!Reader The Growing-Up Project Part 4 [Final]
Author Note: This story has Iggy [England] in it~
You look around you. You were inside a white room, full with people. Everyone was busy moving around, preparing for something. You went to the nearest person and asked,
"Um...excuse me. What happening?"
The girl looks at you and replied with a sly smile "Haven't you heard,______? Alfred and Elizabeth are getting married!"
"Eh?!" you exclaimed. "What? When? How?"
The girl just gave you grin and left to do something else.
"Here comes the bride! Here comes the bride!" you heard someone singing.
Everyone sat down quickly; you were the only one standing. You saw Alfred in a tuxedo; he was smiling to ear to ear. You heart was in pain again and you chest felt tight. 'He can't get married...No that not right!' you thought. You saw Elizabeth going closer to Alfred. You quickly ran to him, but he seems farther with every single step you took.
"Alfred! Don't get married! I lov
Theme Prompt - UnderBend don't break.Theme Prompt - Under2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one cares
For your sake.
Even with prayers.
You sink under
Feel the cracks
Fix them fast.
Face what wracks
You Never Mindi.You Never Mind2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was blinded by a feeling I believed to be
love for you. But as it turned out, the only
emotion I was bound to was the twisted
conformities I and so many others believed
affection was made up of.
Though I knew that I no longer loved you
(if I ever had the pleasure of feeling such a
powerful string of vehement thoughts), I
continued the façade that enabled me to
convince both myself and you that there
was still something there.
I had to persuade you that you didn’t love
an empty shell masking as a human being
capable of feeling, but that the love I was
so sure I had lost still appeared to be
burning inside of me – bright as a forest
fire and twice as hard to put out.
My insides were burning up not from this
fake fire I worked so hard at pretending
was there, but from the future I somehow
found myself able to predict. You were
destined to fall more in love with me – a
big mistake on your part – and when the
courage finally met me to end it, I woul
A Walk Into An OceanShe's walking into a cold bitter seaA Walk Into An Ocean6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
She can feel the icy water touch her on the knee
She continues to walk further and further
Then it starts to hurt her
Her veins freezing like ice
At first the coldness felt nice
But then it makes her veins turn darker blue
And thats when her uncaring thoughts grew
She's shivering and cannot stop
And soon she hears a pop
She falls deeper and deeper under the water
She starts to wonder if somebody saw her
Gasping for a breath and pleading for a rest
Sinking to the bottom and curled in a nest
With her eyes closed and unable to breathe
Then she sinks and goes deeper underneath
She's at her watery grave
It would have been better if she would have been saved
It's a walk into an ocean nobody will forget
Now she is laying in her underwater pit
Ode to the boy with diamonds for eyesI think we were a collision course waiting to happenOde to the boy with diamonds for eyes2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And when I think back to the day when we first
Stumbled across one another, red sneakers hanging off gutters
Cherry cola voice overs and dilated pupils
We led one another on to believe in the night sky of connect the dot constellations
You wanted to dissect me and peer into the insides of my lungs
Only to find witches breath and dandelions
Slicing iron vowels you locked your hands in mine
And we fell into the static of dreaming disease
The operating table broke away to reveal a sky that never existed
And we couldn't help but laugh at the irony
Because wishing was never an option
The anesthesia never seemed to fit in our veins anyway.
fourthi. your kisses burnedfourth2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
into my skin
like radioactive burnout
leaving trails, dips, pockets
into every delicate curve
you could find
against my body
ii. my favorite part
about that evening
wasn't the colors,
instead, it was the embers;
the remembrance of something
that was once beautiful,
that now was helpless
iii. the lights lit up your eyes,
bright against the dark
all i could see were
the skeletons of loud angels
cry as their stars fell.
gaiait turned out you were the whole world, after all;gaia2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i stepped outside and you were singing in the green grass,
smiling in the smooth blue curve of the sky,
enveloping me and my glad tears in the gentle breeze.
i took off my shoes and ran for joy.
i will never lose you.
circumventing hearts my frail ankles, wristscircumventing hearts2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
are inversely proportional to
your broad shoulders, chest
so it goes
your touch, though tangential
comes at me
your low baritone
creates multiple chords
in the nuclear envelope of my heart
open in the helix of my ears
hidden in their drums
manifestation of the teenage hearti look for you inside poetry.manifestation of the teenage heart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
for your dark skin, dark hair,
bright eyes, long fingers &
i look between lines, inside words
& i hope to find you tangled in
i pray to see you hiding in the gaps
between stanzas & in the crevices of
metaphors & generic rhyme schemes.
it's because i'm losing you, you see, so
i need to search in all the rightly-written
places to find you again. spaces & lines
& all those hidden symbols, they're up for
interpretation; or in my case, investigation.
my age-earned naivety used as a
flashlight, i expect you to nomadically
turn up at some point because you're always
moving from heart to heart these days.
My Scars Prove You Wrong (original song)Scars on the surface, on my skinMy Scars Prove You Wrong (original song)2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Look at the wounds to know, where i've been
Throwing me against, my own walls
But I've learned to fly, when i fall
And I know my scars are only on the surface
And I know that I, I, I am not worthless
No matter how they break me, i'm unbreakable
No matter how they hurt me, i'm invincible
You know a heart
Keeps on bleeding
When it breaks it goes on beating
I, I'll keep on keeping on
'Cause my scars prove you, wrong.
IntimacyIntimacyIntimacy2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In to me; see.
It calls me in the night
When I'm down and drunk
It calls me in the night
When the lights go down.
I hear it in my dreams
Echoes around my mind
The laughter of a baying crowd
A girl's unflinching sneer
This red man in my soul
He takes all over me
I see things through his eyes
When the dark rage is on me
When I'm standing on a bridge
Redman whispers at my ear
Drags me down with him
Takes me unto the brink
Don't hurt me anymore
I ask the man every time
Smiles wider than the sky
And takes over me!
He's me when I see a friend
In a happier mood than I
He snarls and drives 'em all away
And keeps me all to himself.
I see him in other people's eyes
In the lonely and the desperate
I see him smiling back at me
When ever I close my eyes.
lovecraft's oceansometimes i drown in memorieslovecraft's ocean3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
of bathymetric echoes
and those mad gods
vomiting up litanies and minerals
poised and lethal
in the deep.
and darling there are
s t a r s
down there in the dark
in the space stirred only by those pale ghosts
and spinning galaxies
and i need to be
i need the salt on my tongue
in my lungs
and the mortality snowing down
grey drifts of whalebone and squidflesh
f a l l i n g
to that last
and i will never stop loving the ocean
because our deepest love is reserved for our deepest fears.