I'm a little uninspired
It happens to the best of us
I know I shouldn't take it hard
But I'm so afraid this time I'll never change
Won't shake it off
I'll just go insane
We're moving so fast
Why do I feel so empty
There's clothes in my closet
But nothing to wear
It's a mysterious thing
The more that I acquired
The less hungry I am but
not more satisfied
- meredith brooks
" . . . bruises that won't heal . . ."
In the elevator her heart began to pound
To the rooftop, in her slippers, and her gown
Quietly she turned and slipped away On the edge,
She took one last look around
Then closed her eyes and pushed away
Speeding toward the ground
Through the air without a sound
So grace f u l l y . . .
Twelve flights down, nearly naked on the ground
Skin and tagedy always attract a crowd
More than fifty eyewitness accounts
Each one in awe, for they'd never seen a girl so sad and so beaut i f u l .
- David Bazan (pedro the lion).
I wish the world could appreciate this song as much as i do .
but in the other hands , a meaning can only complete it circle when it means for two .
He tried to tell you what it is, but you ignored him. I understand why.
You don't want to look at anyone's pain.
The trouble is, when you try to avoid it, you stop helping. People end up alone.
Help kind of moves around. Like... light. Even a little bit is good.
what if I fall and hurt myself
would you know how to fix me?
what if I went and lost myself
would you know where to find me?
if I forgot who I am . .
would you please remind me?
" I could hear the sound.
The sound was me breakin'.
I had shattered. I was saved.
I only knew the girl I was, was gone. He was right.
No good could come from lovin' a mortal.
They can't survive our world "
- Lena Duchannes
"If I could feel anything
It wouldn't feel at all like this
If I could wake anywhere
I wouldn't wake up at home
If I could hear anything
It would be your voice to say
You should be you should be at home here now
I don't feel at home at all
This is where I will sit
To pay for all the wrong I've done
This is where I will think
About all the wrong I've done
Hope your funeral goes as planned
And everyone falls all around you
Bringing flowers to make a pillow
For your weary head
I wont be there when you scream
At all the voices all around you
Saying the things you never ever want to hear about
I wont be there when you die
A thousand deaths for just one lie
It's amazing how you stay awake at all
I'll be waiting way down here
And I'll be waiting all alone
Waiting for you waiting for you
All the rats and spiders
Will probably laeve me here alone
Just like everyone they've got something better
That they can do
Everything that was to be
Forgotten us and will be gone
Everyone that was to be
Now somehow all became a memory "
it kills me to know it won't be anymore years to share , but memories to keep .
thus truly hurts . i was never prepared to this .
Coldplay was right :
"nobody said it will be easy , but no one ever said it would be this hard"
Pages turning, lights are burning
See what you could not see
It's plain as the day
The night makes you pay
For what was hidden underneath
Longing to leave But begging to feel that
Something will make you stay
Gotta believe that this all leads
Somewhere we've never been
Tired of the guilt
Tired of being sorry
Well, haven't we suffered enough?
"... living for the dream about be carried by the flow ,
or could i be going strongly against it?
I wish I could get on that boat,
i wish I could feel the breeze from the top,
let the cold air freeze my burning heart.
And if the air for once could pass by that flame ,
would it let the oxygen fill my lungs so I can breath again ?
Did I ever had one of my own ? ... It was so long ago ...
I thought together we could face the world ...
. . .years gone by and we can't even face ourselves ..."
i know i am always a little on the edge about knowing if i will ever shoot again .
i guess sometimes life it is just like that ,sucking the hope out of our lives .
and speaking about changes ,this is one of the few places where you can literally
see the difference between the years at the same place , over the same person perspective .
time changes everything . Don't you think ?